Kagura found something in the room.
Laptops, this is not surprising... Comic books and playing cards are also considered normal.
But, Monopoly, rag dolls, children's watercolor brushes... what's going on with these
What surprised her the most was a picture book.
There is only one decent painting in the painting book.
The orange-red sun, the big dark room, and seven rough figures with different expressions lined up side by side.
When Kagura Shi saw this painting, her heart throbbed inexplicably.
She looked at these seven characters in turn, and the strange feeling in her heart gradually increased.
Finally, her eyes fell on the tall boy and the petite girl in the center of the painting.
They hold hands and laugh.
It's obviously just a very rough painting, but it reveals... a feeling of happiness.
happiness
I... why can I feel it
Kagura slowly clutched her chest.
The feeling inside is indescribable.
She gazed at the two figures.
Who drew this
Who is it painted by
She suddenly wanted to know.
Then there was a knock on the door.
Kagurashi turned to look.
"I'm here to bring you lunch, can you come in?" A gentle female voice sounded from outside the door.
"... Come in, please."
Am I under house arrest? Why is the other party so polite? Kagura was puzzled.
The door was pushed open, and a girl in black and white maid uniform, with a faint smile and gentle eyes walked in with a tray.
Kagura Shi didn't know her, but she had a subtle sense of sight.
By the way, it is a painting!
She hurriedly looked back at the painting, and saw a smiling girl in a black and white dress.
Is that her...
She picked up the drawing book, then turned around and looked at it for comparison.
Hojo Mei put the dinner plate on the table, and then saw Kagura Shi holding a picture book and looking over here.
That picture book is...
The maid blinked, and the arc of her smile deepened slightly.
She has been ordered by the eldest lady not to tell Kagura Shi what happened in the past two days.
As smart as she is, she quickly figured out why.
Mei does not agree with this approach.
That cute junior was stupid in this matter.
Although she disagreed, the eldest lady had already spoken, so she had no choice but to obey.
However, it was up to her to decide how much to obey.
"I'm very sorry, I should have cleaned up these sundries." Mei said, and approached, "These things have confused you, I'll take them away."
As she spoke, she stretched out her hand towards the drawing book.
Kagura shrank her hand abruptly, preventing the maid from getting the drawing book.
Then she herself wondered: Why should I do this
Seeing Kagura's reaction, Mei's eyes flickered slightly.
"Do you... want to keep it?"
The black-haired girl nodded slowly.
"Why? I heard that you have forgotten about these two days." Mei said calmly.
When Kagura Shi heard this, something seemed to flash in his mind.
"This is... what I used when I lost my memory?"
Yes, I should have thought of that earlier.
Why didn't I think of it just now? Such an obvious answer.
Kagurashi looked at the picture book again.
This is something she used, so this painting should be drawn by her.
Why did you draw this
Why do I use children's watercolor brushes to draw this picture like a child would draw
Those rag dolls... I played with them too? Monopoly, poker... Can't play alone, who is playing with me
Various questions flashed through Kagurashi's mind.
Then I remembered Harano Seigo... Haruta Seiji's smile.
"When you lost your memory, he was taking care of you."
Wanhua Xiaye said so.
Thinking of this, Kagura Shi suddenly felt something suddenly popping up from the depths of her mind, and couldn't help shivering.
That's... some blurry vision.
She said something to the tall, warm figure.
The figure smiled and placed its large hand on her head, stroking it tenderly.
warm.
thick.
comfortable.
Made her feel... very at ease.
Vision becomes blurred.
Moist stuff flowed from the eyes.
When Kagura returned to her senses, she found herself in tears.
"What's going on here?"
"Why... would I..."
Chest tightness, very uncomfortable.
Tears, hard to hold back.
Mingming decided not to cry anymore.
But why... I...
The black-haired girl hugged the picture book, crying silently.
Seeing this scene, Mei's smile became extremely soft.
"Miss Kagura, are you sad?"
Sad... no.
Kagura herself doesn't know how she feels now, it seems that there are many things in her mind, in her heart, constantly surging.
Is this sad? sad? pain
It seems not.
What the hell is that
"You are crying... but the expression on your face is not pain... I think you seem to be missing." The maid said softly.
miss
I'm missing... what used to happen? Thing of the past
Blurred scenes and pictures suddenly became more.
Kagura closed her eyes.
Long, warm, deepest in my heart, that is...
It is snowing heavily outside.
It was warm in the house.
Joyful animations are playing on the TV.
She sat on the couch watching, smiling.
Next to her was a tall figure, accompanying her.
She looked into his face and said something.
With a gentle smile on his face, he opened his mouth and said—
"Little poem..."
"elder brother… "
Kagura finally remembered.
The deepest memory, the warm feeling, the taste of happiness.
The most precious thing she had forgotten long ago, or deliberately sealed.
Carefully locked it and put it in the deepest place in my heart, never intending to open it again.
Because she felt that she could no longer have that kind of happiness.
Because she had to get used to loneliness and pain.
Therefore, I can only say goodbye, I can only say goodbye forever, and let myself completely forget the feeling of happiness.
but…
Someone reminded her.
Someone made her feel again.
She thought she would never have the taste of happiness again.
that person is...
The scene gradually changed.
From the house to the room she is in now.
She is drawing the picture she just saw on the drawing book in her hand.
Footsteps came from behind.
She turned her head away and called to him with a smile.
He smiled at her, too, with a heartfelt affection in his smile.
Blurred faces become clear.
It was... the face of Seiji Haruta.
"Little poem..."
"I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."
"I'll teach you how to draw, okay?"
"It's just... a dream."
"I won't keep my little poem..."
"Good night, Xiaoshi..."
"Glad...you're awake, Kagurashi."
It's him.
He took care of and was with her.
like a brother.
Accept her acting like a baby, love her, spoil her... Finally, bid her farewell.
Kagura poetry finally knew.
that moment.
Why is he sad.
She felt happiness again from him.
But he was forgotten again.
He didn't say much.
just smile.
Enduring the sadness alone, he faced her with a smile.
"I just... just happened to be a little sad about something else... nothing to do with you."
"So, don't overthink..."
Just wake up.
You are fine.
Don't mind me.
My grief... has nothing to do with you.
Kagura poetry understands everything.
Tears fell and dripped on the painting book.
"sorry… "
The voice from the soul seems to be condensed in the wind.
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Fans sit on the right and sprinkle flowers~~Old friends sit on the left and serve drinks~~ After sitting down, we will drive, this time to the open-air hot spring! The rooms of the hot spring hotel have been booked, the special food is also worth trying, and there are various interesting public fitness and entertainment facilities. If you are lucky, you may have a good encounter! Of course, there are leisure areas where you can rest quietly and play games. Let's take a bubble bath to relieve fatigue and spend it easily~~
(end of this chapter)