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The little secret was accidentally revealed, and Lin Ruoxi was not as shy as other girls afraid to see people. Although her face was flushed, she immediately controlled her emotions and snatched the beautifully-covered "strategy book" from Yang Chen. Said: "What you are doing in a daze is not what you see."
Yang Chen didn't say a word with a smile, but picked up another book bought by Lin Ruoxi from the car. The name of this book is more straightforward: "100 Rules for Couples' Getting Together".
"You..." Lin Ruoxi couldn't defend himself, biting her lip and snatching it in her arms, "Hurry up and move, I'll get in the car first!"
After speaking, Lin Ruoxi quickly got into the car like a breeze, and slammed the door shut.
Yang Chen touched his nose and couldn't help feeling that the scene was a bit funny. He didn't expect Lin Ruoxi would buy these two books, but they didn't look like her style.
On the way back, Lin Ruoxi returned to an indifferent expression, even colder than when she came. She didn’t say a word, in fact, she didn’t know how to say it. She just wanted to get home quickly and go to her room. Off, no one gets under the covers!
Seeing her nervous look as if facing a big enemy, Yang Chen finally couldn't help but smiled and said, "Is it so real? Are they just two books about husband and wife relations? They are not forbidden to read. There is nothing to hide. Tucked."
Lin Ruoxi suddenly turned on the direction lights, stopped the car on the quiet side of the road where the street lights were dim, and turned off the fire.
Surrounded by a pedestrian street full of small shops, Ye Lai is silent at the moment, there are no pedestrians and vehicles, and it is very quiet.
The lights in the car turned on automatically, and a soft yellow halo hit Lin Ruoxi's cold face, showing a somewhat hazy feeling.
"It's funny, isn't it?" Lin Ruoxi suddenly asked in a clear voice.
Yang Chen wondered why he stopped suddenly, and asked such a question, and asked inexplicably, "What's funny?"
Lin Ruoxi thought he was pretending to be garlic, and sneered miserably: "Do you think I am stupid? You can't even be a wife or get along with a man."
Yang Chen was stunned, just about to say "No", but suddenly remembered that the two of them had been getting along these days, and it seemed that it was indeed not very good. But Yang Chen didn't think it was purely Lin Ruoxi's problem, but after being asked this way, he began to think about what was missing between the two.
Lin Ruoxi only assumed that he had acquiesced, and there was a bit of sorrow in his eyes, "You know, in the bookstore just now, I saw the old couple Zhao, although it feels very bitter, but I think they are so happy. Even though Mrs. Zhao has not even been able to Remember the name of your lover. But Zhao Lao still stayed with her, put everything down to stand beside her, and accompany her through the last days. I envy them..."
"You are still young, why do you think about this." Yang Chen said.
"People will always get old, and people always want to have a home." Lin Ruoxi continued: "I'm thinking, if I can't walk someday, I will be confused, will you still be there? by my side?"
"Of course, we are husband and wife." Yang Chen said with a smile, "I still have this quality."
Lin Ruoxi shook her head, "It is now, what if it is not in the future?"
Yang Chen felt weird for a while, "What do you mean by now? Not in the future. The rules of your Lin family are not rules. You can only have one lover. Is it possible that you still want to change your husband?"
Although the relationship between the two has always been very ordinary, or even not very good, if one day Lin Ruoxi suddenly said that he was going to talk to another man, Yang Chen felt that he would definitely kill that man, regardless of morals and ethics, he couldn't bear it.
"I said earlier, I'm not the Lin family, and that old man has nothing to do with me! I didn't marry you because of that ridiculous rule!" Lin Ruoxi said a little sullenly.
Yang Chen smiled, "It's not really to use me as a shield. Sign the contract for two years. I think my shield is basically invalid."
Lin Ruoxi shook her head slightly, "I admit that I lied to you at that time, but that was actually only a small reason."
"What else is there?" Yang Chen asked.
Lin Ruoxi suddenly flushed and pursed her lips, "I... I am a very conservative person."
The atmosphere in the car instantly became ambiguous, Yang Chen suppressed his smile, pretending to be serious, and asked again: "That... I didn't hear clearly... Say it again?"
