Meijia welcomes a guest.
Ten words maple dance.
She didn't want to say anything to this man, but after talking with him for a while, she felt a little confided.
No, it should be a questioning mood.
"Teacher Shiwenzi, I want to ask you..."
She looked at the blonde beauty opposite.
"As a young lady, you left home, lived here, and even found a job in Yuanhua Middle School...Why can you do this for him?"
When Feng Wu heard this, her eyes froze.
At this time, the considerate landlady had entered the room, and they were alone in the living room.
"Why… "
Feng Wu took a sip of tea slowly.
"Because I like him and I want to get close to him...but that's not the answer you want, right?"
"Well... What I want to ask is... I mean, even if you like it, it's not easy to do this for a boy. Have you... Have you ever hesitated?"
Meijia's tone was low and authentic.
"Before you did this, didn't you think that even if you did this, you might not be able to succeed... Maybe it's not worth doing it at all, you shouldn't do it like this... or something like that?"
"Actually, he... Qingwu told me that his impression of you was only good, and he was not moved by your behavior, only surprised and troubled."
"Everything you do... for him, he feels just... just that! Don't you feel... bad?"
Moving, looking for a job... This kind of thing is not as easy as it sounds.
When you think about it, it's almost life-changing.
Make such a big change for the person you like, but the other party doesn't appreciate it, so... won't you regret it
Generally speaking, you will regret it.
Even, there will be resentment, right
However, the blond teacher sitting opposite had a calm expression.
"That's right... Speaking of which, I seem to be quite miserable."
Feng Wu smiled.
It was by no means the expression of a man who truly felt miserable.
"But I don't think so... To be honest, he doesn't feel that much, and I'm kind of sad, but... It's a matter of course, isn't it?"
"Why?"
"Although I did this for him, in the final analysis, it has nothing to do with him... He didn't ask me to do this, nor did he want me to do it. It was entirely my own act."
Feng Wu looked at Meijia and said lightly.
"I'd be happy if he was touched by this, but like you said, he was just surprised and troubled... This kind of reaction is actually normal. If it were me, a man I don't know very well suddenly did this for me , I would probably have the same reaction."
"Simply put, an action is done for whom it has nothing to do with that person... Do you know what I mean?"
"This..." Meijia felt shocked.
"To give an extreme example, a fanatic fan committed suicide because his idol had a lover. Does this matter have anything to do with this idol?"
Mika couldn't answer.
"The answer is no. As cold as it sounds, it is the truth."
"The action taken by this fan was not what that idol requested or hoped for, nor was it requested or hoped by anyone else. It was entirely what he wanted to do and did."
"For the idol... for the one she likes, for the person she loves... let's say that. But at the same time, it can also be said that she just did stupid things willfully in the name of the idol."
"Two statements, which one do you think is correct, Uehara-san?"
Mika couldn't answer.
"No matter which one you think is correct, the idol is not actually responsible for the death of this fan. Maybe he will feel guilty, maybe he will apologize publicly, or even retire, but that is also from his personal thoughts, and non-obligatory."
The indifferent words fell.
Feng Wu drank tea again.
The scene was quiet for a while.
"It's so cruel... like this..."
Mika made a weak voice.
What the blond teacher said, or the ideas expressed, shocked her heart!
Actions for the person you like... any action, even death, has nothing to do with that person
this is the truth
It's so cruel, this reality, this... world.
Mika Uehara couldn't accept it.
"Yes, brutal."
Feng Wu agreed with her words.
"So, for whom to act. This kind of thing is very risky."
"If you act for a friend, you may be betrayed, but if you act for a stranger, you will bear heavy pressure."
"There are people who don't know, don't really understand the risk, or the pressures associated with it, and just act out of passion."
"However, there are some people who still choose to step out when they clearly know all of these and fully understand the cruel reality."
"The former type is a brave man."
"The latter kind of people are heroes."
Feng Wu smiled.
"I think he... Chuntian-kun is a hero."
Mr. Haruta.
Not Harano-kun!
Mika's eyes widened.
"Yes, I know, Yuan Ye-kun's real name."
"I know him a little better than you think."
The blond teacher... No, Miss Sopranos, recall the scene since meeting that boy.
He was the object of her love at first sight, and he was also recognized by her father and brothers, a real strong man!
"Now, the distance between me and him is quite far."
"But I will continue to move forward and take actions to get close to him... or, in other words, for my own feelings."
"No matter what happens in the future, I will never regret it."
"Because...he's my hero."
He is a man worthy of my love.
Feng Wu's eyes flickered with an incomparably firm light.
This is her answer.
Mika was shocked.
Although I have long believed that the blonde beauty in front of me, the eldest lady who does not know where she came from, is a very powerful person.
But it wasn't until this moment that she really realized...
By contrast, what about herself
Hesitating for "choice", worrying about himself, not telling him things, making him worry...
What is the psychology? What am I thinking
Mei Jia was at a loss.
Then suddenly, she noticed it.
I am in fear!
The emotions hidden under the complicated confusion are cowardice and fear.
On the one hand, I am afraid that Anshou is "ordinary", and has always been just his friend, and gradually drifts away from him.
On the other hand, fear of the unknown future after making a change and becoming "special".
She is on both sides of being afraid of "choice" at the same time.
And this is due to her cowardice, which is an out-and-out manifestation of weakness.
Yes, that's it.
I... After all, I am such an ordinary girl.
Uehara Mika understood herself.
In front of Shi Wenfeng Wu, who also likes that person, but is extremely determined to step forward, she feels ashamed of herself.
Me, what should I do
Seiji...
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