Ambition is something that many people have. Ideals that are too far away or unrealistic, or coveting with a taste of greed can be called ambition.
Qiao Niannu has always felt that she has no ideals and no pursuits. Her life is planned, and she has always followed this plan very calmly.
No one is born like this, but Lin Jiangxian is actually a huge frame that makes people unable to resist, and Qiao Niannu lives within her frame.
Now that this framework is gone, Qiao Niannu is even a little confused.
She has lived with Lin Jiangxian since she was a child. In fact, from the emotional point of view, Lin Jiangxian is her real mother, and her relationship with Qiao Ruoyu always has some estrangement and strangeness.
Lin Jiangxian's arrangement made Qiao Niannu feel a little bit resentful, but it did not wipe out all the feelings of the past twenty years. No matter how indifferent Lin Jiangxian was or how cruel her reason was, she had a very important place in Qiao Niannu's heart.
So even though this frame was gone, Qiao Niannu still didn't intend to get out of this frame, and still did things according to Lin Jiangxian's arrangement, but now she found that she had to get out of this frame.
In Lin Jiangxian's arrangement, as long as she makes such an arrangement, then Qiao Niannu and Li Rou must be together, and any other obstacles are meaningless... Lin Jiangxian thinks so, but Qiao Niannu doesn't think so, although she is willing .
Qiao Niannu, at this time, suddenly realized that he also had some ambitions. It would be great if he and Li Rou could simply live together without having to bear any ethical pressure.
"Don't you want to say something to me?" Cui Yingying looked at the silent Qiao Niannu. It was always Qiao Niannu's problem. Cui Yingying made some statements, and she hoped that Qiao Niannu could take the initiative.
"What did I tell you?" Qiao Niannu was startled. She is not a woman who likes to confide in her heart, let alone a stranger who is not very familiar with her and her identity is too mysterious and complicated. Many things have been accumulated.
"We are sisters, so of course we have to talk about sisters." Cui Yingying gently patted the back of Qiao Niannu's hand, she didn't notice her action, she put herself in her sister's place without a doubt.
Qiao Niannu never thought that everyone is Li Rou's woman, and they should get along with each other in harmony, sisters are commensurate with each other. In her opinion, the matter between her and Li Rou is just her and Li Rou's matter, and there is no need to Caring about An Zhishui, or Cui Yingying in front of me, has nothing to do with them, but Qiao Niannu is still a little upset when she feels the gesture of Cui Yingying's gesture. After all, she is Li Rou's sister. Routing woman, then she, Qiao Niannu, should be the eldest sister.
"Okay, let me ask you another question. Why did you fall in love with Li Rou? You fell from the sky, Li Rou rescued you, and you promised yourself with your body... This seems a bit too absurd, it is Dong Yongqi, the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, and the Tianluo Girl. Frog Prince Snow White's routine." Qiao Niannu has always had doubts about this.
Cui Yingying laughed dumbfounded, she seemed to take liking Li Rou for granted, then shook her head disapprovingly at Qiao Niannu's doubts.
"Unless Li Rou hates himself, I have no reason not to like him." Cui Yingying said.
"Are you the feminine side of Li Rou's personality?" Qiao Niannu said, and then laughed at his absurd idea.
"Of course not." Cui Yingying also shook her head with a smile, "When teasing someone, showing a smile like yours often means that you really like him. Can you tell me why you like Li Rou?"
Qiao Niannu silently took a sip of the juice, showing some confusion, as if she had never thought about this question.
"The real contact between me and Li Rou... actually started from an accident. Not long after I came to Zhonghai, he and his classmates were running around in the street dressed like terrorists, and I caught him on the spot. I I recognized him... that was our first real direct contact." Qiao Niannu couldn't help laughing when he thought about the way Li Rou looked at him and stood there obediently with his hands raised.
"In fact, I knew him a long time ago... Before I saw him in person, I knew that there was such a person, and I should take care of him, because his mother didn't take care of him, but spent what should have been spent on taking care of him. I have spent so much time and thought on me, I think I should make up for his mother, I will treat him well in the future, help him, take care of him, just like a younger brother... I really see him as a younger brother , I always feel that there is such a younger brother waiting for me in an unknown place to take care of his life in the future." Qiao Niannu restrained her smile, "I can't say that I like the relationship at this time, it's just a sense of responsibility, and I feel like doing something for him , being able to help him when he needs it, that's enough."
"What happened later?" Cui Yingying listened carefully, she didn't know everything, she knew more about the future than the past, her feelings for Li Rou were different from anyone else, she She was sure of this, so she was able to care about the feelings of other women and Li Rou calmly and with full interest.
"Later... Then I suddenly found out that this younger brother is my fiance." Qiao Niannu's cheeks flushed slightly, and she couldn't help but recall the astringent and angry feeling in her heart at that time, but this feeling gradually deteriorated, "I was very angry at the time ... I don’t know why I was angry. Now that I think about it, I probably think why my brother suddenly became a fiancé? Later, my mother told me, if I told you from the beginning that you have a fiancé, would you know now? angry?"
