The car was extremely quiet. I haven't said a word since I was sitting in it. My hand is still held in the palm of the trace, and I can feel his temperature, but the temperature has never passed into my heart. My heart is still cold. I didn't have the strength to break free anymore, so I had to lean back in my seat.
Just now I contacted Tokyo and said that my person had been found and would send me back immediately. I obviously felt the person on the other end of the phone breathe a sigh of relief, but I wish I didn’t know anything. Sometimes, I could be one. A fool who knows nothing is a kind of happiness. At this moment, my mind is full of scenes of meeting'them', imagining what I would say, how I should say and how to do it, but in the end I am still helpless and at a loss, the more I want to concentrate. , The more slack thinking. I can be sure that it was a wrong decision to go back with the tracking department. Now it is too late to regret it. I really hope that the car will continue to drive like this, and it will never reach the end.
But hope often runs counter to reality. When I was still in a daze, the car had stopped.
"get off."
When I heard the sound, I suddenly regained my senses. I knew that I had arrived in Tokyo. All the blankness was transformed into fear. The rapid rise and fall of the chest replaced the stupid expression on the face, but there was no power to stop it.
As if the brain's thinking has been separated from the movement, I got out of the car mechanically, and vaguely saw a person holding an umbrella waiting outside the door. The weather in Tokyo was also foggy, and my eyes began to blur, so that my eyes widened so hard that I still couldn’t see who the person in front of me was. In accordance with the movements of the trail, I gradually walked towards the person, only feeling the whole body heavier. .
"Tezuka."
"Thanks for your hard work." The person on the other side gently stroked my head. He seemed to be talking to me, but I couldn't hear it anymore. Seeing his hand pressing the doorbell, I felt my breathing was even more rapid, and there was something in front of my eyes. dark…
Maybe God heard my prayer and gave me another chance to escape. Before losing consciousness, I felt very relaxed. . . .
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When I woke up again, it was three days later.
I opened my eyes and found that this is neither Kanagawa’s home nor Tokyo’s home. The sun outside the window is shining, but it is a bit dazzling with me. When I was thinking about where it was, there was a noise outside, and I immediately closed my eyes again. A genius remembers Chinese in one second 8/1/z/o/m/
The door was opened and someone came in.
"I know you are awake." The voice... I opened my eyes suddenly.
"Brother? Why are you here?" I looked at him in surprise.
"This is my home." Then he looked at me helplessly.
It seems that I am really confused. This is my brother's house. Why didn't I see it just now, it's just...
"Uncle, aunt and... Supervisor and Sakaki have gone back, you can stay here with peace of mind." My brother seemed to see the thoughts in my heart and said to me like this.
"How long did I sleep?"
"Three days." After speaking, my brother turned around and poured a glass of water for me.
"That day... What happened that day?"
"The scene is chaotic." With a few simple words, I waited for the following, but my brother did not speak for a long time, and I couldn't help but look up at him.
"Then?"
"The doctor said that you should take a good rest after being stimulated. My mother suggested that your uncle go back first and give you time to think about it." It seemed that there was too much talk in one breath, and my brother poured himself a glass of water.
There was a silence,
"Brother has nothing to say to me?" I thought he would always say something, from his brother's point of view.
"No."
"why?"
"You should know what to do, and I don't want to increase your burden." His words gave me a daze. How would I know what to do? "Let's rest." After speaking, my brother left the room.
I was a little frustrated. I looked back at the alarm clock. It was seven o'clock in the morning and my brother should go to school. I lay down again, and slowly, my eyelids began to protest again...
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In the past two days, my aunt always ate, slept and slept with me. My aunt took good care of me. When I woke up, she would chat with me, but none of us involved the topic of'that'. Brother came back very early, doesn't he need training? Although there are such doubts, I have never spoken. This is the first time my brother and I have stayed under the same roof for a long time. We don’t talk much. He always visits me before and after school, and leaves after a few greetings; I sit on the corridor in the courtyard. When in a daze, he occasionally sits aside, or just practices in the yard...
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When I woke up, it was about four o'clock. The long sleep didn't make me feel relieved. On the contrary, I got dizzy and swollen. It seemed not bad to lie lazily until I had dinner.
Someone opened the door of my room gently. It was my aunt. She probably thought I hadn't woken up yet.
"Auntie."
"You're awake, Yueyin." I noticed what was in my aunt's hand. "These are your schoolbags and school supplies, which were just sent by your Bingdi senior."
"Senior?"
