Love is a word that Tao Tongzi and Wei Chaoyu have never spoken about. How beautiful this word is. Behind this word, the first thing that people think of is to hold hands together for a lifetime, to stay together until old age, to care for each other, and to wet each other.
However, is it too cruel to say the word love at this moment? Dao Tongzi is a cultivator. Even though Wei Chaoyu is in his arms and still breathing, he can still feel that her life is passing irrevocably.
'Poof', a mouthful of blood spurted out from Dao Tongzi's throat. This was the mouthful he had swallowed before. Now that his heart was so hurt, he could no longer hold back the blood.
Blood spattered the skirt of the boy's clothes, and stains of blood also fell on Wei Chaoyu's face. She grabbed his skirt, gently but tightly, and asked him: "Do you love me?"
"Yes, I love you." He hugged her, and amidst the confusion, this thing that he had never thought about before became extremely clear.
At this moment, the avenue seems to be far away. If there is another choice, Daotongzi is asking himself, will he give up his so-called avenue the moment he meets her, and just want to join hands with her for a lifetime
However, Dao Tongzi was confused and had no answer. After all, the great road was his lifelong pursuit. It would be too hypocritical for him to say that he gave up. However, is he willing to let go of Wei Chaoyu in his arms
"You said it too late. I called you a stone, and you have always been a stone. I feel like I am going to die, and you are finally not a stone anymore. Thinking of this, I hate you a little." Wei Chaoyu's mind was already a little unclear. The hand holding the skirt of Daotongzi's clothes also began to slowly loosen.
"If you want to hate, just hate. Don't say anything. I want to save you. As long as you live, that's better than anything else." Dao Tongzi walked down the mountain with Wei Chaoyu in his arms. His footsteps were fast but his voice was loud. Trembling. If there is only one hope, it is the Master, the omnipotent Master in Tao Tongzi's heart.
"I can't live anymore. I know it. I'm just sorry that I didn't live with you as a lover for one day in this life. In the next life, I want you to love me very much. I want to live a life with you like the love in my dream." But I definitely don’t want to be with you for the rest of my life. I want you to know what it’s like to wait. I want you to know what despair is after waiting, which is more desperate than not seeing you again.” Wei Chaoyu’s hand has slowly let go of hers. His mind became increasingly unclear.
Dao Tongzi choked up. He felt that Wei Chaoyu couldn't hold on much longer. He carried Wei Chaoyu on his back and almost ran on the mountain road. At this moment, the gathering clouds were already overwhelmed, and big raindrops fell that could not be dispersed by the wind. What the rain cannot wash away is sadness.
"This is my way of hating you, do you know? I am powerless in this life and can only hate you in the next life. As deep as my love is, so will my hatred be." Wei Chaoyu murmured as he lay on Dao Tongzi's back. Nonsense, at this moment, life is about to disappear, what else can't be said
Let your love and hate be vented at this moment. If you don't tell the person who wants to fight with you, you may not have a chance.
"Ah" in the heavy rain, Dao Tongzi howled while running. Otherwise, it was not enough to vent his emotions. Could it be faster? He has used his whole life's skills, but unfortunately he can't fly. He is just a boy. He is not one of the top beings who has practiced Taoism for more than 20 years. He is still very immature before the long road, and his methods are limited.
"But, Chengdao, I don't know. I don't know. Do I love more than I hate, or do I hate more than love? Even if I wait for a long time, all I get in exchange is that you make me despair. I will fight with you, but I don't You know, if you wait for me in the next life, am I willing to make you despair? If you were still you, if I were still me, I don't know if I can do it?" Wei Chaoyu said in the long howl of Tao Tongzi.
At this moment, Tao Tongzi was already going crazy, but it was me, Wei Chaoyu, who was heartbroken and wanted to howl. What are you talking about? Are you talking about Ruxue and me? A period of love is to fulfill her regret. After that, we don’t stay together for the rest of our lives. It is her hatred. Then I have been waiting, whether
Is this the entanglement between the two lives? Their end, our beginning!
"I liked you the first time I saw you, do you remember? You were alone there, so serious that I couldn't take my eyes away. In the next life, will you like me as soon as you see me?"
Yes, in the next life, when I see you, I will fall in love with you from the first moment I see you. Is this the so-called acquaintance that is not accidental and that we are already connected at first sight
"Chengdao, I'm very cold. It's too cold to leave. I'm just afraid of leaving alone like this. I've always been afraid of loneliness. In the next life, I really want to be a person who is not afraid of being alone, even if I'm alone. I don’t have to be afraid if I go alone.”
Yes, in the next life, you are really not afraid of being alone. You guard the village alone, so quiet that it feels a little cold. In the end, you walk away alone, leaving behind a shadow. Even my endless shouting cannot call you back. A look back.
