It was already night when Han Tingxuan's fever subsided and he woke up!
And at that time, Mo Yanzhi was about to feed the other party after finishing his bird's nest porridge, just like that, Han Tingxuan opened his eyes. Mo Yanzhi froze holding up the spoon.
The eyes of the two were anxiously intertwined, and for a while, neither of them moved away first.
After a long time, it was Mo Yanzhi who came to his senses first. He slowly looked away and said, "Husband is awake? Brother has someone prepare bird's nest porridge. Husband, please eat some."
Han Tingxuan looked over and saw that Yingqi was holding a bowl, and Mo Yanzhi was holding a spoon, and there was something he didn't understand.
Blinking, Han Tingxuan reached out and touched his face, feeling a little stiff and uncomfortable, so he asked, "What's wrong with me?"
Mo Yanzhi glanced at Han Tingxuan quickly, and said softly: "My husband has a cold, but the doctor and master both prescribed medicine, and the fever will be gone. It's just that my husband has lost a lot of energy, so eat more."
As he said that, Mo Yanzhi took a spoonful of porridge and carefully handed it to Han Tingxuan.
Han Tingxuan glanced at the spoon, opened his mouth, and finished eating.
Seeing this, Mo Yanzhi wanted to continue, but Han Tingxuan said, "I'll talk when I get up."
It's just a fever, and it's not terminally ill. It needs to be fed by others. What's more, the one who fed him was Mo Yanzhi, who had just had a miscarriage, and now was the time when he needed to take care of his body.
If you want him to feed, isn't this the other way around
Seeing that Han Tingxuan was about to get up, Mo Yanzhi quickly put down his spoon and went to help him, Han Tingxuan naturally didn't want to trouble him, so he immediately said: "I'll do it myself."
Mo Yanzhi paused his hands, then slowly lowered his head.
Han Tingxuan got up focused and didn't notice Mo Yanzhi's abnormality.
Ying Qi on the side frowned slightly, but still restrained his aura, minimizing his sense of existence.
Han Tingxuan sat up on his own, and took the pillow beside him and leaned against him. Mo Yanzhi wanted to help, but when he thought of Han Tingxuan's rejection just now, he stopped.
Han Tingxuan sat down and looked at Mo Yanzhi, but saw that the other party lowered his head and said nothing. From his side, he could only see the side face of the other party. The other party's complexion was much better than yesterday's. Looking at it, his heart settled down. Next, he sensed the other party's silence. Han Tingxuan knew that the other party could not be indifferent, and he was afraid that he was feeling uncomfortable. Or... still hating myself. Otherwise, when I just woke up, it would be convenient for me not to avoid my sight.
I really should blame him, for Mo Yanzhi, those words of his are too cruel, right
Not to mention Mo Yanzhi, even I feel cold-blooded and cruel!
It's not good to be in a stalemate all the time, Han Tingxuan said, "Where's the porridge?"
Mo Yanzhi was a little startled, and then hurried to go to the porridge in Duan Yingqi's hand. Ying Qi paused for a moment, instinctively wanted to refuse, and wanted to say, hello, I'll just carry it. But he naturally felt the condensed atmosphere here just now. Seeing this, he didn't know whether he should refuse.
Ying Qi was a little confused, but Han Tingxuan saw Mo Yanzhi go to serve the bowl and immediately said: "Yan Zhi, don't worry about it, let Ying Qi do it.
Mo Yanzhi's body stiffened, but only for a moment, then he nodded and said softly, "Okay."
Ying Qi couldn't figure out what Han Tingxuan was thinking about when he said this, so he could only look at Mo Yanzhi with some worry and shrunk his body, leaving Mo Yanzhi who was vacant in front of the bed, and then stood still in the middle of the bed, holding the bowl and handing it to him. stepped forward.
Han Tingxuan still felt that his whole body was sore and limp, so even if he wanted to bring the bowl over and eat it directly, but his current physical strength seemed to be insufficient. Don't even handle the bowl well by then, which would make Mo Yanzhi worry.
So, Han Tingxuan just sat down, and then took the bowl that Ying Qi brought over, and ate it up spoon by spoonful. The duration of doing this action is not long, because Han Tingxuan has the intention to finish eating quickly. He was inside Mo Yanzhi, and when he wanted to drink porridge, Mo Yanzhi's body had to shrink back. Naturally, he had to finish eating quickly, so as not to tire Mo Yanzhi...
Soon, Han Tingxuan finished a bowl of porridge, and Ying Qi immediately asked: "Boss Han, do you want more? There is still some in the kitchen, let's eat some more." Han Tingxuan looked at the sky outside but shook his head. "No, I'm not very hungry, and it's no good to eat more at night."
Ying Qi glanced at the silent Mo Yanzhi and nodded, said nothing, and quickly backed away. But before that, I still took the wet handkerchief, but didn't pass it directly to Han Tingxuan, but gave it to Mo Yanzhi, and watched Mo Yanzhi take it...
Ying Qi had already gone out, and the door was closed.
Mo Yanzhi tightened his grip on the wet handkerchief slightly, then raised his head as naturally as possible, and handed the handkerchief over. "Husband, wipe it off."
Han Tingxuan nodded, took the handkerchief, and wiped his mouth. "Have you eaten?"
Mo Yanzhi nodded, seeing that Han Tingxuan didn't reject him anymore, he felt a little relieved.
Han Tingxuan handed the handkerchief to the other party. "Just put it on the bedside table."
Mo Yanzhi did as he did, and finished putting on the veil... But he didn't know what to say.
Han Tingxuan didn't know what to say... Both of them fell into silence.
Mo Yanzhi leaned against the wooden back of the bed, his eyes drooping again.
