The moment Su Lian handed out the note, she felt a little regretful.
The proposal was childish, petty, and slightly mischievous.
If Chi Wang really likes that person and adopts his own suggestion, it seems to ruin his good deed.
However, he seemed to have a vague hope in his heart that the confession would not bear fruit.
Su Lian raised her hand to hold her heart. She was very calm. She didn't seem to have any big reaction, but a little uncomfortable emotion appeared inexplicably.
He originally thought that after Chi Wan's death, there would no longer be any fluctuations.
At that time, I was notified of the late diagnosis, and the time of death was only less than three months away.
Su Lian is a doctor. Although internal medicine and surgery are different, he is very clear about what it means to be late.
It means that after finally getting out of the loss of father, another beloved person will leave me and become a lonely person again.
From the moment he got the diagnosis report, Su Lian was getting ready to face Chi Huang's departure every day.
During those few months, he lay on the companion bed in the middle of the night and closed his eyes, then woke up from the nightmare and turned over to check if he was still breathing.
Every dream is Chi Huang's departure, and Su Lian was shrouded in this fear for nearly ninety days.
Medical skills could not save Chi Wang, Su Lian was desperate, and it was at that time that he believed in gods and Buddhas.
I went to worship every morning and learned divination skills by the way. If the day is auspicious, he will breathe a sigh of relief. As long as there is a little bit of fierce hexagram, it will be depressed for a whole day.
The hospital felt that his mental state was not good, so he took a long vacation caringly, and even provided psychological counseling with the help of doctors from other departments, for fear that one day he would completely collapse from this repeated emotional torture.
In the words of his colleagues, Dr. Su is really strong, and he has not fallen down when encountering this kind of thing twice in a row.
But there is another sentence that Su Lian doesn't know, the more rational he is, the easier it is to collapse at the last moment after facing the result he least wants to accept.
Until the moment when Chi Juan couldn't save her breath, Su Lian felt as if her heart was also buried in the grave.
Except for the beating of body functions, I can no longer perceive the emotions of the outside world. The whole person seems to have become an empty shell without a soul.
Being able to be a normal person has already exhausted all her strength, and Su Lian no longer has any expectations for anything.
After returning from time travel, he faced the completely different Chi Huang on the edge of the fence for the first time, and he was very repulsive at first. But for the sake of Chi Huang's health, he had to be patient and use various methods to restrain the discipline.
He thought, he couldn't just ignore death, that was his future lover.
But, thinking back carefully, during this process, the current Chi Wang disintegrated his self-protection mechanism bit by bit, shining in like a ray of light.
Different from the previous Chi Huang, he is passionate and pure, arrogant and straightforward, but what remains unchanged in his bones is the tenderness in many details.
Su Lian herself was very conflicted, they didn't look like the same person, but they were clearly the same person.
It's just that he has been with the mature Chi Wang for too long, so long that he doesn't know how to face the current Chi Wang, or in other words, he doesn't know how to get along with him with his emotion and identity.
All the emotional fluctuations are ignored by myself, saying that I have never been moved, I am lying to myself.
But he hasn't sorted out the complicated emotions in his heart, so how can he influence Chi Wang's liking for others.
Su Lian let go of his fingers, and there was already a red mark on his palm. He whispered: "The note is written in random, don't take it seriously. If you confess like this, you will definitely be rejected."
"I know." Chi Wan glanced at him sideways, looked down at that sentence again, and added, "I know it well."
I always feel that the sentence on the note is sour, with a taste of mischief.
Could it be that Su Lian was secretly jealous? Jealous that he fell in love with someone else
This guess made Chi Wang feel very good, he carefully put away the note and put it in his pocket.
"That's good, I wish you a successful confession." Su Lian pursed her lips, said nothing, and looked at the movie screen in front of her.
Chi hesitated to speak, and was absent-minded while watching a movie: "Mr. Xiao Su, will you come to my birthday party? Two weeks later."
Su Lian sighed in a daze, and replied slowly, "Aren't you going to confess your confession? Are you still having a party?"
"Celebrate with your friends first, don't delay, remember to spare time." Chi Huang touched him with his arm, "Don't miss the appointment."
Su Lian nodded lightly: "Okay, I didn't have any plans."
