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The sparkling Seine River is calm and serene. On the bank, several tall and upright platanus trees spread out their huge canopies, and the large, green-yellow leaves are rubbed by the wind. Read and see the novel network update our speed first)
The leaves of this kind of phoenix tree can often survive the cold winter, until around the spring, before teetering until withering.
At this time, there happened to be a few yellowed leaves that were blown off by the wind, and dangling, finally landed on the garden railing, quietly resting.
Yang Chen stared blankly at the leaves falling on the black muddy ground in front of his heels. He didn't know how much time had passed. It seemed to be a long time, as if only a few seconds. He only felt that his brain was blank for a while. After a long time, turning his head to look at Lin Ruoxi's indifferent expression, he grinned reluctantly and said, "You know."
"You wish I didn't know?"
"Actually, I don't need to be surprised, it must be Christine's big mouth that told you," Yang Chen smiled bitterly.
"She told me something, but I want to hear you say it personally. Of course, you don't have to answer," Lin Ruoxi said.
"There is no hope or hope, whether you know it or not, this is a past that exists. It's like everyone did some silly things when they were young, and they will be ashamed to talk when they grow up, but what exists is what exists. You work hard to do it yourself. Forget it, adults will always remember." Yang Chen smiled, "Of course, the things between me and Seventeen cannot be considered as simple as children doing stupid things, and I have never wanted to forget her in the past... Anyway, I am very glad that you will know Seventeen from Christine, which at least shows that you will go and chat with her privately for me."
Lin Ruoxi still had no expression, looked at Yang Chen in silence for a while, and asked quietly: "You still love her, don't you?"
Yang Chen shook his head, looked ahead, and said, "Love? I don't know. We knew each other when we were children. In the 21 or 2 years before I returned to China, she has always been the most special one around me. Existence. She is not my friend, because she has deeper feelings than friends, and we can work hard for each other. She is not my lover, because we have never been in love or even sent each other any tokens. She is not mine either. My love, she never listens to me obediently, or she will not leave me waywardly at last... She... is such a special woman..."
Lin Ruoxi listened quietly, looking at Yang Chen’s face from time to time with smiles and sometimes painful expressions. I don’t know why, Lin Ruoxi felt her heart hurt, as if countless needles were constantly piercing her heart’s tender flesh, but, Lin Ruoxi couldn't tell whether it was for him or for herself. (Please remember to read the website of Novel Network
"You have to ask me if I still love her, and I don’t know how to tell you. I never said'I love you' to Seventeen. The love words I told her were not the day I told you. There are so many love words. I always feel that she is like the other half of my life. When I am with her, even if I know that my world is dark, it will give me peace of mind...
This is how I feel about her, is it an answer to your question? After Yang Chen finished speaking, he asked with a smile.
Lin Ruoxi didn't answer, but continued to ask: "Kristin told me that I look a lot like Seventeen, isn't it?"
"Yes, your temperament and the look in your eyes are very similar to Seventeen, very similar. However, Seventeen is not as beautiful as you... Christine only met Seventeen once, and happened to meet him once in the United States. I don’t know much about it. If she says something nonsense, you can just ignore it,” Yang Chen said.
Lin Ruoxi's pair of white bare hands grasped the railing in front of her, and she couldn't help but tremble, calming down the waves in her heart, and then asked, "In your eyes, am I a substitute for Seventeen?"
After asking this sentence, Lin Ruoxi seemed to have exhausted all her strength, but she still stood up firmly, staring directly at Yang Chen's eyes with shining eyes.
There was an excitement in Yang Chen's mind, suddenly remembering the inexplicable words Lin Ruoxi said when she came out backstage at Liu Yanxi's concert that day...
"Anyway, in your eyes, I am just a substitute..."
That's it! Yes! She knew the existence of Seventeen at the time, and knew that she was similar to Seventeen! I said that suddenly! !
Yang Chen suddenly felt very ridiculous, haha laughed twice, almost did not laugh, and sighed: "No wonder you inexplicably told me last time that you are just a'substitute'. Baby Ruoxi, you are too I'm going to think about it. You are you, seventeen is seventeen. For me, seventeen is a memory that cannot be erased. Now, you are my wife.
