When I saw Yueyin, I was six years old. The little girl in front of me sat there neatly. My father asked me and my brother to take her out, and she obediently followed us. The elder brother told her about Kendo, she listened very seriously and looked at her elder brother with wide eyes, her eyes full of expression. My brother has a cheerful personality. He and Yueyin quickly become acquainted with each other. To be honest, I envy my brother for having such a good character, and myself, when facing Yueyin, I don't know what to say. Yueyin is also a quiet person, so we are always bored together.
In the days when we practiced swords together, Yueyin and Bilyshi got along very well, but there was always a high barrier between us. Although it was invisible and intangible, it really existed. We can't get closer, and I know the three of us are tightly bound by the rules of this family. I don't like the feeling of depression, but I can't help but sink into it.
I feel more and more that Yueyin is different from other girls. She is not delicate, and her body is full of strength. No matter how hard the practice is, she never says much. Especially, she always feels that she cannot catch up with Bilu and me. Shi and brooding. Although her father often praised her, she was always dissatisfied. At that time, I thought she was a strong and stubborn girl, until she fell into the well and I rescued her, then I changed my mind. Yueyin is strong on the outside, but fragile on the inside. She is like a hermit crab, always likes to hide in a hard shell. That day, when she leaned on my shoulders and wept, there was a glimmer of excitement in my heart. I was so happy that I found the real her. Maybe I was the first person to find out.
"Xianichiro, in the future, can I call you Xianichiro?"
"Yeah." I promised her, I think the distance between us has drawn a little closer.
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"Brother Yukimura, someone wrote a letter to Yuriko asking her to meet at the back of the school building. I don't know if it was troublesome. I came to tell you to go and take a look." Yueyin came to the tennis club and said to Jingshi. In this case, taking it for granted, Jingshi immediately rushed out.
"Won't Xianichiro go to help?"
"He can handle it alone, and the staff will come in a while." I replied to her.
"I don't know what's going on. In case Brother Yukimura can't handle it, forget it. Since you don't want to help, I'll fight with them. Anyway, I have practiced karate."
After spending so long with Yueyin, I finally understand her personality a little bit. In school, she also has a lively side when she is with Yuriko, occasionally playing tricks and clever things. As it is now, no matter how I hear her words, I feel that they are alarmist, but I still feel a little worried about her in my heart. Forget it, let's go and take a look.
When I heard that the love letter was originally given to her, I felt a little unhappy.
"What's the matter?" I blurted out.
"True, Sanada-senpai."
"Are you alright?"
"I, I, I, it's okay, I'm leaving now, I'm really sorry."
The man named Ozawa was scared off by me like this. Am I so scared? I asked myself this in my heart, but Yueyin stood there in a daze, looking at the direction Ozawa disappeared, what she was thinking.
"Hurry up, don't stand stupid." I said to her.
"Xiaoyin, you are not good, you lied to me that it was an anonymous letter."
"It's not that Yuriko told me to go back to her quickly, I can only make it more serious so that everyone can rush over."
"Also, it turned out that the love letter was given to you, which made me worry for a long time, but you were right about one thing. Brother Sanada was more effective. He scared off classmate Ozawa as soon as he came."
After hearing what Yuriko said, I knew she was laughing at me secretly. I was not angry. On the contrary, my heart felt a lot more relaxed.
"Stop talking, go practice, it's already late." After that, I ran to the tennis court by myself, because I didn't know how to face the situation before me. What can a primary school student do
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"You are very energetic today." I asked looking at Yueyin who was so energetic. Every time she came to practice kendo at home, I was very happy. Every time at this time, there was a little more laughter in the lifeless home.
"Well, because I have confidence. I thought I had no talent at all. Compared to you, I was too far behind. You didn't know that I was discouraged. But now I found out that I was still Yes, I still have some strength in the Kendo Club."
"No one has said that you are not talented. Don't think about yourself. My father doesn't always praise you."
