The weather on the prairie begins to change at a certain season, not to mention that the snow-capped mountains are originally in no man's land... The wind blows the clouds, and there is an inexplicable light in the darkness.
I thought it was going to snow, but what turned out to be cold raindrops fell on my face... It turned into a curtain of rain in an instant... mixed with broken ice foam... There is a kind of Unspeakably cold.
Ruxue looked at me directly in front of me... The distance between the two of us was only about 5 meters... but it seemed that we were separated by a distance farther than the natural chasm... Because there is no way to measure the distance of time, I was isolated from her One life.
When I stood in front of her, I was not Chen Chengyi... And when she stood in front of me, she was no longer Wei Chaoyu, and she would never give me that familiar smile again.
The answer was cruel, and I didn't want to say it directly... The sudden ice rain made the temperature drop a lot. When I opened my mouth, I was already white. I said to her: "It's cold, go back."
She suddenly smiled miserably, and then said lightly: "I understand." Then, she turned around and left...
This smile, the sadness and desolation behind it, made my emotions waver... I knew that it was Chen Chengyi's emotion, but I didn't know why I suppressed it like this.
Finally I couldn't help it, so I looked at her back and asked: "What on earth...are you planning to do?"
I didn't answer anything directly, but Bingxue was as smart as snow, and if she just said something to escape, she would probably know the result... Don't girls like to cry? Why just turn around and leave without shedding a single tear
The longer I stay in this world, the more I want to know the emotions of people in this world. It seems to be much stronger than the world I live in... Or maybe there is no way. How can I understand the emotions of others in a world where I had almost no emotions? emotion
Faced with my question, Ruxue stopped and turned to look at me... Her eyes seemed blurry. After all, it was the face she was most familiar with. No matter who I was, this body would always belong to Chen Chengyi. ..
"Once I entered the dragon's tomb and abandoned the mortal world, I was originally just a tombkeeper... When there was no need to keep watch, it was not a big deal to follow." Ruxue's tone was clear and calm, but even I could hear it. Understand the deep feelings behind the words.
That kind of hopeless life, that kind of despair that is as silent as death...
"Suicide has a huge cause and effect..." I said subconsciously.
However, Ruxue suddenly smiled, and she said to me: "Except for half a year in my life, we have never been together properly. If it hadn't been for that half year, it would have been something worth regretting for the rest of my life... . Are other things important? I am always watching from the end of the world. Isn’t it painful for me? After completing what needs to be done, I finally have a reason to stop thinking about it in my heart. It makes me finish everything, but I can’t. It’s completely a bad thing, are you right?”
I stood in silence in the rain. The rain curtain blurred the figure in front of me, but her eyes were so clear in the rain. Her eyes fell on my face, but she didn't look into my eyes...full of something. Unspeakable affection and nostalgia.
I understand what she means. He is not Chen Chengyi, so he does not have the same eyes, but his face is always that of Chen Chengyi.
I can't say right or wrong, because at this moment, I found that when the emotional pain is so deep, it's normal not to cry... Ruxue, who seemed calm, just made a decision with despair, and the sadness has already There is no need to express... It hurts so much that it hurts silently, because it is beyond words.
As for why I suddenly understood this... It's just at this moment that I remembered the duel in that life, Wei Chaoyu's eyes... When we all used our ultimate moves, her eyes suddenly stopped... That A kind of determination!
No matter how many times she reincarnates, she remains the same... That kind of fiery determination towards feelings is engraved in her soul after all.
When I was in a daze, Ruxue had already drifted away... I felt a mixture of hot and cold on my face, the cold one was rain, the hot one was tears... I could cry like this? At that moment, I was in a trance and murmured in a low voice: "Ruxue, how could I give up on you? The answer to my life and yours is ultimately written by myself."
I know that Chen Chengyi's will, which he has been holding back just now, has appeared again... but I don't understand why he wants to express it like this now? And Ruxue, who was getting further away, couldn't hear it at all.
