Xiao Yanchen is very good at observing words and expressions. He noticed that Chu Muyun was unhappy, and hurriedly said: "I understand, I understand."
But after saying this, he admitted that he was lying.
After all, he is a child, facing the people he cares about, he is full of flaws in such an eager mood.
Chu Muyun gave him a lot of homework and turned around to leave.
Xiaoyan shouted in a trembling voice, "You...can..."
"No." Chu Muyun turned to look at him with a cold expression, "You don't need anyone, what you need to do is to strengthen yourself."
Xiao Yan was not reconciled, he said anxiously: "I will do it well, I will become stronger, you... Can you stay for a while, just for a while... "
Such a humble desire reveals all the pitiful thoughts of a child. He missed him, wanted to see him, was pleasantly surprised because he appeared, lost because he left, craved the only warmth, and fantasized about being able to have it, even if it was a minute and a second.
Chu Muyun turned to look at him, the indifference between his brows was like ten thousand years of ice and snow on the Cold Mountain, he was not shaken by this plea, and even said such a cruel sentence: "Don't let me down."
Xiao Yanshen stood still, her pale lips pursed tightly, her purple eyes were full of unease, and in the deepest and deepest place, an almost invisible darkness rose.
Chu Muyun left, the little guy stood for a long time in despair, and then slowly walked back, returning to the world where it was only him, learning boring things, waiting quietly... Waiting for his return.
In fact, Chu Muyun didn't go anywhere, he was still guarding Xiao Yanshen, not far from him, in the void, watching him quietly.
It's just that he refuses to show his face, refuses to let him notice, refuses to let him find out.
Why do this
Chu Muyun was trying to change the way—since he couldn't be with him, he should be cruel and grow up alone.
But in the end there were still some surprises.
Xiaoyan Shen is stubborn, in order to complete his homework as soon as possible, in order to see him earlier, he studied things too hard, day and night, and actually hurt his body.
In fact, this is ridiculous, but at the same time, it is very distressing. How can such an immortal body get sick
Chu Muyun finally appeared and took him back to recuperate.
Xiao Yanshen was very happy, even though he was tortured by illness, his little face was flushed, and the excitement could not be hidden.
Chu Muyun knew that he was afraid of the cold, so he deliberately took him to a place where frost and snow would not melt for ten thousand years.
This is not Chu Muyun's residence, but apparently Xiao Yanchen thought it was his home.
He was extremely happy to be able to come to the place where Chu Muyun lived, even if it was ice and snow.
Chu Muyun was still soft-hearted, and kept him here for a few months, personally teaching him his homework during the day, and treating his body at night. The two of them actually lived very comfortably by being with them day and night.
The mountain was full of snow, and the color of the hollow was something Chu Muyun didn't like.
But one day, Yan Chen actually picked a plum tree, and the bright red color lit up the blank world, making the frost and snow less cold.
Chu Muyun was stunned for a moment, and a rare smile appeared. It was very light and shallow, but it instantly grabbed Yan Chen's heart and made him completely forget everything.
"It's beautiful." Chu Muyun said softly.
Because of his words, there are thousands of plum blossoms blooming on this lonely cold mountain. The red is gorgeous and the red is dazzling. In a trance, it seems to see blood.
- It is Yan Shen's hard work.
It was the pure stubborn but fiery passion of a young man.
Chu Muyun suddenly returned to his senses, and only then did he realize that he was going to repeat the same mistakes.
He left silently, leaving behind the bewildered young Yan Chen who was guarding the sky full of red plums.
Does he not like it? Does he hate it
But at that time, he still smiled and said that he was beautiful, he should like it... After all, he had never seen him smile, it was the first time he saw it, it was really... beautiful.
He thought that if he made this mountain full of red plums, he would be happier, would laugh again, would stay by his side...
But…
Yan Chen stood there dumbfounded, and suddenly understood.
After all, he didn't like him, he hated him, he... didn't want him.
Countless years have passed, children have grown into teenagers, teenagers have become youths, and men who have grown stronger have finally obtained the gods in their hearts.
But... I still can't touch the heart hidden in my chest.
He imprisoned him in this icy world, he possessed him, violated him, and vented his uncontrollable anger and resentment, but what he got was just a body, a heartless, ice sculpture-like man.
Chu Muyun was very disappointed, and he couldn't tell who he was disappointed with.
To him, to himself, and to this sad fate that cannot be escaped no matter what.
An endless loop with no end in sight.
When Chu Muyun woke up, his back was already cold, his clothes were soaked with sweat, and the sticky feeling made him uncomfortable.
Yan Chen also woke up. He leaned against the head of the bed and looked at him with a complicated expression.
Chu Muyun raised his head, and the moment he looked at him, it seemed that he had penetrated time and space and saw the frail and fragile child.
Such helplessness, such despair, such insecurity.
Chu Muyun opened his mouth, but said nothing.
Yan Chen said, "I've seen everything you've done."
Chu Muyun was slightly startled.
Yan Chen closed his eyes and said, "Dark Night is a beast 'god', he is a complete soul body."
Chu Muyun suddenly caught the hint in those words.
Yan Chen continued: "Four thousand years ago, at the beginning of the battle of breaking the wall, you used the boundary wall to seriously injure Dark Night."
Chu Muyun completely understood.
At that time, Dark Night was injured, his wings were broken, and black feathers fell all over the human world.
At that time, Chu Muyun even teased Baby Zero and said that these feathers were for him to play with.
But I didn't think it was a bad thing at that time.
The dark night is a soul, and there is no real body at all. The so-called black feather is a trace of its wandering soul. He took it and carried it on his body, but it was attached to his soul under the long-term nourishment.
The beast god is also a god, and the omniscience of the god is reflected in the control of the soul.
Dark night was not enlightened, but he was able to remember everything. He followed Chu Muyun and became another 'Zero', how could he not know what he did
Yan Chen leaned against the head of the bed and said slowly, "I know you need a 'marriage proposal'."
Chu Muyun didn't say a word, he knew that Yan Chen's words were not finished.
Yan Chen smiled: "I don't want you to die, so I will satisfy you, but... there is a condition."
Chu Muyun looked at him without blinking: "What conditions?"
Yan Chen's eyes drooped slightly, and it was difficult to see his emotions under the cover of his long eyelashes.
"Half a month later, at the plum viewing banquet, propose to me in front of them."