In front of me was a group of ordinary Miao people who were staring at each other. All they cared about was themselves. In my opinion, none of them really took Aman's death seriously.
I feel sad for Aman, and I'm not worth it for her. For these people, she lost her most precious thing. Not only do these people in front of me not know how to be grateful, but now all they want is the white porcelain bottle in my hand. I became more and more disappointed in my heart, and I couldn't help raising the hand holding the bottle tightly.
My neck was pinched by Amon, and I looked at these people with a sneer, "One more step forward, and I'll smash this bottle!"
These words really worked, the patriarch stood in place, and the others also stopped.
But Amon still restrained me, and even slightly increased the strength in his hands.
I said hoarsely, "Let go of me, I'll give this thing to you!"
"Amon, let her go!" The patriarch said, even though Amon was reluctant, he still obeyed.
I touched the neck that was almost out of breath after being pinched by him, and I thought there must have been red finger prints there.
"Miss Zhuang, we don't want to embarrass you, we just want the thing in your hand, I hope you can give it to us!" The patriarch said with a little sincerity.
I also want to give it, but I really have no way to give this thing to such a group of people at this time. Because of the thoughts, my hands don't listen to me, and I can't stretch them out at all.
This obsession in my heart made my emotions extremely unstable.
Aman, if it were you, what would you do? These are your relatives, your family, your tribe. What you bought with your whole life can continue their hope, but where is your hope
I was annoyed at what these people did, so I finally became cruel and threw the white porcelain bottle in my hand to the ground. The face of the patriarch turned pale with fright, and all the Chi You Miao people looked at me with hatred in their eyes.
I don't care about their eyes, I can't help but want to vent my emotions now!
On the contrary, the patriarch at this time didn't take my actions into consideration, just staring at the things on the ground obsessively. "It's gone, it's gone! It's all gone!"
Amon punched me in the face, "Asshole! I never hit women, you made me an exception today!"
This punch was not light, and the person who hit me staggered several steps. I thought that most of these people would attack in groups, and whether I could get out alive today was a question.
But what surprised me was that after Amon punched me, there was a bit of dejected expression on his face. Everyone had the same expression, as if they had met the future and the death of the entire clan.
The wrinkles on the old man's face were squeezed together, the brows of women and men were piled together, and the children hid behind the adults, trembling.
The behavior of these people is completely beyond my expectation!
"No one knows our fate, but fate has given us the result! No matter how hard we try, this is the result!" The patriarch looked at me slowly and said, "If I can, I want to kill you right now! Just kill You are useless, after my people go out, they still cannot escape the fate of death!"
I couldn't help laughing, "Huh, death? But without the Gu girl, you can still live well! Murder and crime, no matter what kind of enemies you have, no matter how you Miao people fight and make trouble. If your life is threatened, the government will try its best to protect you." This is also what I can't figure out the most, why are voodoo girls so important.
Many Gu girls of the Miao nationality have disappeared, and the people of the Miao nationality are not still living well. Such an exaggeration of the existence of Gu girls really makes me feel ridiculous!
"What do you know!" Amon clenched his fists and roared. "Do you think that what Aman and you said is true? Aman didn't say that she didn't want you to fight that organization for our Chi Youmiao anymore. She didn't want you to make sacrifices in vain! Because your department simply can't beat those people , you can't save us!"
Amon lowered his head, said in a sad tone, and slammed his fist on the wall, "We Chi Youmiao are all cursed and cannot live past the age of thirteen. Only the Gu girl can place life and death Gu on every child born in Chi Youmiao, so that the continuation can continue." Life! Life and death Gu is to extend our life with the life of spiritual things.
And our Gu girls are also overdrawn because of the frequent life and death Gu, and most of them can't live to be thirty years old! So is Aman!
Now, our Chi Youmiao can no longer give birth to Gu girls, and if Aman dies, Chi Youmiao will be finished. For Chi Youmiao Aman chose such a path, we all know that she is not willing. But this is her fate, she cannot escape, cannot refuse, and no one can change it.
