The next day, Wang Weixi got up in a daze and went to the company without even having breakfast.
I came to the office listlessly, but unexpectedly I saw Tong Siqi as soon as I entered.
She seemed to be in a good mood, leaning on the sofa, drinking tea elegantly, with a smile on her lips.
But now, in Wang Weixi's view, she is very dazzling.
But when he thought about what happened to her because of him, he felt filled with guilt.
People are always contradictory. It is always because of this contradiction that others see their weaknesses and have the opportunity to hurt them. Wang Weixi knew this, but he could do nothing about it.
Some things, once owed, can never be replaced, such as a debt of love.
Even if the two loved each other again, it would no longer be the same as before.
Feelings may fade with time, but the hurt can be unforgettable.
"Why are you here?" Wang Weixi closed the door and asked lightly.
Tong Siqi raised her head and looked at him standing there. After not seeing him for just one day, he seemed to have aged several years. He had dark circles under his glasses and his face was sallow. Even his beard, which was usually shaved clean, had grown out and was now messy and untidy.
Tong Siqi frowned and asked, "Why are you like this? You don't have to worry about your wife like this, right?" Seeing Wang Weixi like this, Tong Siqi was actually angry and distressed. But she didn't want to show it. She even thought that if it was really because of her that they had some problems and made Wang Weixi so haggard at the moment, she would really be happy.
Wang Weixi stood there, just looking at her curiously, as if trying to see something from her face.
Tong Siqi raised the corner of her mouth slightly: "Why? Do I look so good today?"
Wang Weixi shook his head and walked over while saying, "I was just thinking, if you hate me so much, why do you come to see me every day? Why do you force yourself to look so indifferent? Don't you feel annoyed when you see me? Don't you want to kill me with a knife? Why can you sit in my office and drink tea calmly? Why?"
Tong Siqi sipped the tea slowly, and at the end she said with appreciation: "This tea is good."
Wang Weixi was already sitting opposite her. She could tell that Wang Weixi was no longer the gentle Wang Weixi he used to be. Something must have happened to make him suffer, right? It was great that there was something in this world that could make Wang Weixi no longer be hypocritically gentle and elegant. It was great.
"Why don't you answer me?" Wang Weixi asked in a tough tone.
Tong Siqi put down the cup, looked at Wang Weixi with amusement and said, "But don't you think it's a very happy thing to see someone you hate suffer? Watching you struggle, watching you show a painful expression, watching you become haggard, and taking it all in, I feel very satisfied and happy."
Wang Weixi looked at Tong Siqi in disbelief and said, "Do you hate me so much? Do you wish I would die?"
Tong Siqi put away her smile, looked at Wang Weixi and said, "Yes, I hate you, but I don't want you to die, because I want you to live a life worse than death."
Life is worse than death...
Wang Weixi
He smiled bitterly. In his life, besides his mother, he had only loved two women. One hated him and wished him a life worse than death, and the other loved him but was hurt by him. Wang Weixi, you are really a sinner...
"I understand. Don't worry. Even if you don't do anything, my current state is enough to make you feel satisfied. So, don't send flowers to Kexin anymore." Wang Weixi lowered his eyes and said dejectedly.
Seeing his sad expression, Tong Siqi tilted her head and asked curiously, "What's wrong? Can't you even show some friendly concern? Did she misunderstand our relationship? If so, Wang Weixi, you are really pitiful. Does your wife really not trust you? Or is your sister-in-law looking for trouble?"
Wang Weixi frowned, looking at Tong Siqi who was obviously gloating at the moment, and suppressed his anger and said: "Tong Siqi, why didn't I realize that you are such a person earlier?"
Tong Siqi sneered and did not argue.
"Don't worry, we are not doing this for any reason. My wife trusts me very much. I just don't want you to do these useless things and make others feel annoyed. If my sister-in-law really gets cruel, I'll really worry about you." He didn't know that he liked to use Chen Keren to pressure others, but at this moment he just wanted Tong Siqi to restrain herself a little and leave his office as soon as possible.
"Do you think I'm afraid of her?" Tong Siqi raised her lips in a cold smile. She was chilled. She didn't expect that Wang Weixi hated her to this extent...
