Why is Taoist heart unstable? At this moment, do you still need an answer? At this moment, Dao Tongzi, who suddenly came to his senses, seemed to have grasped something.
The room was quiet, and there was an hourglass. The thin crackling sound represented the passage of time. From the hourglass, you could see it at just a glance. The clear moment was clearly marked. The boy had been standing in front of the window for an hour. At this moment, every minute and every second, I was thinking about Wei Chaoyu.
"Wei Chaoyu, it turns out that my Taoist heart is unstable because of you." Tao Tongzi's expression suddenly changed, and he tightened the corners of his mouth and frowned inexplicably.
How could he not know that as he pursues the Tao, what needs to be cut off along the ruthless road are all kinds of desires, and what needs to be abandoned are all kinds of emotions. The original ultimate form of the Tao is the complete rule of heaven, and this is what people pursue.
All kinds of emotions are just caused by the entanglement of cause and effect. How can a person who wholeheartedly pursues the truth take the initiative to be contaminated by cause and effect
It turns out that the Master was disappointed with me because this Taoist boy seemed to understand everything very quickly, but he couldn't hear my sigh because it reminded me of the teachings left by Master for me, Lao Li. , if you didn’t pick it up, how could you put it down
Don't you want to experience all the tastes and pay off the cause and effect step by step? How to let go? The basis for letting go is at least no regrets. Only after you have no regrets can you see clearly. Only after you see clearly can you gently let go and return yourself to peace and tranquility.
But Tao Tongzi means to let go of life and death. In fact, why is that called letting go? Whether we are together or not, whether we see each other or not, these are just forms in the heart and are the essence. Whether to let go or not to let go depends on the heart, just like whether to laugh or not to laugh, they are all in the same heart.
It's a pity that the boy can't hear my sighs, and it's impossible for the boy to know my thoughts. Everything here is just like a dream of mine. Although I am experiencing everything from the 'God's Vision', I am also watching everything.
But this dream seems to have been a little longer. From that day, when the lovesickness outside the window started, time seemed to have passed for a long time, but it also seemed to have passed very quickly. I was standing on the sidelines, as if I was flipping through a book, and I flipped through the pages inadvertently. Page after page passed.
Every day, I accompany Tao Tongzi to get up in the morning and go to bed at night to practice. I learn that every day's life is so regular, but also so 'boring'. It seems normal, but no one knows better than me. In many cases, On a quiet night, the lonely figure standing in front of the window suddenly became unaware of the passage of time.
How long have you lived like this? Dao Tongzi didn't notice it, but I knew it had been three full months.
According to the agreement between him and Wei Chaoyu, he had met Dao Tongzi at least six times in the past three months, but he never went to the mountains to practice Wusui. That was when he was not worried, but when he was worried, every day It's all so sad.
As time goes by, the mountains become greener and greener. Under the care of handymen, the various flowers and plants in the Tao Tongzi courtyard bloom one after another, just like a reincarnation entering the most beautiful peak. And in this On a rainy morning, Dao Tongzi's heart reached a certain emotional peak.
This kind of emotion is too complex and cannot be simply expressed with one adjective. Heartache, anxiety, and care are all mixed together, and even a god can drive him crazy.
Under this kind of torture, Dao Tongzi could no longer stay quietly in the mountain gate. Braving the drizzle, he finally walked out of the mountain gate for the first time in three months.
He just wanted to walk in the mountains, so the boy comforted himself, but what he deliberately forgot was that today was another day to meet up with Wei Chaoyu, and the so-called casual walk could not help but move towards the place where they met every time. Go.
The mountain scenery is still the same, but in the drizzle, it is a little more blurry, and in the rain, all kinds of melancholy are easier to stir up. The boy is wrapped in such emotions, and he even walks in a trance along the way. Arrive at the meeting place.
There was no obstruction on the solitary cliff on the high mountain. From far away, Tao Tongzi saw the figure in fluttering white clothes. She did not look at the road up the mountain, but looked at it dreamily. I don’t know what I’m thinking about the scenery outside the solitary cliff.
At this time, I couldn't understand Dao Tongzi's thoughts. I just saw him stop suddenly. His green shirt was already soaked in the drizzle. His figure looked so haggard and lonely. I saw him standing on the cliff. That figure is so melancholy and lost
The two figures almost overlapped in my eyes, and they just wrote the word "love".