"After thinking about it, you think that you probably won't be angry, but you will accept the existence of your fiancé like you accept your younger brother, so you won't be angry?" Cui Yingying guessed, with an expression as if she was really just talking about some private and interesting things with her friends , showing a knowing smile.
"That's right." Qiao Niannu couldn't help laughing, "I've already gotten used to her arrangements... So when she said that, I felt that it was true, so I accepted it. But you have to accept it practically It didn't come naturally either... I started paying a lot of attention to him."
"Then you fell in love?" Cui Yingying said without any surprise, her husband is of course her pride, she is not surprised that a woman can't help falling in love with him after paying special attention to her husband.
"When a person's life starts to completely revolve around another person, I'm afraid it's only natural to fall in love with this person... As long as he's not the kind of person I hate, just like many secretaries are obsessed with their bosses, Because of her work, she focused on the boss's life and work, big and small, as long as the boss is not the kind of man who doesn't meet her own preferences, ambiguity will naturally arise." Qiao Niannu narrowed her eyes. eyes, looking out of the window: "He listened intently in the class, I watched from the window, he performed on the stage, I watched from the audience, he ran in the stadium, I watched from the crowd, he was Asleep on the bed, I sat in a daze on the roof, he was working hard to live, I was silently paying attention to him... Gradually, I found that I became more and more used to this, and liked it more and more, even though many times I didn’t have time to do it myself Things, when I look at those photos, I always complain that the angle of the photo is not good, or I am annoyed why I took so many photos of him with other girls, or I am surprised when I look at the photos of myself with him I suddenly found that I seemed a little strange at that time, but I was envious of myself looking at the photo... I am envious of myself... "
Qiao Niannu shook her head mockingly, but Cui Yingying nodded, "It's not envy, it's just reminiscing the feeling at that time, and I want to experience the feeling at that time again."
"You're right... Until one day, I finally found myself smiling involuntarily when I looked at him, angry when I saw him with An Zhishui, and couldn't help but feel that I was entitled to do this when I was with him When I did that, I actually quietly accepted the identity of his fiancée. I can’t say when, and I didn’t make any deliberate resolutions. The relationship is like this, and there is no need for any stormy experience or spending together. In rough or happy days, I feel that the other party is the kind of person I like, and I gradually fall in love with it." Qiao Niannu sighed with some regret, "It's just not like him and An Nanxiu, me and him There is nothing predestined between them, at least I feel more and more that it is impossible for me and him to be together."
After finishing speaking, Qiao Niannu's soft and charming eyes seemed to have lost all their luster, and they dimmed in an instant.
"You and Li Banzhuang are two completely different people..." Cui Yingying smiled lightly, still gentle, but with some contempt for the other party's confusion.
"Of course." Qiao Niannu knew that Li Banzhuang was simply unscrupulous. In order to be with his brother, he practiced some kind of kung fu, and he forgot about human relations.
"You have been emphasizing to me that it is impossible for your husband to accept this kind of relationship between you... But you have never thought about what it has to do with Li Banzhuang's choice."
Qiao Niannu frowned, looking at Cui Yingying for no reason.
"It's very simple. People are always easily influenced by those closest to them. Although children and their parents have completely different ideas in many cases... But in many things, or many children will still inherit their parents' worldview, outlook on life and values. , the more they become adults, the easier it is for this kind of influence to be reflected." Cui Yingying paused and said slowly: "In Li Banzhuang's world, her elder brother is her only standard, and her elder brother is the one who has the greatest influence on her. People. Her method and style of doing things are imitated by her brother in many aspects, and she will also consider whether her brother can accept it as an important criterion for her choice... Her choice means that it is actually a certain kind of In a sense, Li Rou is acceptable. Li Banzhuang thinks that he can be with his brother, but it is actually based on the premise that his brother thinks that under certain circumstances, he will accept her."
"You mean...you mean... Li Rou can actually accept this kind of thing?" Qiao Niannu looked at Cui Yingying in surprise. Based on what she knew about Qiao Niannu, it was completely impossible for Li Rou to accept it.
"Think about it, if one person conveys to another person that there is absolutely no possibility for you to get my permission, which is not transferred by any will or event, will this person still insist? This is not hopeless Struggling does not mean that the iron pestle is ground into a needle, and persistence will lead to victory, but the final choice based on information feedback from her brother for a long time." Cui Yingying put her hands on the edge of the table and stood up, "Actually, you The most worrying thing is not that Qiao Niannu can't be with him anymore, your bottom line is that Xie Xiaoan wants to be with him, you are just afraid that Li Rou will know the truth, and Li Rou will give up Xie Xiaoan in the end."
Qiao Niannu's heart skipped a beat, facing Cui Yingying's eyes, her gaze seemed to be able to tear Qiao Niannu's chest apart, revealing Qiao Niannu's heart at a glance.
"Don't worry, my husband will definitely accept Xie Xiaoan, even if you are her biological sister." Cui Yingying turned and left.