When the sun shines into the room through the heavy window curtains, I woke up from my dream, opened my eyes, my eyes were still hazy, and my head hurt badly.
Even if I retreated to Kanagawa, I still couldn't get rid of the boredom and uncomfortable feeling in my heart. I always complained that I had said such things to Tsube, but I often blamed him for doing such excessive things.
For Genichiro, the confusion and incomprehension from a long time ago seemed to come back to my mind. Ever since I went to school in Tokyo, I have always believed that I and Kanichiro are just good friends. In fact, he and I have never exceeded the boundaries of our childhood sweethearts.
In any case, I can’t figure it out, and I’m always thinking about it. Now I know the taste of bitterness. It feels bad like that. I always rely on ** thinking about the little things in the past, and the whole person seems more and more decadent. .
The weather today seems to be good. I thought I would leave this day at home, but in the afternoon my father said that he would take me to Sanada's house to visit Grandpa Sanada. His old man had just been discharged from the hospital, so I followed my father out of the house stupidly.
In the same quaint house, there are two squares on the shelf in the center, which becomes more solemn because of the quietness at this time. In addition to Uncle Sanada, Brother Yu and Xian Ichiro accompany him.
Everyone here is drinking tea quietly. I have no leisure to pay attention to the silence around me. I just hold the green tea bowl and think about my own thoughts.
"Yueyin doesn't seem to have much energy." The loud voice echoed in my ears, and I woke up.
I raised my head, barely squeezing a smile, Uncle Sanada was looking at me with a smile. Father smiled and took Uncle Sanada's words, "This kid has been stuffed in the room since I came back yesterday, and her mother and I are worried about her..."
Meeting Dad's worried eyes, I lowered my head again, how can I be clear about my mood now, I just want to shut myself in the room and stay alone. Sighing slightly, I said jerkily, "No, it's okay."
There was silence again, and I was surprised to find that I was not the only one who was worrying about it today. This is the case with Henichiro, and so is Brother Yu.
Uncle Sanada seemed to have something important to say, and cleared his throat before speaking.
"Yanping, I've discussed with you before. Since I'm in front of Yueyin, I'll just say it." Uncle Sanada groaned a little, looking at me as if looking forward to it, "My father meant I want to get Genichiro and Yueyin engaged as soon as possible..."
I can't hear the rest of the words clearly, and my mind was blank when I heard the word "engagement". There was another big stone statue pressing on my heart, and I couldn't breathe.
However, Uncle Sanada put it forward in front of me, how should I refuse, I... What will my father say, I don't want to embarrass Dad and Uncle Sanada!
It suddenly occurred to me that Genichiro hadn't finished speaking that day. He mentioned Grandpa Sanada. Did he just tell me this
I was very anxious, clenching my fists, biting my lower lip fiercely.
The whole room was so quiet that I couldn't hear any sound. The only sound that filled my ears was my own strong heartbeat. I am waiting for my father's answer or waiting for someone to rescue me? I can't figure it out, I only know that what I keep in my heart is still unspeakable.
"Dad, I can't get engaged!" Without any hesitation, Genichiro's voice was firm.
It’s like a repaired piano string, and memories are like fluent music that keeps pouring out, and my thoughts are drawn away. I seem to have gone back to three years ago when Xian Ichiro at the tennis court said to me "We can’t get engaged..." In retrospect, at that time My mood is heartache! I do feel heartbroken because of Kendichiro's determination. Only now do I understand how I felt at that time, only because now I have another feeling and I understand a little bit more.
I have to admit that being young and passive, I didn’t grasp the first feelings that seemed to be nothingness and vanity. At this moment, I finally understand that the confusion and incomprehension with Genichiro was because I felt that it was my own at that time. Be passionate, but you don't have the courage to admit it!
After a tumult, I looked up again and saw the furious Uncle Sanada hitting Hanichiro's shoulder with a bamboo sword. That force must be painful. Dad and Brother Yu stopped by, but still failed to stop Uncle Sanada's use of violence.
