My Wandering Spirit Lady

Chapter 33: Do not love me

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The Su family covered it up very well, Su Momo didn't find any clues, she was very happy, and finally realized what Lang Xingchen said: the happiness of taking care of family members.

Su Momo raised her head subconsciously, but did not find a familiar figure. She was a little surprised. She looked around and couldn't see Lang Xingchen's figure. Su Momo said silently in her heart: "Are you there?"

Strangely, Lang Xingchen did not appear...

Su Momo remembered that she had clearly told herself before that as long as she wanted to find her, she would appear in her heart if she thought of her silently.

Thinking about it carefully, Su Momo suddenly found that this method seems to work sometimes, sometimes she will appear when she calls her in her heart, and sometimes no matter how much she calls, the other party doesn't show up.

Su Momo put down her chopsticks and thought about it...

Soon, there were two possibilities in Su Momo's heart, one of which was that she did have some kind of telepathy with herself, but this induction was limited in scope, that is to say, if she was too far away from herself, she would feel it. Not until I was calling her.

Another possibility...

Thinking of this, Su Momo's heart skipped a beat, and then a strange feeling emerged.

There is also a possibility that the other party has always been by his side, but he just used some method to prevent him from seeing her. When he calls her or needs her, she will show her body.

Thinking of the second possibility, Su Momo was silent.

Su Momo found that she seemed to have a different affection for a ghost. Su Momo was used to looking for Lang Xingchen's figure from time to time, accustomed to Lang Xingchen's ubiquity, and used her ability to bring Long Xingchen to herself. What a capable person can't do, he is used to pouring out his heart to Lang Xingchen without reservation, and the other party's meticulous care.

Although they can't touch each other, this bond and feeling seems to have surpassed the limit of "not deep acquaintance".

Just like at this moment, when Su Momo raised her eyes and didn't see Lang Xingchen, she immediately felt that she was not used to it.

Since childhood, Momo Su has never felt so dependent on anyone...

Su Momo didn't dare to think deeply, because Lang Xingchen was just a soul, a soul that stayed in the world until his wish was fulfilled.

Su Momo didn't dare to think about any possibility between herself and the other party, because she was not only a ghost, but she also had a lover before her death, and she loved her unforgettable... A person who was unwilling to let go even when her life ended.

Su Momo suddenly felt stuffy in her heart and couldn't tell what it was like.

"What kind of girl is she...?"

"Beautiful, kind, lovely and righteous person." Su Momo remembered her previous conversation with Lang Xingchen, and her heart became even more depressed.

At this time, Long Xingchen was "embedded" in the wall of Su's house. He was only an inch away from entering the house, but quietly retreated.

When Su Momo called her in her heart just now, Long Xingchen took a step, but then Long Xingchen read Su Momo's thoughts and made her move.

Father, like son.

Of course Long Xingchen understands what Su Momo feels about him, but... This is not what Long Xingchen wants to see.

It is true that Su Momo's affection is a kind of extreme romance in the eyes of many people. Lang Xingchen once read such a sentence in a book, even if one day I completely forget you, I will still be in the dark. I saw you at a glance in the crowd and fell in love with you again.

When Lang Xingchen was alive, he recited this sentence for Su Momo, and then kissed Su Momo reverently.

At that time, she never thought that she would be separated from Su Momo, let alone that they would be separated by Yin and Yang early.

Looking back, the previous article was a prophecy, just an exchange of positions.

Su Momo forgot Lang Xingchen and all their past events, but she still had different emotions towards her.

Lang Xingchen drifted away in silence, flying aimlessly in the wind, and then took out the You Yangshu in his arms.

Said to be You Yangshu, in fact, it is more like a wish list, the content on it cannot be seen by others, only Lang Xingchen can see it.

Because this Youyang Book was transformed by half of her ghost heart...

There are only two unfulfilled wishes in Lang Xingchen's You Yang book, one is: to accomplish what he promised Momo before his death but failed to do.

The other is: find someone to replace her for her, and watch her be happy and happy.

These wishes are not the result of Lang Xingchen's negotiation with the judge, but a deep obsession that is condensed in her heart, and even death is imprinted in her ghost heart.

So when Lang Xingchen exchanged half a piece of ghost heart for Youyang Book, these wishes are naturally engraved on Youyang Book. When all the above wishes are fulfilled, Youyang Book will disappear. At that time, Lang Xingchen must when it is time to leave.

As for where to go? Lang Xingchen didn't know, not even Hao Jiefang.

The ghost heart is the proof of the reincarnation of every soul. When the time of reincarnation arrives, the ghost comes to the Naihe Bridge, cuts out its ghost heart and gives it to the Meng Po on the Naihe Bridge in exchange for a bowl of Meng Po soup.

The Mengpo soup you drink will turn into a human heart, and after the death of a human, the heart will turn into a ghost heart again, forming a reincarnation of the heart.

Without the ghost heart, one cannot get Meng Po soup, and one cannot enter the reincarnation. No one can enter the next reincarnation with the memory and knowledge of the previous life. This is the rule of heaven.

