Chi is delusional towards you.
When Chi Wang said this, he put himself on a very low profile, but expressed his liking so boldly and straightforwardly.
He doesn't care about the consequences, doesn't ask for a response, and just reveals his inner feelings very seriously.
Su Lian heard it clearly this time, the gift Chi Wang wanted most was himself, if he pretended not to understand, he would be a fool.
But the sudden confession was unexpected, and I was in a state of confusion for a while, but I didn't know how to respond.
He quickly closed his eyes, then slowly opened them, his voice was very dry: "Chi Lu, I..."
At this point, the voice stopped abruptly.
The love between teenagers is really touching. A few words can touch each other's heartbeats. At this moment, it gave him a heartbeat that he had never experienced before.
Su Lian noticed that her heart was beating fast and irregularly, getting faster and faster, almost blurting out an irrational answer.
It was thought that after two major traumas, emotion had been lost. But looking at it now, he has been unconsciously moved by some detail, and his heart has been quietly moved.
However, he found that he was indeed not as brave as Chi Wang, he said what he wanted to say, and did what he wanted to do.
It was the first time for Su Lian to feel that she was scared to death, but faced with such a hot and candid confession, she was at a loss what to do at this moment.
He couldn't even utter a complete sentence.
Chi Wang squeezed the back of his neck, and begged in a low voice, "Su Lian, can you give me an answer? I like you and want to be your boyfriend."
Su Lian didn't speak, just lowered her head slightly, and rubbed lightly on the shoulder of the black shirt, a mist suddenly appeared in her eyes.
If they really got together again, what would happen if Chi Wang couldn't survive the age of twenty-five this time
He didn't know where the problem was. Before he found the real crux, he seemed to have no choice but to bear the pain of losing his lover again.
That feeling is like walking through hell, after being quenched and submerged in sea water, the whole person is tortured until only an empty shell is left.
Just imagining that possibility made the violently beating heart start to throb, and the internal organs seemed to be torn apart.
Seeing that the man was silent all the time, Chi Huang slowly let go of his arms, slightly distanced himself, and stared at him seriously with lowered eyes.
The expression is still the same as usual, clear and cold, but the ends of the beautiful eyes are red and foggy, and it looks like she is about to shed tears.
He had never seen Su Lian showing such a fragile side. This person always had a cold and expressionless face, as if he was not interested in anything, and his emotions had nothing to do with him. Neither happy nor sad.
Why are you crying? Chi Wan suddenly panicked.
He raised his hand carefully, wiped the corners of his eyes lightly, and asked in a low voice, "What's the matter? I didn't mean to force you. If it makes you feel embarrassed, it's my fault."
Chi Huang, who was solemnly dressed tonight, gradually showed an appearance between a boy and a man, with a gentle tone and compassionate movements.
Su Lian thought, the way she treats him patiently at this moment is not much different from that former lover to some extent.
It seems that at some point, he has gradually merged the young Chi Wan and the future Chi Wan into the same person.
It's just that until now, I only hope that he is healthy, that he is safe, and that he can live a long and free life like he is now.
But these words, he couldn't tell Chi Wang in detail, and Chi Wang wouldn't believe him when he said it.
"It's not your fault, it's my own fault." Su Lian's mind was in chaos, hesitating to choose his words, "I'm not as brave as you, I just think that without love can last forever. Separate, isn't it better not to start?"
As the relationship grows stronger, he will probably be more and more reluctant. If that day really comes, how will he say goodbye with dignity
Chi Wang had imagined countless kinds of Su Lian's reactions in his mind, but he never expected to have such a pessimistic thought. It sounded very sad, as if he had no expectations for the future.
He thought, Su Lian was probably completely heartbroken by the last relationship, and she hasn't been able to get out of it yet.
But not refusing, perhaps for the moment, is the best answer.
Chi Wang raised his hand to straighten Su Lian's messy hair: "So, you actually like me a little bit, right? It's okay, you don't have to tell me the answer now. I'll give you time. When you're ready, we Start again."
