He tried to steady his trembling hands, and after a long while, he sent a message—
"Stay up late again?"
He Shen didn't seem to expect that he would get back to him, so he sent a voice call.
Qiao Shao was stunned for a moment, and when he regained his senses, he was already connected.
He Shen's voice came from the microphone into his ears: "Don't sleep in on weekends? It's not me who woke you up, right?"
Different from the rudeness in the dialog box, his deep voice was more soothing than the music floating in the room.
Qiao Shao said, "I..."
Just one word and he choked.
Unexplainable emotions filled his chest, and at this moment he seemed to be standing on a dividing line.
Behind it is an endless abyss, and in front of it is a bright light.
He wanted to step over, but his feet were still in place, unable to move.
He Shen's voice was a little nervous: "What's wrong?"
He could hear Qiao Shao's trembling voice and his cry.
Qiao Shao was speechless, but he was reluctant to hang up.
He Shen asked him, "Did your dad drink again?"
Qiao Shao knew that he had misunderstood, but he couldn't explain it.
He Shen said again: "Where is your home..." He paused for a while, but did not continue to ask, and changed his mind, "Call me by car, I will wait for you downstairs."
Qiao Shao finally found his voice: "No need."
He Shen spoke almost at the same time as him, and added, "Don't worry, you can pay for the taxi when it arrives, just come over."
He thoughtfully considered that Qiao Shao might have no money on him and could not get a taxi.
Qiao Shao's heart was hot, and the hot blood flowed all over his body. He seemed to be pulled hard by someone and got rid of the abyss of fear.
His voice calmed down a bit: "My dad didn't drink."
He Shen was obviously relieved: "What happened?"
Qiao Shao bent his lips: "Tell you by typing."
After he finished speaking, he hung up the call and edited for a while in the WeChat dialog box.
After typing, he stared at it for a while, but closed his eyes and sent it out.
He Shen stared unblinkingly, he thought a lot, such as the child taking care of the hangover father, exhausted until dawn, full of grievances and nowhere to say, only choked alone...
Then he saw the message from Qiao Shao—
Qiao Shao: I can't see He Shenshen's first day, I miss him T^T
He Shen: "!"
After posting Qiao Shao, I regret it!
Crazy, crazy, why did he go crazy with He Shen!
He Shen called again.
Qiao Shao didn't want to answer, so he hung up!
He Shen called again, Qiao Shao was decisive, He Shen called again, Qiao Shao...
"What!" Qiao Shao became angry.
There was no movement on the other end of the phone, and Qiao Shao's palm was sweating while holding the phone.
After about two or three seconds, a low laugh came from the microphone, and Qiao Shao almost didn't hold the phone steady!
This man's voice... Power it up!
He Shen had never been so happy before, so happy that it was as if he saw the world for the first time.
"So..." he asked Qiao Shao softly, "you think I want to cry?"
Qiao Shao: "..."
With a snap, cut off the call!
This word is not wrong, it is really hard to poke, the fingers are almost broken!
Qiao Shao strode back to the house and buried himself in the quilt.
He shouldn't ignore him!
When the heat on his ears faded, Qiao Shao touched the phone back.
He regretted it at a glance, and regretted it even more when he saw it twice.
Timeout!
Can't be withdrawn!
It's all to blame for He Shen to speak to him!
At this time, He Shen sent another sentence: "Call me if you have anything."
Qiao Shao didn't see it.
He Shen said again: "If you really miss me, you can come to me."
Qiao Shao sent them two words: "Goodbye!"
He Shen replied to him: mua! (*╯3╰).
Qiao Shao threw the phone away again!
He buried himself in the quilt for a while, and couldn't help but fumbled to retrieve the phone.
He clicked on the chat records of the two and scrolled up one by one.
I don't know if I don't flip it, I'm shocked when I flip it.
They talked a lot...
There are dozens of them every day.
Do normal friends talk so much
Qiao Shao's heart trembled when he saw it, but there was no one to ask.
But he also has other friends—
For example, Chen v. Song Yixu, Wei Jiayu, and Xie Kai can barely be a school bully.
Qiao Shao opened the chat records of these people one by one.
Um…
Five, three, two, one, zero...
Take a look at how many articles I have with He Shen...
Qiao Shao buried his head in the quilt again.
When eating in the morning, Qiao Shao was absent-minded, and Qiao Zongmin didn't think too much.
Every time he wants to see a psychiatrist, Qiao Shao is always nervous.
After all, it is to open the rotten scar, and even if it is to heal, it is inevitably painful.
However, this time Qiao Shao was really not because he was going to see Dr. Zhang soon...
But the reason.
He can't even say it!
At about ten o'clock, Qiao Shao saw Dr. Zhang.
Every time I see him, Qiao Shao feels amazing.
The years don't seem to have left too many traces on this person. He is obviously six or seven years older than Da Qiao, but he seems to be only in his early thirties.
Dressed casually and wearing rimless glasses, the dark eyes behind the lenses are like the vast night sky, including the stars and the earth, but without leaving the slightest sense of oppression.
Qiao Shao smiled at him: "Dr. Zhang, hello."
Zhang Guanting also bent his lips, his voice was like a harp plucked by a beautiful angel, gentle and warm: "Hello."
Qiao Zongmin will not stay in the consultation room, there is a worry between his eyebrows that he can't hide no matter how much he hides: "I'm going out first."
