"Ni Yang... Only by experiencing suffering that ordinary people have not experienced can we get everything that ordinary people cannot get... You are now a superstar that attracts everyone's attention. That woman does not recognize you because she is not blessed... But you have to believe in God. The gift for you will be late, but it will never be absent... one day, you will get what you have longed for."
"Sister Huo Mian... I suddenly feel so meaningless... What does my existence mean? I'm dead... Let the earth also rotate. The world will not change because of my passing... Those fans who mourn me will also follow suit. As time goes by, one day, everything about me will disappear... leaving no trace, as if I had never been here."
Ni Yang's words are full of despair...
Huo Mian has seen patients with depression before, and most of them have no hope in life.
Having suicidal tendencies and thoughts…
Ni Yang is no exception...
The lack of maternal love made him feel like an insecure child.
Always envious of the happiness that others have...
Mother’s nagging…
Mother’s meal…
Mother’s smile…
Including mother’s blame…
Everything that normal children have is a luxury for him...
She really loves this child from the bottom of her heart...
"Since God still allows you to live, he has other arrangements... Why don't you calm down and wait and see what gifts God will bring to you."
"Will you?" Ni Yang was slightly startled, as if he had no confidence in Huo Mian's words.
"I never lie to people. Why don't you be patient and take a look? In fact, sometimes it's harder to live than to die... And in my eyes, you are not such a humble person, and you are not the kind of person who runs away when encountering difficulties. Human beings should not always die on the road, because dying is too easy, but living is the hardest.”
"Sister Huo Mian...?"
"Remember Uzumaki Naruto in "Naruto"? He was born with both parents dead. Because he had nine tails in his body, he was treated like a monster by the whole village, but he never gave up his faith, and even his childhood wish was to do Hokage, you have to protect this village and prove your worth and existence, and so do you... You are now standing on the stage with everyone's attention, and you are regarded as an idol, not only because of your beautiful appearance, but more importantly, your perseverance. What an inspiring spirit you have. Let the fans and fans who admire you know that you persisted in your dreams and never gave up, so you have reached this point. You should be the light of day for everyone."
"Dawn, am I?"
Ni Yang asked Huo Mian confusedly...
"Of course... you always have been." Huo Mian patted his shoulder.
"Yes... I still have so many fans and fans, and they still have unlimited expectations for me."
"You think they are fans of you because you are good-looking, but no, they are all smart people. The most common comment I saw on your Weibo was just one sentence, and I was deeply touched."
"Which sentence?" Ni Yang was a little confused.
"Your fans say that liking someone starts with appearance, loyalty to talent, and character. It shows that your fans are not all about face. They can see your transformation over the years, your efforts, and your every day. The wonderful risks of a play, your superb singing of every song, and your efforts are obvious to everyone. Why do you deny yourself because of one person? "
"I actually ignored these..." Ni Yang said to himself.
"So you think of yourself as useless and have entered an endless loop."
"Sister Huo Mian... what should I do now?"
Ni Yang slowly stood up and stood up from the corner...
Like a lost child, looking at Huo Mian with cute eyes...
It seems that I can find the way forward from her words...