Song Jianing had a door bolt in the inner room of the palace, but she and Zhao Heng rarely dropped the bolt. Because there was no order from the masters, the maids did not dare to enter without authorization, so they kept the door, but it was convenient for the maids to come in and serve at night. When she arrived in Shu, Song Jianing needed a bolt to rest her mind, but on the first day she stayed in Guo Xiao's mansion, she found that the inner room here only had two delicately carved hollow door panels without bolts.
Whether Guo Xiao was intentional or not, Song Jianing was not sure, but she was afraid that she had to move a chair to the door every night. At least someone wanted to sneak over in the middle of the night, and she could hear the sound.
It was Pearl who was watching the night tonight, and Guo Xiao called the door. Pearl didn't even think about asking Song Jianing for instructions, so she just opened the door of the main room. Therefore, Guo Xiao had no obstacles, and if he wanted to, he could just push the door and enter. But Guo Xiao didn't. He stopped outside the inner room door. Guo Xiao was silent for a moment in the dark before raising his hand and knocking on the door.
His hand seemed to be hitting her heart. Song Jianing tried his best to hide his panic, pretending to be sleepy and asking, "Pearl?"
"I, I will send troops to Jianmen tomorrow morning, I have something to tell you." Guo Xiao calmly said.
Send troops to the sword gate
Song Jianing was suspicious. According to what Guo Xiao said before, after Li Shun became emperor, he did not intend to continue to capture cities outside Shu, but now he actually sent Guo Xiao to Jianmen. Is it because the rebels wanted to expand their territory, or the imperial court sent troops to suppress it? ? Thinking of this, Song Jianing's heartbeat suddenly accelerated. If the lamp shop peddler kindly helped her deliver the letter, the lord should have known that she was in Shu, that is to say, the lord might have come to suppress the rebels in person
For the first time, Song Jianing couldn't wait to see Guo Xiao and wanted to confirm the whereabouts of the prince, but when he looked up, he saw the darkness in the room, only the dim moonlight illuminating the outlines of the screens and cabinets, Song Jianing began to be afraid again. If the prince really came, Guo Xiao was stimulated, and in a rage, he wanted to take her first...
Song Jianing trembled uncontrollably when his eyes fell to the door.
"An'an, open the door." Guo Xiao urged in a low voice, his broad palm was already attached to the door, and he could push it open with a little force.
Song Jianing smiled bitterly, what if she was afraid, Guo Xiao wanted to come in, but she couldn't stop him.
"Sir, wait a moment." Song Jianing raised her voice and deliberately made a move to get out of bed and change clothes. Taking the opportunity to tiptoe to the door, she first sneaked away the chair, and then added the sound of footsteps, and walked towards the door. She wanted to persuade Guo Xiao to speak in the main room, but before Song Jianing walked over, the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and Guo Xiao came in.
Song Jianing shivered with fright and instinctively retreated. She tried to calm down, but Guo Xiao closed the door with a backhand and said in a hoarse voice, "Light the lamp."
His action of closing the door had already hinted at his intention, Song Jianing's heart was extremely cold, but after despair, Song Jianing suddenly stopped shaking. Since she was robbed by Guo Xiao on the second day of the first lunar month, and at this moment, she has been afraid for more than three months and has been defending for more than three months.
No more futile excuses to lure him out, Song Jianing turned around, groped for the fire book, and lit the lamp on the desk by the window. When the light was on, she didn't look at Guo Xiao, she sat directly on the side of the desk, her hands folded on her lap, and her right hand underneath sneaked out the scissors in her left sleeve. At this moment, Song Jianing was unexpectedly calm, quietly watching the dancing candlelight in front of him, in his mind was Brother You'er's white and chubby face, Zhao Zhao in a pink dress, and...
The prince's figure appeared, Song Jianing's vision blurred, and the candle flames seemed to be double or triple.
Guo Xiao saw the color in her eyes, the night was quiet, she sat there motionless, her long black hair fell softly, slightly messy. The dim candlelight softened her pale face. He knew that she was afraid and despaired, but under the light, she was really beautiful, like a piece of warm jade, with tears in her almond eyes, beautiful and fragile, as if touched just broken.