"It was the person who sent you back that day. I heard Guoguang called him the trace department. He was outside and said he wanted to come and see you. I was worried that you hadn't woken up yet, so I came to see now."
"Auntie... please thank him for me, just say, I haven't woken up yet."
"Ok."
Open the window a bit and I can see the yard clearly. After a while, I saw the trace department come out. He should have come before the training, but sorry, trace department, I don't want to see anyone yet. Before the trace was not paying attention, I closed the window.
I opened my schoolbag and took out the mobile phone in it. The screen showed N missed calls and text messages. I checked the text messages. Most of them greeted my illness. It seems that they still don’t know the truth. Taro, Shinzu, Yumi, and Reiko were asking me about the situation that day. I knew they were anxious, but they were not in the mood to reply. Of course, there is another person here, Ling Xiaolu. I didn’t read many of the text messages she sent. Looking at her name displayed on the phone, complex emotions emerged in my heart. What kind of mood was that, I also said Not sure. The last two were sent by Xuan Ichiro, because I didn't want him to worry, I replied to him with the last call of the phone, then turned off the phone.
"Yueyin, let's talk, okay?" The aunt opened my door again.
"Ok."
"Why didn't you see that trace department? After you fainted that day, he kept holding you in and looked very anxious. When he saw you, we adults were all messed up. He was still calm and called the doctor immediately. Just now, I think he seemed a little disappointed."
"He is that kind of person who can always dominate the overall situation. This is his natural sense of superiority. He is a good senior."
"It's just that?" Aunt suddenly looked very gossip.
"En." I nodded, otherwise what else could be done, I have never thought about this question carefully, and I don't want to think about it. However, it seems that this is not the time to talk about this kind of thing.
"My aunt was young too, but in the end I chose your uncle, alas!" The aunt shook her head, as if she had suffered a big loss.
"Hehe, do you regret it?"
"Well, of course not. Everyone has everyone's preferences. I don't know who will want our family's Guoguang in the future!" Why is it suddenly turned to my brother? I don't see who wants to be, but to choose Whose question is, if my brother sends out a call for friends, the applicants will definitely be queued from Tokyo to Hokkaido. "Actually, your uncle and I have known each other since we were students. We are still in the same grade and the same class. This situation has continued from junior high school to high school."
"Really? Was that uncle popular then?"
"It should be, but because he always has a straight face, girls don't dare to touch him too much." At this point, the aunt smiled, as if she had gone back in time, like a girl.
"That aunt is an exception." Judging from the aunt's personality, no matter how difficult it was to touch her at the time, she would still be able to catch it. Unfortunately, my brother did not inherit the aunt's "optimistic" character at all.
"That's natural!" The aunt's face was full of pride. "If you really want to say welcome, then you must belong to Toshihiko. He is only one year younger than me. He has always been your uncle's younger brother and our student. There are really many interesting things in the times. At that time, our relationship was very good, but Toshihiko was really a rebellious person, with a strong temper, which made the school and his parents very troubled. He always had his own ideas, never Let others control yourself, you must do what you want to do, and it always makes people feel that he is different. Perhaps it is because of this cool personality, coupled with not being talkative, that girls’ eyes are always It was around him, and because the family inherited karate, the boys did not dare to provoke him. It could be said that it was lawless. However, there is such a person who never buys his account..."
"Naxuri!" Before my aunt was finished, I called out the name. I should have thought that what my aunt wanted to talk about was not herself, but the story of "them".
"Well, it's her." The aunt looked at me questioningly.
"I have seen a picture of her."
"She is an enthusiastic, cheerful and brave girl. Despite her family's difficulties, she still strives to maintain her life and never gives up hope. Seeing her working hard, so serious and focused, she will feel beautiful. She and Toshihiko She is also in the same class from junior high school to high school. She is the squad leader and she is so good. Of course she can’t tolerate Toshihiko’s self-behavior, especially when Toshihiko is lazy and not on duty. Of course, two people like this can’t merge, but it’s strange. The thing is that every time Toshihiko is defeated and forced to implement all of Nao's requirements, in his own words, it is to implement the unequal treaty. Haha, for a while, I often heard Toshihiko complaining to me, saying Nao How unbearable it is, but after a long time, those words are not just complaints." At this point, my aunt looked up at me, "I think it's incredible, isn't it?"
"..." I didn't speak, but just nodded, not stopping my aunt from continuing.
