I should be happy for Master, but instead I am sad for my own emotions.
The best ending is that the master will not lose his soul. Although I am not sure whether everyone in this world really has reincarnation, just like the past and present lives of Dao Tongzi and I cannot be used as a universal basis to prove the existence of reincarnation.
I don't know if there is any underworld, heaven or fairyland, but I always believe that the souls in the world will always have a place to stay, with different levels divided by the way of heaven, either sublimation or complete destruction.
I have learned a lot about Master’s life. I think Master should be able to gain greater hope in the new journey.
In this world, many people believe that good people do not live long, and disasters last for thousands of years. For this, most righteous practitioners sneer at this. Because if life is a long movie, can it be called the ending if you only watch it for ten minutes
In this world, I firmly believe that everyone is going through reincarnation, which is a real competition for spiritual survival of the fittest. Both Buddhists and Taoists never only look at this life and are obsessed with this life. Because the entanglement of cause and effect is so deep, even gods Nor can we understand every trace of cause and effect.
You can't be sure whether a bad person's blessings in this life are consuming all his blessings in his previous life and will be doomed.
You can't be sure whether the hardships a good man faces in this life are tests given by God to achieve his sublimation? The ancients all understood this truth. When heaven entrusts people with great responsibilities, they must first
I understand many of these truths, and I should be happy for Master, but my trembling body shows that my sad emotions have definitely taken over my entire soul.
I finally understood the meaning of this sentence: "Relationship is the greatest suffering in the world."
"Chengyi, don't be sad. Let's watch the sunrise with Master. Maybe this is something that will never happen again in this life. Although what I said is a little sad, do you still remember what I said to you back then? You can't get it if you think about it. It's painful to think about it and not be able to do anything about it, but the person you are destined to meet may be waiting for you at the next intersection and will accompany you for a while. As long as the fate does not end, we will never be separated, regardless of the past life, this life, or the next life. This road is very long and very long. "It's long." The master's words rang in his ears. He put down a bag he was carrying and took out a charcoal stove from it.
The warm fire light lit up, and the heat gradually melted the ice on my fingertips. I don’t know whether it was because of Master’s words or this small charcoal stove. The sadness in my heart finally melted a little. In fact, I also understand that people always When we face separation, what I care about is not the length of time, but every bit of warmth we get along with.
I already have a lot
Tonight, Master has said many things, from when I was a child to when he himself was a child. Whether they are happy memories or painful memories, after experiencing them, they can all be said with some ridicule and experience. Have peace of mind.
My tears gradually stopped and a smile gradually appeared on my face, and I started chatting with Master. Under the warm light of the fire, time seemed to pass through time and again. Master became the person he was more than 20 years ago, and I became that young man again. Chen Chengyi
The surrounding background seemed to be blurring and becoming a little bit more transparent, taking us as if we had walked through thousands of mountains and rivers and returned to the dreamy bamboo forest house. I seemed to smell the smell of bamboo leaves and hear the rustling sound of the bamboo forest. The gurgling water brings peace of mind.
"Master, I feel as if I have returned to the Bamboo Forest Village." At this time, at the end of the sky, traces of beautiful and extremely beautiful red have begun to appear, which is intoxicating. Unknowingly, Master and I have been talking all night.
"Really? If you close your eyes wherever your heart is, that's where your heart is, so it doesn't matter if you are wandering." The master laughed, with infinite cheerfulness in his voice.
At this time, a red sun finally jumped out from the end of the mountain over there, with crushed golden light, spreading over the entire earth and falling into the eyes of Master and me.
"It's another sunrise." The master stood up and the wind subsided. The fire of the charcoal stove gradually became fainter until it disappeared, leaving only the curl of light smoke.
In the light smoke, I wanted to smile at Master, but at this moment, a voice full of guilt suddenly sounded deep in my soul: "Chen Chengyi, I'm sorry, I have been trying hard to suppress it, and I want you and Master to It took a little longer, but I tried my best.”
There was a trace of bitterness in the corner of my mouth, and then I felt that my own will began to become blurred, as if another person had occupied my brain, and countless chaotic memories began to merge with me. I became a little uncomfortable. When I wake up, I can’t even figure out who I am
Master's figure is still shrouded in light smoke but seems to be getting further and further away from me. But I always remember that he is Jiang Lizhun, my master and the biggest pillar of my heart.
