Going back will naturally be a sleepless night, but the night will not stop because of my sleeplessness, and people will not become perfect because of my longing for me.
Master has long taught me that what you need is a peaceful heart and don’t just look at what’s in front of you behind what you can’t get when you think about it, and what you can’t do after thinking about it. However, when I travel tonight and meet Ruxue, I am deeply touched by the fact that we can have such an encounter. Give me no regrets in my life.
I should be grateful.
Amidst all the messy thoughts, I don’t know when it was, I fell asleep and when I woke up, it was already dawn again.
My three days of life came to the second day, but I didn't seem to feel anything. When I woke up, I was in a daze on the bed because yesterday's dream was too bizarre. One moment it was Dao Tongzi and Wei Chaoyu, the other moment it was Ruxue and me.
It seemed like they were deeply entangled, but they couldn't remember the result. Even the longer they thought about it, the more blurry the whole dream became.
I smiled bitterly, just like an annoyed child, telling myself to remember the content of the dream at night when I woke up, but the longer I woke up, the less I could remember the content of the dream, and finally I was annoyed. I forgot what the entire dream was about.
Since I couldn't remember it, I didn't bother to think about it anymore. I rolled over and got up. Qiu Changluo, who had just dressed and was responsible for taking care of me, pushed open the door and entered.
I glanced at Mr. Qiu Changlu with some surprise. He knew it just after I got up. However, Mr. Qiu Changlu said calmly: "Master, I have been waiting for a long time and finally heard someone coming from the room. If you make some noise, I'll have someone bring the food prepared for you."
I was a little embarrassed. It turned out that someone else had been waiting for a long time, so I couldn't help but ask: "Master, what time is it now?"
"It's almost noon, and I always wanted to wake you up, but thinking that you just came out of the underground cave yesterday, you are inevitably tired, and you stayed up until late at night before coming back. I overheard the master tossing and turning for a long time, so I couldn't bear to wake you up. Let you sleep a little longer." Mr. Qiu Changlu said calmly, and already asked someone to bring the food to me over there.
I was stunned for a moment. While I was grateful to Mr. Qiuchanglu for taking care of me and being responsible, I also stopped him from being a complete self for only three days. I was very pressed for time and inexplicably slept until noon of the next day. I was already full of sins. I felt sad, so I said: "Old Qiu, if you don't need me, I'll go to my parents' place to eat."
"But, Master, your body and soul need to be recuperated." Qiu Changluo turned around with some objections. After all, from his perspective, he couldn't understand why I was like this? It’s okay to ask for three days. Why are you anxious to be with your parents and friends? Because I’m not the only one who wants to participate in the war.
"That's it for Qiu Changlu." I couldn't explain it, so I could only be strong.
Mr. Qiu Changlu looked at me helplessly for a few times and finally agreed with my idea. After all, although he couldn't understand many things, he could still attribute it to human nature and he couldn't influence my actions on this matter. After all, I am still the head of the Snow Mountain lineage.
Even though I have no intention of using my position as leader to oppress others
Autumn has gone away, and I quickly packed up and went to my parents' place. Under the warmth of family love, time always flies by, and I discovered that no matter how the environment changes, it is just like in a small village. Well, no matter how much time passes, whether my parents or sisters are young or old, they will always treat me like Chen Chengyi when I was young.
The most touching thing about family love is this, because it has an eternal care and concern that will not change at all due to changes in time and environment. Relatives always have the same warmth.
Therefore, time will pass so quickly when I stay with them, and everything will be so nostalgic. But at night, I still have to leave. I am afraid that if I sink deeper, I will be weak and unable to bear it. Howling in front of my parents because I feel the same way about them. No matter how strong I become, my parents and family are always the strongest support in my soul. In the face of support, people will unconsciously Just weak.
This was the reason why I forced myself to leave. But this time, I just walked out of the street where my parents lived, and I saw a figure leaning casually against the wall. When he saw me walking out, he straightened up. Body, a bright smile hung on his face.