The evening self-study ended during the movie screening, and Su Lian's heart was in a mess. The boring movie came to an end in a blink of an eye.
After returning to the dormitory after class, he clicked on the shopping app on his phone and rummaged through the gifts.
The phone vibrated, and a group message was sent from the small support group.
Su Lian clicked in, and saw that Yuni Bobo posted a lot of edited photos of the sports meeting on the 27th, which dazzled people. Most of them are captured by two people in the same frame. The technique is quite good, and many misplaced angles look very ambiguous.
There are hugging, head-touching, shoulder-to-shoulder, back-to-back, suspected holding hands, and even fucking wedding photos, all of them.
Su Lian: "..."
It turns out that the ability of CP fans to smash sugar is really so terrible. They just received an award, not a certificate.
However, he was the only one who was sober in the group, and the whole group screamed in unison:
[Potato Bobo No. 178]: Ahhhh I'm crazy, what are you doing if you're not dating!
[Yo Mui Bobo No. 225]: Okay, I forgive the torrential rain in this sports meeting, I am satisfied
[Yoni Bobo No. 83]: There is no need for us to press our heads, the Lord himself can produce unlimited food, and such a CP will have no regrets in this life
[Taro Mud Bobo No. 452]: We are not short of sugar, we are just the porters of sugar!
[Taro Mud Bobo No. 85]: I revealed myself, I am Chi Qing, and I'll just say hello to my sister-in-law!
Staring at No. 85's speech, Su Lian pressed his brows. He doesn't know half of this group, right? It's just terrible.
However, Chi Qing was a good questioner. He switched back to the large size, chatted with Chi Qing privately, and got straight to the point:
[SU]: Do you know what your brother wants
[Pika Qing]: See you soon! ! Living Brother Su Lian! ! ! Are you shopping for a birthday present
[SU]: Yes, do you have any suggestions
[Pikaqing]: He likes to play music. He can play drums, guitar, and piano. How about giving him a stick
Su Lian was amused by the reply, it didn't seem to be much different from giving away May 3rd.
He replied with a smile: Okay, I see, you go to bed early.
Chi Qing was like a young girl with vigor and vigor, and her youth was revealed between the lines: "Okay, okay, good night, brother Su Lian!"
Su Lian put away her phone and fell into deep thought. If she wanted to buy a good quality drum set, it would probably be very expensive.
Before the National Day make-up classes, Chi Wang transferred a lot of money, most of which were given to Su Huasheng, and he only kept a small part for emergency.
If you want to make money, it seems that you must sell more materials. Even except for No. 3 Middle School, they have to sell to other schools in order to save enough money in a short time.
Thinking of this, Su Lian didn't go to bed early for the first time, got up and turned on the small light, and even started sorting out all the important and difficult points from the first to the third year of high school.
Gu Anjiu was about to crawl on the bed, and stared in a daze: "Father, why are you working so hard? Didn't you just finish the exam not long ago?"
This person recently admitted that his father was addicted, Su Lian was too lazy to refute: "I love studying."
Gu Anjiu clicked his tongue, and complained: "No way, can you give the second place a way to catch up? You are really deadly like this."
"Sleep in your sleep." Su Lian dimmed the desk lamp and continued to sort out the exercises with her head down.
Two weeks passed quickly, and Su Lian managed to scrape together enough money to buy the drum set that he had been looking at before. The azure blue drum rim is circled in light gold, and with the drum sticks engraved with the name, it looks cool and sassy.
Thinking about it, Chi Wang should like this gift.
Her birthday happened to be on Saturday, so Su Lian changed into a clean white shirt and took the bus to the address sent in the group.
When I arrived, I looked around and realized that it was an authentic Sichuan restaurant on a boat by the river.
He went in according to the private room number given, and there were already people sitting in a circle. Seeing a few familiar faces, Su Lian asked, "How many of you?"
Chi Huan was standing on the balcony blowing some air, when he heard the voice, he turned his head and said, "Ms. Su is here, just these few, and only my closest friends are called."
Su Lian slightly raised her eyes to look at the person, obviously she was still dressed as usual, wearing a black shirt, but she always felt that something was a little different.
Looking carefully, the neckline is tied with a very thin dark tie, and the neckline that is usually spread out is tied to the top one, which is just blocking the rolling Adam's apple. The hair is combed slightly, showing good-looking eyebrows and eyes, with a faint smile, looking too handsome.
