Nan Chan

Chapter 38: free from suffering

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However, the rising of desire was not vented, because Cang Ji heard the copper bell shaking rapidly, calling him to leave. Divine consciousness seemed to be absorbed by the bell, and the scene of backwardness shattered in an instant, and Cang Ji sank into his spiritual sea in the blink of an eye. The koi has doubled at a speed visible to the naked eye. The original golden red has been covered by a slightly darker color. The surface of the scales is slightly convex and sharp, and at first glance, it does not look like a carp.

Cang Ji eased his body, his arms protruded from Jinglin's waist, his neck gradually pressed against Jinglin's cheeks, his shoulders seemed to become wider, and when his legs appeared, he was able to completely hide Jinglin in his arms middle. The monster in the darkness created a new human body, as he wished that day, became taller, and has far surpassed Jinglin.

When Cang Ji opened his eyes, he could hear the chirping of insects a few miles away. The heat in Cang Ji's body circulates, and the spiritual energy converges on the limbs and bones, making it more convenient to use.

He moved slightly, realizing that he was cocooned by vines and mud. The mountain god murmured around and did not disperse, Cang Ji touched his arms, and Jing Lin was cold everywhere, still sleeping.

Cang Ji said: "Thank you."

The mud ball opened slightly, and sunlight penetrated. Cang Ji squinted and stood up, opened the vine roots, and looked out in the dust. He thought he would face the mountain god who was still a monster, but what caught his eye was the appearance of a human face and a vine body.

Cang Ji emerged from the mud, and the grass around him reached his knees. Thousands of branches bloom in the mountains, and the mountains are dyed like a sea of purple and pink clouds. Birds and beasts go their separate ways, with a leisurely demeanor and agile freedom. The sweet potato sat on the vine, and the little wild ghosts rolled and played comfortably. The murmur of the mountain god made a strange tune, and he was surrounded by children, dragging a huge body, sitting in the grass and weaving a wreath of rattan.

Sweet potato flicked his tail, jumped off the vine, circled Cangji, and said, "Why are you still alive, you have slept for many days."

Cang Ji said, "How long?"

Sweet Potato was sitting in the grass, his ears were shaking, and he said, "The Grain Rain has passed, and it's the beginning of summer."

Cang Jixu took new clothes and covered his body. He didn't care about the timing at all, but instead asked, "What about those two immortals?"

"Let's go together." Sweet potato said, "The one who was born beautiful said that mother has lived here from now on, but she can't live in vain anymore. What department should she report to, and act according to the rules."

Dongjun is so good at sending it off

Cang Ji asked again, "Where did Gu Shen go?"

The sweet potato rolled to the ground, the fur rubbed against the grass, raised his claws and said, "Let's go." He tilted his head, "He said he found his mother, but he left crying... Where are you going?"

Cang Ji carried Jing Lin on his back, jumped straight across the mountains, stepped on the branches and ran out.

He said why he suddenly dreamed of Jing Lin's past, the bell was used to delay time, and when he woke up, the guy ran away again!

Cang Ji was unwilling, but when he was lingering, he found that his body seemed to be lighter, not only that, but also became more sensitive. When he passed by the large sea of flowers, he even had the urge to dive in and swim. Cang Ji slammed to the ground, the wind swayed around him, and countless broken flowers were shaken and scattered.

Cang Ji was walking down the forest road, with flowers under his feet. Before he could walk two steps, he felt the arms around his neck tighten slightly, and knew that the man on his back was awake.

"I smell Gushen's breath still here." Cang Ji said, "Can you still detect the copper bell?"

The tip of Jinglin's nose moved slightly, and he was hit by the petals, and he couldn't help sneezing. He buried his head on Cang Ji's back and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "No."

Even though Jing Lin buried his head, he still felt that the petals were everywhere. He sneezed one after another, and then he felt his head sink and put on a shirt.

Jing Lin's eyes were half-open, the sunlight was mottled, and he shook from the flower branches on his shirt, and the residual heat was stacked on his cheeks. He leaned on Cang Ji's back and said suddenly, "You've grown bigger."

"If you're full, you will naturally be the president." Cang Ji remembered the size of the young Jinglin and said, "A lot taller than you."

"Although the cultivation base has been completed, there is no way to use it." Jing Lin said.

"It's better to find a master." Cang Ji shook him up and said, "Now that even Dongjun has met, ordinary people really can't be my master."

Jing Lin said: "When will you meet ordinary people?"

"That's true." Cang Ji said again, "Bronze Bell ran away again, where should I look next time?"

"I don't know." Jing Lin sighed slightly. "Let's go... and see Gu Shen."

Although Gu Shen went down the mountain, he did not leave. He built a humble courtyard at the foot of the mountain and lived here. Every night, you can watch from the fence in the courtyard and see the mountain god patrolling the mountain at night.

When Cang Ji saw the bamboo fence and thatched cottage, he felt familiar. Jinglin knocked on the door, and Gu Shen answered the door. When he saw the two of them, he was surprised.

Jing Lin said: "Farewell soon, ask for a bowl of water to drink."

Gu Shen led the two of them to the courtyard and sat around a table under the newly supported tree. Gu Shen poured rough tea and said "please".

"Where do you two want to go?" Gu Shen said, "Seeing that the gods were angry that day, I'm afraid that they will be very jealous of you two."

"There is no place to go yet." Jing Lin drank the tea slowly and said, "Is the adult going to live here for a long time?"

Gu Shen said, "I came here looking for my home, but now I can't walk anymore."

"I heard that your Dao Niang has found it." Cang Ji casually dipped into the mountains, "Is that the one?"

"Yes or not." Gu Shensheng's calloused palms rubbed his cheeks slightly, and said, "I didn't know who he was, but that night Sweet Potato asked me a question, which made me understand."