Uncle Sanada was really angry and showed no mercy to Genichiro's accusation, despite the presence of my father and me. "You said, why do you oppose it again, don't you think about what Grandpa and I think? The last time I hurt Yueyin and caused her to go to Tokyo, this time I will never spare you lightly!"
The bamboo sword kept hitting Xuanichiro's shoulder, but he never said a word, still kneeling there stubbornly. Whenever Uncle Sanada stopped, he only repeated "I can't get engaged."
I stared blankly, my eyes blurred, why didn't he say anything? It was me who couldn't get engaged, he knew that I and Tracebe...
The scenes of getting along with Xuanichiro were played back in my mind. Bit by bit, I felt stupid. It is impossible to get along for so many years without nothing. It turns out that there is not that subtle emotion between us, but because Not aware of it.
"Please, please stop, it's not Henichiro's fault!" I held onto Uncle Sanada's bamboo sword, crying and looked at them in front of me, "It's me, I can't be engaged to Henichiro, I already have someone I like. , I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
I fled the scene, hiding in the corner of the courtyard and crying. I don't think anyone can find me here, and it's best not to be spotted by anyone. I just want to cry quietly. For my own stupidity, for hurting Xuanichiro, and for the sake of Obe, because I lied to him, I am not without Xuanichiro...
I don't know how long I have been crying, but there are footsteps behind me, and I suddenly raised my head, my dim teary eyes can only roughly identify people. "Xian, Xianichiro..." I cried out sobbing.
He lifted me up gently, sighed non-stop, and let go of my tears, "Don't cry." He hugged me.
"I'm sorry." At this time, I couldn't say anything but apologize.
His voice came over my head, muffled, and also kind of melancholy. "you're not wrong."
I leaned on Genichiro's shoulder and retorted anxiously, "No, I disappointed my father, Grandpa Sanada and Uncle Sanada."
Xuanichiro lifted me up, looked into my eyes, and said seriously: "You know, I have been regretting it since you went to Tokyo, and regretting letting you go, what I have always wanted to say to you is I'm sorry , And, Yueyin, I have always liked you..."
When I heard Genichiro's words, for a moment, my heart seemed to stop beating. How could I not be moved when I could hear him say such words himself? However, after a moment of excitement, I was speechless, tears shed again, and I knew what kind of feelings I had given up. New 81 Chinese website update the fastest computer terminal: https:// www.@x81zw @@.com/
"I'm sorry." I don't know what else to say besides this.
He chuckled with relief and looked at me intently, "It is me who should apologize, I'm sorry Yueyin, forgive me for letting you leave bad memories in Lihaida, and forgive me for ignoring your feelings. Also forgive my clumsiness and hindsight, and..."
"Stop talking!" I interrupted Xuanichiro, and couldn't help but bury his shoulders and tears, "Why, why did you tell me now, Xuanichiro, why didn't you hold me tight at the beginning? We have already returned. I'm not going, I can't go back! I'm already..."
"You already have someone you like, I know, it's the trace department." His voice was so flat that I couldn't help but feel relieved, "Now telling you just want to open the knot of your past, don't miss the past again, because, It's over. Yueyin, I just hope you are happy." I was silent, because the touch at this time has made me speechless.
For a long time, I have an inexplicable dependence on Genichiro, but unknowingly, another person has occupied my heart.
Xuanichiro's embrace is very warm, but I no longer have the heartbeat of a girl, leaving a sense of peace and warmth. I think that if there is no Obe, Kendichiro will make me very happy, but the guy in the Obe gives me a rare sweet and novel happiness, because of him, my face can always be happy. Smile.
Xuanichiro pulled me back. My father had already waited for me to go home. I don't know what he talked with Uncle Sanada, but Uncle Sanada's face finally became less serious.
Xianichiro escorted us out. When we got into the car, my father patted Xianichiro's shoulder with satisfaction, and then sighed and got into the car.
"Get in the car." Genichiro said to me, pulling the door for me.
I nodded.
Suddenly, a speeding car slammed on the brakes and made an unpleasant noise.
