The cold autumn colors passed silently and entered the early winter.
The sky is always gloomy and gloomy. Maybe it will be the first snow recently. I don't know what kind of mood it would be to see the crystal white flying down.
I think my mood is more melancholy than the gloomy weather. Looking out the window, I sighed heavily. The depressed voice made the teacher on the stage distracted for a few seconds, and I immediately put away my depressed mood.
If I have not considered my future life in depth before, it was only limited to last weekend, because I overheard the conversation of my parents and I had to think about this issue seriously.
Mom and Dad have always wanted me to live the happiest life, but if the target is the Jibe, who will inherit the dojo and career of the family? I have been ignoring this issue, and I have forgotten what my dad had said to me about the expectations of Kendichiro. This expectation cannot be achieved by Tsube.
"Are you listening to me?" Trace Department interrupted my thoughts, and I raised my head. He was dissatisfied with my distraction, "What's the matter with you, I haven't eaten much for lunch?"
"I... I'm sorry." Thinking about it, I decided to tell him in a more tactful way that this guy is in a good mood recently, maybe because things are going well, except for what I overheard. "Actually, I think about what I want to do in the future, because..."
I was just about to talk about it until I realized that Tracee was staring at me strangely, as if I had said something wrong. "What else needs to be considered, isn't the answer already available?"
In the noisy student dining room, the soft words came into my ears clearly, faintly firm, "Of course you will marry me and do whatever you want to do like now."
'Do what I want to do' Can I continue to be willful? Whether it's my parents, uncles, or the trace department, I am too spoiled. Sometimes I should also take the responsibilities on my shoulders
Our conversation had no results, because I haven't expressed my doubts, and I don't want to increase the burden on the track department for the time being. It's quite interesting to see him so happy. I didn't listen to what he said to me just now, but he seemed to be planning something, so I didn't ask.
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Because I haven't figured out what to do, I didn't plan to go back to Kanagawa. I didn't expect Brother Yu to call and ask me to help Risa.
He is going to be engaged to Risa, and Grandpa Sanada and Uncle Sanada seem to have acquiesced, and I haven't been to Genichiro's house since the last time I refused to marry him. On the one hand, I feel sorry, on the other hand, I don’t know what kind of mood I should face to Kanichiro.
I don't want to go, but I have to go if I run into someone like Brother Yu who is abusive.
The bluestone and flowing water, and the gurgling sound of water seemed a bit cold in this weather, because there were no flowers and plants around it, and some were just green pine covered in mist.
The old Japanese-style mansion has become more aged because of the cold winter.
I stood by the shallow pond of the bluestone besieged city, breathing a little to adjust my mood, and a light white air was already spreading out.
Brother Yingyu asked me to wear a kimono, but what exactly does he want me to do for Risa
"Why don't you go in?" Genichiro's voice sounded behind him, and I was taken aback.
I turned around and wanted to say,'Now go in', but when I saw him, I was silent again.
"Go in, it's cold outside." He wanted to take my hand, but gave up.
Even if I and Xuan Ichiro have understood my thoughts and let go, the unspeakable embarrassment still looms between us.
"Yeah." I responded softly.
Brother Yu and Risa were already waiting. When Brother Yu saw us, he frowned and wrapped his arms around him, "Is this the first time you two met? Why are you acting like strangers! Two awkward little ghosts!"
I have a flat mouth, brother Yu, this bad mouth!
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"Brother Yu, don't talk nonsense, let's talk, what do you want me to do?" I stopped Brother Yu who was about to talk about it, and if I let him go on, it would be endless.
Risa smiled and pushed him.
"I'm asking you... Wait a minute, oh, yes, I asked you to teach Lisa some etiquette, is it okay?"
What's okay, the problem is big, I am half-hearted in this respect, how can I teach others
"Hey, Brother Yu, those of mine are all bluffing, just behave." I sat down in protest, because wearing a kimono made my actions very inconvenient.
Risa looked at me and smiled softly, "No way, Yueyin, please, okay?"
"Yeah, don't be modest. Besides, I just want to learn how to pretend to be Lisha, otherwise it's too hard for her." It turned out that Brother Yu would care about people. In that case, I had no choice but to agree.
Because Risa wanted to practice, I kicked out Brother Yu, and his presence would only disturb us.
Drinking tea is also a knowledge, with corresponding etiquette and posture, especially in traditional homes, tea parties are often required. I think if Risa wants to marry in, this is a must to learn.
"Why is Risa eager to learn etiquette?" When I stopped to rest, I asked a psychological question. She and Brother Yu are only preparing to get engaged, aren't they
Risa smiled quietly, put down the tea bowl gently, her eyes were very clear, she was a beautiful and kind woman. "After I got engaged with Yuichiro, I will often come here to take care of my grandfather and uncle. I want to do my best."
I was surprised by her intentions. Risa must like Brother Yu very much, although I always feel that Brother Yu is not worthy of her.
"Then, what about Risa's own business?" For a college student, dreams are more important than anything else.
Risa froze for a moment, then looked at me earnestly, and said, "Tsue Yin, in fact, I wanted to be a kindergarten teacher a long time ago. It’s very happy to be with children. However, I know very well for myself. The most important thing is Yuichiro. Sometimes, we give up something for important people or things, don’t we?"
Risa's words struck my heartstrings, so what about me? I can't help thinking about what happened to me.
"Will you regret it?" I asked a little anxiously, because I wanted to know the answer.
"No, I don't regret it!" Risa's voice was soft, but firm.
At that moment, my eyes were moist, because I saw a firm feeling, Risa was very touched by me, brother Yu really made a lot of money.
When he was about to leave, Genichiro stood outside the door waiting for me.
He seemed to have something to say, but he never spoke.
"What's the matter?" I asked him.
He shook his head, still silent.
"Moon sound, maybe we can't be the same as before, but if you have something on your mind, I'm willing to share it for you." When he was about to leave the gate, Xuanichiro said this to me.
This is the first time that Genichiro had concerns when talking to me. I don't blame him for deliberately keeping a distance from me, because I understand his thoughts.
"Kendichiro, what do you want to do from now on?" I couldn't help asking. If it's Xianichiro, he should choose tennis firmly.
He paused, "I... haven't decided yet."
I looked at him strangely and asked, "Didn't Kendichiro continue to play tennis?" I remember that my brother had told me this decision firmly before.
Xuanichiro sighed with a bitter expression, "Because I only now know that tennis is not the most important thing to me..."
I didn't think carefully about what Genichiro said to me. I was determined to go down and should not waver. After that day, I had a serious talk with my parents and decided the major events of my future life. Since I can't escape, then I have to take on the responsibility of the family.
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