"A word?"

Gu Shen said: "He asked me, 'Who is Chuanzi, and why does my mother always recite this name'. My mother came here from thousands of miles away, afraid that she thought I was imprisoned, so she tried every means to get in and save me. But once she entered the city, she couldn't get out again. She cried blindly, and worried that my father would stay at home alone. After a long time, it's gone..." He said sternly, "I don't remember much. Many people died in this city. People, grievances are buried with the mountains, and the grass and trees weep, so they have to be turned into mountain gods. The mountain gods cover the city and bury people. Although they have no sanity, they still have thousands of loving mothers. He wanders the mountains every night, looking for lost children. . Although I chased here, it has changed. What she is looking for is Zhi'er Chuanzi, not Gu Shen today."

"Then you decide to stay here?" Cang Ji said, "You know that she has merged with the mountain god and lived for a thousand years. She will stay here forever in the days to come, looking for a person named 'Chuanzi' day and night. You should enter Huangquan after only a few decades. When you pass Lijin, you must throw yourself into reincarnation and forget this life, but she will still be here. The moment your mother and son are separated, you are destined to never see each other. You are here. It doesn't help either."

Gu Shen supported the tree and looked up, he said, "Even if I don't recognize her, even if it's been decades, I want to stay with her."

Cang Ji drank the rough tea and said, "I really don't understand people."

Gu Shen said: "If you want to be an adult, you must understand the suffering. Because people are born with eight sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, separation of love, reunion of resentment and hatred. You are concerned about death, and you are entangled in parting, but love is born. It can be seen that these eight sufferings can be clearly distinguished and unclear. If you ask me to persuade you, you will not be an adult, and you will always be a monster. "

"I didn't want to be an adult. Since there's no fun in being a human being, it's better to be a fish forever. I see you indulging in it. You don't care about your deep feelings, but you just find it scary." Jinglin said, "People are both selfish and lustful, but also sinking in the sea of love. They can be inferior to pigs and dogs, and they can sacrifice themselves for righteousness. Although they are all human, they are different."

"People are different, so they are different." Gu Shen finally poured tea for the two of them and said, "Today, I will use tea instead of wine, and wish you two a smooth journey and get what you want."

After drinking the tea, the three of them have to part.

Jinglin and Cang Ji went out, and Gu Shen stood in front of the door. He waited for the two of them to be some distance away, and suddenly said: "I know that parting is easy in the world, but now I want to ask God, me and my mother, me and my father, me and these thousands of lost families and lost children. What kind of wrong people have done in this life and this life, to suffer such a parting pain."

The white hair on the man's temples has been spawned, he asked in a daze, tears already flowing first.

"We are all ordinary people, neither harming the heavens nor harming people's lives. Why let us suffer like this. Although people's hearts are different, they have flesh and blood. It's a matter." Gu Shen supported the door frame, his fingertips clasped tightly, he said, "I searched for a lifetime, but I still landed on the word 'leave'. A tree is better than the separation of flesh and blood, the separation of close relatives."

Jing Lin looked back and saw that Gu Shen's figure was gradually hunched. He stood there for a long time, but never said a word. Cang Ji turned his head to look at him, and finally heard what he said.

"… Born like this."

The flower wind in the mountains filled Jing Lin's robes, and his hair fluttered for a moment, and his side looked slightly startled. In an instant, Cang Ji seemed to see his youthful appearance again. But when Cang Ji looked again, he found that he had moved on.

"Where are you going?" Cang Ji chased after him one step at a time, blowing the petals at the tip of Jing Lin's ear. Jinglin turned his eyes and covered his ears. Cang Ji had noticed it. He laughed and said, "Will it still be red after blowing it? Why not?"

Jinglin said: "There is no red."

"Put down your fingertips and let me take a look." Cang Ji put his arms behind his back and said, "It's strange, why are you so small again."

Jinglin is now a short Cangji, and he immediately sees thinness when he walks aside. He has not changed much from when he was young, but his eyebrows and eyes are slightly opened, and his youthfulness has flattened.

Cang Ji held Jing Lin's shoulder and said, "I don't know why." He lowered his eyes in Jing Lin's hair, "I actually think this height is the most suitable, you always felt that something was wrong when you looked at it in the past, but now you look at it this way, Fang feels Exactly, as it should be."

Jing Lin was helped so that his figure was slightly crooked, his foot was wrong, and he stepped on Cang Ji. The stone suddenly fell out of his sleeve and hit Cang Ji's ankle, waving his arm to signal him to walk normally. Cang Ji walked around, ready to kick it and roll over. Unexpectedly, the placket was tight and was pulled open by Jing Lin. The stone climbed up along his legs and beat Cang Ji's chest violently.

Cang Ji felt no pain, only itching. He raised his hand to pick up the stone and said to Jing Lin, "This kid is not reliable at all, but when he is in danger, he will hide his head and hide. He will only bully me. What do I keep? I lost it."

The stone's limbs quickly hugged Cang Ji's arm, Cang Ji flung his hand to throw it, and suddenly heard it and Jing Lin say in unison: "No!"

Cang Ji slammed into the back of Shi Shi's neck and dangled it in front of him: "You can speak!"

Stone covered his mouth and shook his head, kicking back and forth.

Cang Ji sneered: "Have been fooling me for so long."

Before Shi Shi denied it, he was carried upside down by Cang Ji. It poked its hands in the air, dazed by the shaking. Cang Ji was about to speak, when he felt a "bang" behind him, and Jing Lin was hitting his back as if he was dazed.

But he was so distracted by this collision that he blurted out: "Your voice." He said suspiciously, "How is it like Jinglin."