Lin Ruoxi was gnashing her teeth, and the man started to play rogue again, and he didn't know where to muster the courage, Lin Ruoxi decided to give it up!
"I said! I'm a conservative woman!!" Lin Ruoxi amplified her voice and said clearly, "My grandma has taught me to be the same since I was a child. I can't stand my first time to a stranger!"
Yang Chen smiled and looked at the woman who was angrily, "It's nothing to be ashamed of. It's just a matter of clarifying it earlier."
"Don't be hypocritical, you must think I am a stupid woman." Lin Ruoxi said quietly, "I still care about the so-called first time in this era, but I just can't think of it. I can't ignore everything that happened, even if I find you later. It's a lamb skewers... I still thought of marrying you."
Yang Chen silently looked at the woman with a frustrated expression and asked, "I regret this decision?"
Unexpectedly, Lin Ruoxi shook her head, "In the beginning it was like that, you are vulgar, rascal, not seeking to be motivated, and your words are not serious... completely different from my dream partner... but since that day you took me from After being rescued from the warehouse in the port, I have decided to live with you."
The port warehouse naturally refers to the kidnapping by Lin Kun. I didn't expect that Lin Ruoxi didn't ask anything at that time, but made such a decision in his heart.
"I was tied up in a warehouse and thought, this is probably a chance God gave me a choice. If you are timid and can't find a way to save us, then everything about me will be lost, not even Qianni What's the end. So I bet myself, if you come, then I will no longer think about regrets, no matter what you do to me in the future, as long as you don’t get divorced, I will be with you in the future. . If you don’t come, then when my life is destined to embark on such a tragedy, anyway, I’m not alive, it’s hard and tired..."
"What does it mean to be boring to be alive? You have such a big company and so many employees like you. You look more beautiful than anyone else. It is a man who has ascended to heaven at the first sight of you. You are still so rich. Why is it boring to be alive?" Yang Chen Asked with emotion.
Lin Ruoxi glanced at him coldly and said softly: "When I was a child, there were only grandma and mother at home, and no men in the family wanted us. When I was in college, my grandma left me, and later my mother left me. There was only one left in the house. The next king’s mother was with me. Before finishing college, I dropped out and started to manage Yulei. In the past few years, there hasn’t been a day I can sleep peacefully. Forget it, my biological father has to deal with it with others. Me, scold me...
What's the use of having money? What's the use of being beautiful? People who are jealous will only think that I am relying on my body in exchange for today's achievements. They will only pay attention to my appearance and ignore my hard work.
Do you know, even after this year’s birthday, I’m only 23 years old. Girls about my age are still studying in university, having fun, clubbing, falling in love, watching romance novels, watching Japanese and Korean TV dramas, and dreaming of becoming the heroine... What about me? Those who want to play can't play, and those who want to wear can't wear them. Facing the empty office every day, I looked at reports and documents full of data and dense text. Meeting with a group of senior executives of the company with ghosts and paying wages to the following thousands of employees... The stock market is good, I am going to urge the people below not to relax, sales have problems, I have to pretend to be calm and encourage the people below not to relax Disheartened..."
The lights in the car have automatically dimmed. In the darkness, the expression on Lin Ruoxi's face is not clear, only two rows of crystals appear particularly clear.
Yang Chen slowly stretched out her hand to help her wipe away the tears, but Lin Ruoxi immediately turned her head and wiped away the tears by herself, making Yang Chen's hand froze in the air.
"You don't have to pity me, I know what I'm doing. My grandma told me that women can't rely on men. That man abandoned my grandma, so my grandma founded Yulei International and made Yulei International to its current scale. I don’t expect you to treat me well. I know that I may be a qualified company manager, but I am definitely not a good wife. If you don’t like me, I will not resent you."
"Who said I don't like you, would I marry you if I don't like you?" Yang Chen frowned and said.
Lin Ruoxi was silent for a while, and said: "You don't know me, even if you like me, you just like my appearance. But that doesn't matter. Although I don't know how to be a good woman and wife, I can read books and learn. , I believe that one day, I will become a good wife."
