This sixth calamity thunder was the largest calamity thunder since the start of the heavenly calamity. The moment it fell, the sound was deafening, interrupting Lin Xiaohua's words.
The flashing thunder light reflected a somewhat desolate expression on everyone present.
Even if Grandma Ling Qing and I were outside the incident, we couldn't help but be moved when we saw this desolate tragedy in the world.
After the tribulation thunder passed, the tribulation clouds that had been shrouding the sky began to gradually disperse, but an inexplicable aura began to envelope the entire platform. When this aura filled the platform, an indescribable suction force began produce.
This suction force did not affect me at all, but I could feel the existence of this suction force keenly. Lin Xiaohua's body next to me was trembling slightly, but only for an instant, it returned to calm.
Over there, when the suction force appeared, Lin Furui's whole body and even his lips were trembling. But at this moment, Lin Jianguo hugged Lin Furui tightly. Relatively speaking, he had the calmest expression among them. one of.
"Fury, you have always been the child that my father and mother care most about. In fact, I wanted to die a long time ago, you know? Very early... Although you forcibly gave me life, you couldn't stop me from committing suicide. But , I can't bear to bear it after all, because if I die too, won't none of my relatives be by your side?" Lin Jianguo's vicissitudes of voice echoed throughout the platform, and his father's love was suppressed, but this time it erupted like a volcano.
Just a few simple words made Lin Furui inexplicably no longer trembling so much. He let Lin Jianguo hold him in his arms without saying anything, but closed his eyes as if to accept the fact.
I didn't know what this inexplicable suction force was, but I saw its effect at this moment.
Lin Jianguo has always been a middle-aged man, but at this moment, the hair on his head is starting to turn gray, and his face seems less smooth.
As for Lin Furui's image, he is that of a young man in his twenties, and he looks a bit more vicissitudes at the moment.
My heart felt inexplicably nervous, and I couldn't help turning my head to look at Lin Xiaohua. I don't know why I was afraid of seeing Lin Xiaohua's changes. Fortunately, Lin Xiaohua couldn't see any big changes at the moment.
"Fury, dad has always wanted to accompany you until the last moment. But looking at the situation, I don't know if it can be done... Furui, as of now, there is nothing that cannot be forgiven or let go. Just like, many years ago, I had already forgiven you for killing my brothers and sisters... After that incident, your mother sadly committed suicide, but if I hadn't forgiven you, I wouldn't have stayed with you till now. ." Lin Jianguo's voice gradually returned to calmness, but the wrinkles on his face became deeper. He said such a shocking fact in such an understatement, was it because at the moment of death, everything had been seen through
Could it be that it was not God who killed Lin Jianguo's people, but Lin Furui himself? Why did he do this
I glanced at Lin Xiaohua subconsciously, and at this moment, I found that her black hair was inexplicably mixed with a few white hairs. This discovery made my heart tremble.
"If I talk to you, please don't look back. I'm ugly and old. I don't want you to see me." Perhaps feeling that I was looking at her, Lin Xiaohua closed her eyes and spoke, her tired voice full of ridicule, She didn't care about life or death at all, but she cared about getting old and ugly... .
Or, she doesn't care if she gets old or ugly, she just doesn't want people to see the rapid withering process.
On the other hand, Lin Furui remained calm after Lin Jianguo told such a shocking fact. He just leaned closer to Lin Jianguo's arms. As Lin Jianguo said, until now, there is nothing he can't let go of and face. ? If it was really him who did it, would the lies he told until his death still have any meaning
"Dad, you know everything." Lin Furui also closed his eyes, as if like Lin Xiaohua, he was also exhausted at this moment.
"I know, you want to monopolize me and your mother, and can't tolerate your brothers and sisters, so you think of a way to kill them. Originally, we all wanted to believe that God did all this and had nothing to do with you. It's a pity Yes, we have known you and God for so many years. How could he not even have the courage to look at your brothers and sisters being killed? How could he throw down a piece of soul-nurturing wood and keep their souls? He would only be aloof. , looking at it expressionlessly." Lin Jianguo's voice became weaker and weaker, and when he spoke, it became more and more like he was talking about a normal thing.
He was weak at this moment because of his old age. Yes, in just a few minutes, Lin Jianguo had already started to age. He didn't know what had been removed. He was more fragile than the average old man.
"Yeah, I just want you and my mother to care about me. I'm jealous of why my brothers and sisters can live with you. Actually, I don't want this. I used to love them very much... I don't know. Why do you have such thoughts and feel that they are not worthy, Dad, I don’t want to...I don’t want to..." Lin Furui snuggled into Lin Jianguo's arms, muttering softly, tears falling from his pale face again.