Han Tingxuan saw that the other party thought that the other party was tired, yes, just had a miscarriage, even in modern times, I heard that women don't get out of bed for a few days after a miscarriage, and then they have to be as careful as confinement, otherwise the root cause of the disease will fall.
Seeing Mo Yanzhi like this, Han Tingxuan hurriedly said: "Lie down and rest."
Mo Yanzhi raised his eyes to look at Han Tingxuan, his lips moved, he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, he just nodded. "good."
Mo Yanzhi lay down, and Han Tingxuan immediately pulled the quilt for him.
Mo Yanzhi lay flat, closed his eyes lightly, but only felt sadness coming from it...
Han Tingxuan knew that Mo Yanzhi was unhappy, no one would be happy when encountering such a thing. But the only thing that can solve this is time. He also felt uncomfortable, but he knew that if his pain was two points, Mo Yan Zhi's pain must be twice as much as his own. Because Mo Yanzhi conceived a child and was connected with the child by blood, he could feel the other person's existence in his body. In this respect, he was inferior to him. He knew that the other party was sad, but he didn't know how to change this situation. Han Tingxuan was also very helpless, he could only look at Mo Yanzhi's face.
The other party's eyes pretended to tremble slightly, and it was obvious that they were just closing their eyes, but they couldn't sleep at all.
Han Tingxuan lowered his head, also lay down, and then slowly leaned over.
But the moment Mo Yanzhi was about to paste it, he immediately felt the other person's body stiffen...
Han Tingxuan could only show a silent wry smile. This person, who cruelly asked the other party to give up his child, must have blamed himself to death, right? Even if you don't say anything... But it's because the other party is gentle in nature, not not complaining...
Thinking of this, Han Tingxuan only felt sad. But can't.
So, Han Tingxuan slowly moved to the side to make space between himself and Mo Yanzhi. So that the other party will not be so stiff...
But Han Tingxuan who left didn't notice that Mo Yanzhi's body became stiffer.
After a while, Mo Yanzhi clenched his fists tightly after confirming that Han Tingxuan was really away from him, his nails almost sank into his flesh, and then he slowly turned sideways, facing Han Tingxuan with his back.
He didn't know, he didn't know if he would be able to hold back the tears in his eyes if he lay flat again... He was also afraid that he would do something, say something that made him regret...
Mo Yanzhi felt wronged. He has given up his child according to Han Tingxuan's wishes, his favorite child, and even the qualification to be a father...
He knew that the master had given him hope by saying that he might not have children in the future. This possibility, in fact, is absolutely... Even the master has no way. In the future, it is impossible for me to have any more children... There will be no children connected with my blood. He and Han Tingxuan's child...
It was because he didn't protect the child well, and he didn't even know he had it. So irresponsible, that's why the child is angry, don't want him as a father. It's all his fault... it's all his fault!
Han Tingxuan, is he blaming himself? If he hadn't left the inn, would his child have been saved? Instead of being like this... making them both so miserable...
Thinking about it, Mo Yanzhi only felt the infinite pain in his heart spread... and he couldn't stop it anymore. But he restrained himself strongly and didn't move.
Han Tingxuan is already blaming himself, he has already lost his child, so he can't be self-willed anymore... He can't let Han Tingxuan feel that he is troublesome, so that he can blame himself even more... can't...
That night, Mo Yanzhi didn't sleep, and Han Tingxuan didn't sleep for a long time either.
It wasn't until it was almost dawn that Han Tingxuan fell asleep in a daze. While falling asleep, he had a dream. In the dream, he seemed to see a little angel.
And the little angel was smiling "giggle" at him, the little angel flew very high, and shouted at him while flying: "Daddy... Daddy..."
Han Tingxuan wanted to catch up with that little angel, but found that he couldn't catch up no matter how hard he tried, no matter how hard he tried... But, he heard that little angel laughing. He smiled and said, "Dad, wait for me, wait for me..."
Han Tingxuan spat out two words in a daze. "Baby… "
Mo Yanzhi didn't fall asleep all this time, he heard Han Tingxuan's murmur immediately, opened his eyes suddenly, and turned over. Han Tingxuan called again, "Baby..."
Mo Yanzhi endured the tears all night and couldn't hold back anymore... He no longer has a baby, and he won't have another baby in the future. So, Han Tingxuan who likes babies so much...will he still want him
Thinking of this, Mo Yanzhi couldn't help feeling extremely terrified...
"Husband..." muttered, Mo Yanzhi called out. But how could it be possible for Han Tingxuan, who fell asleep, to hear, so he closed his eyes tightly.
Mo Yanzhi shook his lips, covered his mouth, let the tears flow out, and wet his hands...
I don't know how long it has passed, Mo Yanzhi slowly wiped away all the tears on his face, and then the corners of his mouth curled up with red eyes. "Husband, without children... we can live on. You said that you would grow old with me... You said..." Mo Yanzhi's eyes flashed with determination when he said this.
"I don't have any children anymore, husband, I will never let you leave me again. Absolutely not... Han Tingxuan, I thought about it before, you provoked me and got into my heart, so I absolutely forbid You leave, otherwise, I will kill you and commit suicide. It is the same now... Husband, you chose me not to have a baby, so I will not allow you to marry someone else for the sake of the baby in the future, I can't bear it... If One day... I will kill you, and then... our family will reunite underground, you say, okay... "
The sleeping Han Tingxuan naturally didn't hear anything. He even didn't see the madness and absolute silence in Mo Yanzhi's eyes at this moment. It's so pitiful and heartbreaking...
If he saw it, Boss Han would feel extremely distressed... Unfortunately, he didn't see it...