Li Rou never thought of this possibility.
In An Nanxiu's description, his mother, whom he had misunderstood all along, was still taking care of Li Rou after she died, using her shadow to guard his growth.
Today, it's all over, and his mother really left him.
Li Rou admits that if this is the case, all his dissatisfaction will disappear, even though he doesn't need such a great mother who silently gives, he needs a living mother who can't do anything for him, but only needs his care .
He knew it was impossible, and he suddenly discovered that no matter how calmly he accepted the reality of his mother's indifference to him, he still hoped that she would have a reason that he could accept.
He knew it was impossible, and he completely denied the touch and hope brought by An Nanxiu's description in an instant. The sharp contrast between ideals and reality made his angina so severe.
"Impossible." Li Rou smiled slightly, "Fo Nishang said that she was expecting me, and I brought her a surprise... It turns out that I probably have no value to her, but now I have proved that I have some value. That's it It's just meaning."
"You smile so ugly." An Nanxiu wrapped her slender arms around Li Rou's neck and leaned on him quietly. She squinted her eyes slightly. No one could make An Nanxiu feel this kind of hatred, but An Nanxiu Hate that woman.
"I don't care who she is, it has nothing to do with me anyway." Li Rou shook his head, rubbing his cheeks against An Nanxiu's soft hair. He has already had a lot of happiness. The maternal love that was necessary for happiness, It was no longer essential to his happiness, not even optional, not necessary at all.
"That's right. You only need to care about your Highness the Princess, because only by holding her can you feel the happiest happiness in the world." An Nanxiu raised her head and looked at Li Rou confidently.
Li Rou nodded, the smile on the corner of his mouth became more natural and gentle, he lowered his head to touch his foreheads together, and gently hugged her slender waist.
As usual, the two ended their story-telling conversation, and Li Rou continued to cook. After eating, the two hugged each other to watch TV, and fell asleep while watching.
The small days between Li Rou and An Nanxiu are actually quite simple. Although An Nanxiu will always come up with a lot of things that make Li Rou want to beg her for mercy, but most of the time, the two of them just eat and eat. See TV, telling stories, Li Rou talked back, An Nanxiu was awkward.
In the middle of the night, the wind blew Xiuxiu fluttering, An Nanxiu got up from Li Rou's arms, and looked at Li Rou quietly.
After a while, An Nanxiu turned his head expressionlessly, walked lightly back to his room, and took out that kind of photo.
The woman in the photo is perfectly integrated with the sky and the earth, as if she is an eternal landscape between the sky and the earth. It is a strange harmony that only An Nanxiu can feel.
Indifference and natural fusion between the heaven and the earth, can such a person still be considered a human being
An Nanxiu dropped the photo, walked to the window sill, and put Xiuxiu down.
One person and one crab flew out of the window, all the way to the sky.
The houses are getting smaller, the lights are densely packed, and the streets are flowing.
The wind is getting colder, the moonlight is getting more and more dazzling, and the stars are expanding by leaps and bounds.
An Nanxiu looked down at the floating clouds below her feet, her hair dancing wildly.
"Cloud Staff!"
A scepter full of power, strength, and oppression appeared in An Nanxiu's hands, and the wind chimes trembled wildly, sending out the bells of defeating the turbulent flow in the sky.
"sunlight!"
The magnificent and luxurious necklace was hung on An Nanxiu's frail neck, and the stars and the moon lost their light in an instant. The name of the necklace was called sunlight, which originally meant the most dazzling light in the world.
"Yinglan!"
An Nanxiu's small body was wrapped in the palace robes, the mysterious runes symbolized the power of the great sage and the magician, the dignified and elegant red background and gold edging, and the momentum above everything.
An Nanxiu stood on Xiuxiu's back, behind him was the dark sky with orchids, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he was able to see the arc edge of the horizon.
"Catheria spinosa temple, may I ask where are the gods and messengers?"
An Nanxiu held the scepter high, and knotted lightning bolts danced restlessly on the edge of the sky.
"Since you have become gods, you are extraordinary. What is the way you hold? Where is your heart? Where is your wish? I stand in front of your temple, kowtow and worship, and ask about your throne."
An Nanxiu's delicate face was condensed with pale color, her brows were wrinkled, she was struggling a little, her frail body was crumbling.
"While holding a stick of faith, what do you care about the majesty of God? Holding a stick of faith, conquering the dead. Call the sun, shadow orchid, and cloud stick in the sky, gather souls in the world, burn life, and become a great sage!"
The corner of her mouth was split open, and traces of blood flowed out. Xiuxiu under An Nanxiu's feet began to tremble unbearably. The moon pot in her belly button radiated a green light covering the vast world, which barely supported An Nanxiu's release of the current her. Talk about extremely dangerous magic.