At this moment, I suddenly felt that Lin Furui was also very pitiful. Unfortunately, how should I express this pity
"It's such a pity that other people's seemingly miserable experiences give him the greatest opportunity to refine his heart. If he can restrain God's influence on him, always maintain his original intention, and even suppress God with his strong nature, he will The state of mind will reach an extremely high level, and even be recognized by the law of heaven. Unfortunately... Under the law of heaven, there are no absolutely bad things, and there is no absolutely good mood. Because good things may make the mood dusty, and bad things may make the mood dusty. The state of mind is sublimated. But the world only looks at the surface and doesn’t know what it is that it is chasing? It’s sad and ridiculous.” When I suddenly felt sympathy for Lin Furui, Tao Tongzi’s thoughts appeared again, but he just made a cold comment, and there was no more sound.
These words gave me a deep understanding, but it was too late to tell Lin Furui now. I hope that the final regret can sublimate his life.
"Yes, you don't want to. The idea that has supported me to live for so many years is something you don't want either. I often comfort myself that two people will affect each other even if they live together, let alone the entanglement of souls in the same body. Together? Fury, from that moment on, I knew you were no longer you, but as a father, I couldn’t give up on you until my death. Do you know why you shouldn’t hit Xiaohua? Just because, there is another Personally, she is still reluctant to give up on you, and she wants you to be liberated, that is Xiaohua." Lin Jianguo can no longer be described as old at this moment, but a kind of dryness, and his life is almost over.
In contrast, Lin Furui's young face became older. When Lin Jianguo talked about this, Lin Furui turned his head, opened his eyes, and glanced at Lin Xiaohua, who was leaning on my shoulder.
Lin Xiaohua's body trembled slightly. I don't know if Lin Xiaohua looked at him, because Lin Xiaohua didn't want me to see her getting older.
"Xiaohua, let me pay you back in the next life." Lin Furui's words were full of sadness and sincerity, but they were also extremely vicissitudes of life. He was almost up to time.
But Lin Xiaohua remained silent. There is no greater sorrow than the death of the heart. Even if the heart is dead, even if it is still painful...how can the dead be resurrected? So, for the dead existence, should we pay it back or not? Does it still make sense
"Xiaohua..." Lin Furui's voice was trembling, followed by Lin Jianguo's sigh. Who can help with this kind of thing? Not even my father can!
"Xiaohua, will there be a chance to see you again in the next life? I don't dare to ask for being together. As long as we can see each other again, even if it's just for one day?" Lin Furui's voice was crying and trembling violently. His eyes when he looked at Lin Xiaohua were so... Sad, but the face is aging rapidly, and there is a feeling that one can see the vicissitudes of life at a glance.
"Son, daddy is dying, so you should let it go. Don't embarrass Xiaohua anymore, no more..." Lin Jianguo's voice gradually became weaker... and became quieter. He held Lin Furui's hand persistently, and also Slowly, out of strength, he slipped.
Lin Xiaohua never answered anything and remained silent. I knew she was not calm, because my shoulders were almost wet with tears, mixed with the wounds, and there was some pain.
"Dad? Dad..." Lin Furui suddenly withdrew his gaze and looked at Lin Jianguo helplessly and frightened. Lin Jianguo raised his head and tried hard to smile at Lin Furui, but the corners of his mouth stayed at an upward angle and could not move. .
'Peng' was the sound of his hand falling gently to the ground. Lin Jianguo's head suddenly dropped. This was the end of his companionship for his son Lin Furui in this life.
"No...Dad, dad, ah." Lin Furui suddenly turned around and hugged Lin Jianguo, looking up at the sky, seeming to be asking, how did he end up in this situation in his life? I really want to tell Lin Furui what Dao Tongzi said, but unfortunately... there are some things that you may not be able to understand if you are not in a state of mind.
Or, the wounds in this life will be carried to the next life, and in the next life, he will understand better that a certain foundation of his heart is called cherishing
"They are all leaving, and I am leaving too... Unfortunately, I still have a lot of stories to say. I can't say it in a long way. Just tell me briefly, Chen Chengyi, do you want to hear it?" Lin Xiaohua's voice She was also full of sadness. She had always been calm. Was she sad about Lin Jianguo's departure at this moment, or was she sad about Lin Furui's desolation
"If you want it, then I will listen." I also closed my eyes and couldn't help but shed a tear. In fact, I didn't want to hear it. Sad things always make people breathless. I wanted to be calm, but I could only I can hold Master's hand tighter.