When a widow remarries, what worries her husband the most is the affair between her and her ex-husband.
Lin was forced to remarry. She didn't want Guo Boyan's heart, and even felt that Guo Boyan only wanted to marry her for her beauty, and maybe he would treat her as lowly as a singer. Before she got married, she was ready, ready to bear Guo Boyan's humiliation, but she was fully prepared. Guo Boyan never bullied her except for being greedy for that kind of thing.
Just when she slowly let down her guard and felt that the two of them could really be a respectful couple, he mentioned her ex-husband.
She was under him, and the two of them were in such a posture, but he asked her to think of her ex-husband.
Lin Shi's eyes were wet, and the past events that he had deliberately hidden in his heart filled the air like water. When she was pregnant with her daughter, her ex-husband was considerate everywhere. In that small courtyard in the south of the Yangtze River with white walls and grey tiles, their shadows were everywhere. He supported her arm and walked slowly. When he was sound asleep, he also had an unbearable longing, but for fear of hurting the child, the most he could kiss was a man as handsome as green bamboo, who didn't care about desire.
She didn't want to recall, it would be sad and guilty, but Guo Boyan had to remind her.
Lin Shi burst into tears, biting his lips and holding back.
"Speak." Guo Boyan asked coldly.
Lin Shi took a deep breath and tried to calmly say: "No, he..."
The man snorted and interrupted her: "It seems that the prince of this country is more in line with you than him, and can make you more virtuous."
Lin Shi didn't understand what he was satirizing with yin and yang, and her heart was surging, and she didn't have the heart to speculate. She was stiff, and the hand slowly stroked her face, wiping away all the tears. His movements can be described as gentle, but Lin Shi was trembling with fear. Sure enough, the next moment he heard him ask, "You miss him?"
Lin wanted to deny it, but she couldn't think of a convincing excuse.
The man let out a cold snort again, and suddenly jumped out of bed, he didn't wear his outer robe, only his middle jacket and walked away.
Lin shi lay blankly, her tears slowly stopped, and her mood calmed down. She misses her deceased husband and weeps. It is human nature for Guo Boyan to be angry, but if Guo Boyan hadn't mentioned his deceased husband first, how could she have thought? In the final analysis, it was Guo Boyan who got angry first, why did he get angry
Lin shi carefully recalled that tonight, she only did two things, one was to refuse to serve him, and the other was to propose to arrange a room pass. Could it be that Guo Boyan was angry because she refused to play with him while pregnant with her child? Does he think that if she didn't arrange a room for her ex-husband, it means that she is willing to give her a child to her ex-husband
Lin Shi suddenly wanted to laugh, Guo Boyan probably wouldn't believe it, some men would rather abstain from sex all year round for the well-being of their wives and children.
Linyuntang front yard.
Because Guo Boyan has been sleeping in the backyard since his wedding, the two maids Chunbi and Xingyu usually go back to the next room to rest after dark. When the movement was heard, he immediately got up and quickly went to the room to serve. However, just after he arrived at the door of the main room, a loud shout came from inside: "Get out!"
The two daughters shivered together, and immediately did not dare to go inside, but they couldn't really get out of the way. They stood tremblingly in the yard, waiting for dispatch at any time.
In the inner room, Guo Boyan did not light the lamp, sitting alone on the bed, one hand clenched into a fist, the other hand spread out, there were still her cool tears on it, which were the tears she shed for another man. The short-lived ghost surnamed Song, Guo Boyan sent someone to investigate, he is a handsome scholar, he has not been admitted to the jinshi, how can he compare to him? It made Lin miss so much that he cried when he mentioned it
The more he thought about it, the more angry he became. Guo Boyan slammed his fist on the bed, and with a thud, the two girls in the courtyard shuddered.
In the dead of night, until the third watch, the master inside was not summoned.
Chun Bi and Xing Yu couldn't stand anymore, they discussed a few words in a low voice, and went back to the lower room together, but no one dared to sleep. Didn't the madam offend the grandfather of the country?"
