When people grow up, they understand that many times you want to get back the light and shadow of the past, and you have no choice but to dream. I also thought it was true, and kept looking for childhood memories from dreams to find that period of childhood.
And time is still on its inherent track, moving forward step by step, I thought this was a good start, but for me now, the days are as quiet as a pool of stagnant water, without any ripples.
But fundamentally, it's actually pretty good. At least compared to before, there is no need to suffer from hunger.
Maybe it's the environment, maybe it's the experience. In the past few years, I feel that I have grown up a lot, understood a lot, and understood a lot. The character has also gradually developed a kind of withdrawn!
Apart from Xiao Mi, I have no other friends by my side.
As for Xiao Mi, the eighteenth female college student has changed, and she has become more and more ladylike. Of course, she still played tricks on me occasionally. And obviously I know, I will also pretend to be teased by her. Because sometimes, it is more interesting to let her think that she succeeds than to expose it. This is probably the only little fun between us.
The sorceress' condition recurred, and the master had to go to the capital, Beijing three years ago!
Xiao Mi also wanted to go, but it seemed that the sorceress wanted Xiao Mi to stay. I don't understand why the witch made such a decision, maybe she didn't want Xiao Mi to worry. But I feel that this is very unfair to Xiao Mi. Moreover, as long as the woman locked in the ground is still in this world, there is no way for Xiao Mi to be really happy. After all, she was her biological mother, even if she lost her soul, she was still a person with blood.
Hey, it's easy to pretend to be happy. When people grow up, this kind of pretending becomes more real. I think Xiao Mi is also very lucky. At least she has had a tougher past few years than I have.
I also began to really understand, Master, but that sentence, Xiao Mi is also a pitiful person.
At first I thought it was because her parents were not around since she was a child, and the sorceress was already terminally ill. Now I know that Xiao Mi's pity is what she has carried all her life, the hatred of her parents and the hatred of the witch. And once the hatred is buried, it is difficult to be happy, unless she can find the murderer who hurt her parents.
It's a pity that five years have passed, and there is still no progress on the mysterious organization that I can come into contact with. No one knows where this organization is, and no one knows what purpose this organization has.
During the period when Master left, the person responsible for taking care of me and Xiao Mi was an aunt specially transferred from Beijing by Uncle Heiying. Her name was Zhang Xiuchun, and we all called her Mama Zhang. He is very easy-going and speaks a standard Beijing accent, which gradually led me astray.
Mama Zhang mostly cooks for Xiao Mi and me, and takes care of some daily life. But once, I also discovered that she had the habit of taking notes at night. Xiao Mi was dishonest and insisted on dragging me to take a peek.
Only after I saw it did I realize that Mama Zhang had been recording every detail of my daily life with Xiao Mi.
It is as big as the progress of learning Taoism, as small as where you have been every day and what you have done. No matter how big or small!
I know that Master didn't ask her to do all of this, but Uncle Heiying.
I am very disgusted, and Uncle Heiying's actions make it difficult for me to understand. I suddenly had a feeling that Xiao Mi and I were being watched. This feeling is very bad, and it makes me unable to get close to Zhang Ma, and the same is true for Xiao Mi.
However, our five years of tranquility were also changed by a letter Zhang Ma retrieved from the post office two days ago.
The letter was sent by Master, and the letter said that the witch's condition had finally improved, and Xiao Mi was asked to go to Beijing now. Master also said to let me go home and wait for him, saying that I can save Su Muyan.
I was a little excited for a while, the years of waiting could finally be put into action.
Xiao Mi was lying on the window, the weather was still a bit cold in early spring, and the cold wind blew on her face bitingly. I stood behind her and followed her gaze, facing the outside of the small courtyard.
"Senior sister, when you came last time, I watched you secretly from this window. It was too dark at that time, but I could still see clearly. The first time you came here, you kept hiding behind the uncle. At that time, I'm still very unconvinced, why there is an extra senior sister out of thin air. Hehe, time flies so fast."
I was also quite emotional, "Yes! That naughty ghost back then has now become a big girl, hehe!"
"Who is a naughty ghost!" Xiao Mi gave me a dissatisfied look, but she took my arm, leaned on my shoulder, and said in a dull voice, "Senior sister, do you really not want me to go with you? "
"Xiao Mi, didn't the master tell you to go to Beijing to take care of the uncle! The uncle's health is just a little better, so you should go and see it too. Don't you miss her? I remember when someone read the letter and knew that the uncle's health improved, I was so excited that I didn't fall asleep all night!"
"Senior sister, I, I miss my aunt very much, but I don't worry if you go alone! Otherwise, you will go back to Beijing with me first, and then go home with my uncle. When I see my aunt, I will go with you go."
I laughed at this little girl who always likes to go around a lot when doing things, "I'll go back, you go to Beijing, and I will be able to find you with my master when my business is over. Didn't you say that you want to take me to see the sky in Beijing? An-men? But it’s agreed, no cheating is allowed. Besides, our village is not as good as the city, and you won’t be used to it when you go there.”
Xiao Mi became even more unhappy when she heard that, and said with a dissatisfied face, "Who says I can't get used to being around, I'm used to you being by my side, wherever I go."