Su Lian was a little dazed by the sudden mature attire, which suddenly became serious.
After a while, he came back to his senses and sat down, and said, "You are formally dressed, I thought you would be very ostentatious."
"It's not the 80th birthday, so what are you doing so ostentatiously?" Chi Wang walked over with his pockets in his pockets, sat down next to someone, and caught a glimpse of the paper bag in his hand.
Following her gaze, Su Lian raised her hand to send to him, "Happy birthday."
Gu Anjiu stretched his head, gossiping: "I want to see what gift."
"Quick, quick, take it out and have a look." Song Jiaci was also anxious, his face flushed red.
In the anticipation of everyone, Chi Huang slowly pulled out the contents, "Five-Year College Entrance Examination and Three-Year Simulation", "Complete Interpretation of Textbooks", "Golden Examination Paper", "Must Brush Questions", they are so heavy that there is a thick stack.
Chi Wan: "..."
Really surprised, really surprised, really caught off guard.
After all, it was a gift from others. I was embarrassed to scan my face, so I could only cough lightly and put the book back in my pocket: "You really gave it to me. I will work hard to solve the questions. Please don't worry about the organization."
Seeing this pile of study materials, Gu Anjiu laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his back, and gave a thumbs up with trembling hands: "I won't accept anyone, but I will accept Brother Lian, it's really awesome!"
"Don't disappoint Mr. Su's expectations, do the questions well, and strive for Qingbei." Lin Yan suppressed a smile and patted him on the shoulder.
Song Jiaci looked at it eagerly: "All, all of them are quite good materials, you, if you don't want them, I want them."
Su Lian had a playful look on his face: "I don't send you the questions for you to pass on to others, but I hope you will study hard and finish it as soon as possible."
Putting the bag aside, Chi Huang licked his lower lip, said with a sneer, "Okay, got it."
"There is another gift, you can get it yourself when you have time." Su Lian stuffed a delivery coupon into his hand, her palms were a little sweaty.
Chi Lu was stunned for a moment, then looked down at the black words on it, it was a brand of drum kit that he was familiar with, and it was not cheap.
He paused for a moment before considering his words: "You don't need to give me such an expensive thing, Wusan is fine."
Su Lian raised her eyes, and said in a serious tone, "You said earlier that birthdays come only once a year, so of course we must take it seriously."
It's rare to see such a strict tone from him. Thinking of being fooled by someone last time when he lit a lighter with a lighter, Chi blamed himself and said, "I'll help you have a good time when it's your next birthday."
"Well, so do you like it?" Su Lian was a little nervous. The gifts he gave Chi Wang in the past were all useful gifts such as ties and wallets. It was the first time he bought such unconventional things, and he felt very nervous.
Chi Wang stared at him with gentle eyebrows and eyes: "I like it, I like it very much, I will show you the next performance."
"Oh, you two are so polite today, I'm getting goosebumps." Gu Anjiu walked around, looked down at the delivery coupon, and yelled, "I lost, I lost, all your gifts are lost , What kind of concert tickets to send, let's see who they are."
"I admit defeat." Lin Yan, who had just sent out two tickets, raised his hands in surrender.
Chi Huang raised the corner of his mouth, carefully folded the delivery coupon, and put it in his pocket.
The waiter next to him began to serve the food, and everyone chatted about the recent school gossip, as if it was no different from that in the cafeteria.
But Su Lian felt very relaxed, there was no one he didn't know, and he didn't have to pretend to be warm, so he was very comfortable.
Seeing people, he didn't move a few mouthfuls, Chi Huan said in a low voice: "Why don't you eat vegetables? Don't you like what you ordered?"
While talking, he put a small chopstick into his bowl, and pushed the bowl to him.
"I like it, it's delicious." Su Lian smiled slightly, and looked at the scenery outside the private room, "The view here is really good, and you can even see the river."
"That's right, I chose it on purpose, and we can go to see the night view of Wucheng together later." Chi Wang had already thought about the arrangements for tonight, and he had a meal first, and then proceeded step by step.
Halfway through the meal, the black-faced waiter pushed the cake in and sang the birthday song while dancing, making one's scalp tingle with embarrassment.
