Guan Zheng sighed and said: "Ms. Feng Yuan adopted you to treat you as family members, not as tools. While Mr. Feng Yuan adopts you, she continues to provide you with a superior environment, but you also She brought the joy of motherhood. This relationship and the happiness should be two-way, not as simple as you think."
Brother Chuan said: "I didn't blame my mother."
Guan Zheng waved the professional ethics of a psychologist and said, "It's not like that. Do you think your mother loves you?"
"Of course." Brother Chuan said without hesitation.
Guanzheng nodded and said, "In other words, you trust your mother unconditionally. But you should also know that your mother's decisions may not be correct. Having your own ideas and opinions does not mean that you owe your mother. On the contrary, this kind of normal mother-child relationship is what your mother wants."
Brother Chuan asked suspiciously: "Really?"
"Of course. Psychologically speaking, you have an expectation of women, which is related to your orphan experience. This should be a bridge between you and your mother, not an obstacle."
Brother Chuan squatted for a while, and said with a smile: "Twenty years of habit can't be changed."
"Your mother wants you to change even more."
A hint of surprise flashed in Brother Chuan's eyes, and he said, "It won't change. Once something is decided, it won't change."
Feng Yuan secretly shed tears outside the door. After two decades of getting along, Feng Yuan thinks he has done well enough, but the changes made by Brother Chuan who have recovered from his serious illness make Feng Yuan wonder what to do to make up for it, or, This is irreparable.
Brother Qiao saw Feng Yuan's eyes flushed and asked, "Mom, why are you standing here? Why don't you go in?"
Feng Yuan sniffed and said, "Go, accompany me out for a walk."
People walking around in the garden of the hospital were all patients. Feng Yuan looked at those people and said, "Brother Qiao, do you think I am a qualified mother?"
Brother Qiao said a little puzzled: "Mom, what's the matter with you? How do you say such a thing?"
Feng Yuan shook his head and said, "No, I think I owe you a lot for so many years."
Brother Qiao said, "Don't care about Xiaochuan, he just got his brain hot and talked nonsense."
Feng Yuan said: "Why would I not mind? I am his mother, but I didn't do this well. If I didn't do it well, I shouldn't have adopted you in the first place."
"Mom, don't say that, you did a great job."
Feng Yuan shook his head and said, "I should think about your ideas. I am too selfish."
Brother Qiao said: "Mom, the choice you gave us is the best choice, and we don't regret it."
Feng Yuan knew that Brother Qiao was comforting herself and said, "I will not decide anything for you in the future. Do whatever you want, and I will definitely support you."
Brother Qiao smiled slightly and said, "You are so awkward."
Feng Yuan smiled and said: "You should have your own ideas, and I should defend you. In fact, I also hope to have a true family relationship, not blind filial piety, but filial piety from your heart."
Brother Qiao nodded and said, "Don't worry, you will always be our mother."
Brother Qiao was called away shortly after he stayed, and Feng Yuan had to go back to Brother Chuan's ward alone.
Brother Chuan was lying in the middle of his sleep, and the face of Chuan who had recovered from a serious illness was pale, which made people feel distressed.
Brother Chuan couldn't sleep soundly, he kept scratching, and shouted: "Help me... Mom, where are you? Please, help me..."
Feng Yuan stretched out his hand to hold Brother Chuan's cold palm, and said, "My child, I'm here, mom is still here!"
Brother Chuan calmed down quickly, Feng Yuan rubbed Brother Chuan's head so gently, and Brother Chuan woke up. Brother Chuan looked at Feng Yuan and was about to sit up. Feng Yuan held him down and went to shake the bed. Brother Chuan said, "Mom, why are you here?"
Feng Yuan handed the water over and said, "Can't your mother come to see her son?"
Brother Chuan said: "Of course it can."
Feng Yuan asked: "Have you had a nightmare?"
Brother Chuan smiled and said, "Is there?"
Feng Yuan said: "I was chased and killed? What did you save me?"
Brother Chuan scratched his head and said, "I'm sorry!"
Feng Yuan peeled the apple and said, "What is there to be embarrassing about with both of us. How is your recovery?"
Brother Chuan said: "Very good, there is a task? Let me go!"
Feng Yuan shook his head and said, "No."
Brother Chuan asked curiously: "What's going on? You put me on the retired list? You won't be really angry, will you?"
Feng Yuan smiled and said, "Boy, your mother, I'm so careful!"
"Mom, then you should say it quickly, I am anxious to death."
Feng Yuan put down the apple and said, "This is the case. After comprehensive consideration by the superiors, you will be transferred to the special service team of the Nanyi Armed Police Detachment, and the subordinate Nanjian Commando will also belong to you."
"Secret Service Team?"
Feng Yuan nodded and said, "Yes, I remember you said before that you want to change to a relaxed place. The Secret Service Team fits your requirements! You are not satisfied? Then I will change another one."
Brother Chuan quickly said, "No, no, no, I didn't mean that. It's just that I can work for a few more years."
Feng Yuan said faintly: "I asked you to go to the anti-drug brigade to give you more knowledge, but I almost lost my life. The Nanyi special service brigade is a domestic professional anti-terrorist commando team that undertakes all domestic counter-terrorism and major security issues. Work. Although the danger is not as small as love, it must be tied to the military uniform at all times, always looking handsome."
Brother Chuan smiled slightly and said: "Okay, I will listen to you."
Feng Yuan said: "Harvard University is a world-renowned university. When it celebrated its 150th anniversary, its president said that Harvard can occupy the world's first position and cultivate batches of Nobel Prize winners for the world. Talent is not because of how good these students or teachers are, but because Harvard gives them the opportunity to choose and innovate independently.
From my perspective, I hope that you can have your own choices and ideas. I treat you as my own child. Being obedient is a good thing, but acting like a baby and being rebellious is the way for a person to grow up instead of being plain and obedient. When you are old, you will realize that you have done so many things in your life, and there is not one you have done willingly. When it comes to that day, I am the most guilty, most unforgivable sinner. "
Brother Chuan said, "Mom, I didn't mean that."
Feng Yuan said: "Don't be nervous, I was doing it for you for the first 20 years, and I hope to do it for you in the second half of my life. Fortunately for the three lives, I will continue to lead."
Brother Chuan nodded and said, "Mom, thank you so much."
Feng Yuan really let go. They have their own lives and they should go their own way. No one has the right to interfere with others, even their mothers. (End of this chapter)