Su Lian raised her sour eyes, and shook her head: "Chi Wang, this is not fair to you."
Chi Wang stubbornly said: "I think it's fair, and I won't feel wronged, so don't think about it."
In fact, Su Lian didn't even know if he would be ready for that day. But no matter what the final answer was, he couldn't bear to make Chi Wang wait too long.
He didn't deny his liking, but lowered his eyes a little dejectedly, and complained in a low voice: "I don't deny it, I don't admit it, it looks like a green tea whore."
"No one talks about himself like that." Chi Wang was teased by him, and raised his chin slightly, "I believe that if a handsome and considerate man like me comes to chase you, you will definitely not be able to hold back, I am very confident."
When he said this, he seemed to have changed back to that extremely arrogant and arrogant young man, always confident and fearless.
Su Lian breathed out slightly, and said sincerely, "It's unlucky for you to like someone like me. If you don't, you won't like me anymore."
"Not bad luck, I'm very glad that the person I like is you." Chi Wan curled his lips, staring at his still red eyes, "I didn't expect that our teacher Xiao Su was still a little crying bag, and didn't get the desired reaction , I should be the one who is going to cry, right?"
"I didn't cry." Su Lian blinked and forced back the layer of mist, her pupils gradually became brighter, as if the sourness that surged up just now was just an illusion.
Chi Huang raised the corners of his mouth, giving himself enough face, and didn't expose it again: "Okay, I was wrong. Then Su Lian, from today onwards, I'm going to pursue you in an upright manner, okay?"
"What do you want to do?" Su Lian hid back for a while, and was terrified by the staring eyes, "Don't mess around."
Chi Wan leaned over, put his hands on his sides, and said ambiguously: "What are you doing, are you thinking about how I messed up? Teacher Xiao Su, your thoughts are not pure."
Sticking very close, the breaths of the two were intertwined again, and the atmosphere suddenly became lingering again.
"Chi Wang." Su Lian pushed him angrily, and said speechlessly, "Can you be more serious?"
"Don't make such a bitter face, just kidding with you, adjust the atmosphere." Chi Wan got up lazily, picked up the coat scattered on the ground, bent over to help someone put it on, and pulled his wrist to get up from the ground .
"Aren't you cold? How about some clothes for you?"
"I told you I'm in good health, you wear it yourself."
Su Lian zipped up the coat, and the one size larger made it a little loose on his body. He shrank his neck to resist the cold wind blowing from outside: "I finished watching the shooting stars, let's go home now."
Seeing the sky gradually sinking into darkness, Chi Huan hummed: "Let's go down the mountain."
It was still the same road that came up, with twists and turns and no end in sight, the two of them walked slowly side by side, but the state of mind at this moment was completely different from when they came here.
Chi Huang's arm dangled in the air, feeling that something was missing, and his fingertips suddenly caught the cold hand beside him.
"Take it here, hold it."
"I didn't promise you, I won't hold you." Su Lian stubbornly clenched her fists to block the entangled hands, feeling a little embarrassed.
Chi Huang opened his fingers little by little, slowly inserted them into five fingers, and intertwined them tightly: "I was able to hold him by the river, but now I won't let him? Why is the treatment of future boyfriends not as good as ordinary friends, I am so pitiful .”
Really shocked by this person's shameless means, Su Lian was choked up: "Who said you are a future boyfriend?"
"I'm in the preparatory period. Sooner or later, I have to become a full-time regular." Chi Wan shook his hand slightly, and the young couple walked slowly like they were pressing the road.
He was so excited right now that he wanted to jump up and down on the spot.
Su Lian didn't directly reject him, seeing the flustered look just now, she probably liked her more than a little bit.
It's just that there are too many worries and no sense of security in his heart, so what does it matter, he has plenty of time, so he can wait slowly.
The path was empty, it was already midnight, no one could be seen, only the sound of the wind blowing through the woods, rustling.
After struggling several times to no avail, Su Lian simply gave up and let others lead her. The two boys held hands and swayed all the way.