"At that time, I didn't pay attention to this change. As middle school students, we still didn't understand feelings. We probably only regarded it as a kind of friendship. All I could see was that Toshihiko had become behaved, and we could manage His people. Whenever he quarreled with your uncle, someone would always jump out to warn him to respect the senior. Such an interesting life continued until high school, and no one found out when he grew up, our thoughts It seemed to be complicated all of a sudden and began to have different feelings. When my uncle and I walked together, I realized that this is'love'. I think Toshihiko and Naori are the same. However, it is unexpected. What happened was that their'love' seemed to be stronger." The aunt stopped, as if thinking of something.
"and after?"
"Later, I married your uncle after graduating from college." My aunt smiled faintly, but her eyes showed sadness.
"I mean, what about them?" My heart seemed to be grabbed and became uneasy. The fastest full text of 噺⒏⑴祌 んττρs:/м.χ八㈠zщ.còм/
The aunt was silent for a long time before she said, "Toshihiko and Naori got married after graduating from high school."
"How come?" I stared in surprise.
"Do you think it's too early?"
"Yeah." Before reacting, I already responded.
"In fact, there is no problem with age, but the people from the Sakura family strongly oppose it. Naori's family is very poor, and she has been dependent on her mother since she was a child, and her mother has always been in poor health. On the eve of high school graduation, Naori's mother Passed away."
Hearing this, I couldn't help but exclaim, then since then, isn't Nasuri alone? It's so pitiful.
"Auntie..."
"Naori didn't tell Toshihiko, but only hoped that he could take the exam at ease. After the exam, Toshihiko decided to take care of Naori and marry her. Although his father was very sympathetic to Naori's situation, he also decided to take care of Naori and marry her. Decided to help her, but the whole family did not allow them to marry."
"Are my father and aunt opposed to it?" I blurted out in a hurry.
"We are not opposed to it, but we cannot publicly support it. This is my father's decision. This is true of traditional big families." I think there is a trace of sadness in my aunt's words. "After that, you can imagine that the family has tried everything. He tried to get in the way, but it was blocked by Toshihiko. He was desperate and even severed his relationship with us. He took Naori, and two people squeezed into a small apartment. Although life was hard, but Very happy, this seems to make up for Naori’s misfortune. Until Toshihiko finishes his studies part-time and part-time, their lives have stabilized. My brother and I have secretly visited them and felt relieved to see them like this. , Your birth..."
Hearing this confirmed the answer again. My parents are Toshihiko Sakura and Naori Fujiwara. Even though I knew it a long time ago, after hearing the facts, I still felt like the world was spinning.
"Are you listening, Moontone?"
"Ok."
"I think you should rest. Auntie is really worried. There are some things you can't bear. I always wonder why all this happened and why Junyan can't get happiness..." Aunty cried very sad, my heart In the throbbing pain, I know what happened later is why I became the daughter of Mom and Dad.
"Auntie, tell me, it's already like this, I want to know the truth." Even if that means cruelty.
"I was very happy when I learned that Naori was pregnant, because I just gave birth to Kunikari, so I hurried over to see them. At that time, they were a hundred times happier than before. They were only waiting for you to be born. Who ever wanted to change? What? I only learned about it after that happened. Soon after she became pregnant, the doctor told her that she had leukemia and it was too dangerous to have a baby. If the situation could be controlled, abortion would be relatively safe. Naori knew that even then she She didn’t live long, and she really didn’t want to have children, so she concealed the truth and continued to pretend to be happy to have children. Toshihiko was busy with work and didn’t pay attention at all. We didn’t know until you were born and until she left us. , And everything is too late. I know Naori loves Toshihiko too much and hopes to leave him something at the last moments of his life, but Toshihiko can’t accept it. He hates himself and thinks everything is his fault. I don’t I know how he lived during those painful days, because I haven't seen him again since then. He didn't see anyone. I didn't know until my brother told me that he had left alone..."
I was so shocked that I couldn't speak. The story was so sad that I didn't even know what was thinking in my head, and my heart had already lost consciousness.
"Since you have you, your brother and sister-in-law have been happy. They can't have children, and marriage is not blessed. You have given them the opportunity to be parents. When you entered the Sakura family, they had already decided to You treat you as their only treasure, because you also have the blood of the Sakura family. During this time, your father has also passed away. Your brother succeeded as the head of the family, and you have become the only heir of the family. Yueyin, my aunt knows this. Everything is too cruel, but you must think about it, because no one can help you, you have to make your own decision."
I don't know when my aunt left the room, but in the corner where I was, I tried to absorb what my aunt said just now.
It's really like falling into a dream, when will this nightmare wake up...
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