Lying in the bath, I am happily playing with bubbles. The bath is very comfortable. I like to soak in the water for a long time, which not only relieves my fatigue, but also allows me to think of something about myself.
The sound of rushing water filled the entire bathroom.
Coming out of the bathroom, I stepped on my hair with a dry towel. Now that I have cut my hair short, I can take a shower much faster than before. My hair can be dried with just a few strokes. This can be regarded as a change. I had to take care of my long hair for a long time. When I think back to my long hair, I feel that I was really cowardly. I don't want to think of the absurd behavior of Zeng Lihaida, because that is the proof of my failure. Depression and violence do not make people justified. Sometimes I even doubt what my true self is.
A ringing of my cell phone disrupted my thoughts, cheered up, and I answered the phone.
"Hello."
No one was talking to the other party. After asking many questions, the other side of the phone was still silent. When I was about to hang up, the other party moved, "It's me, little voice..."
This sound seemed to hit my chest. It's been a long time since I heard Yuriko's voice. I couldn't help but moisten my eyes.
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weekend.
I got up early in the morning to prepare. I wonder if I will make them feel uncomfortable with short haircuts. I have to dress up. I have been acting as a boy recently, and I have some boy habits on me. It's best not to let them see that I have something strange.
Yuriko didn't say to forgive me, but I knew she was not angry with me anymore. Brother Yukimura transferred to the hospital in Tokyo. Yuriko asked me to go. I couldn’t refuse. I just avoided meeting with friends who grew up because of my own mood. Such a bad thing is enough once.
Although it's almost winter, I still wear a skirt, so I might look a little more ladylike. On the way, I bought flowers and cakes, but the more I walked to the hospital, the more anxious I became. At the beginning, I had agreed to protect Yuriko Yuriko, but I became a deserter.
The smell of water in the hospital irritated my nose. This is not a pleasant place. The sacred white color often heralds death. Under such an atmosphere, my mood seems even more heavy.
It's quiet here, and the steps under your feet are clearly audible. In front of the room of Brother Yukimura, I subconsciously relaxed. New 81 Chinese website update the fastest computer terminal: https:// www.@x81zw @@.com/
My heart thumped, and I clenched the flowers in my arms, I didn't have the courage to knock on the door of the room. Such timidity is a bit ridiculous, but it is also helpless. I have been thinking about what it is that I dare not face. Maybe it's evading responsibility, maybe it's not dare to face my mistakes and failures, or maybe I just don't want to meet anyone.
When I was stunned, someone turned the doorknob. The moment the door opened, we were already facing each other, and we were met by a pair of trembling eyes, as if they were covered with mist.
After a long time, squeezing out a smile, I pretended to tilt my head easily, "Yuriko, long time no see."
"Xiaoyin... How are you?"
I nodded, Yuriko rubbed her eyes and invited me into the ward.
Brother Yukimura was reading a book, and when he saw me, there was more joy in his indifferent eyes, and his beautiful eyes became clearer, but his eyebrows were filled with worry. The nervous nerves slowly relaxed, and the pure and comforting smile made all the hesitations disappear. I feel that I will always be a little sister in front of Brother Yukimura.
Their eyes were wet, and they seemed to have a lot to say when they looked at them, but they only said one thing, "I'm sorry."
"I don't want you to apologize, but you don't want to walk away like this and not see me, Xiaoyin... We've been together since childhood!" Yuriko cried and hugged me, like a coquettish little girl, I couldn't help it. Tears also shed.
"Don't cry, we finally met." Brother Yukimura's words finally stopped the tears of the two of us. Yuriko sobbed and pulled me to sit down. She looked at me from head to toe. Her red and swollen eyes were like walnuts, a bit like walnuts. Make me laugh.
Yuriko was about to say something to me. Suddenly, her eyes lit up, and she put on a sweet smile, "Brother Yanagyu, come on, the little sound is coming!" The genius remembers Pubai One Chinese 8/1/z/o/ m/
I turned my head and looked, Bi Lu Shi's white sleeveless sweater with a blue plaid shirt and a bow tie, the elegant nobleman's temperament has not changed at all. He was holding a vase with the pink tulips blooming just right.