After finally walking down the mountain, Chi Huang took out his mobile phone with his free hand to call for a taxi, but after waiting for about ten minutes, the call sheet still showed that he was searching, and no one answered.
"It's over, this place is too far away, I can't get a car." Chi Wang squeezed the hands he was holding, looked at the forest all over the mountains, and said helplessly, "It seems that we are going to sleep in the wilderness tonight."
Su Lian looked at him blankly: "You didn't think about going back when you came?"
Chi smiled and wiped his face: "When I came here, my mind was full of confessions, I didn't think about it at all."
Su Lian pondered for a while: "...then where do we live, how about walking back slowly?"
It’s such a long distance, walking back, it’s probably dawn.
Chi Wang glanced left and right, and there was a scenic spot service center next to him, he led the people to go there, and suggested, "Go over and ask if there is a place to live."
After getting closer, the lobby was brightly illuminated, Su Lian suddenly let go of her hand and put it in her pocket.
Although there were strangers passing by, the gesture of the two boys holding hands was eye-catching after all.
Chi smiled and twirled his fingertips, walked quickly to the front desk and asked, "Hello, are there any hotels nearby that I can stay in?"
"Sorry sir, because of the meteor shower tonight and it's the weekend again, the hotel is fully booked and there are no vacancies." The staff at the front desk showed an apologetic smile.
Chi Wang had a headache: "Maybe can you call a car for us, it's too late, we can't go back now."
The staff said: "Our shuttle bus departs from 6:00 am to 10:00 pm, and it has already passed the transit time. If you really don't have a place to live, and there are tents in the store next to you, why don't you stay overnight and come back tomorrow morning?" Back to the main city?"
Chi Wang turned around and asked, "Sleeping in a tent?"
Su Lian nodded: "There is no other way now."
The tents in the scenic area were extremely expensive, so the two bought a double-sized tent, added two sleeping bags, and carried them back to the top of the mountain with difficulty.
The crowd who had been clamoring just now had quieted down, the surroundings were plunged into darkness, and even their vision became blurred.
Su Lian shook off the fabric of the tent, squatted on the ground on one side, and struggled to assemble a few shelves. It's just that I can't see clearly, and I can't find the interface for a long time, and I gradually become a little irritable.
"Don't move, the light is too dark, be careful if you scratch your hand, I'll fix it." Chi Wang took the bracket from his hand, and under the moonlight, groped to fix the bracket together.
The rope is fastened to the pegs in the ground, quickly spliced, and threaded into the tent.
After a while, a small tent was fully installed, and it was placed in the place where I watched the meteor just now.
Staring at his skillful movements, Su Lian raised her eyebrows in surprise: "You're pretty good, you can handle everything."
"I've said it all, except for studying, I can do everything." Chi Wang put the sleeping bag inside, raised his hand and patted: "Come and sleep."
Su Lian walked slowly, took off her coat, arranged her shoes, and got into her sleeping bag, all in one go.
He stared at the azure blue fabric above, and said leisurely: "Honestly speaking, did you have a good birthday this year?"
"Happy, I feel very happy to be able to live with you." Chi Wan said it from the bottom of his heart, but there is still a little regret.
Su Lian hummed, paused for a few seconds, and said sorry inexplicably.
He was indeed sorry for Chi Wang, and he deserved an apology for not being able to give an answer in time.
"Don't, you're acting like you're rejecting me right away, I won't listen." Chi Wang lay beside him, with his hands behind his head, and changed the subject randomly, "We've both slept many times, and the wilderness still First time."
"What do you want to say?" Su Lian had a bad premonition in his heart, so he interrupted in time, "Don't say dirty words."
Chi Wang glanced at him with a smile, and said solemnly: "Mr. Su, your thoughts are really impure. I just want to express my excitement and excitement at the moment. What do you think I'm going to say?"
Su Lian moved his head back blankly: "... nothing."
"Oh, I don't believe it, something strange must have flashed through your mind."
"I've said it all, believe it or not."
