Why do you say she is crazy? The insider who sent her back from the troupe revealed something to a few people in the village. Gradually, the story spread to all the villages in the country.
Just because Li Fengxian became obsessed with acting, she fell in love with the actor who sang with her, that is, Sima Xiangru in "The Phoenix Seeks the Phoenix".
But Sima Xiangru is a girl!
Although the girl was quite heroic in private, with a handsome face and a handsome look unique to men, she was still a girl.
But this couldn't stop Li Fengxian's infatuation. She was madly in love with the girl named Yu Xiaohong. Speaking of which, I don't know whether it was Li Fengxian's infatuation that moved Yu Xiaohong, or whether Yu Xiaohong also became infatuated because of the drama. In short, she accepted Li Fengxian's infatuation and the two fell in love.
It was a lingering time. The two ate, lived, and sang on the same stage. Li Fengxian was the most virtuous wife, and Yu Xiaohong was the husband who loved his wife.
The two people can't tell the difference between reality and acting. The drama is like life and life is like drama.
Li Fengxian thought that she and Yu Xiaohong would eventually live like this for the rest of their lives, helping each other and growing old together.
But what era was that? The theater troupe is not a paradise, and it cannot give you shelter for the rest of your life. Not to mention that the incident between the two of them was widely spread in the theater troupe and was suppressed by the theater troupe boss. Let’s say that the city where their theater troupe is located is also There was a lot of rumors, after all, these two people were already quite famous actors at that time.
If the rumors from the outside world were bearable, what Li Fengxian couldn't bear was that Yu Xiaohong's family got into trouble with the troupe and began to accuse them of "scandals" and forced Yu Xiaohong to get married.
In fact, the criticism is superficial. The point is that a 'noble man' took a fancy to Yu Xiaohong and asked her to be his concubine. I heard that he was a big bureaucrat!
And what that person loves most is that kind of heroic woman.
Of course, the Yu family can't refuse the generous offer. Why don't they come to ask for someone
Yu Xiaohong was determined at first, she wanted to stay with Li Fengxian, but how could this miserable and troubled world protect a love that was not blessed by the world in the first place
Even the troupe bosses and some actors who were sympathetic to the two of them were powerless and helpless. Those who liked Yu Xiaohong were big bureaucrats. How could a small troupe compete with others? Besides, they can't marry a matchmaker, and they can't have a life-or-death marriage. Is there any reason to stand
The pressure increased, and finally Yu Xiaohong's second brother came to her door crying and begging, and everything changed.
When Yu Xiaohong was a child, she almost grew up on the back of her second brother. There were many brothers and sisters in the family, and her parents couldn't take care of them. It was her second brother who carried her when he went to the mountains to cut firewood and went to the fields to plow the fields.
It is certain that the big bureaucrat will exert pressure. Whether Yu Xiaohong gets married or not will determine whether the Yu family will be in heaven or hell.
Is there any way to achieve both in this world, to live up to both the Tathagata and your Majesty
Who knows if there is a way to achieve both ends of the world? But there is no such thing as Yu Xiaohong and Li Fengxian.
Yu Xiaohong decided to get married. Li Fengxian committed suicide by hanging from a beam that day, but was saved by the troupe owner and Yu Xiaohong.
The two couldn't help but hold each other's hands and cry again, but they couldn't talk about their eternal alliance, which really only made people more heartbroken. With Yu Xiaohong's kind words and persuasion, Li Fengxian seemed to be feeling better, at least there was a smile on her pale face, and the two People love each other more, cherish them more, and live the remaining few days together more sadly.
It is true that heaven never grows old, love is hard to break, and the heart is like two threads with thousands of knots in them.
How could Li Fengxian be able to untie this affection, these years, and these thousands of knots
When Yu Xiaohong finally got married, the two parted.
On this day, Li Fengxian was very calm, painted red pictures steadily, and put on the most beautiful clothes. Even though she was a girl of several years old, her beauty was still admirable.
"How could I not tidy up her good life and give her away in a beautiful way?" This seemed to be a thought.
The wedding that day was extremely lively. People on the street were crowded to watch the wealthy family pick up the bride. After the big bureaucrat was satisfied, he was so generous that he even asked people to throw candies along the street, which created an extraordinary celebration.
Li Fengxian appeared in front of the wedding team, so the person sitting in the red sedan must be the person she loved most in her life.
"I only have a shadow in the human world, how can we live together but not die? Yu Xiaohong, I, Li Fengxian, am willing to live and die with you. You can take this life. I don't want to betray you in this life, but I don't want you to betray me even more. "As he said that, Li Fengxian took out a pair of scissors and was about to pierce his heart, but was taken away by the soldiers on both sides. They were the protective team of the big bureaucrat.