Wei Chaoyu did not look back. Maybe the disappointment of waiting again and again made her unable to believe that she could wait for Dao Tongzi this time. Dao Tongzi did not come forward. He just stared at Wei Chaoyu's figure from a distance for a while. Then he turned around and left decisively.
At that moment, the rain in the sky seemed to be falling harder. We didn't recognize each other when we met. So close to the end of the world, this is the farthest distance in the world. Is it so far away that the rain in the sky is also sighing and sad
After this distant look in the rain, Tao Tongzi's life seemed to be back to normal, but only I knew that he would always walk out of the mountain gate on the appointed day. He had become accustomed to self-deception, and on that day he would just go out for a walk to relax. Then every time we walked to the rendezvous place unknowingly.
However, Wei Chaoyu never failed Dao Tongzi. Every time they met, Dao Tongzi would always see her lonely figure in white clothes. But every time, Dao Tongzi would only take a look from a distance and leave.
It has been three months since these days and the weather has gotten hotter and hotter. Daotongzi's mood is just like the increasingly hot weather. He is getting more and more anxious. He seems to be a little lost. Not to mention the study of magic in the past, now he is constantly I gradually became unable to listen to the morning and evening classes.
This day was no different from the past. Dao Tongzi was as lost as ever. He had just finished his morning class and walked back to his small courtyard step by step.
What he didn't notice was that the green shirt he was wearing had not been changed for three days. This was incredible to him who used to be meticulous and every habit was as precise as being programmed.
But when he reached the door of the small courtyard, Dao Tongzi had to stop and looked ahead, stunned, and then subconsciously shouted: "Master."
I can feel the emotion in Tao Tongzi's heart towards the Master, which is like the nostalgia for his father, and the utmost respect for the teacher. This emotion is no less generous than the emotion I have for the master, so once again Seeing the Venerable Master's disappointed expression, I can understand how entangled he feels.
I'm just extremely surprised. I've seen this Master more than once, but I can't see his face clearly. I can't even feel his aura. He stands there so naturally, just like me. It should be a brick there, as natural as a blade of grass, as if it has no breath of its own at all.
No matter how stupid I am, I still know that it is a higher realm. It is so high that even the best living master I have ever seen is beyond the reach of Wu Tian! Because Wu Tian, you can still feel the pressure he puts on you. Although it also feels like you are blending into heaven and earth, it is not as natural and random.
"Chengdao, your Taoist heart is becoming more and more unstable. Haven't you seen the reason yet?" The Master's voice has a quiet and elegant flavor like the mountains and flowing water. This is because the voice is so natural that it makes people unconscious. I think what he said is the truth.
"I think I have seen through it." Dao Tongzi thought of Wei Chaoyu again, and his heart was inevitably bitter, but he still did not forget to attack the Master and said this respectfully.
"I'm afraid that when you are in it, what you see is just the appearance. It should be noted that cause and effect come from heaven and earth, and even I can't interfere. Only by discovering and seeing through the essence by yourself can you unravel the cause and restore the original heart. Heart, Tao heart is stable. Don't take that side road." The Master did not blame Tao Tongzi for anything, but actually taught him earnestly like a teacher.
When Tao Tongzi heard the word "detour", his mood became more and more unstable, and he was stunned for a while and didn't know how to answer.
The Master glanced at the boy, and for some reason, he let out a sigh and said: "It should be your calamity, it must be your calamity. If you can't see through it, and others intervene in it, you might be the one who promotes this retribution." Another reason. As your teacher, you have grown up with me, but I cannot stand by and watch. Forget it, forget it, I have become the cause, and I will surely swallow the consequences one day."
After saying that, the Master floated away, but another sigh remained in the air and could not be dissipated for a long time.
When Tao Tong heard this sigh, and then thought about his own affairs, which would bring retribution to the Master, he could no longer calm down in his heart. He couldn't help shouting to the Master's back: "No, I really already know the reason. Master , you once said that I know what to do if I continue to suffer the consequences."
"I hope you can truly see the unstable nature of Taoist mind." The master's voice disappeared, but his words came floating up.
Dao Tongzi, who was standing at the door of his small courtyard, couldn't help but be startled. The fists hidden in his sleeves gradually clenched. Tomorrow will be another day that he and Wei Chaoyu agreed on. If he said that he was the cause of the relationship between the two, then It's up to you to cut off the consequences.
Qi San said:
Today's Taoist update is completed, although it is a little late. For me, it is a pleasant thing to complete it, and for everyone, it is also a pleasant thing to watch. Writing a book is hard work, waiting will be even harder, let’s encourage each other.