Tao Tongzi ran in the rain with tears streaming down his face, and at this moment he and Tao Tongzi were crying together.
In the end, Wei Chaoyu said nothing. His hands slipped from Dao Tongzi's back, and his body sank suddenly. At this moment, Dao Tongzi's tears seemed to have dried up, and he just ran numbly. Gradually, as he ran, the mountain gate was approaching. In front of my eyes.
He still refused to let go of Wei Chaoyu's body. He held her in his arms again in front of the mountain gate and walked towards the mountain gate step by step. His expression was a little more numb. He could not respond to Wei Chaoyu's every word, nor did he. Know how to respond.
Because he couldn't choose how to choose, how to respond to Wei Chaoyu's most passionate love.
The Master is now standing in front of the mountain gate.
In the heavy rain, Dao Tongzi held Wei Chaoyu and stopped and looked at the Master. At this time, I still couldn't see the Master's face clearly, but I could feel a sad sigh on his body.
"Chengdao, this time, you did something wrong. You really went astray." The Master's voice reached Daotongzi's ears.
He looked up at the Master and said word for word: "I have respected and loved you all my life, regarded you as my father, and regarded you as my teacher. If you say that my Taoist mind is unstable, I will always solve it."
"Are you blaming me?" The Master's voice seemed to contain an uncontrollable sigh.
Dao Tongzi hugged Wei Chaoyu and gradually tightened his arms, but when he looked at the Master, he pursed his lips stubbornly and refused to speak.
"Chengdao, I once told you a story. Listen to this story carefully now and see if you can understand what I want to say. There was once a man who loved to eat pork since he was a child, but in In their place, people think pork is dirty, and only vulgar people eat pork. People like to eat beef, because eating beef is very noble. So, in order to make himself as noble as others, that person pretended to be very noble. He looks like he loves beef, but in fact he secretly eats pork every few days." Daotongzi stood there without moving. The sadness in his heart could not be dissipated at all, but because of habit, he still listened to the Master He was telling this so-called story because he was really used to paying attention to every word the Master said at any time.
I feel the same sadness as Tao Tongzi at this moment. The entanglement between the two lives, I am him, he is me, so the sadness is exactly the same.
However, I don’t understand why the Master chose to tell such a nonsense story at this time. Does pork or beef have anything to do with our sadness at this moment
But the Master continued to tell his story as if he could not see our sorrow. He said: "Because of the power of words, he also felt that eating pork was a bad thing, but his inner desire was to eat it. Pork? How can this change? He also tried to give up pork for this reason, but he couldn't do it. So, he could only pretend to love beef during the day and still eat it every few days. Pork. He was the only one keeping this secret. At that time, everyone thought he was a noble man who loved to eat beef. He almost thought he was, but what was the truth? The fact was that he was still a noble man who loved to eat beef. Pork people.”
"The ending of this story, I still remember you telling me, one day, this man accidentally saw a living pig rolling in the dung pile. He felt really dirty all of a sudden, and suddenly he felt that he didn't want to eat pork anymore. , he was very confused, and specially cooked pork to eat. When he ate it this time, he found that the pork was not as sweet as before, but had an indescribable strange smell. From then on, this man really stopped eating pork. , but has truly become a person who only eats beef. But now, you tell me why?" Daotongzi's voice was full of pain, but the story the Master once told him made him in this situation Still remember.
"Why? At that time, I remember you answered me, and I told you what the point of this story is. You must experience it yourself before you can change it. At that time, I laughed and said nothing. Now, I can tell you that you were completely Wrong answer. The real answer is, people can only listen to their own hearts about anything. The inner decision is one, and pretending will not become two. Unless there is a chance to realize it, changes will occur. Cheng Tao, you are now blaming me for mentioning your point about why your heart is unstable. But if you want to see the branch of your destiny, you will understand that your heart has already written a point that I mentioned and did not mention. What you end up writing will be the same unless you have a chance to understand it." The Master's voice was very sad, and at this moment, I could feel that he was suppressing his own sadness.
"What do you mean?" Dao Tongzi was confused.
"That is, if I don't become the cause, the result will be the same for you! If you continue to get along with this woman, no matter what happens or how much time has passed, as long as you don't understand it in your heart, your ending will still be the same. You You have embarked on a side road, but you don't know it. I can't interfere with your fate, everything is your own choice. Even if I value you and can't help but remind you, you still choose the side road in the end. If you don’t believe it, come with me and let’s see the branches of destiny together.” After saying this, the Master sighed.
And Dao Tongzi was holding Wei Chaoyu in his arms, and his whole body was stunned. No matter what happened, or how much time passed, would it always end like this