"Certainly, otherwise, where would such a fire come from."
"It's strange, the grandfather of the country is so fond of her, and he has been guarding her since she was pregnant. How can you be willing to get angry?"
"I don't know, be careful tomorrow." Chun Bi yawned, not wanting to say anything, she closed her eyes and took a nap.
Xingyu was not sleepy, and looked out of the window in a trance. Lin was pregnant with the child for more than two months, which means that the father of the country has been vegetarian for more than two months. Lin is anxious to gain a firm foothold in the residence of the father, and he absolutely dare not take risks with the flesh and blood in his belly. Is it the father of the country? Get angry because you are not satisfied
Xingyu's heartbeat suddenly quickened, perhaps, her chance to be favored again has come.
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It's March, the weather is warm, and Song Jianing is not as difficult to get up as in winter. After grooming in the morning, she went to greet her mother. As soon as she stepped into the Huanyue Residence, she happened to see Qiuyue bringing tea from the kitchen, and their eyes met. Qiuyue changed her face slightly, and then smiled at her: "Four girls are here."
Song Jianing sensed something was wrong and stepped into the hall in confusion.
Lin Shi was sitting on the main seat, wearing a light purple robe, with a fair and peaceful face. When she saw her daughter, she smiled softly and looked as usual. Song Jianing looked at Qiuyue and Caiwei again, and it seemed no different.
Guo Boyan had already entered the palace, and the mother and wife had breakfast alone. After the meal, Song Jianing sat with her mother for a while, and then led the maid to class. The state government hired four female masters for their girls, one to teach, one to teach female Hong, one to teach musical instruments, and one to teach dance. Song Jianing never learned the same thing in her last life. In this life, she started late and spent more time than her sisters. She had a very busy life.
After studying for a day, Song Jianing went back to his room to change his clothes, and then went to Huanyueju to find his mother.
Before Guo Boyan came back, Lin asked her daughter's homework in a soft voice.
The reason that Song Jianing learned the dongxiao is that it looks simpler than the qin and zheng. Of course, it is not easy to learn it until he learns it, and his cheeks are often sour. The dance practice is even more tiring. The noble girls learn to dance mainly to develop a slender figure. The three sisters are a match and a graceful one. They dance like fairies descend to the world. Song Jianing looks envious. Her legs were sore, if it wasn't for the lady's strict order forbidding her to be lazy, Song Jianing really didn't want to learn.
In short, when my mother asked, she said one word: "I'm so tired."
Her daughter was miserable, but Lin Shi could see a little change in her daughter every day. She walked more and more dignifiedly, and she no longer bowed her head when talking to others. Looking at her carefree daughter, Lin Shi felt more and more that she wanted to be a good wife, and only when she and Guo Boyan were in harmony could her daughter feel at ease as the fourth girl of the Guo family.
Therefore, Lin Shi made up his mind, Guo Boyan came back in a while, and she had to surrender first.
However, Guo Boyan didn't return tonight, and he didn't let anyone deliver the letter. Lin Shi reluctantly said to his daughter: "Most of the palace is delayed, let's eat first."
Guo Boyan was a busy person, Song Jianing had no doubts. After eating, he went for a walk with his mother and went back to his yard.
Sending off her daughter, the lightness on Lin's face disappeared, because she didn't know when Guo Boyan would come back, so she simply waited in the hall in the front yard. As night fell, and it was almost a watch, the man finally came back. Lin Shi uneasily greeted the door of the main room. He had prepared some words, but when he met Guo Boyan's stern face, he suddenly couldn't say a word.
When Guo Boyan saw her beautiful face, he remembered the tears he touched last night, his eyes became more gloomy, and he asked coldly, "Is something wrong?"
His face was full of dislikes, and Lin Shi forced a smile: "Has your grandfather eaten? The kitchen has warm porridge for you."
