I went for acupuncture today and haven't gone home until now.
The doctor told me that it is just a bulge now and I need to rest for a few days. If it continues like this, it will become a herniated disc.
In fact, I am unwilling to ask for leave. This has nothing to do with rankings, making money, or anything else. It is my own inner anxiety. I am afraid that you will be disappointed after waiting for the update, which will make me feel guilty.
Today, I received an email from a book friend named Wuyan, and the content moved me very much.
The general idea is this. He went to Shi Shi's autograph session and bought books. He wanted Shi Shi to convey it to me and let me rest. He said he was a third fan.
A few very ordinary words made me... I'm sorry, I can't describe my feelings.
He analyzed several passages for me, and I will quote one of them. I feel that I really need to explain it to everyone who has always supported me.
The general idea of this passage is that there are people among my book friends who really want me to do well and help me. I can't always let them down and make them feel that I don't listen to advice... This will make them feel sincerely appreciated. Neglected.
Maybe it's true... I was also advised by the doctor to stay in bed for at least three days if I didn't want it to get worse. After all, this is the nature of my job.
My explanation to you is this. Let me talk about recent events.
As we all know, on Weibo, Zihan once issued a statement out of anger, and then unfortunately he was besieged. In addition to various scoldings, some people even posted his photos, phone numbers, etc. Come out and threaten to find out his address and make him wait...
When Zihan called me, I said, "Sansan, I don't care. After all, I am an editor and my information is transparent. I don't care who comes to trouble me. If they do, I will call the police at worst." I just feel that these people are really crazy. They confuse right and wrong and are so crazy that people are scared. Why are they doing this
Before, Zihan always told me all kinds of things to calm down and don't be too arrogant... After that, he knew that I had been blackmailed like this for more than a year, and he only faced it for less than a week, and he just gave me I said, Sansan, I understand you.
The reason why I am talking about this is not to say how scary Heizi is, or what everyone wants... I am used to it.
I'm just touched that, despite the fact that there are so many hackers and I've been hacked for more than a year, so many of my book fans still love me as always and never leave me. Under such circumstances, I really don't dare to relax.
I am really afraid that these fans who really love me and support me will be disappointed... I often think about how I can repay my fans. After much deliberation, I can only write a good book...
This is where I struggle. I also think about how to give to my book fans.
I said a lot of nonsense, but I don’t know if everyone can understand it...
This time, in order to make the disease less serious and to be able to write books well in the future, I think I have to stop and rest in the past three days.
Originally, I considered the idea of dictating it and letting others type it... But I don’t know if there are any friends who are book fans who have written books. This really doesn’t work, at least not for me. When dictating, I can’t calm down and think. , always feel very awkward!
Let's see you in three days... I will listen to everyone during this period and have a good rest. Thank you again.