The whole ceremony was extremely weird, and some staff even forcibly pulled Chi Wang to stand up and turn around in circles. The posture was awkward, which was very funny.
Su Lian frowned, and looked at the stiff person: "You arranged this too?"
Forcing the ducks to be put on the shelves, Chi Wang was also speechless: "I really don't have this one, it probably came from the store."
Seeing that the school bully who is usually not offended by anyone is now forced to dance, turning left and right, everyone at the table can't help laughing.
Listening to the embarrassing singing, Chi Wan spent the most difficult two minutes of his life. Finally, he turned around and took the cake and put it on the table: "Thank you, it's the most memorable birthday in my life. You guys go out first. We'll call again if something happens."
The staff smiled and said, "You're welcome, if you like it, we can dance again."
Chi Huang waved his hand and quickly refused: "No need, one time is enough to be amazing."
Gu Anjiu put away his phone, and said meanly: "It's recorded, and I'll show it to you when you're eighty."
"Get out, you have to come back on your birthday." Chi Wang slid his fingers around the four of them, and said through gritted teeth, "None of you want to run away."
Su Lian took half a step back, and complained, "Anyway, I don't dance, I'm so stupid."
Chi smiled and said, "I've already danced the stupid inter-class exercises, why are you afraid of dancing?"
"For the sake of your birthday, I won't be poor with you." Su Lian inserted a candle on the cake and whispered, "Hurry up and make a wish."
The headlights in the private room were turned off, and it was plunged into darkness, only the flickering candlelight remained, shining on the young faces. Chi Wang stood in front of the three-tier exaggerated cake, clenched his hands and closed his eyes, looking very pious.
Su Lian looked at his profile, eyelashes drooping slightly, wondering what kind of wish he would make.
Probably, it is related to making a lot of money again.
Or, is it about today's confession
It was past nine o'clock in the evening, and I don't know what Chi Wang was thinking, and he was still eating and drinking with them here until now.
What if someone couldn't wait to go to bed, Su Lian sighed slightly, not knowing what he was doing.
Chi Huang closed his eyes and made a wish in his heart: I hope to be with Su Lian, even if it's not now, it's okay if I can catch up with him.
After finishing the meditation in his heart, he lowered his eyes slightly and blew out the candle devoutly.
"Come on, respect our master Wang, you are one year older, but you are one step closer to the company's listing." Gu Anjiu is worthy of being a master of atmosphere, and his words are just for the occasion.
A few hands clinked the cups, and Lin Yan agreed: "I wish you more and more money, and make a lot of money."
Song Jia stammered and said: "I wish Master Wang the exam, pass the exam, pass the exam, and make progress every day."
Lin Yan said with a smile: "Xiaoba, your blessing is really practical."
When it was Su Lian's turn, he was at a loss for words: "Then, I wish your wishes come true."
At that moment, in the small Internet cafe that day, Chi Huang flickered the candle of the lighter and said the same thing, I wish your wishes come true.
What they don't know is that they already have each other in their wishes.
After eating the cake, laughing and making noises, and satiated with wine and food, Chi Wang proposed to go for a walk by the river.
It was late autumn in November, and the wind by the river was so strong that the boy's shirt bulged into a ball.
The five people stood in a row, one by one, on the edge of the bridge, looking at the flickering river scene in the distance, and suddenly felt infinite emotions.
Gu Anjiu bent down and struggled to lie on the railing, and suddenly said "ah" towards the river, and after a second, there was an echo from a distance.
Chi laughed and said: "You are sick, don't be afraid to scare people."
"There are tourists around here, let them feel the enthusiasm of the people of Wucheng. Don't say it, it's really cool to vent." Gu Anjiu touched him with his arm, "Hey, how about each of us grow up What do you want to do next?"
Teenage boys are more childish than imagined. Su Lian has never done such a boring thing before. He stood sideways with a somewhat resistant expression on his face.
Gu Anjiu made a pretense first, rolled his hands around his mouth, and yelled at the other side of the river: "My dream is to be a kindergarten teacher! It's just that my grades are so bad, I don't know if they will accept me! I beg you to accept me!" Bar!"
Su Lian was curious, lowered her voice and asked Chi Wang, "Why does he want to do this?"