Guo Boyan lowered his eyes: "After eating, it's not early, you can go back to your room."
After saying that, he walked inside.
Lin shi stood at the door, listening to the footsteps behind her, she suddenly realized that when Guo Boyan wanted to be nice to her, she was a serious lady of the country, and he could discuss matters with him, and he would listen carefully. When Guo Boyan didn't want to pay attention to her, she was actually the widow without any support, and he didn't even want to say a word to her.
Maybe he's tired of her, and if that's the case, it's useless for her to say anything.
Lin Shi was not sad, but felt at a loss. How should we go in the future
After all, Mrs. Lin is not a singer. She can't be a slave to Guo Boyan. After a night of contemplation, Mrs. Lin decided to keep quiet to see what kind of attitude Guo Boyan has. If Guo Boyan is only angry for a while, then when Guo Boyan comes to her again and takes the initiative to look for her beauty, she will greet her with a smile. If Guo Boyan is completely bored, she has nothing to do, how he arranges, and how she picks it up.
After I figured it out, Mrs. Lin stopped waiting for Guo Boyan deliberately. In the morning, Guo Boyan got up early in the morning, and the two had no chance to meet each other. In the evening, when Guo Boyan returned late, she didn't stand guard in the front yard, but only kept the lights in the backyard. If Guo Boyan didn't come. , When the lights in the front yard go dark, she orders people to turn off the lights to sleep again, leaving no clue.
For three consecutive days, Song Jianing was the first to be suspicious. During dinner, he asked his mother in a low voice, "Mother, what has father been up to lately?"
Lin Shi just found an excuse to fool the past.
Song Jianing was easy to pass up. After all, her mother didn't want to tell her, so she couldn't force her to ask. Mrs. Tai was worried when she learned that her son had returned late for many days. When Guo Boyan returned to the house that night, the steward whispered: "Master Guo, Mrs. Tai, please come over."
Guo Boyan guessed what was going on, but he had to go.
"Are you angry with An Anniang?" Mrs. Tai guessed seven or eight points when she saw her son's stinky face.
Guo Boyan did not deny it, but said, "You don't have to worry about our affairs, my son knows it."
Mrs. Tai didn't like listening to it anymore, so she put down the tea bowl and said, "I know both of your temperaments, An Anniang must be right, otherwise she would have been anxious. She is right, the problem must be with you, Boyan, you are fast Forty, why are you still acting like a hairy boy? People are pregnant with your seed. You have left her in the cold for so long, and you don't feel sorry for the adults, and don't think about the small ones? What if there is something wrong... "
Guo Boyan sneered: "She eats and sleeps well, what can happen? In short, don't interfere this time, and you don't have to look for her. I have my own measure."
Mrs. Tai had nothing to do, and waved her hands to expel people.
Guo Boyan strode back to Linyuntang. He didn't see anyone in the front yard. He stepped into the main room with a sullen face. Tonight, Xingyu watched the night. He brought the copper basin in without haste, respectfully placed it in front of Guo Boyan, then squatted down and waited for Guo Boyan to take off his boots.
Guo Boyan closed his eyes and pursed his thin lips.
Xingyu glanced at her secretly, her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, she looked at her chest, recalling the favor of her grandfather, Xingyu's eyes gradually became firm, and when helping the man to roll up his trousers, the little finger of his right hand accidentally touched the man. Hard sturdy calves, scraped from ankle to calf.
Like an ant crawling up, it brought a wave of strange itching.
Guo Boyan slowly opened his eyes, looked down, saw Xingyu's blushing profile, and saw her fair neck, the neckline under the neck was loose, revealing a piece of snow-white skin. Guo Boyan stared faintly, but another figure appeared in his mind. She lay shyly on the bed, without touching her, just looking at it made his blood boil.
But now, he can't even see or touch! Those who should hook him don't come, but those who shouldn't be bold!
Anger surged, Guo Boyan kicked out with the person and the basin!