It's good for you to destroy Aman's hard work for nothing like this. Do you know that what you destroyed is also the hope of all our Chi Youmiao's lives! "The more Amon spoke, the more excited he became, and his body shook violently.
"Amon! Stop talking!" The patriarch walked to me with a low tone, "We don't want to hurt you, we are just anxious to get what Aman bought. Now that the things are gone, you can go!"
I stood where I was and didn't move, and all the Chiyou Miao people didn't move because of the words of the patriarch. But the hatred in their eyes made me really feel it.
Those were pairs of innocent eyes, some with red sockets, some with a little ignorance, some with fear and loss, and the actions I made just now because of emotional anxiety, now make me regret it.
"The Patriarch, I..."
"Don't say anything, you are angry for Aman, I don't blame you! We have no way to protect her, she is protecting everyone every time something happens.
Since she was a child, she has been with that person, and she has long known that such a day will come, but she tries to smile and live in front of us every day. Ms. Zhuang, you probably can't understand the pain that Aman endures every day.
Every time the Gu girl uses the life-and-death Gu, her body will become weaker. You also have to endure the unbearable pain of ordinary people, which can be felt every day, the passing of life. From the time she assumed the role of Gu girl to today, Chi Youmiao gave birth to a total of 183 children, so her pain has almost never stopped.
For her now, it may also be a relief.
And the gu blood is gone, this can be regarded as a punishment for us! God wants us Chi Youmiao to accompany Aman!
Miss Zhuang, let's go! We can't get out anyway, and we probably can't escape the fate of death! "After the patriarch finished speaking, he waved to the people behind him.
Everyone sat on the ground with the patriarch. This momentary change caught me unexpectedly, and made me suddenly realize something.
They're not giving me a hard time, and they're not talking to me anymore!
I'm so sorry, I have so many truths I don't know, I just bow down to them and apologize.
Just as I was about to leave, a child from Chi You Miaozhong suddenly stood up and fell to my feet.
What was wet on the ground was Aman's gu blood. The child started licking recklessly, as if licking a delicious delicacy, with a slightly devout expression, which was deeply in my eyes.
She raised her head and smiled at me. Maybe she didn't understand what was going on, but she told me, "Sister Aman bought it with her life. It must be very precious. It's a pity that you fell like this, sister. So it can’t be wasted, Ah Jing can’t waste it after licking it clean now! Is that right, patriarch grandpa!”
The child's smile is pure, without a trace of impurities. I suddenly noticed that the child's eyes became a little like Aman. The golden cicada I had seen flew in from nowhere, circled around the child's head several times, and got into the child's sleeve.
Aman, is this the result you want
The patriarch didn't expect that the child would do this, and his eyes suddenly became lively. Leading the tribe around the child, laughing heartily. "God has mercy on us Chi Youmiao, Ah Jing, who has inherited Ah Man's Gu blood, we, we have hope of life again."
I felt calm in my heart, as if a heavy burden had been relieved, and the original uneasiness also calmed down. If you think about it carefully, this may not be an obsession. Their desire for life has become a firm belief. All the things you see with the naked eye may not be real, maybe you can really experience everything about them when you blend into them.
The Chiyou Miao people may not be ruthless as I have seen, on the contrary, they are working hard for future generations! Aman shoulders the important task of Gu girl, she can't bear to watch her clansmen die one by one.
I think I was thinking too narrowly.
I always want to try to see everyone from my point of view and take what I see as the truth, but I never think about jumping into their world to analyze the whole story.
Maybe the one who really has obsessions is me! It was they who broke my firm belief that seeing is believing, and made me understand what Master said, the human heart!
I walked up to the second door, turned my head and smiled at the child, "Don't worry, I will rescue you, wait for me!"
The child waved at me, "Sister, then you have to come back early!"
I nodded, and the second door was pushed open without any effort. After a bright light, the child's voice became farther and farther away. I was blinded by the light and couldn't see anything.
When the door is closed, the glare disappears. I walked in this wooden tower, turned left and right several times, but saw nothing. There are no doors leading to the wooden tower on the third floor.
The empty place is extremely uncomfortable.