"Xiu is a magical master, Xiu is a great sage, Xiu is a concubine of gods, and the only vacant seat owner in the Temple of Cymbidium spinosa. The envoys of the gods and gods, listen to Xiuzang's heart oath, and are willing to survive in a mortal body and in the posture of an ant. All over the world, wait for one day to get rid of the dead disciples in your heart, this oath will never be fulfilled, wandering outside the temple, kowtow to worship, and never be equal to you!"
A big mouthful of blood spurted out, An Nanxiu leaned on the scepter, her small body trembling slightly stood up, An Nanxiu wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, and looked into the distance with a blank expression: "Woman, I don't know what maternal love is, and I don’t know what that means to Li Rou, but I must kill you. One day I can’t kill you, one day I can’t become a god, just a small wish, that’s all.”
An Nanxiu put down the scepter, sat down, lay down gradually, curled up on Xiuxiu's back, hugged her knees with both hands, pressed the faint pain in her chest, and flew towards the embrace she needed .
In this world, An Nanxiu learned to love, because Li Rou has always loved her, his own life, and his own happiness. What An Nanxiu feels most is this kind of love, which makes her very calm and can be in this world. Do not live alone.
Today, An Nanxiu learned to hate. She forbids anyone to hurt Li Rou, but she also knows that no matter what kind of harm, Li Rou can actually forget it, don't care so much, and erase the scar quietly, but that The wound the woman brought to him has always been in his heart, that is Li Rou's only hatred, and that is also An Nanxiu's hatred.
The sky calmed down, under the same starry sky, under the same moonlight, an empty mountain.
Two people in military training uniforms stood on the top of the mountain. They were equally beautiful and young. One was between a girl and a young woman, and the other was a girl with a pure expression.
"I knew that she would always do such unexpected things." The older woman put her hands in her pockets and sighed softly.
"Is this a sign of mobilizing the free life force between heaven and earth?" The younger girl had more surprises on her face, and with the help of others, she could also feel the movement just now.
"This is actually a meaningless spell. It belongs to the category that does not need to be learned, but she thinks that since she is a mage, she should learn everything. She didn't expect to use it." The woman shook her head, with disdain on the corner of her mouth Yi Gu's smile was just for that magical technique, if he disdained the powerful enemy who put him at a disadvantage twice, it would be a little ignorant and ridiculous.
"What's the use of this spell?" Girls, like all beginners, have too many questions to ask, even if it's just curiosity, not learning needs.
"God's Preface is the name of this spell. It is said that you can communicate directly with God, and what you say will be recorded by God. I don't know what it does, but it must be meaningless." The woman said indifferently, "I just Learn spells with practical value, and I will only teach you practical spells in the future, and I will not teach you spells that are not practical. But for now, practice your martial arts well."
"Teacher, why are you always like this? You don't even know what that spell is for, so you just say it must be meaningless." The girl said dissatisfied. These days, the teacher used her brother to threaten her all day long to agree to this and that. , the girl was already bored to death, the teacher's majesty was almost offset by the resentment in her heart.
"God exists, but no one has seen it. It's like one day, someone gave you a mobile phone and said that you can directly talk to your country's president Jiang Ze-min. Do you believe it? This stupid God’s preface, at most it’s such a boring thing.” The woman shook her head, she was really a self-righteous student, and she had to say a few words about everything.
"Of course I don't believe it anymore. The current president of the country is not Jiang Zemin, but Hu Jintao." The girl stopped arguing with the teacher about this issue, and just looked at the sky enviously, "When will I be able to release such a The spell is fine."
"When dreaming." The woman patted the girl on the shoulder: "Go to bed early, maybe it will be fine."
"If I'm really so stupid, why do you want me to be your student? You go find someone else, I beg you." The girl said angrily, she had to learn enough to make the blood relationship between herself and her brother no longer a problem It's still a long way off.
"It's not a question of being stupid or not. What's the use of that useless magic if you learn it? Do you know what conditions are required to release that magic?" The woman sighed, "The release of the preface of God must have At least two divine artifacts, what are the divine artifacts? The ten fingers and ten toes of the divine artifacts in the entire world can be counted clearly. She has four! Maybe there are five more! Do you have it, me Have you? None of us, you shit!"
"Teacher, as soon as you mention your enemy, you are impatient, as if you came to that." The girl was very happy. She has been tortured by this teacher these days. People are in a good mood.
"Hurry up and practice, otherwise you will come to that." The woman smiled softly, shallow, like a smile that makes people feel like a spring breeze.
The girl quickly closed her eyes and began to practice—
It was almost dawn, and I finally finished writing. I asked for a red ticket, because Xia Hua didn't sleep until everyone opened their eyes to read the novel.