If I really treat you as a substitute for Seventeen, why would it take so much thought and hope that you will accept me. To put it harder, if you are just a substitute, why should I care about your feelings so much? "
Lin Ruoxi stared at Yang Chen for a while, and suddenly a strange smile appeared on the corners of her lips, "At the beginning of the coffee shop, I asked you to marry me, but you didn't want to. When I was about to jump off the building, you stopped me, and then he was happy. I agreed... At that time, you should be present, and I am very similar to Seventeen, so that you can change so quickly?"
Yang Chen didn’t understand why Lin Ruoxi suddenly thought of something so early, but the situation at that time was indeed vivid. It was Lin Ruoxi’s glance back before jumping off the building that reminded herself of the decisive look in her eyes when she left 17th. , If it weren't for that glance, Yang Chen would definitely not agree to the abrupt request to get married, and there would not be so many things afterwards.
"Yes, I said, your eyes, your temperament, are very similar to Seventeen", Yang Chen nodded, "However, this does not mean that I treat you as a substitute for Seventeen! We have experienced it together. After so many things, in fact, I have understood each other's feelings many times, right?"
Lin Ruoxi lowered her head and chuckled, "So, I should be grateful to Seventeen. If it weren't because she resembled me, I might have jumped off the building and died. Even if I didn't die, I would be killed by that man and Xu Zhihong. , Or being robbed of everything and becoming someone else’s plaything... I should really thank Seventeen, right?"
Speaking of the end, there were crystal tears in Lin Ruoxi's eyes suddenly, and tears flowed down her cheeks and dripped uncontrollably into the grass on the ground.
Although Lin Ruoxi tried his best to cover up, the trembling of her body became stronger.
Yang Chen was a little confused. He didn't understand why Lin Ruoxi suddenly started crying. He thought that his answer would relieve Lin Ruoxi and untie the two people's knots, and go further emotionally, but now it seems that the result is just the opposite!
"Lin Ruoxi, what's the matter with you? Didn't you say it well!? Why cry!? I have said many times, you are not a substitute for Seventeen! You are unique to me! You are my wife ! You... Why are you crying!? Say it!"
Yang Chen felt that things were not under his control at all, and the anger in his heart also began to rise, his tone could not help but increase a little, and he called Lin Ruoxi's name directly.
But Lin Ruoxi didn't reply, and continued to lower her head, tears falling down with the broken pearl.
If it weren't for the fact that most of the people in the venue were afraid of Yang Chen, and Sauron was holding his hand behind him to keep people from approaching, Yang Chen would be depressed.
Who wants to be seen by others, as a man, he will cry his wife as he speaks!
In the end, Lin Ruoxi held back her tears and slowly raised her head. Although her eyes were red, at least she was not as unbearable as rain.
The faint foundation on her face was stained with tears. This woman, who has always been extremely independent and strong, looked like a wilting tulip at this time, looking extra tender and pitiful.
Yang Chen breathed a sigh of relief and asked as pleasantly as possible: "Ruoxi, what's the matter with you, you make me wonder how to say it."
Lin Ruoxi's ruddy water eyes stared at Yang Chen's face, and smiled poignantly: "Christine said that Seventeen is the only woman who is pregnant with your child, is that true?"
Yang Chen nodded, this is undoubtedly the eternal double pain in his heart. Seventeen and the child in his stomach, if it were not for this woman and the unborn flesh and blood, fell into the icy cliff and tide before his eyes. I won't lose my thoughts, I wake up from the killing and *, return to China alone, intending to end my life.
Lin Ruoxi smiled sadly when seeing Yang Chen's demented expression, and said, "Then I will ask you one last question."
"You...you said," Yang Chen subconsciously felt something, and his heart began to feel strongly anxious and uneasy.
Lin Ruoxi spoke word by word, and asked: "If, Seventeen and the child, can come back to you now and give you a chance, would you still choose to let me be your wife?"
"shut up!!!"
Yang Chen yelled abruptly, his expression instantly turned a little savage, a pair of eyes stared at Lin Ruoxi, bloodshots appeared.
"Seventeen... Seventeen and the child... are... no longer," Yang Chen said with a trembling voice, "Such a problem, such a problem... There is no need to think about..."
Seeing Yang Chen's distorted face almost in a frenzy, Lin Ruoxi didn't mean to be afraid at all. Instead, he smiled a little lighter and said in a low voice, "I knew it would be like this... Although you said, I In your eyes, it is not a substitute for Seventeen. But in fact, from the moment you were willing to marry me, you subconsciously thought that.
In your heart, you have never really separated me from Seventeen. If it were not for Seventeen, I would never have the opportunity to be your wife. "
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