"Holy shit, I can't listen anymore. He calls me mom again and says he's in love. What kind of twisted psychology does this have to do? I even get goosebumps." Young Master Xiao looked very irritable. After all, the content recorded in this record book is indeed a bit heavy for ordinary people.
Not to mention Xiao Chengqian, I also have a strange feeling in my heart. Brother Chengqing and Brother Chengxin are also a little uncomfortable. On the other hand, girls don’t have any special behavior. For many taboo feelings, women are always better than men. Tolerance, this is a truth, because their hearts are somewhat softer than men.
As for Hui Gen'er, his perspective on emotions in the world is different from ours, and he has more compassion.
"Actually, it's not incomprehensible. Ever since Fu Yuan was a few years old, the word mother has been completely destroyed. People have labeled her mother a sinner. But for a person, how can mother be equal to a sinner? That is the warmest word. Therefore, when he meets a person he thinks is perfect, he will naturally subconsciously use her as a substitute for his mother to make up for his psychological shortcomings. But at the same time, he is also a man and falls in love with a perfect person. It is a normal thing for a woman to have sex, so this kind of contradictory psychology appears." Chengzhen's analysis is very clear, no wonder the introduction to Xiangzi Pulse is psychology.
But having never experienced the same thing, it is difficult for me to assume this kind of mental state. I can only say: "What is certain now is that the woman Fu Yuan met is a ghost Rakshasa, Ruyue, you can continue to read."
Ruyue nodded and continued to read from the notepad. After another period of time filled with pages filled with records about him and the woman, something else finally appeared in Fu Yuan's notepad.
At that time, Fu Yuan was already half an adult. He did not go to college and went to a local technical school. The school was very poor. He could have gone to a better school, but he couldn't let go of the woman, so he insisted on studying. That school!
This decision made us sigh. Originally, going to another place was a way to get rid of the ghost Rakshasa. Because of the existence of the Lake of Ten Thousand Ghosts, it was impossible for the ghost Rakshasa to follow him that far, but... maybe this is life. !
Maybe Fu Yuan really decided to leave, and his life would end early. There are many ways for Ghost Rakshasa to kill him, and it won't take any effort at all!
The notepad is just a cold recorder, and it records irreversible past events. It is useless for us to lament.
The days at that technical school were lackluster. After all, he got rid of the old environment. Most of them were outsiders who had never heard of some things. In addition, they were no longer children, so no one wanted to bully the taciturn Fu Yuan. , his life is still all about that woman.
But nearly a year after he attended technical school and one day when he was about to turn 18, he received a call from his mother. His mother's tone on the phone was so frightened and panicked. Before Fu Yuan could speak, she He said to Fu Yuan: "Have you met a woman? Leave her quickly, she will kill you, son! She is not a human, she is... "
Fu Yuan was confused at the time and even wanted to hang up the phone. In his life, his mother could not be compared with that woman. He did not expect that his mother would slander that woman. He hated his mother even more.
But before Fu Yuan could hang up the phone, when his mother said that she was, the phone rang loudly, as if it had been dropped on the ground or something, and then he heard noisy sounds coming from the phone, and he vaguely heard His mother screamed: "Whatever you want, I will give you back. Don't touch the child, he is innocent." Then she hung up!
Fu Yuan didn't call again. He didn't care at all about the mother who had brought him endless pain. He was even angry at the time, thinking that his annoying mother was going to affect his life again, and even his life. The only bright color in it—that woman can’t even tolerate it.
But that afternoon, he received another call from a stranger who claimed to be the police, telling him that his mother died at home that afternoon, and it was initially determined to be a heart attack.
In addition, they also brought some sad news to Fu Yuan, that is, his father also died. The reason was that he fell down the stairs due to drinking too much and died directly. The police initially determined that it was because he had to go out to help him. Mom called the doctor.
"There are many days in my life, but no one can imagine that one day is enough to change a lot of things, just like one day when I was a child, all my friends abandoned me, and on this day, my dad and that The women all died inexplicably. I went back and looked at them. Dad seemed to be unwilling to die. When he was finally cremated, his eyes were not closed, and the expression on his face was still frozen in panic. He was in Were you worried about that woman's illness? You were worried about her until you died! Just like he was drunk until he died. How could he give up making phone calls and open the door to find someone if he hadn't drunk too much? Or maybe he wasn't confused and called someone. Who should I ask to help? We have no friends in our family. As for that woman, I don’t want to say more. She still wants to interfere in my life until her death. After all, she still wants to slander the most important person in me. Yes, I am still a little sad, It's just a little bit. After all, even a dog will have feelings after living together for several years, let alone people? However, I am also a little happy. After they died, I was relieved, lest people always say that there is no retribution. This Is this considered retribution?" Ru Yue finished reading this paragraph softly, and this was the different thing that appeared in Fu Yuan's notepad.
Then she put down the notepad a little heavily and asked me: "Chengyi, what do you think?"
How can I see it? I can only say that this is a tragedy. In my reconstruction of the truth, Fu Yuan’s parents could not have died in such an ordinary way. The perpetrators should have been Ghost Rakshasa. In the end, Fu Yuan’s mother acted out of a mother’s instinct. He wanted to save his son, and his father must have seen something. He instinctively wanted to run away in panic, and then fell down the stairs. How did he fall down? Since the person was dead, there was no need to explore.
The real tragedy is that his mother was not forgiven by Fu Yuan until her death. Instead, maternal love was misunderstood into a deeper misunderstanding. The most vicious thing about Ghost Rakshasa is not that it kills people, but that it plays with people's hearts. That's what makes me most angry.
Of course, there is something strange in the middle. The strange thing is that Fu Yuan's mother must have done something wrong. Although in that conservative era, such wrong things would not be accepted by people, but it is not Will it be accepted to such an extent that it even affects a child's life? Something else should have happened in the meantime, but Fu Yuan's notebook never mentioned it.
I told everyone my judgment, but there was a moment of silence. Ruyue continued to read from the notepad.
Since the death of Fu Yuan's parents, the date on the notepad has fluctuated greatly. It may take a long time before a short paragraph is recorded, but as long as there is content, it is related to that woman.
That is to say, after Fu Yuan's parents died, Fu Yuan still did not get rid of the ghost Rakshasa.
Until one day, a messy text appeared on Fu Yuan's notepad. Ruyue took a long time to identify it before carefully identifying it.
"Impossible, I can't accept it. How could she not be human? I finally hugged her tonight. I was so impulsive. Even the coldness from her body didn't extinguish my impulse. I fell in love. She has been my everything for so long. I thought my love was finally reciprocated, but she told me that in fact she is not a human, she is a ghost! This is so ridiculous. Even if you don’t accept me, don’t make this up. Come to deal with me, this is all I thought at the time! However, she proved to me that she is really a ghost, she can float in the air, she can disappear in an instant, she... What should I do? I panic I ran back from that alley, I was so confused, but I found that I still love her, and I still like to call her mom! No, am I crazy, or is the world crazy?!!!"
After Ruyue finished reading this paragraph, she specially showed the notepad to us. The last few exclamation marks even scratched the paper, which shows how messy Fu Yuan's heart was at that time.
Fu Yuan finally got the truth, but unfortunately he knew it too late and was already addicted to it.
Love is the most magical feeling in this world. It can make two strangers' souls come together. When necessary, when it burns, it can transcend many things, just like Fu Yuan's love. It even transcends life and death, and transcends fear, but what it writes is destined to be tragedy.
Because what Fu Yuan met was a ghost Rakshasa, and what happened next was the beginning of the distortion of Fu Yuan's life, the beginning of a terrifying story...