Tong Siqi sat in front of the French window on the second floor, holding her chin with one hand and looking at the lights on the glass outside the window. In a few days, she will leave. At that time, Wang Weixi, will you be with me, or will you be alone
But no matter which one it is, you won't be happy, right? In this way, my goal has been achieved. Wang Weixi, I said that I want you to be unhappy forever. For this, I am willing to go against all conscience, even if it means letting others pay with blood!
Thinking of this, she thought of her brother who was waiting in the hotel.
A familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of him.
Tong Siqi turned around, looked at the solemn face at this moment, and asked with a chuckle: "Are you finally here?"
Wang Weixi nodded and sat down opposite her.
At this moment, Tong Siqi was no longer as cold as usual, nor as shy as she was that day, but had the demeanor of a pitiful little woman. Wang Weixi didn't know which one he knew was the real her.
"What happened? Why do you have to see me today?" Wang Weixi didn't want to waste too much time, so he went straight to the point.
Tong Siqi looked at him, her eyes revealing sadness. "Do you hate seeing me so much?"
Wang Weixi didn't say anything, which was equivalent to his agreement.
Tong Siqi smiled helplessly and said, "It seems that even if I tell you that I want to repent now, you won't believe it."
Wang Weixi looked up in surprise, and when their eyes met, he found that Tong Siqi's eyes were red, she must have been crying.
"What did you say? Confession?"
"Well... I want to tell you that I'm really sorry for everything I did in the past..."
Wang Weixi remained silent. He looked at Tong Siqi strangely, wanting to know what she was thinking and what had happened that caused her to have such a big reversal.
Tong Siqi read the doubt in his eyes and laughed at herself in her heart. Was her pitiful appearance so hypocritical? Wang Weixi, you are smart now. Do you know to be on guard against me
"What happened?" After thinking about it, Wang Weixi asked with some concern.
This time, Tong Siqi was stunned, because she did not expect that Wang Weixi would ask her such a question. This saved her a lot of acting effort, but it also made Tong Siqi tremble in her heart, because if the other party still cared about her, the avenger would inevitably waver in his thoughts.
"Why do you ask this suddenly? Nothing happened, can't I apologize to you?" Tong Siqi asked back, tears welling up in her eyes.
This was the expression she often had when she was stubborn in the past, and it made people feel distressed.
Wang Weixi said gently: "Don't force it. Don't I know you? If nothing happened, you would never be like this. Since you want me to come so much, something must have happened, right?"
Indeed, from just now until now, no, from the time she called in the afternoon until now, her behavior has been very strange, which made Wang Weixi very puzzled and worried.
Of course, Wang Weixi's worry was not mixed with any impurities, because he had no other feelings for Tong Siqi as early as when Tong Siqi appeared again. His first love, the woman he had been obsessed with, was not her. He knew this very well.
Tong Siqi lowered her head and was silent for a while. Wang Weixi saw her tears falling.
When she looked up again, the corners of her mouth were already stiffly pulled into a smile.
Wang Weixi frowned and said, "What on earth happened?"
Tong Siqi took out a file bag from her bag and handed it to Wang Weixi. Wang Weixi took it and saw "A City First Hospital" written on it. She looked at Tong Siqi strangely. At this moment, she still had a faint smile on her face, but tears were flashing in her eyes.
After opening the file bag, he looked at the inspection list carefully. When he saw the inspection report, his face turned pale and he looked at Tong Siqi in disbelief.
Tong Siqi shrugged and said self-deprecatingly, "Duan Fang once told me that I would get my comeuppance one day, and it turned out to be just as he said. I really got my comeuppance. My life has been without happiness since the day I broke up with you. I thought I would be free soon, but I didn't expect the comeuppance to come so quickly, and my comeuppance was to leave me forever."
"But..." Wang Weixi said tremblingly.
Tong Siqi looked at him. He was still carefully staring at every word on the test report.
"But what? But isn't there still a chance? Is that what you want to say?"
Wang Weixi clenched the report form, frowned, and just looked at Tong Siqi, whose face was a little pale, opposite him.
At this point, she couldn't help but feel scared.
"But it's in the late stage. The doctor said I only have two months left. I can finally stop wasting time with you and stop doing whatever I want. Wang Weixi, are you happy?" she asked suddenly.
Wang Weixi looked at her in astonishment. He read fear and even self-mockery in her eyes.
He shook his head solemnly and said, "Tong Siqi, you know, I'm not that kind of man."
Tong Siqi nodded and said helplessly: "Yes, but I just understand and accept this now, isn't it a little late?"
Wang Weixi opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.
"Thinking back on the past few years, I worked like crazy, even sleeplessly, just to be able to look down on you one day, to be able to take revenge on you, or even to see you in unbearable pain. All for this was to let all my pain be inflicted on you one day. But..."
Wang Weixi looked at Tong Siqi who was talking with a bit of loneliness. At this moment, she was gentle and sensitive, like a blooming Epiphyllum, which seemed to be about to wither in the next moment.
"But I just realized that I have been doing such stupid things. I clearly know that you are not to blame for that, but I still blame you for my stupidity. Do you know? In order to make you fall in love with me again, I worked hard to learn how to put on makeup and wear clothes that I hated, but after going through so many things, I actually hated myself more and more. Wang Weixi, if I hadn't acted so desperately back then, would you have come to me to get back together?"
... ...
That year? He nodded helplessly and said lightly: "If it was that year, I would definitely, if it was that year, I would be willing to atone for my mistakes. You are right, and you are right to hate me. It was me who made you suffer that kind of pain. I blame myself, and I regret not asking you back then. But now, Siqi, now I can't do anything..." Wang Weixi said painfully.
Tong Siqi nodded, tears streaming down her cheeks: "I know, I know everything. I'm sorry, Weixi, I didn't want you to suffer at all. I'm sorry... I was too selfish. Look, now even God is punishing me..."
"There must be a way, Siqi, there must be a way. Don't give up. Whether you go to the United States or to any other country, there will always be hope." Wang Weixi said a little panicked. Facing such a weak and desperate Tong Siqi, he had no way.
Tong Siqi shook her head and said, "No... It's impossible, Weixi, you actually know, how can a person with advanced brain cancer be saved? I have no hope of surviving, and what's more, I have no reason to live now..." When she said this, she lowered her eyes slightly, and tears wet her eyelashes, making her look pitiful.
Wang Weixi frowned and looked at her with heartache, thinking that he had made her suffer so much. If he had not forgotten the promise he made to her that day, that thing would never have happened, and she might still be happy now.
Guilt is slowly spreading.
"I'm sorry..." Wang Weixi murmured.
"It's okay, these things are all my own fault. I only ask you and the people around you to stop blaming me and forgive me out of pity for a dying man like me, okay?" Tong Siqi suddenly grabbed Wang Weixi's hand and pleaded pitifully.
Wang Weixi looked at her painfully and said, "No, we won't blame you. I'm sorry, it's me who made you look like this now..."
Tong Siqi shook her head and said, "No need to apologize... Weixi, I really want us to have a peaceful dinner. Would you like to accompany me?"
Wang Weixi nodded. At this point, what else is impossible
It was a quiet night, the moonlight was enchanting, and at the dining table, there was an unprecedented harmonious atmosphere, and along with the excellent acting skills of the two, a warm feeling gradually emerged.
But acting is always just acting.