Qiao Shao gave him a reassuring smile: "Well!"
Zhang Guanting looked at his smile and asked naturally after the door closed, "Have you got a new friend?"
"Well," Qiao Shao sighed softly, and told everything he had encountered in the past in detail.
He was used to this way of communicating.
In the previous half-year treatment, Qiao Shao has been talking well.
He didn't want to resist treatment, he wanted to recover more than anyone else because he didn't want people around him to worry about him.
Zhang Guanting listened attentively and only spoke occasionally, giving approval and approval.
There is no doubt that it is comfortable to talk to him, Qiao Shao thought while talking, but felt that the past two months were all happy.
He talked about Chen Fu, Wei Jiayu and Lou Xiao...
In the end, it was inevitable that He Shen was mentioned.
talking talking...
Qiao Shao looked at Zhang Guanting with some unease.
He knows how powerful this man is, and he can always see through his mind at a glance.
Zhang Guanting smiled: "It's okay."
He only said these two words, and Qiao Shao knew that he saw it.
His cheeks were flushed, and he was a little embarrassed.
Zhang Guanting reassured him: "This is human nature, and there is no need to resist."
Qiao Shao's face became even hotter, and he whispered, "Can you not tell my dad about this?"
Zhang Guanting said: "I won't say anything you don't want me to say."
This Qiao Shao is relieved.
Zhang Guanting did not coax him, but really respected him.
It is because of this respect that he will tell him everything about himself.
Qiao Shao remembered something again, and he said, "By the way, I had a memory before..."
Zhang Guanting asked, "What?"
Qiao Shao talked about what happened: "I don't know why I suddenly remembered that I followed my father to Xie's house."
In fact, their family had almost no contact with the Xie family, and Qiao Shao never knew anyone from the Xie family.
Zhang Guanting asked again, "Is it this memory that I had when I was with He Shen?"
Qiao Shao felt uncomfortable when he heard He Shen's name, but this was an important treatment. His little thought was still awkward, and he nodded: "Well."
Zhang Guanting thought for a while, and when he looked up again, he saw Qiao Shao's eyes: "Want to try it this time?"
Qiao Shao's back straightened instantly.
Zhang Guanting said warmly, "Don't force yourself."
Qiao Shao clenched his fists in both hands and pursed his thin lips, but said firmly, "I want to try."
He wanted to try, even if the fear was still in his bones, he wanted to see.
It is useless to escape, he wants to retrieve the lost memory.
This is the only way to recover.
Zhang Guanting said: "Then let's try."
Qiao Zongmin was pacing back and forth outside, and all those who were familiar with him would be surprised to see this disturbed appearance.
Fifteen or sixteen minutes later, Zhang Guanting came out.
He took off his glasses, pinched his temples and said, "It's still very resistant. Once you enter deep hypnosis, you will twitch and cramp."
Qiao Zongmin's face turned pale: "Compared, compared to before..."
Zhang Guanting said: "It's much better than before."
Qiao Zongmin breathed a sigh of relief and entered the consultation room.
Qiao Shao fell asleep in the chair, his eyelashes were wet, tears fell down his cheeks, and he cried silently.
Qiao Zongmin only glanced at it, his heart seemed to be smashed to pieces, and the pain was unbearable.
"It's all my fault," Qiao Zongmin's strong shoulders collapsed, "I didn't protect him well."
Zhang Guanting said softly, "Let's come out and talk and let him rest for a while."
Qiao Zongmin followed Zhang Guanting out, and the two sat down outside. The father was to some extent more like a patient than the child inside.
Indeed, they lost loved ones at the same time and were traumatized just as badly.
It's just that one is still a young child, and the other has already shouldered countless responsibilities.
Zhang Guanting poured him a glass of water.
Qiao Zongmin said in a hoarse voice, "Dr. Zhang, won't he forget the past forever?"
Zhang Guanting said: "No problem in a short time, his current mental state is very good."
Qiao Zongmin understands the words in these words: "In the future..."
Zhang Guanting made an analogy: "The memory of the past is like the root of a tree buried in the ground. If you never look at it, it will not affect the growth of the tree. But if this root is infected with insects and you choose to ignore it, the tree will eventually wither."
Qiao Zongmin closed his eyes and said, "He can't even face the word mother, and he still doesn't dare to take a step up to the third floor."
The third floor belongs to the wife, where everything related to her is kept.
But since Qiao Shao came home, he never took a step forward.
"He can't even face his mother, how can he face that year..."
Thinking of this, Qiao Zongmin felt a tingling pain in his chest.
Zhang Guanting said: "I think the year he was kidnapped had no more serious impact on him than the death of his mother."
Qiao Zongmin was stunned, and his internal organs were all grouped together: "Yes, he loves her so much."
Zhang Guanting couldn't say any more.
This is too cruel to the man in front of him.
Although the patient is Qiao Shao, Qiao Zongmin also needs systematic treatment.
It was just that the man refused to accept it, and all he could do was to give him a certain degree of mental relief while treating his son.
"Take your time," Zhang Guanting said. "At the moment, going to East District High School is the right choice. It's a good start for him to step out of the existing environment and meet new friends."
The author has something to say: spoiler, Shao Shao did not suffer any physical injuries, but his mental problems were more serious.
But they will be coaxed by He Tiantian!
Well, if we don't coax him well, we'll kill this old beast!
See you tomorrow~