Xiaoyan is dead. To be precise, Xiaoyan opened the window in the ward on the fourth floor when her parents were away from her. She was like a diver, jumping into the stormy night sky without hesitation. in…
A flower, a flower that has not yet fully bloomed, before she has fully bloomed, before she has shown her most beautiful moments to the world, and finally can't stand the violent ravages and tramples, it is so regrettable. Xiaoyu died...
The sky is crying, the earth is crying, everything is moved...
Lin Fei, who had been "dead" once in the past, staggered to the hospital bed where Xiaoyan lived with his little strength, and knelt in front of Xiaoyan's parents with a "flutter"...
"Uncle, Auntie, just do it, tell me what Xiaoyan said before leaving..."
Xiaoyan's parents who finally stopped crying shook their heads at the same time...
With a look of disappointment and sorrow on his face, Lin Fei, whose heart was already dead, was about to faint again, Xiaoyan’s mother spoke weakly in tears...
"After you left, this child was lying on the ground and kept writing and writing, and said that we were not allowed to read it. I don’t know what the child wrote? I don’t know what the child has finished writing. Where is it?"
Finally, there was a glimmer of hopeless eyes. Lin Fei struggled to get up from the ground and rummaged through the hospital bed Xiaoyan had lived in. Under the bedding and on the bedboard, he finally found two pieces of paper, two full of handwriting. Of paper...
Lin Fei trembling both hands, opened the folded paper, and it really was written to Lin Fei...
"fly:
This is the first time I am writing to you, and the last time I am writing to you...
When I lifted my pen and laid out the paper, I realized that it was so difficult to write a letter. When the book is used, I hate less. Now I regret that it is too late to study well...
Fei, I still don’t pay attention to grammar, words, or punctuation, I write wherever I want, or maybe I can’t say a word to you all night...
Fei, to be honest, at the beginning, I didn't feel about you. I just knew that when you were with me, you were so fierce, you were so strong, you were so strong, your words were so thick, so long, and so good. It’s hard and it lasts for a long time. It makes me feel so cool. I’ve never felt so cool...
With our time and frequency increasing, slowly, I know your life experience, I know your suffering, your acid, know your sad and bitter childhood and youth, know You endure the torture that ordinary people can't bear to lose their loved ones. Slowly, I feel for you. I really want to be your relatives. I really want you to feel the warmth of your loved ones, and I really want to make you feel at home. , That is, since then, I know that you like me, your eyes, your hugs, your kisses tell me that you are loving me...
Flying, all I am not good, all I am not good, it is precisely because the care and care I have given you are not enough, it is precisely because I have not brought you the feeling of real family and home, so you are desperately looking for... I know that when you are with girls, you are not just looking for sensory stimulation, but the feeling of looking for home, the feeling of looking for family, but I did not think of this at that time, just wanted to get revenge on you , I just want you to pay attention to me. I will let you go again and again, and I will definitely break your heart. Seeing you fighting my boy again and again, I only know it’s fun, I never thought about your feelings...
Your heart must be hurting, it must be hurting, right
Fei, I have to thank Jianguo. He let me know what love is and what true love is. After my "suicide", I thought a lot, Fei, you must remember that we were in the grove after I was discharged from the hospital. The passionate scene, that moment, you must remember what I said when we were passionate, fly, you know, that passionate passion was the first time I was full of passion in you, you must feel me Changed, you must get satisfaction and happiness never before from me who treats you wholeheartedly, fly, right
Fei, that is, from the moment we were passionate, I made up my mind and made an oath, do you know? That is, no matter what you do in the future, I will be like a jade for you for the rest of my life, and I will never let any man enter my heart or my body again. I will be your wife, I will be your family, and I will give it to you. Feeling at home, I want to love you, spoil you, care about you, take care of you, find all the things you lost in childhood, make up for it, and make you happy forever and happy forever...
Fei, forgive me, I still have a sense of vanity, forgive me for not listening to you, just for that pack of toilet paper, let you, let me endure such a great torture and pain, watching you look sad, my heart has long been died…
Fei, this time I can’t break my oath anymore, otherwise God won’t forgive me. It’s a pity that I can’t be by your side in the future. It’s a pity that I can’t take care of you in the future. It’s a pity that we can’t do that again in the future...
Fly, listen to my last words, stop indulging yourself, the result of indulgence, just like me... Fly, love someone well, find someone who loves you well, you must know that a life without love is so tasteless, So pale...
Fei, I went, although I am reluctant to leave you, but...
Fei, you must promise me to live well and stay strong, otherwise, I won’t be able to live underground...
Yan who said I love you for the first time... ! ! "
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"Xiaoyan..."
Following Lin Fei's shocking and weeping cry, a heart-piercing cry that resounded throughout the ward, and the heavens and the earth, Lin Fei fainted again...
A gust of wind blew, and the two pieces of paper in Lin Fei's hand also "dang" as Xiaoyan flew into the stormy night sky...