One person rushed down from the car.
"You don't want to be engaged to him!" As he said, Tsube pushed Henichiro to the side and looked at me eagerly.
I was stunned. Why did he come suddenly? Also, how did he know it himself
"You misunderstood. Actually..." Looking at him, I suddenly didn't know what to say. We hadn't seen each other for a few days, and the last time I asked him to break up.
Relatively speechless for a while.
But his eager expression just now made me feel better.
"No one wants to get engaged." Xuan Ichiro looked at Tracebe gloomily.
At first, Tracebe was taken aback, and then Xuanichiro slanted his eyes. He didn't seem to care about this embarrassing situation, so he greeted my dad in his spare time.
Dad was in a bad mood, so he agreed slightly.
"Moonyin, it's time to go back." This was the last order my father gave me. Due to his face, I obediently got into the car.
Before the car started, I looked at the eye traces.
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In the quiet carriage, I lowered my head and my father looked very upset. He must be angry with me.
"Yueyin," Dad's voice was particularly kind at the moment, and he touched my head, "Daddy didn't expect you to be so persistent and didn't explain to your Uncle Sanada at the beginning that it was Dad's fault and made you sad."
Dad’s words made me even more afraid to look up. In fact, I made Dad sad. He liked Genichiro so much, and he always wanted me to stay with him and mom.
"Dad..."
Dad sighed and held me in his arms, "My dear girl, Dad only wants you to be happy. Since you like that kid, although I am not satisfied, let him visit!"
Hearing what my father said, I was relieved, but what should I do with the trace department, and how should I tell him? And I broke up first.
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The unmanned street seemed more silent because of the setting sun, and the silent two were looking at each other, and it had been going on for a while, and they had to admire the concentration of these two.
The cold wind blew, and the rolled Xiao Ran formed a strange atmosphere between them.
The rivals were extremely jealous when they met, but Sanada suddenly felt relieved and relieved when he looked at the trail in front of him. Maybe Yueyin would be happy with this guy, he thought.
"You can go back now," Sanada said to Onbe, because he really didn't want to waste time and stare at the person in front of him.
"Wait a minute!" The tone was not very friendly, but I could see that there was something to say, but he was still hesitating. "Actually, I..." New 81 Chinese website updated the fastest mobile terminal: https:/
Because he couldn't hear the following text of Onbe, Sanada looked at him strangely, "What are you trying to say?"
Trace Department sighed, and said uncomfortably: "That day, I shouldn't go to Lihai to fight with you." To be honest, he didn't want to apologize, this was already the limit.
"Are you apologizing?"
"Of course not!" Tracebe said angrily.
Sanada shook his head helplessly. Regarding Tracebe, he firmly believed that he could not get along with him, but he still had to say, "Anything is good, I think you are not to apologize to me."
Of course Onbe understood what the other party meant, but he just hated Sanada's face. He narrowed his eyes and said disdainfully, "You don't need to worry about it!"
"Ms. Yueyin just said in front of our fathers that she cannot get engaged because she has someone she likes." Sanada paid attention to the expression on the mark. "It is not easy for her to do this. When it comes to your trust, you don't have to waste any more time!"
The first half of Sanada's sentence agitated the trail department. He was very happy that he had such a position in Yueyin's heart, but in the second half of the sentence, he needed to look at Sanada Genichiro again. He suddenly found that Sanada was a bit pleasing to the eye. .
"I didn't expect you to be so wordy!" Tracebe squinted at Sanada in a very good mood.
"The most uncontrollable thing is the human mind, you should work harder by yourself!" After speaking, Sanada turned around and prepared to go home.
Atobe's lips curled up as he turned and left. The afterglow of the sun illuminated him so evilly. He stopped and said to the human behind him: "Sanada, you are really not very likable~"
"Hmph, even if Yueyin likes you, I don't think I can have any good feelings for you~"
The sunset glow was like fire. Under such a strong landscape, two slender figures formed a beautiful picture. The two facing each other had a slight smile at the corner of their mouths.
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