The surrounding walls are carved with unknown flowers from that organization, spreading from one wall to the other.
I stretched out my hand and touched the flowers lightly. The flowers came alive immediately, and I hurriedly withdrew my hand in fright.
The staggered flowers and paths grew denser and denser. Slowly, these flowers originally only moved within the wall, and then extended out from the wall. The burrs on the flowers and paths pierced the skin on my hands.
"Hiss!" I bared my teeth in pain.
What is this
I was curious, but I didn't expect a voice to respond immediately in my heart.
"Desire is a seed. They take root and sprout, and gradually grow. The fire of your desire is the sunshine of this seed, and you will make them grow vigorously."
"Who are you?" I was startled by the voice, and immediately shouted loudly.
For a long time, no one answered here! That voice seemed to come from inside my body!
"I am you, and you are me! I am the desire in your heart, your greed, anger, and ignorance! You are greedy and angry, denounce the injustice of this world, and love in your ignorant heart, and your delusion will never be separated from the person you love.
These desires of yours will also drive you crazy! "
I closed my eyes, trying to get rid of the sound, but no matter how hard I tried, it didn't help. The voice is full of charm, it is in my ears for a while, it appears in my mind for a while, and it penetrates into my heart for a while.
"Zhuang Jin, why force yourself to be a good person, why put so much pressure on yourself! You can get what you want, as long as you let the seeds of desire take root and germinate!"
I shook my head desperately, "No, that's not it!"
"That's it, that's it! You have desires in your heart, that's why you have demons. If your heart is like still water, how can you give birth to demons. Even if you killed your demons back then, you can't hide those demons in your heart. Desires. They are like the twining flower vines, entwining your body and imprisoning your actions. But whatever you want to do, these flower vines will do it for you.
So this flower is also called desire flower, have you seen the desire in your heart? "
As soon as the voice fell, I saw myself in my eyes.
I am struggling in the boundless and endless sea, and I am about to sink. There was a boat parked on the sea, and there were several people standing on the boat.
Master smiled at me kindly, touched his legs and told me, "Little Jin, Master really wants to save you, but Master's legs can no longer move, you have to rely on yourself and work hard to get on the boat."
Er Fatty stood at the bow of the boat and whistled to me, "Hey, Xiaojin, come up quickly, or I will leave the boat if you don't come up."
I opened my mouth, wanting to make him wait for me. And all my words were washed into my stomach by the influx of sea water. I didn't dare to speak again, so I could only swim desperately towards the boat.
Uncle Gu and Gu Yueman were arguing on the boat, but they didn't seem to notice me.
The last one was Su Muyan, she kept looking at me with endless love in her eyes. "Little Jin, you must come. I don't want to marry someone who doesn't want to marry, I just want to marry you! If you don't come, you will never see me again."
no, do not want! Yan'er, wait for me! I'm coming! I shouted desperately in my heart, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't swim to her side. The boat was getting farther and farther away from me, and finally I was the only one left in the whole sea.
I'm exhausted, I don't have the strength to struggle.
With the sea, I gradually sink. Slowly, my head was flooded by sea water, my breathing became short of breath, I held my breath, but it didn't help at all.
Soon I couldn't breathe, and the salty sea water began to pour into my stomach.
Desire takes root and you can live, such a sentence suddenly popped up in my mind. I don't know if what I'm seeing is an illusion, or if I'm the one in the water.
I can feel the suffocation of being submerged in sea water. It is too painful!
Desire, my desire is to live, I want to live, I want to be with Yan'er. Being a good person won't get me what I want, being a good person will only make me carry too many things. Too much helplessness makes me very distressed, I can't do this, and I can't violate that.
Those rules and regulations in the world are the shackles that imprison me! I want to break such shackles!
My body sank into the sea water, and my desire slowly grew along with the sea water. Countless flowers and paths of desire hold me high.
"Look, your desire has saved you! Let it take root and germinate. What else can you not get? Those self-proclaimed righteous people are just afraid that this desire is higher than him, and why don't they What about desire? The department you trust, the master you trust, the woman you like, which one has no desire!