Is it because the love is so deep that you don’t even know it, and you can’t even express it freely to the other person
Looking up, there are heavy rains, which seems to indicate that winter on the plateau is a cruel season... It is coming... and it comes so early.
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In the conference that day, Chen Chengyi's master found a reason to call everyone away... Therefore, there was no time to talk about it before the battle.
Naturally, I avoid it. The more I say, the more mistakes I make... Why make everyone sad
As usual, Elder Qiu still comes to me every day to take care of my food and daily life, or report some things... He let me know that in the snow mountain lineage, which seems to be peaceful and focused, there is actually an undercurrent of struggle. ...
Nowadays, because of the third iron rule, there are no such big and small collisions from the outside world... What is fighting is the power of the two sides of the two sides.
The undercurrent comes from this... Just like the fate of a cultivator is originally unpredictable, but the high-level officials of the second line of fortune divination may not necessarily be able to predict it... Once they are targeted like this, there will be endless troubles... . The simplest thing is that the whereabouts will be predicted...
Therefore, just like in history, when a war in the circle of cultivators comes, the first to take action is definitely the Life Divination Line. They may not participate in the direct battlefield... but they will definitely be the secret war at the beginning, covering up And calculation...
"It's been a month and a half. Wasn't the originally predicted war about a month away?" I didn't walk out of the training cave, but I was counting the days silently in my heart. After today's medicinal meal, I couldn't help but ask.
"Yeah, it's been a month and a half... Actually, Yang Sheng is not an ordinary person. If he deliberately wants to delay, there are many ways... What you see is the secret battle between the two branches of fortune telling. In fact, various actions in the outside world There are a lot of them, but both sides are very restrained. When encountering a confrontation, they usually disperse... We can only wait until Yang Sheng can't hold on any longer." Elder Qiu's expression was calm, while he was trying to collect it for me. Picking it up, talking to me.
"Why didn't you tell me these situations?" I asked.
"Because the old master said that you should practice with peace of mind, so you shouldn't worry about these little things... just because you are the biggest secret." Elder Qiu stopped what he was doing and told me.
"Why can't Yang Sheng go on?" I didn't ask why it was my biggest secret... I was just curious about why Yang Sheng couldn't go on.
"The intelligence says so, but no one knows the specific reason." Elder Qiu sighed... Everyone understands that maybe death is not terrible, but the process of waiting to die is terrible.
I was silent... The brief conversation ended here... During the days of cultivation, except maybe a few conversations with Elder Qiu, I almost forgot that I could speak... Even in the cave You can't feel the changes in the cold and warm seasons, and there is a sense of time being frozen.
Originally, I didn’t feel lonely while practicing... However, I felt uncomfortable because these days, Chen Chengyi’s will never appeared again... I had expected that his will would be completely suppressed. And then dissipated... Now it seems like this is really the case, but I am the one who doesn't adapt...
After all, compared to my few memories, his memories are too many... Those memories are integrated into them, which sometimes makes me wonder, am I Tao Tongzi or Chen Chengyi
The remaining difference is just the difference in the minds of the two people. This cannot be changed because it is determined by will... But, did he really disappear like this
I couldn't probe... Even his stupid tiger fell into a complete sleep... The last devouring seemed to have not been completed yet, and it didn't respond to my occasional calls to explore the situation.
With an unconscious sigh, I took down an ancient book from the bookshelf... No matter what, as long as the war doesn't start, this practice will continue.
In the blink of an eye, ten days have passed... It's almost two months... I only see Elder Qiu every day. Since the meeting, the old leader has hardly come here... I heard that he is busy arranging for a war. .. But what I didn’t expect was that the old boss came when it was still early today.
I glanced at the hourglass in the cave... If calculated according to the current time, it was only 5 o'clock in the morning. What was the old master doing at this time
But the next moment, I already understood... I stood up, shook my robe, and asked, "But is it finally going to start?"
The old leader didn't answer me, but just said to me: "Change your clothes. After all, you are the leader of my Snow Mountain lineage... This robe is a little dirty when you go out..."
Finally, can Yang Sheng not hold on any longer