"Well, it's good for you to coax me by saying this." I stroked Xiao Mi's beautiful long hair. I also thought about growing it long, but unfortunately I gave up this idea in the middle of it.
"Senior Sister!" Xiao Mi softened her voice and stopped talking. After a while, he said again, "You promise me, come to Beijing to find me after saving that Su Muyan?"
I nodded vigorously, "Okay!"
In fact, I have been with Xiao Mi for so long, I have long regarded her as my own sister. I really don't want to leave now.
Su Muyan is the person I owe the most all these years. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up.
I touched the Blood Soul Jade on my chest. After years of nurturing, there were some red blood in the jade. The wooden sign exuded a faint fragrance. Every night, there would always be a faint white light.
Finally, I can see that fairy girl again.
The day of parting came soon, and I sent Xiao Mi to the bus station.
Xiao Mi and Zhang Ma will take the bus from the city to the provincial capital, and then transfer to the train from the provincial capital to Beijing.
There were many people at the station. I put Xiao Mi’s salute on the car, and waved goodbye to Xiao Mi with a smile. Xiao Mi cried and shouted to me: “Senior Sister, you must come to Beijing to find me!”
I got out of the car, nodded at her, raised my hand and waved again, "Wait for me to find you, don't forget, you said you wanted to take me to Beijing for a stroll!"
Xiao Mi leaned against the car window, and there was more water vapor in those smart eyes, and then slowly moved away from my sight. I sighed, only to realize that as people grow up, there are fewer and fewer people staying by my side. When I was young, my mother and elder brother accompanied me, and Er Fatty followed me to play in the village. Later, there was Master and Xiao Mi.
But at this moment, I was alone, and I suddenly felt very lonely and desolate.
After buying a few buns, I also boarded the minibus back to the county seat.
Because it was still early, the seats on the bus were not full yet, and the minibus hadn't started yet.
I stood by the seat near the door and looked around the car. There were some middle-aged people.
After sitting down, he squinted his eyes and took a nap thinking that he didn't know when the car would start.
This time, I fell asleep.
I didn't wake up until the conductor yelled, "Hurry up, drive right away!"
At this moment, a man in a dark blue cloth jacket came out of the car, with a beard around his mouth, and one leg was a little disabled. He got in the car and looked at the back. Although there were still many vacancies, he was too lazy to run back.
He put a large bag of things on his shoulders next to me, and sat down.
Looking at me, showing a mouthful of big yellow teeth, he smiled honestly, "Little girl, didn't I squeeze you!"
I shook my head hastily, "Uncle, don't squeeze. What are you packing in this sack!" I looked curiously at the sack on the ground and asked, pointing.
"Hey, these are some local specialties, take them home for the kids to try." After speaking, he took out a candy from his pocket and handed it to me, "Here, little girl, let me eat this! This candy is so sweet. .”
I didn't want it at first. It's not easy to go out to work and bring some good things home for the children. The candy is not cheap. But I can't stand this uncle's enthusiasm, I really can't refuse.
He had to eat this candy in front of his face before he became happy.
"Little girl, where are you going?"
"Uncle, I'm going home!"
"Oh! He came out to go to school!"
I thought for a while and nodded, "Yes, isn't it the weekend, I want to go home and have a look!"
The uncle looked at me with a look of admiration, "It's not easy for a little girl to go out alone! But those who can go to school in the city are all good seedlings of the country. This knowledge is power, and our generation can only do it. Do hard work. By the way, where is your home in the county!"
"My home is in Jiangwu Village!" I laughed.
"Jiangwu Village!" The uncle suddenly moved closer and whispered, "Hey, I heard that the ancestral grave of that rich family in Jiangwu Village, surnamed Qian, is haunted by ghosts. Do you know about this?"
I thought the uncle was talking about Fang Qihong, and he liked to gossip, so I didn't pay much attention to it, so I said something vaguely.
Who knew that the uncle looked worried, looked around again, lowered his voice and continued, "You know why you ran back, I heard that many people died in Jiangwu Village. That place is not peaceful! This feudal superstition You can't talk about things casually, but that place is too evil. Didn't your village chief get killed?"
village head? I was a little puzzled, when I left, the village head was still fine, why did he die. Could it be a rumor
I hurriedly asked again, "Uncle, what is the name of the village chief you are talking about!"
"Hey, I really don't know about this. My house is far away from Jiangwu Village! I also heard people say that I came here, but it seems that I heard that the surname is Wei! It's just last month! Little girl, not uncle Scaring you, you, it’s best not to go back.”
Is the Qian family's ancestral grave still haunted? Village Chief Wei died last month
What about mother? Where are my two older brothers? How are they
I don't know these things. I just felt my scalp explode, could it be Fang Qihong? But this Fang Qihong had already been wiped out, and it was still done by the master himself, so there can be no accidents.
Along the way, I was thinking about this matter in my mind, looking out the car window, anxious why the car hadn't driven to the county yet.
The author has something to say: Post a chapter before the National Day, I've been too busy recently, and it's a small holiday, the update is unstable, I hope you understand.
Tomorrow is National Day, little angels have to eat, drink and have fun!
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