But, isn't this exactly what I want to see? Don't I want him to feel guilty about me, but also hate me, and let him watch me take revenge bit by bit in this contradictory mood
This kind of revenge is pleasurable, isn't it? Just like having sex with a woman, using lowly means like drugging her to make her submit under you, it will never be as satisfying as letting her take the initiative to cater to you, right
Thinking of this, a satisfied smile appeared on Tong Siqi's face again.
Wang Weixi sneered twice and said lightly: "If you don't leave yourself a way out when doing things, I naturally know that you are not afraid of anything. But..." At this point, he frowned slightly, put away the faint smile on his lips, and showed a lonely expression: "But please don't hurt Kexin, she is very kind, she has been with me until now, and she has never asked for anything. So, I don't want her to get hurt."
Listening to Wang Weixi's words, Tong Siqi smiled bitterly. When he mentioned that woman, his face was full of tenderness, but seeing you like this, I wanted to hurt that woman even more. It was she who took away everything that should have belonged to me... It was she who occupied your tenderness, and it was she who made the two of us meet in such an awkward identity, making it impossible for us to reconcile.
"How could I hurt her? I have no grudge against her. You think too much. I just care about her health and gave her flowers. Wang Weixi, I'm not as dirty as you think." Tong Siqi chuckled and said these calmly.
Wang Weixi frowned and looked at Tong Siqi in front of him. She was so unfamiliar with him now. How much do you hate me? How much do you hate me to make you become like this? What should I do to return you to a pure and harmless Tong Siqi
"Don't look at me with such sympathy. I don't need your pity." Tong Siqi lowered her eyes, picked up the water glass, and continued to sip.
A cup of tea.
Wang Weixi shook his head and said, "I don't sympathize with you... I just..." I just feel guilty and regretful...
But Wang Weixi didn't know how to say this, because he knew exactly what Tong Siqi wanted. It was just to be with her, just to renew their past relationship. It was just a bad fate, how could it continue
What's more, it's no longer possible for the two of us to be together.
"It's getting late and I have things to do, so I'll go to your chairman first. Please say hello to your wife for me and tell her that I will visit her when I have time." Tong Siqi said, smiled, and slowly stood up.
Wang Weixi frowned, wanting to go see her? Tong Siqi, what exactly do you want to do
"I hope you can remember what I said and not hurt her." Wang Weixi added again.
Tong Siqi smiled contemptuously and said, "Are you so afraid of me? Or are you sure that I will definitely hurt your wife?"
She lowered her head slightly and looked down at Wang Weixi. Wang Weixi pursed his lips and did not deny it.
Tong Siqi snorted coldly and said, "Actually, you are right. If I want to take revenge on you, how can I watch you being happy?"
Wang Weixi suddenly looked up and looked at Tong Siqi in disbelief. At this moment, her expression was cold, like the god of death.
"You can hate me, but you and Ke Xin are both women. How can you bear to make her sad?" Wang Weixi couldn't help but stand up, and then looked at Tong Siqi in front of him.
Tong Siqi frowned, then laughed contemptuously: "So what if we are both women? Not only are we both women, we also love the same man, but so what? She can have the happiness you gave her, why should I live in hatred? I won't forgive you, so I won't let you be happy, and she is everything you have. It is she who gave you your current life and made you forget me, so I want to make her sad, so that you will be in pain, and you, Wang Weixi, will remember me forever!"
Outside the window, the originally clear sky suddenly became dark. Dark clouds came down, and a strong wind swept across the land, carrying a few fallen leaves. A cold wind blew in, and the curtains fluttered, bringing with them gusts of cold air.
The sky was originally clear, but now it is so dark. Just like people's mood.
Wang Wei hoped that she would say: "But, you were the one who wanted to leave in the first place. I didn't want you to leave at all. It was you who..."
"Then... why didn't you even try to save the relationship? Wang Weixi, even if I told you, can you really not care?" Tong Siqi looked at Wang Weixi with a smile. Yes, it was she who wanted to leave, but do you really not care about what happened back then? Even if you don't care, how can I not care
Because you are the man I love the most, so how can I not mind when I think about my body being trampled by others? How can I hug you as if nothing happened
Wang Weixi clenched his fists: "At that time... you didn't give me a chance to stay... right?" How should I interpret your resolute expression
Tong Siqi turned around and stopped talking. She tried to calm herself down, then turned her head away, paused for a while, and left quietly.