The sun was setting, and the cool wind hit my face through the crack of the door. I felt like I had slept for a long time, and I wanted to move my arms, but the pain was unbearable. I tried to make a fist, but it hurt so badly that I finally had to let go of it.
I couldn't move my body, I had to roll my eyelids. Looking around, my mother was sitting beside me, holding a needle and thread in her hand, sewing embroidered insoles. Such a picture made my eyes sour, and I wanted to shout out. Suddenly, I was trapped in an illusion. I was worried that I was confused by Chen Maosheng's doll, so I didn't dare to make a sound.
My mother has a habit of doing needlework, that is, she doesn't like to use a thimble. Once her mind is dual-purpose, it is easy to be pricked by needles. Looking at the side face of the mother full of worries, the years have not shown mercy to her, and the mother has also entered middle age, her skin is dull, and in the afterglow of the setting sun, there is an Asian yellow.
And the needle in that hand seemed to have eyes, and unexpectedly, it pierced into the flesh.
The mother "hissed", looked at the bleeding finger, and sighed again.
He looked up at me, staring blankly. After a long time, a smile finally appeared on his face, and he ran to me in a few steps, "Xiao Jin, are you awake? You are really awake!"
I nodded, although I was not sure whether my mother was real, but at this moment I felt the long-lost family affection in my heart, and tears rolled down the corners of my eyes.
My mother wiped away my tears with her hand, "You are so old, why are you still crying! Mr. Sun said that you blew cold wind on the road, didn't have a good rest, and passed out before you got home. You are so sleepy, you are so scared. I'm dead, Mr. Sun and that Mr. Gu are not very happy, I am still worried, afraid that something will happen to you, they are hiding it from me! Hehe, I didn't expect you to wake up after sleeping, hey, mom is thinking too much !"
My mother touched my face as she spoke, "I'll go and tell Mr. Sun, lie down a little longer! Your elder brother has gone to work, and he won't be back for a while. Ganga went to fish in the river. In the evening, Mom Make your favorite fish soup! By the way, I have to tell Dumb, this child is also very worried about you!"
While my mother was chattering, she tucked the quilt up for me. As soon as I got up, Master walked in.
"Mr. Sun, I'm going to talk to you right now!" My mother looked at me and then at Master, as if she understood that Master had something to say to me, she took the insoles and needles and threads on the table, "Mr. Sit down for a while, me, go to Lao Zhang's house and tell Dumb, so that the kid won't worry."
Master nodded, "That's right. Dahu and Xiaojin grew up together. When they came here yesterday, they happened to meet Dahu and said they would come. I thought it was too late, so I sent them back at last!" "
"That's not true! Don't look at the fact that Dahu stole Lao Zhang's money and ran out because he was poor. In fact, Dahu is a very kind-hearted child!" The mother left with a smile and opened the door of the room. bring.
Because it was early spring, the windows were tightly closed, and the door was also closed at this moment, and the room suddenly became dark.
Master went to the table, sat on the stool, and asked after a long time, "Is it better?"
"It's much better!" I lowered my head and didn't dare to see the expression on Master's face at this time.
"That's good! In the future, you can't be distracted when you perform Taoism. Fortunately, this is the first time you have used the Lightning Technique, and the skills are not yet mature. Otherwise, the thunder will fall on you that day. The Taoism backlash If you are too old, you will die, and if you are young, you will also be handicapped!"
Master's tone was full of helplessness, which made me even more ashamed to face him.
Falling into speechless silence again, my tears kept falling down, I didn't dare to cry aloud, and I didn't dare to let Master find out, I only hated myself for being useless and always needing the protection of others. When I wanted to protect others, I was so powerless.
The setback hit me badly, and at this moment I realized that the path I chose was not as easy as I imagined. Most of the time, it's all about gambling.
You are not afraid of anything until you make continuous progress and become stronger.
But I can't do it yet.
"You've done a good job!" Master suddenly said if he sensed that my emotions were wrong. "Lightning technique is the best technique of the Taoist school. If you can attract thunder, it means you have succeeded. What's more, if you can hit two lightnings in succession for the first time, no one in Xue Banshan can do it." Arrived. You are the first!"
"Master, you don't need to comfort me, I know I can't do anything well, and I always get you into trouble!"
"Sometimes, it's not that you want to cause trouble, it's that trouble is chasing you!"
Master's words were spoken in a foreign language, and I knew very well that all these troubles were brought about by that organization. But I'm already confused, what does this organization really want? Could it be my master, Zhou Yang
"Master, how did we get out of the illusion?" I tried my best to hold back my tears and asked calmly.
"Chen Maosheng doesn't want any of us to die, and you have overcome the inner demons. After you are unconscious, the illusion will be broken." The master paused, and then said, "Chen Maosheng could have been caught, but in the end The man in black appeared and rescued him."
"Wouldn't that be a failure?" After finishing speaking, I remembered that Master was obviously injured before he fell into a coma, but now Master was unscathed, so I couldn't help but nervously said, "Master, your injury?"
"It doesn't matter, it's all an illusion in the illusion. Everything in the illusion is related to your heart. If you are trapped there, what you see will be engraved in your heart and become a part of the illusion."
