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Yang Chen raised his lowered head, noticed the panic in Lin Ruoxi's eyes, and smiled miserably at the corner of his mouth.
"Scared," Yang Chen asked in a low voice.
Lin Ruoxi's two plain white hands were clenched into fists, her knuckles were white, and her delicate body trembled slightly, before she shook her head for a long time, "It's okay."
Yang Chen laughed mockingly, "You don't need to say this specifically, you will see this scene sooner or later and see me like this. I used to deliberately avoid it, but today, I don't think there is any need to hide it. As long as it is a normal woman , Oh no, as long as you are a normal person, you don’t want to see me like this."
Lin Ruoxi looked at Yang Chen a little bit brightly in her eyes. When she heard Yang Chen's words, she felt a tingling pain in her heart. She wanted to comfort her, but she had too many questions and too many complicated thoughts. I couldn't say a word.
What kind of person was he in the past? Why would he kill people so cruelly? How many people has he killed in the past
Is he a murderer? International wanted criminal? terrorist? Or... Or something else...
Lin Ruoxi was suddenly frightened. The man in front of him, who was still the same, but very strange, was smiling at herself, but there seemed to be an invisible gap between the two.
Except for this feeling of distress and fear, there is no trace of rejoicing, even if he survived by his strength.
Yang Chen saw Lin Ruoxi fall into a state of silence and speechlessness, an uncomfortable but relief-like feeling.
After all, I still have to face all this, it is punishment, and it is also a kind of redemption.
After the scene was silent for a while, Yang Chen sorted out his thoughts and said sincerely: "Ruoxi, I know you must hope that I disappear from you immediately, tonight, you should have nightmares, sorry, I don't want to In this way, what happened to Jingjing today... Although it was promoted by Zeng Xinlin, it was also my responsibility. I did a lot of things that I was sorry for you.
I am an incompetent husband. Until now, I can't do it for you and give up other women who also love me with their lives. Some you know, some you don't, but to me, they are the same. They are the third party, but they are also the people I like and care about. I admit that I am greedy, I am hateful, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to lose any of them either.
When I saw you running back to my room today, I looked down on myself a little bit. So, for those people just now, even though I can't shoot, I still shoot in front of you.
If I choose to stay here, I should tell you what the real me is. What you see, my hands filled with dirty blood are my real hands. In the past ten years of my life, I myself have not counted how many lives I have taken away, and my methods are more cruel than just now..."
"Don't tell me! I won't listen!"
Lin Ruoxi suddenly yelled twice and interrupted Yang Chen's words. This woman who had been so calm and even mechanically yelled suddenly emotionally, making Yang Chen stunned on the spot for a while.
"I didn't let you say, you are not allowed to say, who wants to know how you were in the past, you used to be a lamb skewers! Do you make up stories and think I will believe it!? I don't want to listen!"
Lin Ruoxi turned around and squatted down, not knowing where she was, she helped the mother Wang who had fainted on the ground up, dragged it to the sofa and leaned against it, and then said to Yang Chen, "What are you still waiting for? It's so dirty, why don't you go to the bath?"
Yang Chen smiled bitterly, "Ruoxi, I have chosen to be honest, you don't need to help me escape. To be honest, you didn't run away because of me, I thank you very much, I am sincere."
Lin Ruoxi's body trembled lightly, don't look too far, and said coldly: "I don't understand what you are talking about..."
"Whether you understand or don't understand, I have shown you what you originally hoped you would never see. I know you can't accept it, who can accept it?" Yang Chen said softly, "I am very grateful. You tried to accept me, but I think it’s time for me to leave. At least, you won’t be threatened just now because of me..."
Hearing the word "leave", Lin Ruoxi showed a bit of panic on her face. When Yang Chen looked resolute, it was not nonsense at all.
"Don't be too arrogant, Yang Chen," Lin Ruoxi turned around abruptly and said coldly, "When did I say that I would accept you? What does your affairs with other women have to do with me!" Do you think I will really fall in love with you?! Don't think that I treat you a little better, just like you, even if it is a cat or a dog, I will have a better attitude after being in my house for a long time. Yang Chen, let me tell you, you signed a contract to marry me, and the contract didn’t come before! I forbid you to leave! Did you hear that!?"
Seeing Lin Ruoxi who was crying red and almost screaming loudly, Yang Chen was stunned, unable to say a word.
"Isn’t it just killing people? Isn’t it cruel? Didn’t you hear that, since I took over Yulei International at the age of 20, I have been stepping on the corpses of other companies all the way, leaving countless people unemployed. , It broke countless families instantly! Just like the last time you and Qianni used you and Qianni to kill Changlin Media and Xu's family with a conspiracy, if cruel, am I better than you? Just like Xu Zhihong, think I have to hold a gun at my forehead and make a hole in people who are everywhere in Zhonghai! But what about this, I grew up like this, if I don’t do this, there will be no Lin Ruoxi who lives in front of you now... You destroy the lives of people, I destroy the opponents in the mall, and the future of the family. Do you think you are in front of me, how great is it!?"
"Ruoxi..." Yang Chen was stunned, and yelled unequivocally.
Lin Ruoxi closed her eyes and stopped her tears. Because she was too excited, she gasped for breath and was silent for a while. She continued with a reminiscence tone: "The days before my grandma passed away, she was in the hospital bed. I told a story...
Once upon a time, there was a scorpion with a very poisonous scorpion. He wanted to cross a river with fast currents, but the scorpion could not swim, so he asked the frog to take him across the river.
The frog was unwilling, thinking that the scorpion would sting him. But the scorpion said, if I sting you, I will be drowned in the river, why should I sting you
The frog thought it made sense, so he agreed.
However, when the frog carried the scorpion to the middle of the river, the river suddenly became anxious, and the scorpion became frightened. At the moment of fear, the scorpion stung the frog.
The frog was immediately poisoned and would sink into the water.
The incomprehensible frog asked Scorpion, why did you sting me, wouldn't you also die
Scorpion said at the time, I don't want to, but I live like this, knowing that I have no good results, but I still sting you like crazy. This is an instinct that I can't resist! "
Yang Chen felt an electric current flash in his brain, and his body trembled.
Lin Ruoxi bit her lip sadly, staring at Yang Chen's face, and sneered: "Now, do you understand why I always reject people thousands of miles away? Do you understand why I am always alone? Just like you think, You will kill me because of your instinct, and I will be afraid that my instinct will kill others.
You and I are both poisonous scorpions, and we are all monsters that are crazy and unbelievably alive in the eyes of others because of instinct. No one of us can sting anyone, only ourselves, will kill ourselves..."t