Bilyshi looked at me in a daze. He looked very excited, not at all worthy of his usual ease. He looked at me for a long time, and then the jumping ups and downs in his eyes turned into a pool of blue waves, and he gently said to me: "Short hair suits you well."
I chuckled and said, "Thank you."
The pedestrians outside shivered because of the cold wind, and the dead leaves on the branches were crumbling. At this time, the atmosphere in the whole ward was very active. We got together again, as warm and joyful as we spent many years in childhood. But it seemed that something was missing.
Everyone didn't mention Genichiro tacitly. Why didn't he come? Didn't Yuriko make an appointment with him? I was a little confused about my feelings. Before I came here, I didn't expect to see Genichiro, but without him, I would feel disappointed again.
"Minister, we're here to see you~" With a leisurely voice, the first one to come in was the kelp head Kirahara Akaya, and the last one was Kendichiro.
The spacious ward seemed a bit crowded because a lot of people came all of a sudden, and they were surprised when they saw my eyes.
"Yiu Sheng, I knew you and our lovely manager were coming, so why don't you finish the training together." Nioh blew bubble gum, said casually, and then looked at me with a wave of his hand and smiled scornfully, "Yeah, Yue Sounds, hello~"
I reluctantly smiled, "Hello."
Xuanichiro stepped up to greet Brother Yukimura, and we looked at each other, but were silent. I don't know what to say, besides, there are many people present, so I feel strange and unnatural at once.
After staying with them for a short while, I plan to stand up and say goodbye. I feel bad to be looked at, and my out-of-compatibility will ruin the atmosphere. "I'm sorry, I'm going back, Brother Yukimura must pay more attention to his body."
"Yeah." Brother Yukimura smiled and nodded without stopping. I am very grateful for that. He should see that I am uncomfortable. Although Yuriko was a little reluctant, there was no alternative.
"I will send you."/"I will send you."
When I heard two sounds at the same time, I was shocked, looked at Hiyoshi and Kanichiro, and waved my hand quickly, "No, I can..."
"It's okay." Genichiro said to me, and then looked at Bilyshi again, "I'll go."
What Bilyshi wanted to say, but he didn't say anything.
After we got out of the hospital, we walked aimlessly on the quiet street. Neither of us spoke. At first, we became very calm because we didn't see the mess when I saw Genichiro. The faintly blowing cold wind makes people feel a little chill. I looked up at the blue-gray sky. It was almost winter. The dead trees on the roadside and the fallen leaves all over the ground evoked melancholy, and made people's hearts gloomy. of.
I shuddered, Kendichiro seemed to notice, frowned, and said unhappily: "You wear too little, don't do this next time." The voice sounded over my head, and then I felt warm, and he took the clothes off. Draped on me.
"No, you will be cold." I was about to take off my clothes, but he held my hand.
I looked at him for a moment, but no longer decided, and said softly: "Thank you."
"Yueyin, how are you doing?"
Xuanichiro's low voice seemed to hit my chest, so dull that I couldn't make a sound, I made an inaudible "um". I wanted to ask him if he had a good life, but he didn't ask anything at all. He would probably have a good life.
I looked at him quietly, still that cold expressionless face, sharp edges and corners, now it seems that there is no longer the strangeness of just now, Sanada Henichiro is still the Sanada Henichiro I know. Everything seems to have not changed, but the time and place have changed again.
Genichiro sent me to the nearest subway station and gave me a birthday present that was a week late before leaving. He still remembered it.
On the fast-moving train, there were not many people. There was only the sound of the train rubbing against the rails. Sitting on the seat, I opened the exquisite gift. There was a card in it. It was actually a delicate handkerchief, pink and purple The broken pattern makes it look dignified and beautiful, which I like very much.
Suddenly, I was very sentimental, and there was a layer of mist in front of my eyes. I opened my eyes to stop the tears overflowing. It took me a few months to leave Kanagawa to realize that this kind of touch was enough, and my timidity and guilt have been calmed down today. My departure was an escape, and at the same time abandonment, abandoning the childhood friendship, but they did not blame me.
Will it be smooth sailing for me in Tokyo? Thinking of my disguise, I can't help but smile...
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