They suppress their desires, but what do they get? "
What did you get? what did i get I was pulled into the sea by flowers and paths and sank into the abyss together. I got nothing. The ship had already left me. The people on board were waving at me. The people I love, the people close to me, None of them stayed.
If I can get on the boat, I can get what I want!
The desire flower wrapped around my body grew bigger and bigger. The flower and diameter wrapped around my body more than a dozen times, and my neck was a little breathless under the circle of this thing.
I watched myself struggling on the bottom of the sea, and finally, she took out a dagger from her arms, and she chose to be a bad person. She wants everyone to sink into the bottom of the sea like her. That way, whatever she wants will stay with her.
I don't know where the strength came from, I swam desperately, swam desperately, and slowly approached the boat. Without hesitation, I plunged the dagger into the wooden board at the bottom of the boat, once, twice, until the sea water poured into the boat.
The ship sank, and everyone on board was calling for help, but I actually felt happy and smiled.
Those eyes were bright red, like blood, and my body couldn't help trembling!
is that me Am I that kind of person
"That is you, the desire deep in your heart. You just haven't discovered it yet. Once this desire breaks through the ground, you will be able to experience the beauty of desire. When desire blooms, your life is about to reach its peak , you will see that everything is under your control.
Power, status, money, women, everything you can think of will be at your fingertips. "
This sound is like poison, medicine, making me gradually lose myself. I clenched my fists, I, I want to live!
But is this desire to live on, really mine
My head was dizzy, I wanted to struggle, but the more I struggled, the more painful the thorns on the flower of desire pierced me, my fingers were bleeding, my arms were bleeding, I put my hands in my pockets The copper face of gossip, blood stained on it, my heart seemed to be knocked by something.
I woke up from the dazed state, and the person in front of me, who was exactly like me, was still at the bottom of the sea, smiling at me. There was a ruthlessness in the red pupils.
That person is not me, that is, that is Zhou Yang! He is the one controlled by Desire Flower! Could it be that Zhou Yang became what he is today because of desire
These desire flowers are simply deceptive things, and I almost got caught in the way of this thing.
I took out the copper-faced gossip from my pocket, recited the mantra, and took out a yellow talisman in one hand, and stuck it on the flower of desire on my body, "Fen Jue! Burn!"
The yellow talisman burst into flames, and the flames spread to the desire flower and the path. The flower vine let go of me in shock. "It's hot, it's hot! Damn it!"
I watched the desire flower slowly drill into the wall, and turned into a painting carved on the wall again. But if you look closely, there are traces of scorching in some places of this flower.
So everything just now was not a dream.
I took a deep breath. Everyone has desires. Living in this world, it is inevitable that there will be times of greed, hatred and ignorance. No one is a sage, and I am no exception! Only by controlling our desire for desire can we suppress the restlessness in our hearts.
If all of this is true, then the person who lost to desire is Zhou Yang!
Overcoming my own greed, hatred and ignorance, I think, I should have passed this level! But I searched around for a long time, but I couldn't find the door leading to the third floor of the wooden tower!
The interior of the wooden tower consists of two doors: the outer and the inner. The outside is supported by wooden piles. There are arches on all eight sides. The door on the second floor is easy to find. The door on the third floor has been circled around a few times. None were found.
In the middle of the wooden pagoda on the second floor is a four-faced Buddha. This Buddha statue is the same as the ones I saw from the outside of the pagoda. It is fierce and full of hostility.
The four-faced Buddha holds an iron ring in one hand, a steel fork in the other, supports a pagoda on the other, and points to the west on the other.
I walked around the Erawan Buddha twice, and then looked towards the west in the direction of his finger.
Is this the guide of the door
I walked out of the tower on the west side again, and there was nothing else beyond the wooden wall. I walked into the tower again, and my eyes paused, and a narrow wooden door was embedded in this wall. If you don't look carefully, you can't see it at all. The door and the wooden wall are completely self-contained. If it weren't for the guidance of the Erawan Buddha, I wouldn't have paid so much attention.
I pulled open the fork bolt on the door, and stepped into the wooden tower on the third floor!
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