But love will never change, not because of your belief.
When you pick up love and rejoice, you must also learn one thing in your heart, that is, learn to let go of it when it leaves.
Destinies come and go, like running water. You must see through the helplessness contained in this simple sentence.
Being too persistent is nothing more than hurting others and yourself.
After all, Yu Cuizi is an overly persistent woman. She experienced the warmth of love from her parents, and learned how to love someone from Chen Nuo, but she forgot how a woman should love herself.
She may not care about her neighbors' words or Chen Nuo's indifference, but she can't escape the moment when Chen Nuo shows her off: "I've fallen in love with someone else, and I also want a child. Do you think we should separate? Everything I don’t want anything, I’m from a pure family! Besides, I will be your friend for the rest of my life and will continue to take care of you for the rest of my life.”
He had been spoiled by her. In that relatively conservative era, he was so confident in breaking up!
Who takes care of whom? Do we still need to be friends? If she wants a child, she is willing to have one, even if it means risking her life!
However, Yu Cuizi's persistent silence and her increasing kindness to Chen Nuo could not change the man's heart. He became more and more excessive, and even did not go home for several days in a row. When he came back, he was just cold and indifferent. After dinner, he went to bed with his head covered and did not communicate with Yu Cuizi.
Finally, one day, Yu Cuizi, who had lowered herself to the dust and was so silent that she was already a little pitiful, stopped Chen Nuo.
At this time, Chen Nuo came back in the middle of the night and was about to go out in a hurry. He would rather sleep in the office than face Yu Cuizi again.
Once love is gone, will everything look so hideous
Chen Nuo turned around impatiently, frowning, and his eyes were so cold!
Yu Cuizi's heart ached, and she was in a daze. She kept thinking of the big boy who smiled brightly on the first day she went to the countryside and asked her if she still remembered him. Why was he so strange at the moment.
"Do you love her?" she asked.
"Love!" he replied simply.
"Why love?" Her tears fell silently.
"She may not be as beautiful as you, but her thoughts are so unique and always full of brilliance. She can discuss literature, military, and even many issues with me. She is not the one who only sits under the tree with a group of women at home. Long, you are the short one at home. Do you understand? Let me go."
"You loved me very much back then. It was you who said it, and my heart has been falling in love since elementary school." Yu Cuizi cried silently, tears streaming down her face, but she asked quietly.
In the past, when he saw her like this, he would feel distressed, wipe away her tears, hold her and coax her, but now she saw boredom in his eyes.
"That was just before, because you didn't seek to improve yourself, and I said, I want a child." Chen Nuo's words were firm.
"Can I go to school? Start reading from tomorrow. I will bear the child for you. It's not impossible for me to have a child." At that moment, she sank into the dust again.
"I'm sorry, I've fallen in love with someone else. It's too late! I won't let you have a child. If something goes wrong, who will be responsible?"
"Chen Nuo..."
"Stop talking, how much I loved you back then, I love her now. Just let me go!" he said.
This is the second time he has said to let me go. The love that once shone brightly may now be worse than a pile of garbage on the roadside. He is so resistant to even her being nice to him. Everyone knows that this man’s My heart really can't come back.
Even if she is neither noisy nor fussy, even if she sheds tears every night, she is still making his favorite tangerine peel and preparing a cup of warm milk for him... .
"Okay, I'll let you go!" Yu Cuizi wiped away her tears, and then looked at Chen Nuo's brows with heartache. She said, "I can sign the divorce formalities with you tomorrow. I only have one request. You can have another meal made by me as a breakup meal." Yu Cuizi said even calmer, as if she really let go at that moment.
Chen Nuo had no reason to refuse, or maybe he was too eager to get away, so he agreed to stay and have a dinner with Yu Cuizi late at night.
Yu Cuizi seemed to have been prepared for it. She actually took out some cold meals that had been prepared from the cupboard and started preparing for the dinner.
