I had a fever for two days, during which time Brother Chengxin, Ruyue and Qinhuai were taking care of me. Lao Zhang and his wife were also very diligent in coming!
This year, Lao Zhang has taken care of me a lot. Brother Chengxin and the others were called here by Lao Zhang when he saw that I was getting more and more embarrassed.
That night when I was drunk, it was Lao Zhang who led them all over the city looking for me.
Two days later, my fever subsided and I was almost feeling better. Ruyue said she wanted to talk to me. In fact, they had been avoiding talking to me in the past two days. Ruyue was the first one to talk to me. .
It’s about talking about Ruxue.
Regarding Ruxue's problem, I think Ruyue is more open-minded than me. After experiencing a short period of sadness, Ruyue recovered and lived stronger and more energetic. I was very curious as to why this was, so I settled down. Come and decide to talk to Kisaragi.
After briefly chatting about something else, Ruyue really started talking about Ruxue. Her first words to me were: "Sister doesn't stay in that dark dragon tomb. She just comes every once in a while." It would be great to go to the Dragon Tomb to 'cast a spell' to make the insects sleep, and then spend the rest of the time living in that forest."
"What's the good thing? I can't see my relatives or friends." There is another sentence, which is very selfish. I didn't say it, that is, she and I can't see each other.
Facing my words, Ruyue sighed faintly, and while watching me sip porridge, she said to me: "Third brother, if that forest is really as beautiful as you and Brother Chengxin described, It's like an isolated peach blossom garden. My sister won't be so sad there. Over the years, you have never understood your sister. She is a person who likes to keep every important person in her heart. She doesn't need daily life. She only needs to know that these people are in her heart, and just as she cares about these people, these people also care about her, and that's enough."
I put down the bowl and looked at Ruyue, as if I understood something.
Ruyue continued: "Actually, my sister is very miserable. She is guarding at Yueyan Miao Village, and she is guarding at Long Tomb. But such a fairy-like place is full of spiritual energy, and there are so many seniors who are practicing, and With so many rare medicinal materials, my sister might even get a chance. Third brother, do you think there’s anything wrong with it?”
Yeah, what's wrong with that? I was stunned!
Ruyue sighed and said: "Third brother, didn't you agree to bless my sister and let it go calmly? Just let it go. Although I know this is easy to say but difficult to do and takes time, but you You have to let us see that you are willing to let go, right?"
I stopped talking, because I knew what Ruyue said was right. Didn't I say it at the beginning? It’s just that my heart hurts too much and that parting scene was too tragic for me, so I just let myself sink into sadness.
Everyone who cares about me is pampering me, my brothers and sisters, friends, and relatives. They are all giving me time to digest the pain. Aren't they sad? They just don't want to disturb me. There are some things that I can do without others persuading me. Just like Ruyue said, I need time, but now, one year has passed, so time should be enough, right
Thinking of this, I touched my unshaven face and suddenly smiled. I touched Ruxue's hair lovingly like I did when I was a child, and said: "Well, I understand. In a few days, Chen Cheng As soon as I come back, Ruxue will live very well there, and Chen Chengyi will also live very well."
Ruyue smiled when she heard it, just like she did when she was a child, wrinkling her nose and smiling. It was very cute, and it was like a ray of sunshine that illuminated my gloomy mood this year.
Outside the window, the snow has stopped long ago. Outside the window, there is sunshine that is rare in winter. The sunshine shines through the window and makes me squint my eyes. It makes me feel warm and comfortable. My expression has changed over the past year. For the first time, I felt relaxed. This kind of relaxation made me feel that I could even breathe easier.
I don’t know when Qinhuai was standing at the door. When he saw me, he suddenly clapped and shouted: "Tsk, tsk, welcome, our hero Chen Chengyi is back."
I looked at Qinhuai and said, "If you continue to be so exaggerated, do you believe I will challenge you to a duel?"
Qinhuai quickly walked up to me, pulled me up from the bed, and shouted: "Come, follow me to the bathroom, and we will see whether you are exaggerating or I am exaggerating."
I have been drunk and dreaming for the past year, and I have been lying on the bed almost for two days. My steps are a little weak, and it is almost Qinhuai who helps me into the bathroom.
As soon as I entered, Qinhuai pulled me to stand still in front of the mirror. Then someone stood behind me, supported me, and said loudly: "Look at yourself, Chen Chengyi, who are you exaggerating?"
I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was disheveled and my eyes were not bright. I had lost a lot of weight this year because I drank too much and didn’t eat much. I vomited after drinking. I even had some stomach problems. How could this be possible? Not thin? In addition, the beard that had not been shaved for a long time made me look ten years older, like a savage from the mountains.