"Brother" he called me, I walked over, hugged him tightly, and touched his bald head as a habit. Although it was a bit difficult, how could this habit of many years be changed easily.
This figure is Hui Gen'er.
After going through rough adolescence, this boy has reached his current age. He has become more and more outstanding, and his appearance has gradually become more and more delicate. His whole person has a sense of inner connotation. The appearance of the little round egg when he was a child has gradually become more blurry. , even the big round eyes became slender and delicate.
His smile just now was very bright. If he weren't a monk, this guy would attract the little girl.
At this moment, I held him in my arms and walked on the intertwined streets of the snow-capped mountains, but he was still chattering like he did when he was a child: "Brother, I heard that you are so powerful that you actually walked out of that underground cave. When I came out, the elder who led me said, the last thing you met was a dragon! Brother, you are omnipotent and you have always been my idol, really."
I laughed, no matter how Hui Gen'er changed in the eyes of others, whether he became mature or decisive in killing, in my eyes, the things in his bones have never changed. Even when he spoke, he had a Shaanxi flavor. Still unable to change his mind, I patted his shoulder and asked with a smile: "I am your idol? What about Uncle Hui?"
"Eh, Master? He's not disrespectful to his elders. At this age, he still grabs eggs with me." As soon as Hui Gen'er started talking, his face suddenly turned down, looking a little aggrieved.
In front of my eyes, I seemed to be hallucinating, as if I saw Hui Gen'er when I was a child. That little round egg always loved to be held by me and relied on me. She loved to eat eggs and even cakes. In the end, she cried to me. I said: "Brother, um, I will never eat cake again."
Nowadays, it is obviously unrealistic for me to pick him up again. But in those years, the years when he almost regarded me as his only support will never be erased. I know that I also live in Hui Gen'er. In his memory, maybe many years later, he will still remember the peace of mind when I held him.
Thinking of this, my mood suddenly brightened up. Thinking that he and Uncle Hui were still fighting for eggs, I couldn't help laughing loudly. Hui Gen'er was beside me, scratching his bald head in embarrassment, and said, "What's the matter?" Is that funny?"
I touched his bald head and didn't answer. I just asked, "Why are you waiting for me there?"
"It's not just me, everyone is here. Brother Chengqing and Brother Chengxin are here! But when you weren't here, an old man told us that you went to your parents' place and we waited, but I missed you. Ah, you have been in the underground cave for many days. I also want to ask you about the underground cave. I can't wait, so I said I would come to pick you up. Sun Qiang heard about it and wanted to come with him. He also had to say It’s my second brother and I won’t do it. I said I could only pick him up alone, and then we made a bet. If I won, I would come.” Hui Gen’er said the last thing, becoming more and more proud, smiling, with two rows of white teeth. , eyes also narrowed.
I was speechless. In fact, I found that both Hui Gen'er and Qiangzi have some children whose xinxing has always been like this. However, Qiangzi may have had this kind of xinxing because he had been practicing hard in the village for too long. Or was affected by something.
I didn't think much more, I just held Hui Gen'er tightly. I don't know why, but I felt an inexplicable peace of mind when I heard that everyone was here.
"Aren't you practicing hard in seclusion? Why do you think you came to see me?" But I still asked about the secret that I only have three days to exist. I'm afraid I am the only one who knows about it. They are practicing hard in seclusion and have time at night. We originally had a lot of time to get together, but suddenly everyone came to see me. I couldn't help but ask.
"Sister Ruyue heard that you wanted to relax for three days, so she invited everyone to come together. I originally wanted to come yesterday. You don't know how worried we are. You heard that you came out of the underground cave. We were so excited. Even the elder who took care of me was incredible and thought you had created a miracle." Hui Gen'er became more and more excited as she talked, dancing with joy.
I smiled quietly but thought in my heart, is this God's mercy? Or am I destined to disappear from this world soon, give me a way to make up for it, so that in the last three days of my life, I can get together with the most important people to me
Let me have no regrets until the end
Thinking like this, Hui Gen'er and I had already walked to the small courtyard where I was and opened the door. I saw a whole courtyard of people sitting there.