"An An, the imperial court sends troops to Shu, he is the commander in chief." Sitting across from her, Guo Xiao looked at her and said.
Song Jianing closed her eyes and tears rolled down. The lord could see the small words she hid in the sachet, and she was content. The lord did not despise her being kidnapped, and was willing to rescue her in person. She was also content. But deep down, Song Jianing still wanted to live, to live to see the prince and her children.
Lifting his head, Song Jianing held back the remaining tears and said to the window: "If you want people to not know, unless you do nothing, you must have exposed something in the capital, and the lord has already found it. Brother, let's be brothers and sisters, I really I don't want you to have an accident. Before the prince has entered Chengdu, you should go quickly and go to a place where no one recognizes you. If the prince can't catch you, I will not confess you, so the prince will not be able to anger the government, otherwise …”
"He can't catch me." Guo Xiao interrupted her, his voice still calm, and then under Song Jianing's shocked gaze, Guo Xiao smiled and laughed decisively: "In the battle of Jianmenguan, who will win and who will lose is unknown. Even if he wins, I will self-destruct before he catches me, and I will die without proof. How does he manage the crime of the government? What's more, the government is your mother's family, and it's Brother You, Zhaozhao's mother, he won't move unless he hates your children."
Song Jianing lowered his eyes, his heart was numb, one side was the prince, and the other was his step-parent and younger brother.
"I'm leaving tomorrow morning, can you tell me something?" Guo Xiao suddenly got up and walked towards her slowly.
Song Jianing suddenly forgot about the rest, suddenly left the seat, grabbed the scissors tightly against his neck, and threatened Guo Xiao desperately in the dark: "Don't come over, take one step closer, and I'll die right in front of you!"
Guo Xiao didn't believe it, his eyes were fixed on her, and he raised his right foot seemingly indifferently.
When Song Jianing saw it, he gritted his teeth and squeezed his hand. The tip of the scissors immediately pierced his neck, and blood beads gushed out.
Guo Xiao's pupils shrank, and he shouted angrily, "You dare!"
Song Jianing burst into tears: "You don't want me to live, why don't I dare to die?"
Guo Xiao pursed his lips and stared at her for a while, Guo Xiao smiled suddenly, shook his head, took two steps back, looked at her again and said, "I once thought that as long as I was nice to you, you would follow me sooner or later. , I didn't expect you to be willing to die for him, he would rather delay the eye treatment for you and come to save you first, as expected, the husband and wife are deeply in love."
"What did you say?" Song Jianing's face changed greatly, and he looked at Guo Xiao in horror, not afraid of death, but he shuddered when he heard that the prince's eyes were injured.
Guo Xiao sneered, sat on the chair that Song Jianing had just now, and said coldly, "In the first month of the month, he fought fiercely with the Liao army, and was shot in the right eye by the Liao general Yeluxiong who shot through my chest. Side. If he was honestly treated in the capital, he would probably only lose one right eye, but he travels thousands of miles, I'm afraid... "
Lord, is your right eye crippled
Song Jianing froze on the spot in distress, looking at Guo Xiao, but couldn't see him. His mind was full of the prince. It was the pained appearance of the prince after being injured. Song Jianing didn't respond. When she realized what happened later, it was too late to react. The scissors were taken away by Guo Xiao and threw to the ground. The next moment, she was carried by Guo Xiao!
"Guo Xiao!" Song Jianing struggled desperately, but Guo Xiao didn't care, he rushed to the bed with a few strides and threw him down.
He was too strong, Song Jianing fell on the bed and her back hurt, but she couldn't care, she got up in a hurry with her head still dizzy, how could Guo Xiao give her a chance to escape? She raised her hands to the top of her head, pulled her clothes rudely with the other, and tried to kiss her lips.
It was like a nightmare reappearing, scenes from the previous life reappeared in front of her eyes. Song Jianing knew how powerful Guo Xiao was. She didn't want to fight. She only bit her tongue while Guo Xiao was biting her neck like a wolf. She didn't resist, Guo Xiao immediately realized that something was wrong, looked up and saw that she actually intended to bite her tongue to commit suicide, Guo Xiao was shocked, and immediately grabbed her chin, forcing her to let go.