The two of you came and I bickered a few words, I don't know who didn't speak, and the atmosphere was quiet for a second.
Su Lian sighed, and self-examined: "Am I a difficult person to serve? I don't speak well, I am not considerate or gentle, and I have thorns all over my body. I will stab anyone I see."
"But you are soft-spoken and kind-hearted. You refuse to say anything, but do many things secretly. Teacher Xiao Su, to be honest, did you fall in love with me at first sight and bring me health care paste when you came back to school?"
Thinking of the past, Chi Wan slightly raised the corners of his mouth, always feeling that he could glean some clues from the details of the past.
Su Lian blushed for a moment, and argued in a low voice: "How is it possible, don't put gold on your face."
Covering his head, he pulled the sleeping bag up to his chin, quickly closed his eyes, and said coldly, "I'm asleep, good night."
And shy, Brother Ku has a thin skin.
Ever since she understood what she wanted, she never slept with Su Lian again. At this moment, his state of mind was completely different. Chi was so sleepy that he couldn't move his eyes from staring at people.
The vision in the tent was dim, and only a vague outline could be seen. His fingertips brushed across Su Lian's cheek lightly, fearing to startle people, and then landed on the soft hair, and the fine hair wrapped around his fingertips.
She was very obedient when she fell asleep, she didn't move, but she let out a faint breathing sound very calmly.
Chi Wangxin said, you have a big heart, you just believe that you will sit still and be an upright gentleman.
The eyes fell on the very light-colored lips, which looked very thin and soft, and probably felt good to the touch.
if kissed...
As soon as this thought came out, his mouth became dry instantly, and his heart quickly burst into flames.
He rolled his throat restrainedly, repeatedly reminding him to be a person.
Throwing away the charming thoughts in his mind, Chi Huang lowered the brightness of the screen, and swipe the phone sideways at random. After thinking about it, I changed the WeChat name to: wishful thinking.
He also shared a late-night love song in Moments, with the text: Wishful thinking will always come true.
There are quite a few night owls in the middle of the night, and this ambiguous state instantly arouses onlookers, with comments pouring out:
[Midnight Wang Yiyun, is there something wrong? ]
[My Lord has a crush on someone? Tsk, strange]
[Did you fall in love with someone you can't get? Even Master Wang wrote such humble feelings]
[It looks like I was hurt by love... It's okay, the next one will be better]
[Since it is a delusion, stop dreaming, wash up and sleep early]
[Happy belated birthday! Which sister is so heartbroken that she wants to poke a knife on her birthday]
Chi Wang stared at those messy speculations, and quit the circle of friends without answering them one by one.
The phone vibrated, and I received a private message from Gu Anjiu: Failed? ? Touch your head, don't cry, this result is inevitable, brother has already guessed
[wishful thinking]: no failure
[Ninety-Nine Little Clever]: Damn it! Brother Lian promises you! Straight men can do it all! Awesome!
[Wishful thinking]: I didn't agree either
[Nine-nine-nine little wit]: Can you stop talking like you're squeezing toothpaste? Then what's the situation now? Are you a spare tire
[Wishful thinking]: ... ...can't it be that people need to think about it? Are you out of your mind
[Nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-smart-witted-spirits]: Oh, that’s right. After all, a man’s confession came suddenly. I think it’s easy for him not to beat you up.
Chi Wan smiled lightly, and typed happily: He is reluctant to beat me up
Apparently, Gu Anjiu was so disgusted by this sentence that he sent ten vomiting emojis in a row: So you went home after confessing your love
[Wishful thinking]: No, we bought a tent on the mountain and we slept together
[Nine-nine-nine little wit]: ...you move so fast
[wishful thinking]: pure, sleep, thank you
[Nine-Nine-Nine Little Clever]: It's a world that we straight men don't understand, then, I wish you a good night's sleep
Chi Wang was speechless, and was about to reply when the sleeping bag next to him moved slightly.
He turned off the light on the phone screen, looked sideways, and tidied up the torn sleeping bag for someone.