"I can't tell. He likes children very much. He says that children are the most innocent. They are always smiling, which makes people feel close, isn't it?" Chi Wan slightly supported the railing, and said sincerely, "If Okay, he should make a good teacher."
Thinking of Gu Anjiu's warm-hearted appearance, he can get along with anyone. Su Lian nodded slightly, and accepted the huge contrast a second later.
Song Jiaci blushed, bent slightly, and said with all his strength: "I, I want to be admitted to Peking University School of Medicine! Cure my small, small stutter!"
"I will." Lin Yan rubbed his head, then raised his voice, "I want to form a band! But Wang Ye's ambition is not here, so I hope I can meet like-minded teammates in the future!"
Affected by this reckless emotion, Chi Wang unconsciously amplified his voice, turned to look at Jiang Mian: "Everyone knows my goal, and it's all about striving for listing."
Sure enough, it will remain the same for thousands of years.
After hearing everyone's wishes, Su Lian felt that she was getting closer to this group of people.
A long time ago, apart from Song Jiaci, in the eyes of outsiders, they were a group of foolish teenagers who didn't like to go to class, and their grades were low, so they seemed to have no merits.
But in fact, everyone has a dream of their own hidden in their hearts. It may be small or exaggerated, but it doesn't matter.
It may seem ridiculous to others, but young people are the most qualified to be arrogant. They always feel that the future is extremely bright and everything is possible.
At this moment, Su Lian was very fortunate to have met such a group of people with different personalities in her youth all over again. In his originally gray life, a colorful stroke was added.
It seemed that his life, which had been as still as water, slowly recovered and became alive again.
"It's your turn, Teacher Xiao Su." Chi Wan turned his head to look at Su Lian, under the illumination of the light, there was a circle of soft light on his normally indifferent face.
He paused, recalling the nonsense he said when he had a fever before, and stretched out his voice: "I see, you are a cool surgeon."
Su Lian shook his head, and yelled for the first time at the lights on the other side of the river, "I want to be the best physician."
There were pedestrians coming and going around him, and the normally deserted young man blushed, turned up the volume, and shouted out his heart's wish into the distance with great sincerity.
When Chi Huang was ill, he was helpless with his medical records. He resented countless times why he chose the wrong direction, so he could only wait dryly for a fruitless result.
Time-traveling itself is a kind of miracle. Since it is possible to do it all over again, Su Lian wants to give up the surgery that he has studied for several years if he chooses to volunteer again this time.
Just to give Chi Wang another possibility to live.
"Okay, everyone is done talking, our wishes will definitely come true!" Gu Anjiu blushed with excitement, and looked into the distance with dimly lit eyes.
"Yes, I will." Song Jiaci nodded solemnly, "With the help of Master Wang's birthday, we can all come true."
Jiang Feng blew his hair into a mess, Su Lian turned around, leaning his back against the railing, staring at the light rail above his eyes in a daze.
The people next to him were still chattering, and some tourists were holding up their mobile phones to take pictures. Chi Wang slowly leaned over and followed his gaze: "This place seems to be famous, and many people come every day."
"I know, it's very popular on the Internet." A few years later, it became even more popular, and it has become the most representative check-in point in Fog City.
Su Lian raised her head slightly. In the darkness of the night, the last light rail just whizzed by, passed through the mottled buildings, and quickly disappeared from sight.
There are only two empty railroad tracks left, and it looks extremely lonely in the middle of the night, like a time that will never come back.
There were too many emotional ups and downs this night, Su Lian thought of a line of lyrics for no reason: Every moment of loving you is like a speeding subway.
Chi Huang, who is in his twenties, has disappeared with the train of time. When the train leaves, there will probably be another train, and when people leave, they will never come back.
The once unforgettable love has become a non-stop bus and an unstoppable wind.
And what will happen to him and the current Chi Wang? He didn't know, had no answer.
Su Lian pursed her lips, and slowly lowered her arms along the railing, staring at the disappearing subway, feeling lost: "It seems like everything is like the last train, and I can't catch it."
He sighed inexplicably, but Chi Wang understood half of it for no reason.
His fingers were slightly hot, and Su Lian felt his right hand being caught in the hot palm.
Chi Wang clenched it tightly, his voice was soft and slow, caught in the passing wind: "Su Lian, I've got you."