Question: What should I do if lilies appear in the harem
Answer: cold mix.
Since Chiaki has that kind of habit, Seiji is also psychologically prepared for this kind of situation, but it will still feel weird if it happens.
"Meijia, what happened?" He wanted to know the real situation.
"I made out with Qianqiu once." Meijia replied calmly.
"Are you... all right?"
"It feels surprisingly good."
It's like eating ramen and ordering a strange flavor, but after trying it, it's delicious. What's the tone? Seiji complained in his heart.
"It's good that you can accept it yourself. As for Qianqiu... just be modest."
"Look, Mika, I told Seiji he wouldn't mind." Qianqiu smiled.
"It's not that I don't mind at all, but if you want to do this, I can only accept it." Seiji sighed.
Mika looked at him.
"If we are serious and want to break up with you, what will you do, Seiji?" She repeated Qianqiu's question just now.
Seiji was silent for a moment.
"If you guys are serious, then I have mixed feelings...maybe crying."
"Cry?"
"Hmm. If you two broke up with me at the same time, I might cry." Seiji smiled.
He wanted to smile easily, but the expression on his face was completely different.
Seeing his expression, Mika was shocked. Qianqiu's gaze also froze.
"You are all very important to me, I can't break up with you with a smile... It may take a long time just to bless you." He imagined for a while, but he didn't want to imagine anymore.
"Seiji!!" Qianqiu suddenly raised her voice.
Seiji was startled: "What's wrong?"
"Stop talking..." Qianqiu approached and hugged him, "I'm sorry."
"Huh?" Seiji felt a little confused.
Why the sudden apology
While in doubt, Meijia also approached and hugged him from behind: "I'm sorry..."
"You guys... what's the matter?" It's a beautiful thing to be hugged by two beautiful girls at the same time, but Seiji felt strange at this moment and didn't have the heart to realize it.
"I won't talk about breaking up casually anymore." Qianqiu said softly, "Please forgive me, Seiji."
"Me too... I won't say any more, please forgive me." Meijia also said.
"I didn't blame you guys." Seiji blinked, "From my standpoint, it's impossible to blame you guys for something like this."
"It's your freedom to break up or not. After all, the harem is unfair to you. I will accept whenever you leave..."
At this point, his throat was blocked.
My chest felt tight and I felt very sad.
His eyes became blurred, and warm tears flowed quietly from the corners of his eyes.
How is this going
"Seiji...I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Seeing him crying, Qianqiu apologized again, "I was too rash, I will reflect on myself, I swear..."
Seeing the regretful expression on the beauty in men's clothing, Seiji really wanted to say don't do this, you're not wrong at all. But a deep sadness that came from nowhere filled his heart.
This made me sad and shed tears, just like a child! He forcibly restrained his emotions and tried his best to show his usual smiling face.
"You don't need to do this, Qianqiu... something is wrong with me..."
I wanted to smile cheerfully, but I couldn't control my expression, and ended up with a sad smile, and couldn't stop my tears.
"Stop talking, Seiji." Mika hugged him tightly, "It's my fault, I'm sorry... stop talking."
None of you are wrong...maybe the behavior is a bit wrong, but it's not wrong at all. This was Seiji's idea.
But the inexplicable emotions in his heart made it difficult for him to speak properly, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.
"Why... I obviously... don't want to cry..."
Breaking up is hard to accept, it's true. But they are not serious, just talking.
… … Really
Said a small voice deep inside.
This kind of thing should not be said casually at all.
Being able to say it casually proves that they don't really pay much attention to it.
Maybe, the harem is just a delusion of you, a disgusting otaku! None of them are serious, they are all just playing around, they are just playing with you! !
It's impossible for a poor guy like you to get the real admiration of girls! ! !
These stern words from the bottom of his heart shook Seiji's mind in an instant.
Immediately afterwards, the sorrow surging like a tide almost overwhelmed his spirit!
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."
So sad, so sad.
Living to the fullest, having a lot of things, being loved by beautiful girls... all this may be an illusion.
Because I don't have the qualifications to live such a beautiful life.
After all I'm just a...
…
...
so what!
When his thoughts became negative and his mind was about to sink into darkness, Seiji struggled suddenly and forcibly raised his spirits.
So what if it's all fake!
For me, all these good things are happiness!
I will believe that in the end, even if the final ending is very sad and cannot be changed, I will accept it calmly and bear it well!
Because I can live here, it is already the greatest miracle! !
Upholding strong belief, Seiji overcame the sudden sadness and gradually came to his senses.
Then when I saw Qianqiu and Meijia, they were very worried and blamed themselves.
Seiji tried to smile at them.
"You don't have to do this...it's my own problem." He said gently.
It's too ugly to be shaken by such a small matter.
"Seiji..." Qianqiu and Mika's eyes flickered.
"I'm sorry... for showing you such an ugly look." Seiji wiped away tears.
"I... probably feel uneasy deep down in my heart."
"Is it really good to have a harem? Can this kind of relationship that is unfair to you really last? I may have been doubting it subconsciously."
"I like you and I want to be with you, but I'm always afraid in my heart... I'm afraid that you will be disappointed in me and choose to leave."
"At the end of the day, I don't really believe in myself... It's hard to believe that I can really make you get the happiness you want."
"After all, I'm just an otaku."
"There is a limit to pretending to be a handsome guy." He showed a deep wry smile.
Seeing this, Meijia and Qianqiu were speechless.
"But... I don't regret it." Seiji looked at them and said sincerely.
"No matter how uneasy and scared I am, I want to work hard to the end."
"I want to be with you all the time, this feeling comes first."
"Even if one day... the feared thing still happens, I will..."
Having said that, his mouth was blocked.
It was Qianqiu who kissed me!
"Hmm..."
Soft, warm... From this kiss, Seiji felt tenderness.
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