As if feeling the warmth of the palm close to her, Su Lian turned her head slightly, rubbed her cheek lightly against it, pressed her wrist to find a comfortable position, and continued to fall asleep.
Chi Wang stared at the person sleeping on his hand, thinking that he was really defenseless when he fell asleep, could it be that Su Lian could act coquettishly if anyone stretched out his hand
Afraid of waking people up, he maintained this awkward movement, sideways staring at people in a daze, for hours in a flash.
I don't know when, sleepiness hit, and I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep.
It was early dawn on the mountain, and Su Lian felt a beam of light falling from her eyelids, making her dizzy.
He frowned and opened his eyes, only to see the person in front of him who was so close that he could see the distinct eyelashes clearly.
Why did he sleep together again? He looked up at the top in a little confusion, and then remembered that he was still unable to go down the mountain because he didn't have a car.
My own head was resting in the palm of Chi Wan's hand, and I pressed it all night. When I carefully moved it away, I found that there were deep and shallow red marks on it, and it was mottled.
As Su Lian crawled out of the sleeping bag, she wondered if this person was stupid to just let her sleep on her head and didn't know how to pull it out.
After waiting patiently for a while, seeing that the person still hadn't woken up, Su Lian called him softly: "Chi Huang, wake up, it's time to get up."
"Sleepy." Chi Hua replied lazily, without opening his eyes, he raised his hand and dragged him into his arms, his limbs were tightly bound like a pillow.
Su Lian: "..."
Really sleeping or pretending to be sleeping, I reasonably suspect that you are playing hooligans.
"Get up, go home and catch up on sleep." Su Lian even had difficulty breathing, with her neck stuck, trying to communicate with a drowsy person.
It was true that Chi Wang didn't sleep well last night, and kept his posture stiff until midnight, yawning profusely, and his consciousness was fuzzy: "The alarm clock hasn't rung yet, I'm sorry."
Unable to understand, Su Lian frowned: "What alarm clock?"
After a few seconds, Chi Huan replied slowly: "Mr. Xiao Su's horn is broken, and it didn't sound today."
"Where in the wilderness, where can I find a speaker for you?" Su Lian was so tortured that he lost his temper, and said patiently, "We are on the mountain, so we don't have such a thing."
Chi Huang pretended, closed his eyes and refused to open them: "Then sleep for another half an hour, I can't afford it if the horn doesn't sound."
Rusting noises came from outside the tent, shadows swayed past from time to time, and occasionally someone else's voice was heard, Su Lian always felt a little guilty when being hugged through a thin layer of fabric.
However, this person's eyes were closed tightly, and he was wrapped in a sleeping bag and pretended to be dead. He didn't know how long he would stay in bed.
Su Lian didn't know what to do, she cleared her throat, and pressed against his ear, recalling the contents of the morning call without love.
"I examine myself three times a day, did I study today? Did I exercise today? Did I go to bed early and get up early today?"
"Don't be lazy, don't be depraved, don't be greedy for pleasure, get up and go to class quickly."
Different from the usual extremely mechanical and cold electronic sound, the sound is very light and soft, with a breath that seems to be there, sweeping past the ears like a feather, making people feel numb all over.
Chi Huang suddenly opened his eyes, staring at the person in his arms in astonishment, with his arms still across the slender waist. The two pairs of eyes looked at each other, and the confused consciousness instantly became half clear.
His eyes fell on Su Lian's white earlobe, which was slightly red, and that color spread to his cheeks, as if he was shy.
Su Lian supported his chest in an awkward posture: "Wake up, let me go."
After reacting for several seconds, Chi Wang realized what Su Lian had just done, and the smile in his eyes became heavier and heavier.
Fuck, human flesh calls for morning service, how can it be so cute, it's really terrible.
He tilted his head slightly, closed his eyes again, and pressed his palm against Su Lian's head to his ear. I don't know what quickly brushed the neck, and felt a warmth.
"I'm so sleepy, I need Teacher Xiao Su to do it again before I can get up."