I have never been so sad. If someone important to me sacrificed for me, I might not be able to survive and it would be heartbreaking. That is because of an emotional bond.
I don't think that such behavior can constitute my current emotions, such as sadness, regret, guilt... After all, I am an important person, and I will also sacrifice for him or her, that is natural.
I just still can't accept that a stranger sacrificed for me like this, even if it was for the reason he said, just to repay the favor.
Things are irreversible, but my road must continue. No matter how painful it is, I must grit my teeth and go on. Just like life, time will stop for you because you have lost something, and you still have to face it. When the sun opens your eyes the next morning, you are still living your own life. Suicide is always the most sinful act.
Thinking like this, I wiped away the tears on my face. My hands were very dirty, because there was a lot of mud mixed on my face. I guess I am very embarrassed now that my face is so messed up.
On the other side of the river, there were quite a few gray-eyed people who were still roaring at me. They all showed their teeth and claws and looked greedy. They wanted to eat me right away, but they just didn't dare to cross the river.
I don’t know if it’s because the existence of Ji Qing who just ate him in the water is the source of their scruples, but thinking about this, my heart hurts again, and my breathing stops for a while. I can’t help crawling from the ground. When I got up, I couldn't help but want to get closer to the river bank and take a look. Is there still hope for Ji Qing
I was actually very afraid of seeing the large area of blood and Ji Qing's torn and messy body... But the river was quiet, and there was no movement at all except for the gray-eyed man opposite.
I frowned slightly and couldn't help but take another step closer to the river bank. Unexpectedly, a head suddenly appeared on the river and rushed towards me...
In such a fast time, I only saw clearly that it was not the monster at all, but a huge water snake. Because it was so huge, I suddenly felt that the anacondas I had seen on TV were all jokes... . ...
I didn't know that there would be such a vicious creature hidden under the calm river surface, and it suddenly attacked people against common sense. Subconsciously, I could only take two steps back... I couldn't say I was afraid. After all, if it was just a water snake, Even though I'm a little older, I still have a way to deal with it.
But at the same time, a stream of laughter suddenly came from the dense forest, with a tone as innocent as a girl, but the tone itself was a bit old-fashioned.
"Hahaha... That's so funny. Are you a tabby cat?" Even the meaning of the words was so full of childishness.
I always feel that this voice is familiar, but with such a tone and such a girly and naive feeling, I really can't remember where I have talked with such a person? What's even more helpless is that now an inexplicable big snake is attacking me, and I have no time to turn my head. Even after the sound appears, the movement of the big snake suddenly stops.
"I remember, I remember... It is to be sealed. If you enter the river, you will be a dragon. If you go into the sea, you will be a dragon. If you enter the river, you will be a dragon. If you go into the sea, you will be a dragon... Is it right? Is it not?" The female voice over there was playful. As he said this, he seemed to find it particularly interesting, and even clapped his hands happily.
Entering the river becomes a dragon, descending into the sea becomes a dragon...! ! I was stunned for a moment. Although the situation at the moment was not good, I just couldn't control my thoughts. Once upon a time, there was a snake spirit entrenched in front of the Hungry Ghost Tomb, and the figure of Master Feng Zheng... In my daze... In a second or two, the big snake somehow dived into the water again.
I was a little strange. I couldn't help but glance at the big snake. I actually saw a trace of fear in its eyes. It was a very humane fear of not wanting to cause trouble.
This is... ? I no longer care about being curious about the big snake. What makes me more curious is who is that woman? When I turned my head, the first thing I saw was a bug that was roughly similar in size to a giant bee, but colorful and looked a bit ferocious but gorgeous.
The bug was flying in the air, and through the speckled light in the dense forest, it always surrounded a figure.
That figure is still jumping and jumping happily at this moment... She is as cute as a little girl under ten years old, but her whole body does not look so good, her hair is messy, and she has not washed it for an unknown period of time. However, the dirt became tangled in strands, and the clothes were hung in tatters on the body. The original color could no longer be seen. It could not be said that the clothes were not covering the body, but it was not much better than this.
And the whole face was even darker and dirty. She laughed at me as a tabby cat, but she was actually worse than a tabby cat... because when she smiled, her teeth were dazzlingly white, matching the black ones. Face contrast effect.
I stood blankly on the bank of the river. I swore that I had just experienced a heartbreak, and I didn’t want to cry anymore. But at this moment, the tears fell one by one at first, and then fell one after another. Finally, I couldn't help but overflow my eyes like a river that burst its banks.
My voice was choked, I could barely breathe, and I couldn't say a complete sentence. I just knew that I wanted to get close to her... so I walked over slowly step by step.
It was like my whole body had been drained of strength. I couldn't even do simple walking or walking quickly. I staggered, even fell to the ground, and had to roll and crawl.
"Why are you crying? Can't you walk well? Are you injured?" She squatted down and looked at me strangely and sympathetically.
At this moment, I almost crawled over, half-kneeling in front of her, less than half a meter away from her. I couldn't say anything, I just let myself choke... She looked at me even more... It was strange, but the colorful 'bee' stayed on her shoulder, looking at me so warily, giving off a dangerous aura.
But what else is important about being alert to danger? At this moment, I could no longer suppress my emotions, so I half-knelt like this, quickly took another step towards her, and then I couldn't help but hugged her leg. All the thousands of words just turned into nothing. He said one sentence: "Grandma, Grandma Ling Qing, who turned you into this? Who is it!!"
I couldn't express my hatred, my sadness, or my longing. I just wanted to hold the person in front of me tightly. She was not an illusion, she finally appeared in front of me for real. Yes, she is Grandma Ling Qing. Together with my master, she has been missing for so many years and we have never found her.
"Ah." Grandma Ling Qing seemed to be greatly frightened by my actions, and she began to struggle with confusion in her eyes.
The bee that had been guarding her started to make a buzzing sound and rushed towards me.
If I didn't let go, I would definitely be attacked, but I didn't want to let go at all. I never dreamed of such an unexpected reunion. I was afraid that if I let go, Grandma Ling Qing would disappear.
"Xiaohua, don't bite him, don't bite him..." Unexpectedly, just when the bug was about to pounce on me, Grandma Ling Qing stopped the bug.
This turn of events surprised and delighted me. Could it be that Grandma Ling Qing was joking with me just now? Has she recognized me
"Grandma Lingqing, do you know who I am? I am Chengyi, Chengyi! Do you know how much Ruxue and Ruyue miss you? Grandma..." I couldn't wait to tell, but as I spoke Then, I realized something was wrong, because Ling Qing's eyes were confused and curious from the beginning to the end. She tilted her head and looked at me.
He muttered unconsciously: "Chengyi? Who are Ruxue and Ruyue? Why do I feel so uncomfortable when I mention these names? But they are so kind. Do you know who they are?"
A feeling of powerlessness suddenly exploded in my heart. What was worse than the powerlessness was the feeling of sadness and heartache. Tears rolled in my eyes again. Grandma Ling Qing... How come I see you again? Such a look? How could it be... You are such a clean person, so wise, calm and tenacious, with strong opinions of your own.
What made you look like this
I took several deep breaths and tried to keep my hands from shaking. I looked at her seriously and said, "Grandma, I am Chengyi, Chen Chengyi. You will never forget my master, Jiang Lizhun, do you know?" You must have forgotten Jiang Lizhun, right?"