Chen Nuo never left the house after eating that meal, because Yu Cuizi added sleeping pills to the wine he poured for Chen Nuo. The dose was not fatal, but the wine mixed with sleeping pills was enough to make Chen Nuo sink into a deep sleep. went to sleep.
Next, Yu Cuizi was still extremely calm. She killed Chen Nuo. She did not tell the specific details of how she killed Chen Nuo during the interrogation, and no one could reconstruct the process.
In short, Chen Nuo died in his own home, at the hands of a woman who loved him most. His promise was not fulfilled, and he finally got his retribution!
At that time, it was a winter approaching the Spring Festival, and Yu Cuizi was not in a hurry at all. That night, she dismembered Chen Nuo very calmly. She broke down the large pieces of meat, washed the bones, and prepared them there. , as for the internal organs, she also put them together and they were cooked!
She was busy with these bloody things all night, but in her review questionnaire, she said this: "It's not more difficult than killing a pig. When I went to the countryside, I also saw pigs being killed and helped to deal with them. Get in the water.”
Seeing this, I felt chills from the bottom of my heart. What kind of love is this? Love to this extent should no longer be called love, but called paranoia, right? Chen Nuo is certainly hateful, but how can Yu Cuizi not be pathetic? Paranoid love turned into paranoid hate.
In her transcript, she said that when she did all this, she was very fulfilled and had no tears because she would no longer be flustered that Chen Nuo would leave.
But this is not the end. On the next day, Yu Cuizi bought a lot of sauces and pork. She started to make sausages and bacon according to tradition. She said she was moving. In order to thank everyone for taking care of her, she made a lot of food this year. Make extra to share with everyone.
No one asked why she moved, because almost everyone in the courtyard knew about her and Chen Nuo! You're probably planning to get divorced and leave here, right? As for Chen Nuo's absence, no one cares. Since that incident, hasn't he been away from home often
So Chen Nuo's meat was mixed with pork to make so-called sausages, bacon... and distributed to all the neighbors.
What about the internal organs? Yu Cuizi said that she cooked and threw away everything that should be thrown away, except for one heart, which she fried and ate! As for the bones, in the cold weather, there would be no peculiar smell even after being washed. She chopped the stew into pieces every day, and then poured it out...
I felt chills in my heart. I simply couldn’t imagine that a woman could do such a thing when she deeply hates a man!
"This is just for revenge, not to escape the law." Yu Cuizi said this. Sharing his flesh with everyone was just for the most profound revenge on this man, letting him be devoured by thousands of people, and his soul was waiting for him to return. During reincarnation, without even a support, you will become a wandering ghost!
This is Yu Cuizi's nonsense explanation. His father used to be obsessed with studying some folk stories and some folk secrets. Yu Cuizi was also exposed to some of them. She still remembers this.
But I was covered in a cold sweat. This statement is actually not unfounded. Otherwise, why would there be corpse chasers who would take the body back to their homeland after death? As a Taoist priest, of course I know these taboos!
The final outcome was that Yu Cuizi was caught. After all, Chen Nuo had been missing for too long. In her home, the police found a clean skull!
Yu Cuizi confessed very frankly. This method was so cruel, and the final outcome was of course the death penalty!
Before the execution, she did not have any request, except that she wear a red dress. Before the execution, there was a secret that she did not publicize, that is, before the execution, she suddenly bit her tongue and smeared the blood on it. His face was covered with tears, and this madness frightened the policemen who were executing him.
A prisoner who took care of her before leaving said that Yu Cuizi said that there were still people who had not yet finished her revenge and she would turn into a ghost after her death!
The story before Ghost Rakshasa ended here, but I was in a daze for a long time holding the file, and the wind blew away the photo!
I picked it up gently, and there was still the freeze-frame of love on it. I flipped through the photos unconsciously, and found a few rows of words at the back.
"Everyone was joking and saying that I took care of him too much on weekdays and asked him to be considerate for once. He drank too much and must feed me vegetables, fool! - Yu Cuizi on x, month, x, year."