Only then did I breathe a sigh of relief, "Then this time, have you found anything?"
"Only Chen Maosheng's identity was found!"
"Master!" I looked up at Master and thought for a long time, "Now, can you tell me the whole thing? Why, you accepted me as an apprentice?"
This is what I want to ask the most. My heart is struggling so badly that I don't want to be someone else's substitute.
Master seemed to have guessed that I would ask a long time ago, so he was not surprised, but just sighed slightly.
"Zhou Yang is my master! When he left back then, he already had demons in his heart. I don't know if my master overcame the demons in the end. I can only find his whereabouts based on the few clues he left. This search , it’s been twenty years!”
The master said that the ancestor was a master of Dao Dharma back then. For such a master, reputation and status are not important, the only thing he cares about is his heart.
Cultivating the mind is a troublesome thing, and the seven emotions and six desires are the biggest enemies that hinder the cultivation of the mind. And Master's enemy is love!
Back then, Master and Su Muyan could be regarded as childhood sweethearts, but it was a pity that the sky was jealous of beauty, Su Muyan's lifespan was limited, and his body was weak since he was a child, so the marriage with Master was always delayed. with.
Until Su Muyan was twenty years old, she couldn't bear the pull of death after all.
Master loves Su Muyan very much, and has been looking for a way to save Su Muyan. But the destiny is hard to violate, even a person with great Taoism and Dharma like the master can't do it against the sky.
But how Su Muyan died, no one knows, and no one has seen Su Muyan's body. When Su Muyan was about to die, the master left with Su Muyan.
When he came back again, the whole person became depressed. Study all kinds of Taoism every day, and even the techniques forbidden by Taoism will be used for research.
The master saw that the master was controlled step by step by his own demons, but there was nothing he could do. I know that Master must have been very sad at that time, he really wanted to help Master, but such things as inner demons can only be overcome by oneself.
People's obsession often leads people into an extreme limitation, there is no way to break through, and there is only death.
The master didn't want to be controlled by the demon, so he left the department and the master.
The master knew that if he could not control the inner demons, the only way out for the master was to end his own life. The master was afraid of such a result, but he did not believe that the master would die. So I searched for it for many years and never gave up.
It wasn't until Master saw me that he understood the fact that he had never dared to guess.
"Little Jin, you are him!" Master said to me firmly. "When I saw you, I knew that your breath, your soul power, your appearance, and your eyes are all the same as my master's! Your birth date is also the same as my master's. Man, your fate is destined to be destined to be with the Taoist sect!
It is indeed selfish for me to accept you as an apprentice. "
Master confessed to me that he felt guilty.
"Maybe it's because you are him that you have caused so much trouble! The people from that organization may be here for him!"
My mind is in chaos, but one thing, I am very clear, I am me, I am not the master! I also know that the master will not believe what I say now, and I have no way to prove that I am not the master!
I just hope that Master will not change our master-student relationship just because he mistakenly thinks that I am the master.
"Master, I am your apprentice, I hope you can really treat me as your apprentice, not your master!"
Master got up and walked to me. In the dark room, only a little light came in from the closed windows. I saw that Master's hair had turned gray a lot, and he lived up to his first appearance. Since I entered the teacher's school, I have always engraved in my heart Master's care and care for me and his careful teaching.
But I'm afraid, these are all because of certain premise.
I respect Master very much, just like I respect my father. Maybe it's the selfishness in people's hearts that makes me care more and more.
I bowed my head and said nothing, Master sighed slightly, stretched out his hand to touch my head, and smiled softly for a long time.
"You are my apprentice, today, tomorrow, and always!"
The sockets of my eyes became hot, and seeing Master's slightly vicissitudes of face, the depression in my heart also dissipated!
As night fell, I didn't eat much for dinner, and I didn't have much appetite. Uncle Gu didn't have dinner with all of us, but went to Er Pang's house.
Because she was worried that I had just woken up and was not feeling well, my mother insisted on going to the main room to sleep. I put together two benches, built a wooden plank, and rolled up the quilt, next to the second brother's small bed. Said that the second brother will go to see the forest farm in the second half of the night, and she can sleep in the second brother's bed in the second half of the night, so don't worry.
At this moment, I deeply understand that maternal love must be the most selfless and greatest thing in the world.
Lying on the bed, closing my eyes, I felt a familiar coolness behind me. I knew it was her, but I didn't dare to look back. I didn't know how to face her, so I could only close my eyes tightly.
She and Shizu are childhood sweethearts, and I am just the one she mistook for!
I was afraid that she would know my thoughts, so I silently recited the requiem mantra in my heart, throwing all distracting thoughts to the sky.
But I forgot I was pretending to be asleep!
"The requiem spell is not a hypnotic spell. If you can't fall asleep, why force yourself!"
Su Muyan's voice was very soft. As soon as she spoke, my heart trembled uncontrollably. But soon, the pain became unbearable.
"Why, you know what I think!"
"Because our souls are symbiotic!"
I opened my eyes, and there was darkness in front of me. I twitched the corners of my mouth and smiled bitterly, "Aren't you and Master lying to me?"
"Soul symbiosis is true!"
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