When Lang Xingchen came to the top of a building, it was already dark, and her body almost melted into the night.

a year ago…

He is still a senior at XX University of Political Science and Law, and he is in the same class as Su Momo. The school allows free internships soon after graduation. In recent years, Lang Xingchen has saved a lot of money by working and studying, and is planning a graduation trip.

But on the day of departure, when she and Momo Su were crossing the road, a speeding van suddenly ran a red light and rushed to the zebra crossing.

Lang Xingchen didn't even think about using all his strength to push Su Momo away, and when Lang Xingchen woke up again... Hao Jiefang had already pulled him out of his body with a chain and went to Huangquan Road.

The time flow of Yin and Yang is different. Lang Xingchen came to Wangxiang Terrace seven days after his death, and saw that at the farewell party for her body, Su Momo put a ring on her hand, she held her hand, He dropped a kiss and cried so hard.

The ring was prepared by Su Momo long ago. One of the stops in the travel plan was to see a meteor shower that once in a hundred years. The best observation place was at Jiuhua Mountain.

Su Momo planned to put the ring on Lang Xingchen's hand and propose to her when the meteor shower fell.

These are all things that Lang Xingchen only knew after his death.

After Lang Xingchen was judged by the underworld, because she did not do evil in her lifetime, and was a good person who practiced in the past several lifetimes, the King of Hell arranged a day for her to reincarnate, allowing her to choose Fengdu or live in her own cemetery, waiting for her reincarnation.

Lang Xingchen resolutely chose the latter. She returned to the sun and guarded Su Momo day and night, but Su Momo couldn't see her.

Su Momo washed her face in tears all day long, holding Lang Xingchen's photos and relics, and she was completely helpless.

Lang Xingchen's heart is like a knife and he has nothing to do.

But in just a few months, Su Momo was diagnosed with severe depression and was accompanied by suicide.

Within a year, Su Momo committed suicide six times, and Lang Xingchen stayed by Su Momo's bedside, not allowing any ghosts to approach her.

If people's yang qi is too weak, ghosts will take advantage of it to enter. During that time, Lang Xingchen fought with various ghosts almost every day to protect Su Momo's safety.

until one day…

Su Momo committed suicide for the sixth time, taking a lot of sleeping pills and bruising his head. Fortunately, Su Zeyu found out in time and sent Su Momo to the hospital for rescue.

Lang Xingchen found Hao Jiefang and begged him to think of a way...

Hao Jiefang led Lang Xingchen to find the judge. The judge did not agree at first. Lang Xingchen knelt down and begged for three days and three nights and finally moved the judge.

The judge said to her: "Being a human being is precious. The skin can be replaced, but there is only one ghost heart. If you lose the ghost heart, you will never be able to reincarnate. You must think clearly."

"No matter what the price is, I have no regrets and no regrets. Lord Judge, please do it."

Long Xingchen succeeded.

The judge took away her ghost heart, turned half of it into You Yangshu, and exchanged the other half for half a cup of Mengpo soup.

Meng Po soup is also called forgetting love water. If you drink it for the soul, you can forget the past, and if you drink it, you can completely forget everything about the person you love deeply.

Long Xingchen personally fed half a cup of Mengpo soup to Su Momo. When she woke up, Su Momo forgot everything about Long Xingchen, and her depression naturally healed without medicine.

But there was one thing that Lang Xingchen didn't think of, Su Momo opened her Yin-Yang eyes because of this, and she could only see her soul.

Lang Xingchen asked Hao Jiefang why, Hao Jiefang replied: "Because, Su Momo's body has half of your ghost heart, so she can see you, hear you, but... can't touch it. you."

Lang Xingchen just wanted to wait for Su Momo to wake up and leave after confirming that she had forgotten herself, but when she found that Su Momo could see herself, she changed her mind.

She wants to stay, accompany her to find a suitable job, watch her gain a foothold in the workplace, teach her how to cook, how to take care of herself...

Then, watch her find someone who can replace her and live happily ever after.

Su Momo asked Lang Xingchen several times, what is your wish

This is Long Xingchen's wish.

Just today, Lang Xingchen wanted to cook a meal for the Su family, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating.

Long Xingchen overlooked a corner of Shanyang City at night, and Su Sifang's Zen words echoed in his ears again.

"Donor, death is like a lamp goes out. If you are too obsessed, you will only hurt yourself."

"One thought is complete, another thought arises, and the layers are stacked endlessly. If the donor does not let go for a moment, he will always be deeply immersed in the rare peace."

Lang Xingchen smiled bitterly and murmured: "One thought is complete, another thought, the layers are endless... Yes, the layers are endless, how can there be endless? I originally just wanted her to forget me and live a good life. , but when she can see me, I want to accompany her for some more days. After being with her for a while, I want to see her successful career and happy life... "

Lang Xingchen propped up his legs, hugged his knees and buried his head in his arms, and said with a strong cry: "But I just can't let her go... I can't let go! Momo, Momo... I tried my best. I made you forget me, please, don't fall in love with me again, please."

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