1580 Back to the past
Li Fan changed into a school uniform. This was already the thinnest uniform in the school, but it was still very loose on Li Fan. He used to be really weak, otherwise he wouldn't be bullied like that in school.
Li Fan sat in front of the folding table in the living room, looking at the plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes, millet porridge, and homemade steamed buns placed on it. For some reason, his eyes suddenly became moist.
At this time, my mother was not impressed by the sugar-coated bullets from the Murong family. Although he is very strict with himself, he gets up early and comes home late every day to cook, wash and do housework for himself.
It has been too long since Li Fan has lived such a life. Li Fan now also bears a great responsibility, but he cannot be filial to his parents, which makes Li Fan feel a little guilty. At this time, looking at his busy mother, Li Fan especially wanted to say thank you, but he couldn't say it.
The Chinese people are actually like this. When chasing a girl, they can shout "I love you" sentence after sentence, even if the other party has no feelings for you. But facing the relatives that I truly love, I can no longer say these disgusting words.
"What are you looking at? Are you asleep?"
His mother came over and scolded Li Fan, "Why don't you eat quickly? Go to school after eating! Look at girl Lin in the courtyard over there. I sell pancakes with her mother at the stall. This girl saves my parents' worries. My academic performance has improved, and I am now number one in grade! When can you make me feel at ease again? If nothing else, can I pass math?"
"Mom, I know I haven't been doing well, and I will try my best in the future."
Li Fan's words made his mother stunned for a moment. This kid usually likes to talk about everything and has a very rebellious mentality. What's going on today? The sun is out in the west, yet he talks so politely to himself
The mother subconsciously reached out her hand and touched her son's forehead.
Not hot
"Mom, I'm full and I'm going to school."
Li Fan picked up his schoolbag and embarked on the way to school.
I should still be a member of the second middle school... um, a freshman in high school
I heard my mother talking just now. She seems to know Lin Yuexian's mother? I had never noticed this before. It seemed that my bad relationship with Lin Yatou had already begun.
Li Fan didn't take two steps when a little girl wearing the same school uniform as him followed him, swaying her ponytail.
"Little plum, wait!"
"Fang... Fang Xiaoxue?"
When Li Fan saw this little girl, his body suddenly shook.
A memory that had been hidden deep in his heart for a long time was bloodyly torn open and presented to Li Fan once again.
Fang Xiaoxue, Li Fan's neighbor, is a little girl one year younger than him. She is not very beautiful, somewhat delicate, and has a very cheerful personality. She has known Li Fan since childhood. The adults of the two families also have a very good relationship. When we had a drink and a meal together in the past, the family even made a decision that the children of the two families would get married in the future!
At that time, Li Fan and Xiaoxue were still young and didn't pay much attention to this matter. However, Xiaoxue is very attached to Li Fan and always follows Li Fan and plays with him.
As he grows older, Li Fan becomes thinner and thinner, while Xiaoxue becomes more and more lively. Li Fan took care of Xiaoxue when he was a child, but now Xiaoxue takes care of Li Fan. Xiaoxue's ambition since childhood was to be a police officer, so she worked with her mother in a stall during the holidays and used the money she earned to learn some women's wrestling and grappling techniques.
She ran over and hugged Li Fan's shoulders.
"Xiao Lizi, why did you go out so early today?"
Xiaoxue leaned on Li Fan's body, and the fragrance from her body drifted into Li Fan's nose.
"I went to your house specifically to look for you, but I didn't expect you to run away first! What's the matter, hiding from me?"
"how could be… "
Li Fan's nose felt sore again. Almost subconsciously, he gently stroked Xiaoxue's cheek with his hand. Xiaoxue's skin is still fair and smooth, and feels good to the touch, but to Li Fan, these are not the main points. The point is, she's still alive.
"You, what are you doing!"
Xiaoxue's face suddenly turned red. She was panicked and pushed Li Fan away. But Li Fan was too thin at this time, and he was immediately pushed over by Xiaoxue and sat down on the ground.
"Oh, are you okay?"
Xiaoxue was startled, and quickly reached out her hand, pulled Li Fan up again, and dusted him off.
"Who, who asked you to touch my face suddenly..."
Fang Xiaoxue pretended to be fierce and glared at Li Fan, "You are so brave! Have you watched too many movies?"
"Sorry...I was a little abrupt..."
Li Fan just couldn't help himself and made this move.
Who is Fang Xiaoxue... She is almost the girl who accompanied him through the past eighteen years. There has always been the shadow of this girl around him, from a delicate girl next door to a down-to-earth and generous girl.
"Why are you acting weird today..."
Fang Xiaoxue looked at Li Fan, her face still a little red.
"Anyway... next time I touch you, I'll beat you up!"
I'll beat you up this time, it doesn't seem threatening.
"Xiaoxue..."
"what?"
"Nothing... let's go to school together."
Li Fan suddenly remembered this day. On this day, he made the mistake he regretted most in his life.
The two of them walked towards the school. At this moment, a person suddenly rushed out and bumped into Li Fan. Li Fan stumbled and was supported by Fang Xiaoxue.
"Are you sick? Don't you have eyes?"
What kind of temper did Fang Xiaoxue have? She immediately cursed at the man who ran over.
"Catch the thief!"
A woman's cry came from behind, "He stole my child's medical money! Please help me catch him!"
The woman cried miserably, but no one around her was moved, and passers-by were all indifferent.
But Fang Xiaoxue didn't hesitate and gave chase!
Li Fan frowned and took Fang Xiaoxue's hand.
"What are you doing?"
"do not go."
"You have let me down too much!"
Fang Xiaoxue shook off Li Fan's hand and chased after the thief.
Scenes of past events echoed in Li Fan's mind.
Fang Xiaoxue chased after him, but was stabbed to death by the thief and his accomplices with a dagger.
When Fang Xiaoxue died, she was still holding the stolen leather bag tightly in her hand. But the two thieves were nowhere to be found, and even the woman who was stolen from them was unwilling to appear in court to testify about their appearance. Xiaoxue's death was so worthless in the end that she didn't even know who to sue.
In the end, the school used Xiaoxue as a negative teaching material, telling everyone not to meddle in other people's business.
As for Xiaoxue's parents, one is mentally ill and the other is addicted to alcohol. Later, while driving, I got so drunk that my whole family got under the truck.
This matter is the shadow that Li Fan hides in his heart.
PS Uncle Yang’s girlfriend is going back to Hangzhou today, so Uncle Yang wants to spend a good day with her. I hope you can understand the sadness of long-distance relationships and understand today’s second update.