"I thought it was Uncle Sanada comforting me. You and Bilyshi are already very strong. Uncle he always picks out problems. How can I not think so? And brother Yu..."
"What's wrong with me? Yueyin, you little girl is saying bad things about me!" Her words were heard by her brother, which caused a fight of saliva.
I envy my brother, he can always make Yueyin smile, at least she and I can't have such a relaxed conversation. For some reason, I like to see the moon sound of speaking like this, so free and unconstrained, and her smile is so pure.
After the power outage, she faced the darkness again. In the darkness, she was still as scared as before, holding on to my arm tightly. This feeling of being dependent on her is very good. Maybe we can’t see each other’s expressions in the dark. So relax.
The light soon turned on, and she turned her head and said to me happily, unfortunately, our eyes knocked down together, and my heart seemed to miss a beat. This strange feeling made my whole body nervous. The sudden sound of sliding the door awakened us and interrupted the weird atmosphere. I quickly cleaned up my emotions without a trace of strangeness.
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The balance between us was broken by the marriage contract of our parents. I didn't like it, and even got angry. I cannot accept the decision of my grandfather and dad. The marriage between the families is not worthy of joy. Although some people may envy me, I do not want to be engaged without any freedom.
I don't know what it's like to like someone, and I don't want to know, because I don't need it at all now. If one day I want to, I will ask for marriage by myself. Everything right now is a bit ridiculous. Both Yueyin and I are not yet 15 years old. How could we accept it.
But I have to say that Yueyin is my childhood sweetheart, and there are no other girls in my life except her.
She promised me to persuade Uncle Sakura. I was very grateful, but there was another inexplicable emotion in my heart. The moment she turned around, the sadness in her eyes could not be forgotten, Yueyin, do you like me
What I didn't expect was that talking to her by myself would bring her so much trouble. Our marriage contract seemed to be the fuse for everything that happened to her. Looking at her on the hospital bed, I don't know what else I can do except blame myself.
The second time I saw her crying, compared to the first time I was scared, this time, she cried so painfully.
I went to the hospital to visit Jingshi, but when I returned home, I was told that Yueyin had been here. She hadn't been here for a long time. Would this be a good start
"Master Xuanichiro, this is given to you by Miss Yueyin." I hurriedly took it.
Back in the room, I opened the present, which was a tennis ball with the words'Goodbye! '. Why did Yueyin write this to me on tennis, is she going to leave? I was frightened by my own thoughts, will she really leave
Early the next morning, I ran to Yueyin's house. Uncle Sakura told me that she had gone to Tokyo with her uncle. As for what Uncle Sakura said later, I couldn't remember, so I returned home in a muddle-headed manner.
Looking at the tennis balls in my hand, I raised my head and looked at the desk. There were already a lot of tennis balls, all of which were given to me by Moontone, and each tennis ball was written with what she wanted to say to me. I picked up the tennis ball and looked at the words on it,'Thank you! 'This is the first tennis he gave me, in order to thank me for saving her;'The face is too stiff! "This is my eighth birthday, she gave it to me, I hope I can adjust my facial expression;" Come on! Three in a row in the country! 'This is what she gave to me after the last national competition...
The past is vivid in my eyes. Once upon a time, that simple friendship has changed in quality, and replaced by a mood of uncertainty. I didn’t go into this mood of uncertainty, but I knew it. I don’t know it since. Go and stare at her. Now that she is gone, should I blame myself for being slow or too late
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I took out the tennis ball she gave me the last time and looked at it. I don't know why I always want to take it with me recently. Looking at it, I always ask myself, will I lose the moon sound? I can't find the answer.
"Vice Minister Sanada, we can start practicing." Someone interrupted my thoughts, yes, I can't hesitate, Jingshi is still in the hospital, and the tennis club needs me.
"Okay, let's get started." I put the tennis ball in the bag and walked to the court.
For me now, the only thing I hope is the happiness that Yueyin can live in Tokyo, and forget the pain of Kanagawa earlier...
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