Until now, Chu Muyun had probably remembered everything.
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God's selfless love is eternal.
Chu Muyun was born in chaos, and what he did in the afterlife was to create this world, every grass and tree, every mountain and stone, rivers and seas, and even the arrival of life.
He carefully sketched out a magnificent world, guiding them to thrive, enriching everything, and making the air cold and loneliness lively.
But Chu Muyun was trapped in one world from beginning to end, where there was only a void, and no matter what he brought in, it would disappear forever. That was the realm of the gods, and apart from Chu Muyun, nothing else could be left behind.
Chu Muyun described a whole beautiful and noisy world there, but he could only watch it, he couldn't hear, touch or feel it.
If he had never seen the liveliness, Chu Muyun probably wouldn't feel lonely.
But now he created the beauty in his heart with his own hands, and once again faced this void, the loneliness that had been suppressed for thousands of years covered his mouth and nose like a tide, leaving only the unbearable suffocation.
Chu Muyun wanted to go down and have a look, but he couldn't leave.
He was regarded as a god by the lower world, but only he knew that the so-called god was just a sad prisoner, an unconscious machine, and it was his destiny to be busy in this 'sacred' place.
Chu Muyun became more and more tired of this kind of life, and hated this emptiness more and more, and slowly even felt an indescribable fear.
Fear of this cage, fear of this loneliness, and perhaps even more afraid of this never-ending life.
As he became more and more unbearable and stretched to the limit, the place where he was born, the place of chaos, actually had a little soul again.
He only has a thin wisp of soul that seems to drift away and disappear at any time, but Chu Muyun seems to be holding on to a life-saving straw, and begins to look forward to his arrival, hoping that he can become the only difference in this void, looking forward to him To be able to exist here, to be with him.
Chu Muyun finally has the motivation to continue. He has been guarding this weak soul, talking to him, showing him the world he outlines, and waiting for him to grow up, take shape, and finally change. became a fine child.
The joy in Chu Muyun's heart cannot be described in words, but soon... reality hit him in the head. The child he had grown up with had disappeared.
Born from chaos, he just glanced at him and disappeared.
The disappointment after countless expectations was so intense that Chu Muyun was completely unbearable. If he wanted to break through this void, he wanted to leave! But he couldn't do it. He had the power to overturn mountains and seas, but he couldn't exert any strength against this 'cage' that trapped him.
But at this moment, Chu Muyun saw him again and saw the child.
He went to the world he created and stood in the mountains, rivers and seas ignorantly, standing in the place that Chu Muyun had longed for for a long time.
Chu Muyun's heart skipped a beat, and a thought suddenly flashed through his mind.
This void can only accommodate one person - it turned out that he did not come to be his company, but to inherit him.
When this thought flashed through his mind, the cage that had trapped him for an unknown number of years finally opened.
Chu Muyun walked out for the first time, and he didn't have time to witness the prosperous and prosperous world. What he had to do was to find him, raise him, and then give him the position of 'God'.
The experience of raising Mo Jiushao was very novel and interesting to Chu Muyun. He was no longer a little soul. He could laugh, talk, and respond to him... This made Chu Muyun a lonely moment in his life. Ambilight, every minute and every second becomes vivid and magnificent.
Until Mo Jiushao said to him: I only want you, as long as you, as long as there is you, nothing else matters.
Chu Muyun finally realized that he had made a mistake.
Standing in the void again, he realized that love should not belong to them.
Chu Muyun tried to save him, but because of his extreme methods, he completely angered Mo Jiushao. As a result, he was imprisoned by Mo Jiushao, and he was imprisoned by his own children.
Chu Muyun, who had been in that 'cage' for ten thousand years, probably hated the act of 'imprisonment' the most in his heart.
So he erased Mo Jiushao's memory and turned him back into the wandering soul in the chaos, thinking about raising him again, and this time he won't make mistakes again.
However... the human heart is the most immeasurable.
Abandoned Yan Shen - repeating the same mistakes.
Self-mutilating extreme hookah - repeating the same mistakes.
Jun Mo, who has been left out in the cold - repeats the same mistakes.
It was not until Xie Qianlan, when he chose suicide in desperation, that Chu Muyun was completely awake.
He couldn't have an heir, and he couldn't bear to let him go to that empty place and live alone for thousands of years.
Even he couldn't bear it, how could he with such a fierce personality could bear it
Moreover, Chu Muyun was also reluctant.
Chu Muyun returned to the void, put the dead Xie Qianlan into the chaos, and watched the little wandering soul grow slowly again.
Chu Muyun guarded him countless days and nights. When Ling Xuan appeared, Chu Muyun made up his mind.
This time he will never be disappointed, this time he will treat him well, this time no matter what happens, he will never hurt him again.
There is no doubt that Ling Xuan has been favored like never before, probably more than Mo Jiushao's time.
After all, Chu Muyun only expected Mo Jiushao that he would inherit him and 'rescue' him.
But for Ling Xuan... Chu Muyun's feelings were filled with guilt five times, and with so many emotions, no amount of compensation would be enough.
It was a very sweet life.
Maybe it was because he died once, Ling Xuan became more open-minded and transparent, far less paranoid and fierce than before; or maybe it was because he felt Chu Muyun's love this time, he was no longer so disturbed, and was nourished by true love. As he grew up, he became more responsible and confident.
Chu Muyun knew that life would not last forever, and there would definitely be hardships to come, but he didn't expect it to be like this.
He and Ling Xuan were guarding this paradise, but the world outside was completely messed up.
Natural disasters, natural disasters, one after another.
When Chu Muyun walked out, what he saw was the end of the world.
Landslides, tsunamis, earthquakes and volcanoes, everything he built was collapsing rapidly, the life he created died in grief and despair, those weak creatures, who couldn't even cry out, turned into a pile of corpses forever. .
Why is this happening
Because he loses his qualifications as a 'god', the things he creates have no reason to exist.
Ling Xuan stood beside him, looked at his empty gaze, and asked softly, "Is it because of me?"
Chu Muyun suddenly turned to look at him.
Ling Xuan smiled at him: "Don't be shy, just do what you want."