The candlelight in the distance shone through the screen, Song Jianing saw Guo Xiao's red eyes, and Guo Xiao also saw the blood spilling from the corner of her mouth. She wouldn't give it to him even if she died, and she wouldn't accept his heart even if she died, so what was his forbearance for the first three months? The originally heavy breathing became heavier, like a wolf that was on the verge of starvation before jumping on its prey. Looking at the blood that stained her cheeks, Guo Xiao went mad, so mad that he forgot all tenderness and pity, and there was only a man's desire for a woman. !
"Bite, I'll see how you bite!" With one hand pinching her chin, Guo Xiao knelt on top of her, while the other ripped open her clothes, grabbed pieces and stuffed them into her mouth. Song Jianing was horrified and desperate, she didn't want to be bullied by him in her life, and she should not be invaded by him again in her death! Guo Xiao was crazy, and she was crazy, grabbing him desperately with both hands, trying to break his hand that was holding her chin. The woman who was begging for death was also surprisingly strong, her fingernails caught on the back of Guo Xiao's hand, drenched in blood.
Guo Xiao is not afraid, even if she grabs his hand, he will fix her. Blocking Song Jianing again, Guo Xiao continued to stuff the cloth into her mouth!
"Guo Xiao!" In the pitch-dark night, Song Jianing tried all his strength, and his voice was hoarse!
Guo Xiao was startled, because she had never been so loud before. From the first day she set foot in the palace, she had always been timid and weak. Although she was changed by her grandmother, she was also quiet and well-behaved. Arguing with people with a red face, she is naturally weak and easy to bully.
"Guo Xiao, do you really want me to die? Is it possible that I can escape you only if I die..." Being pressed down by him, Song Jianing forgot that Zhao Heng forgot his children, she was not the fourth girl of the Duke's Mansion, Not Princess Shou, at this moment, she is just Song Jianing, just Song Jianing who has been entangled with Guo Xiao for two lifetimes. Tears surged, Song Jianing couldn't see Guo Xiao clearly, but she knew that it was him. When she died in the last life, Guo Xiao was not there. She had no chance to let Guo Xiao know her heart for him. Now, she is going to die again. He later committed suicide, and she wanted Guo Xiao to know.
"Guo Xiao, I don't hate you, it's not you, I'll fall into the hands of others, not your father, my mother and I will both die, I owe you, I admit it, I really don't hate it, I just ask for the next life , don't let me meet you again..."
When a person dies, what is the use of hatred? Song Jianing didn't want to hate her. So far, she just hoped that the hardships she had suffered in this life could accumulate into the next life's blessings. If she had a fate in the next life, she would marry Zhao Heng as his wife, whether he was a prince or a commoner, as long as it was Zhao Heng. , As long as she doesn't meet Guo Xiao again, she has nothing else to ask for.
After finishing speaking, Song Jianing closed her eyes, except for her face full of tears and messy hair, her expression was peaceful, no resentment, no hatred and no fear.
However, Guo Xiao couldn't do it any more, the madness in his eyes subsided at no time, only the soul was lost.
She doesn't want him, not in this life, nor in the next life. He separated her and her children, and he wanted to take her body by force. She said she didn't hate him, and only hoped to never see her again in the next life.
"Why?" Guo Xiao was bitter, lowered his head slowly, and rubbed his side against her wet face, "I was not good enough for you when I was a child?"
Before he could finish speaking, there were two warm faces that rolled to her ear sockets.
Song Jianing suddenly thought of his childhood. She likes to eat yam cakes in the palace, and when she returns to the palace, Guo Xiao accompanied Sister Tingfang to see her with a box of yam cakes. Fireworks were set off on New Year's Eve. She smiled and stepped back, bumping into someone's chest. When she turned around, she saw his eyes reflecting the fireworks. The brothers and sisters were playing together, she accidentally bumped the tip of her nose, Guo Xiao rushed over and put his hands on her shoulders gently, but people scolded her coldly.
okay? Is it not good
It's no use, Song Jianing closed his eyes and said softly, "Brother, let me go, I want to go home."
As early as the reunion in this life, he was destined to be her eldest brother.