"Chen Chengyi, when you completely integrate my memory into your own will, it will become more and more indifferent. You will think that you are me, deal with things in my way, and see the world with my eyes." At that time, I was very sorry for your will. In fact, between you and me, I couldn’t tell who had the better will at all. I just resigned myself to fate. I also hope you don’t give up. I also heard your master’s words. Yes. "What's right is right and what's wrong is wrong." Dao Tongzi was communicating with me intermittently.
By this time, it is no longer possible for us to have multiple personalities, like two people living in one body, and to be able to talk like this. I am just like what Tao Tongzi said, I will sink completely, and then slowly dissolve. Like a snowman in winter.
I don’t give up but how can I not give up? There was no answer in my mind at this moment, but under the guidance of Tao Tongzi, I suddenly raised my arm. I wanted to hold onto Master as if I were holding on to the warmest support.
"Chengyi" Master suddenly turned around and saw me with my arms half raised, but still frozen in place.
I can feel that Dao Tongzi's eyes are full of guilt when he looks at Master. Sometimes, I want to call him Master again, but my eyes are full of sadness.
Master took a step forward and held my hand. His hand was shaking at first but then became extremely firm. He just said one sentence to me: "Chengyi, I will wait for you to come back and take care of me. Others I don’t want it, I just want you because you are my apprentice! I believe you will come back, and it won’t be long.”
"Master Jiang, I'm sorry," Daotongzi said guiltily, but he didn't know that at this moment, my will suddenly shot up to the sky and I held Master's hand tightly. Looking at Master, a tear slipped from my cheek. Isn't a certain kind of belief a burden
I finally whispered: "Master, Master" but at the next moment, Dao Tongzi and I felt a kind of pain in our souls at the same time. It went straight to the bottom of our hearts and directly hit our souls. Our common bodies suddenly felt a severe headache. We simultaneously I chose to cover my head and started screaming heartbreakingly.
Then, the world began to slowly turn into a dark golden sun, slowly disappearing. The worried but calm face of the master was the last image I saw. Then, the severe pain caused both Daodongzi and I to fall into a coma.
Just in a blur, I heard Master say to me: "Come on, Chengyi, Master will carry you down the mountain."
Going down the mountain? Would he carry me down such a steep mountain
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Time began to have no concept. In the infinite sinking, I kept looking for myself. I don’t know my birth. I only know that I was worshiped by someone here after being extremely hungry and comatose on a night with heavy snow. The Master saved him.
There is no place that is a real fairyland, but at least it is not here. I just know that this place may be closer to the way of heaven than many places, and it is more full of opportunities. It is the blessing of many lives that can make people come here.
However, what blessings do I have from being born? I don’t know my parents, but I am still hungry. Is this really a place that many people want to aspire to? After coming to the Master's Taoist temple for so long, I still often think about this question. It's not that I haven't asked the Master before, but he always wants me to find the answer myself, but he just laughs and doesn't answer.
But once, he told me that the end of the road is fairyland. When you reach the end, you can come out. Do you understand? If the wonderland you want is absolute fairness, then if you devote yourself to the Great Way, you can see the fairness behind all unfairness.
The Master's words are always so profound and unfathomable, but at that time, a Tao seed was planted in my heart. I wanted to go to the end of the Tao and have a look. I wanted to see where it was. There is absolute fairness behind the unfairness
Although the experience of starvation as a child planted such a deep shadow in my soul and made me have an almost worship of food, I feel that I will eventually get rid of it.
"Since your Taoist heart is firm and you are determined to adhere to the Tao, just call it Cheng Dao."
Yes, my name is Chengdao, which is my Taoist name, and it is also the name of this nameless orphan from now on!
Chengdao? No, my name is Chen Chengyi! !
Suddenly there was a strong struggle in my heart. I seemed to have a lot of past events. It was very messy and my head hurt. I didn’t want to think about it anymore. I struggled and woke up all of a sudden.
This is a simple earth cave. I'm lying on the ground. Everything seems a little strange? Where am I? I can only think about this question. As for who I am, I have put it aside for the time being!
"You've finally woken up after being in a coma for three days, Master?" A somewhat old and cold voice sounded in my ears.
I turned around and saw an old man. The white robe on his body was so dirty that the color could not be seen. However, I was no stranger to him. I had seen him before.
I didn't rush to think about who he was, but subconsciously asked: "Have I been unconscious for so long?"
"In terms of time, in terms of the situation, it won't be long. With the issuance of the Snow Mountain Line Token, small collisions between the parties have begun before the real war. You don't have much time."