Once you enter the dragon's tomb, abandon the mortal world!
I recited this sentence silently, and suddenly lay down on the big rock. Like snow, does this woman's name foretell her life? Pure white and holy, it falls into the mortal world in winter. In spring, it will eventually turn into water vapor and return to the sky.
How could the snow on the high mountains fall into the mortal world? It's my wildest hope!
I feel like I have been parting all my life. I left home when I was young, left my teacher when I grew up, and now, I am leaving my lover. Can I still live a stronger life
The palm of my hand felt warm. It turned out that Ruxue had pressed her face against my palm. Her voice was erratic and she said to me: "Chengyi, when I was a child, I didn't have much entertainment in the village. What I looked forward to most was that I was still young at that time. My sixth sister comes back from the village, because she always brings me a few good books. When reading, I hope that good people will have smooth sailing, and lovers will eventually get married and never be separated again. If there is a tragedy, I will always be unhappy and complain. Why couldn’t the person who wrote the book give a better ending?”
The tears I had been holding back slowly came to my eyes. Looking at Ruxue's side face pressed against the palm of my hand, it was still so beautiful under the light of the clear moon. I could no longer express my sadness. .
She abandoned the mortal world, and I lost my lover. Are we the sad ending in that book? Is it the author Destiny that I should blame
"But later, when I grew up, even though I had never been out of the village, I slowly came to understand the sophistication of people and the entanglements in love in the village. I discovered that the hope for a consummation in the book was just like when I was a child, I wanted to eat sweets. It's so sweet, but how can you always eat sweets in life? Later, I still read the book, and then I saw the tragedy, but I was relieved. Tragedy tells us that life is really not that perfect, but tragedy But I always remember that the emotions in the drama are deeper than those in the comedy. Thinking about it like that, is this also the consummation of tragedy?" Ruxue said slowly.
Tears had already flowed down the side of my face, and no amount of words could be said at this moment. I held Ruxue's hand tightly and choked with sobs for a long time before I said one sentence: "I will definitely send you to the immortal's tomb. "
"It's your turn to send me there." Ruxue said.
Yes, we are not willing to let go of our last days. We can stay together as long as we can. When that day comes, I will give Ruxue my blessing. This is our ending.
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Qinhuai and Ruyue also brought their luggage with them this time, so at night we had two tents. After Ruxue and I finished talking, Ruyue took us to one of the tents to talk.
Brother Chengxin, Lao Zhang, and Old Ghost Wu were sleeping in another tent. Xiao Xi and Xiao Mao were not human after all. They were not used to sleeping in tents, or they were used to sleeping in the wild. They took Bai Huier with them to who knows where. place.
I couldn't sleep, so I sat in front of the campfire and drank the strong wine that Lao Zhang brought. The burning feeling raging in my chest could somewhat numb the pain all over my body. The one who stayed with me was Qinhuai.
"Is there really no hope for you and Ruxue? Is there any other alternative?" I have nothing to hide from Qinhuai. I have already briefly told Qinhuai the matter.
Qinhuai sighed, and this was the first question he asked me.
I shook my head. Is there any alternative? Ruxue cannot be as talented as Renhua, and I ask myself, even more so than the person who stopped Renhua. Besides, that person is most likely my master. If there was a better way, they would not join forces to spread this influence. This is where we will be hundreds of years later.
"Chengyi, if that's the case, if you're a man, just put it down! If it keeps breaking, Ruxue can't feel at ease." Qinhuai took the wine bag in my hand, took a sip, and continued He started coughing loudly. The wine in the north was too strong. This guy couldn't even drink Erguotou.
I put my hand on Qinhuai's shoulder and said: "The matter between Ruxue and I has been decided. I have already decided in my heart. The rest of the pain will be left to time. How could you and Ruyue run into each other?" Are you coming to this icy forest?"
This is a question I've wanted to ask for a long time.
"It was Ruyue who found me. She was like crazy at that time, saying that something happened to her sister. She asked me if there was any way to get to the old forest in the northeast as quickly as possible, because Ruxue told Ruyue before setting off that she was I went to the old forest in Northeast China with you." After saying this, Qinhuai paused for a moment, took out a pack of heavy nines from his bag and handed it to me, saying: "Good stuff, someone else got some and gave them to my old man. I made half a stick and kept one pack for you and Su Rou."