"Stop talking, right? You think you're exaggerating, right? If I hadn't known you for so many years, I would have clearly remembered your facial features. You said that I dare to recognize you as Chen Chengyi, it's me What about my brother? Don't move..." While Qinhuai was talking, he quickly started working. He first applied a hot towel on my face for a while, then applied shaving cream on me, and started Use a razor to shave my beard.
I didn't say anything and let Qinhuai help me shave, just like when he used water to tidy up my hair in the courtyard and forced me to change my "Cui Jian style" into a "good student style" to prevent me from being raped when I went back. Master beat me up!
The beard was mixed with shaving cream, and fell into the sink one by one. Just as my decadent and sad emotions were shaved off bit by bit, my face became clean and my mood slowly settled. down.
It has been hard and painful to practice for a year, but I am finally on the verge of reaching the light. Master, I understand a little bit.
Ten minutes later, Qinhuai carefully shaved my beard clean. Looking at myself in the mirror with a brand new look, I looked at the mirror and smiled. Qinhuai put a comb into my hand and said to me: "Brother Chengxin is waiting for you outside. He said he would go for a walk by the river with you. If I have something to say to you, why don't you tidy up yourself? It's best to take a bath! If you are more energetic, what else is there? Can’t you let go? You’ve made yourself so virtuous, are you just waiting for people to pity you?”
"Come on, don't be nagging, I understand." I turned on the water heater and quickly took off my clothes, but Qinhuai still stood there.
"What's wrong, you still have to watch me take a shower, right?" I teased Qinhuai.
"Yes, this year, every time I came to see you, including Su Rou, who came to see you with my goddaughter in my arms even though it was freezing cold, you didn't look like you wanted to live or die, and you almost said that I was begging for food. "Decadent style? I'm really not used to it now." Qinhuai said, shaking his head.
I smiled and threw the clothes on his shoulders and said, "Okay, you are just afraid that my handsome guy will come back and steal your limelight. Do you think I don't know?"
"I x, please save it." Qinhuai smiled and left. I could see that he was really happy.
Chen Chengyi may be unfortunate. He left home when he was young, left his teacher at a young age, and lost the woman he loved in his life. But Chen Chengyi was actually very lucky, because the people around him had true feelings for him, including everyone who left him. one person.
Hot water hits my face, my thoughts are as simple as this.
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After taking a shower and tidying up, I felt a lot more comfortable. Qinhuai accompanied me all the way out of the door and downstairs. He told me that Brother Chengxin was waiting for me in the yard, and I also I don't understand how serious this matter is, that Brother Chengxin should do it so seriously.
But when I walked downstairs, Qinhuai suddenly stopped me: "Chengyi!"
"Huh?" I turned around in surprise and saw Qinhuai's expression was a little complicated. I frowned slightly, wondering what was wrong with Qinhuai.
"I...I plan to get engaged to Ruyue after the Spring Festival next year. Either marriage or engagement." Qinhuai said hesitantly, as if this was some shady matter, and specifically explained to me that it was just an engagement, not a marriage. .
I frowned, looked at Qinhuai, and suddenly strode over. Qinhuai thought I was going to slap him, so he subconsciously shrank his head, but I gave him a bear hug and whispered in his ear. Said: "Brother, I'm really happy for you, it's true! I want happiness with Ruyue! Do you want me to say this a hundred times before you are willing to rest assured?"
Qinhuai breathed a sigh of relief, and then hugged me emotionally, then left and punched me, saying: "Can I rest assured? I always feel that I am taking advantage of others, and besides, Ruyue has liked you for so many years. , now that you and Ruxue are like that, I always feel that I want to be engaged to Ruyue, which is unreasonable, and I wonder if I should give you a chance. Would it be better if you had Ruyue? I have always thought so. "
Qinhuai Ting said to me seriously.
I pointed my middle finger at him and cursed: "Silly x!"
Qinhuai was happy but not angry.
Then I turned around and left, saying: "Come on, my sister will always be my sister. If you treat her better, that will be the happiest thing for me. In this world, no one can replace anyone else, and no one's feelings can be I'm so great that I gave it up, because feelings are not a thing! One day, I can make it snow like snow, like the moon. One day, I will marry you with a clean heart, that's it."
Qinhuai didn't say anything from behind, but suddenly cursed in Sichuan dialect: "Chen Chengyi, you bastard, you pretended to whip me just now, I was scared to death!"
I laughed a few times, looked up, and saw Brother Chengxin at the gate of the yard, standing lazily against the door, looking at me with a smile.