The wedding ceremony continued, and the joyful suona sounds drowned out Li Fengxian's sadness. There was no movement in the sedan, and no one knew what Yu Xiaohong was thinking at this time.
Li Fengxian was imprisoned for two days and returned to the troupe. In the troupe, she became quiet, too quiet. She didn't eat, drink or even sleep. How could she still have the charm of a famous actor
There is no shortage of crazy men and resentful women in this world, and there are also people who are obsessed with love and have fallen into dead ends. Li Fengxian is like this!
How could the troupe owner dare to keep her? Even though there was a lot of pity in his heart, he had no choice but to think that it would be better if he was sent back to his family, so Li Fengxian was sent back to his hometown.
Before leaving, she just said something faintly: "The two of us parted in a desolate farewell, and the most unbearable resentment was in the bright moon."
Everything in this troupe was annihilated, and all that remained were some sentimental poems that she, as a female actor, inevitably came into contact with, just like her and Yu Xiaohong's lament!
The Li Fengxian who was sent back was not much better. He was getting more and more haggard. In his middle age, Li Fengxian, a bastard drunkard, began to feel sorry for his daughter in his later years. The reason why Li Fengxian was able to survive until now was because he begged his daughter to eat.
But at this time, rumors spread in the village. Moreover, Li Fengxian rejected many people who wanted to marry him, and many people still held grudges. For a time, there were all kinds of unpleasant words, and all kinds of unpleasant words came from all directions. Come squeeze in.
Li Fengxian's stepmother first couldn't stand it anymore and started throwing tables and bowls at home. Then her two brothers who worked in the town heard the rumors and made various complaints. Finally, one day, after being unable to bear the pressure, she broke out. , Li Fengxian's stepmother threw all those vicious rumors at Li Fengxian.
Human words are terrifying, and they can often kill people without being seen, just because people in this world can’t see through them and can’t let them go. How many people can talk and laugh freely in front of human words and treat them as if they are nothing
Li Fengxian couldn't. She was too fragile. Living in the unreal world of the troupe, her endurance was worse than that of ordinary people.
On that rainy day, she ran out of the house barefoot and ran to the largest sunbathing dam in the countryside!
Li Fengxian ran there and died there. She went crazy that day, crying and laughing wildly in the rain, and even sang an opera. Her sad gesture made the villagers feel guilty.
In fact, people's words are not spread by vicious people. These ordinary folks don't understand how hurtful an unintentional word sometimes can be to others. Maybe they are not vicious, but they just say it happily for the moment, but who can You know, will your happiness today be the knife that stabs someone else's heart tomorrow
There is one great virtue in the world, which is self-denial, not only self-denial of body and nature, but also self-denial. Practitioners are suffering, and the suffering lies in the word self-restraint. It is even more difficult to achieve naturalness in mentality and restraint in behavior.
Therefore, righteousness is hard to find, so I just want to have a clear conscience for the rest of my life.
The rain was falling, and more and more guilty villagers were watching. For some reason, no one dared to stop the crazy Li Fengxian, because although she was crazy at this time, she felt so awe-inspiring and inviolable.
"Fengxian, Fengxian..." Drunk Li ran over from afar.
Li Fengxian looked back at Drunk Li running in the rain, and a drop of clear tears, or rainwater, slipped across his cheeks.
"What's wrong with me? I ask you, what's wrong with me? I don't steal or rob, I'm not promiscuous, I'm not greedy, I'm filial, and I remember gratitude. I ask you, what's wrong with me falling in love with a woman? She deserves everyone Are you saying bad things?" Li Fengxian pointed at the villagers who were watching and asked one by one. No one answered, and everyone had a guilty look on their face.
"Why? Why should we be separated? What is the mistake?" Li Fengxian looked up to the sky and cried, yelling and asking.
At this time, someone in the crowd yelled something bad and rushed over. How could he not have time? I saw Li Fengxian stabbing a pair of shiny scissors into his heart, and then collapsed.
"Fengxian, Fengxian..." Drunk Li pushed aside the crowd, held his daughter's body in his arms and started wailing in the sky. The rain was probably not going to stop for a while.
"I was only in my 10s at the time. I saw it with my own eyes. Li Fengxian bled a lot, so much blood! It dyed a big area red. People in the village said she wanted to die, otherwise what would the scissors be like? Can it be polished so brightly? And how hard and cruel do you want to be before you can stab yourself in the chest with a pair of scissors?" The old woman said with a sigh.
I was fascinated by what I heard, and while I was sighing, I also felt a little desolate in my heart. I turned around to look at my cheap master, and I couldn't help but want to laugh. He was actually filled with tears.