I don’t know why it’s called Da Chongjiu, so I opened it and ordered one. Young men like Qinhuai, Xiao Chengqian, etc., what they say is good, I don’t understand their taste, I just feel like saying it Maybe Qinhuai can be friends with Xiao Chengqian.
The smoke dispersed in the cold night sky, and I said: "Are you allowed to mess around in this old forest covered in ice and snow? Besides, it's a deep forest with few people around. Are you following Ruyue and messing around?"
"Hey, you know that I must have found some connections to get all the way here! As a result, the people escorting us met the old man's group. I don't know what methods they used, and I didn't see them take action. The people who escorted us fainted, and Ruyue wanted to resist, but I heard them mentioning you, and told Ruyue not to resist..." Qinhuai said eloquently.
But I waved my hand and interrupted Qinhuai's words. In fact, when Qinhuai said this, I probably knew the process. After all, Qinhuai is the young master, so he can still use some energy to help Ruyue, and with this, they reached the old age. Lin Zi then met people from He Long's faction, and Qinhuai and the others were ordinary people after all. How could they resist against the evil cultivator with a 'ghost head'
Therefore, as Qin Huai said, he had already 'lost' before he even made a move.
Later, Qinhuai was probably clever and wanted to find us through these people, which led to such a coincidence. When we came out of the Great Demon Tomb, we happened to meet He Long and the gloomy old man with Qinhuai and Ruyue.
Until now, what I don’t understand is why the gloomy old man knows about bugs? And judging from the few words he said, he was very understanding.
I can't figure out the joints involved, but if I can't figure it out, I won't think about it. After all, the outcome has been determined, and I will always meet them again.
Thinking like this, I took out a puff of smoke, took another sip of wine, and then said: "The point is not to ask you about the process. Aren't you and Ru Yue well by our side now? The point is, why did you agree to Ru Yue?" Is this girl messing around? Don’t you know the danger?"
"How could I not know? I can't refuse Ruyue, because she said that if I can help her with all my heart this time, she will marry me. Of course, I need to wait, and she will marry me when she feels at peace. Also, I guess I have to live with her in the village for some time. She said that if something happens to her sister, she must help train the next generation of Gu girls in the village. I think I am still willing." Qinhuai said. When he said these words, he did not look at me, but lowered his head and said to himself.
I was stunned for a moment, and the hand holding the wine bag stopped in mid-air.
Qinhuai said quietly: "I also know that Ruyue is not marrying me willingly. If I rely on this little help to ask Ruxue to marry me, that is also a beast. But I can't refuse the hope she gives me. You understand."
I really understand that Qinhuai's feelings for Ru Yue have been so real for so many years, so much so that he, a young man, is willing to live in Yunnan.
The hand that was frozen in mid-air suddenly slapped Qinhuai's shoulder heavily, and said: "Don't worry about anything. I sincerely hope that you and Ruyue are happy, and I wish you both the best."
Qinhuai looked at me movedly and said, "I understand!"
The night always passes very long when we are looking forward to the dawn, but when we are sad, it is already dawn without realizing it.
I stayed up almost all night, and Qinhuai stayed with me. It wasn't until the white fish belly appeared in the east that Brother Chengxin forcibly dragged us back to the tent and slept for a while.
This day will be a new itinerary. The only difference is that Ruxue and I are walking the countdown to our separation. I think I need some time to calm down the pain in my heart.
Yesterday's heavy snow fell until night, but the sun came out inexplicably today. Just like in life, there are separations and reunions. Maybe reunions are just like the sun today, and something unexpected comes out.
No matter what relationship Ruxue and I will have in the future, our past cannot be denied. I firmly believe that after we are separated, we will eventually meet again, no matter which life it is.
Thinking but not being able to do it, thinking but not being able to obtain, that is just a period of time. Master has long told me that people cannot see only what is in front of them, let alone give up the peace that they should have in their hearts because of what is in front of them.
So, looking at the sunshine, I told myself that I should face it with a smile at the beginning of every day.