Yang Chen smiled bitterly: "This thing is not a math problem, can't it be solved by reading?"
"Then how to do it?" Lin Ruoxi frowned, a little at a loss. This issue is much more complicated for young female executives than those financial issues.
Yang Chen said sincerely and earnestly: "Let’s leave this question alone, Ruoxi, you said that you are willing to go all the way with me because I saved you that day. In fact, this is not a good reason. I hope my wife will follow me. The only reason for being together is because she loves me, and she loves me so much that she can’t leave. Your reason is not love, but a kind of gratitude to me, I don’t need your gratitude, I save you because you are my woman, you understand?"
"I am not a little girl, I make a rational judgment," Lin Ruoxi defended.
"Because you are sensible, you are wrong! There is no sensible love, only sensible responsibility!" Yang Chen said.
Lin Ruoxi kept silent, as if thinking about the meaning in the words, but her poor love cell couldn't understand these things at all.
Yang Chen continued: "Like today, when you see the old couple Zhao, this old couple will stay with each other throughout their lives. You have envy and yearning for that kind of love, so it arouses your desire for married life. . This is a good thing, and it is also human nature. In fact, I also hope to be able to walk through this life with you, as you said, maybe I like your appearance, of course, it may be that I want to be responsible to you and be a Good husband, I don’t know it myself. But I’m pretty sure that even if the contract marriage expires, as long as you don’t leave me, I won’t leave you actively, not for the rest of my life. This is a promise I can give to your man. . Just now, you said that you want to work hard to be a good wife, I am very happy, but the method you choose is to read a book to learn how to be a wife, which is outrageous. Do you think Mrs. Zhao or Zhao always read the book Does the theory refer to living?"
Lin Ruoxi shook her head. She also felt that this seemed unrealistic, and asked, "What should I do?"
"Follow the feeling, there is no theory for love."
"Feeling? How do you feel?" Lin Ruoxi started to have a headache again.
Yang Chen chuckled, "Love is a very strange situation between us. Generally, men and women are in love and passion first, then marriage and responsibility. But for us, we have marriage and responsibility first. Be responsible for your life, and I have to be responsible for my actions. We may have husband and wife responsibilities for each other, but the love between men and women is lacking."
"Love... love?" Lin Ruoxi heard this word, her ears were red, "I... I don't know how to fall in love..."
"This... Actually I don't understand..." Yang Chen touched the back of his head. He really didn't understand. The women used to be caught up there, but now the women around him didn't say that they had boyfriends or girlfriends, but only lovers.
Lin Ruoxi said discouragedly: "Then why are you talking so much, it's all nonsense."
"Actually, it's not impossible..." Yang Chen whispered, glanced at the woman in front of him, and inhaled the unique fragrance of Lin Ruoxi's body with enjoyment.
"What way?" Lin Ruoxi asked curiously.
Yang Chen swallowed, considered the words, and said, "I think... We should look for love between men and women from a primitive angle. What is a primitive angle? It is the contact between the body and the body. You, you have me in you... Yin and Yang reconcile, soul and body meet... For example, now, in this car, there are some things that can be done... That... Ruoxi, you know what I mean..."
Gradually, in the darkness, Lin Ruoxi's breathing became suppressed, and a sharp light flashed in a pair of Shui Lingling's eyes...
"rogue!!!"
Lin Ruoxi seemed to be very angry, so he scolded, started the car directly, put on the sports gear, and slammed on the accelerator!
"coax-"
The Mercedes-Benz trot flew out like a small steel cannon, and the strong recoil force made Yang Chen cling to the seat!
"Hey! Hey! Don't get excited! Why do you drive so fast!!!"
"Do you tube!!"
"Eldest sister, I was wrong, can you slow down! You are about to crash!!"
"Knock you to death as a scumbag!!"
"You should also put down the car's handbrake after hitting me to death!!"
"Don't worry about it!"
"I will wipe your sister! You are the road killer!!!"
The bright red taillights traversed the electric light curve at night and disappeared at the end of the dark road. t