There was warmth on his lips, and Chi Wang was taken aback by this sudden movement. He lowered his eyelashes, and saw Su Lian's moist eyes, he couldn't hide his liking and affection.
Just now, Su Lian called him Brother Chi and said he liked it.
Even, no matter what, he kissed himself forcefully.
A series of information exploded in my mind like fireworks, and there was a brief moment of blankness, which was really terrible.
Chi Wan raised his hand to brush Su Lian's eyes, wiped them lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Have you thought about it this time?"
"Well, I want to be with you." Su Lian blinked lightly, her eyelashes trembling violently.
At the moment when I said it completely, I was relieved.
No matter what the future holds, he will never run away from it.
Chi Wan made a sound, with a voice that was a little out of control: "If we are together, then we can't go back on our word. No matter how you hide in the future, I will never let you go."
Su Lian shook her head, reluctant to take her gaze away from him: "I won't go back on my word."
Chi Wang lowered his eyes, and pecked lightly on his lips: "I like you, and I am very happy to wait for your response."
His tone was too serious, with a love that couldn't be concealed, and a sense of intimacy was born naturally.
In the scorching stare, Su Lian felt that his eyes were like a hook, which made him unable to move.
The heat spread from the neck all the way to the cheeks, and the dull shyness welled up, a little shy.
"When did you change the song, why don't I know."
Chi Wang wrapped his arms around his waist, tightened it tightly, and recalled: "One night when I missed you so much, I sat on the edge of the window sill and looked at the moon, so I wrote down the lyrics and music by hand. I also want to thank Lin Yan for helping me with the accompaniment. There was no music for a while, and he practiced secretly with the little monkey for a long time."
Imagining that scene, when looking at the moon, what Chi Wang was thinking at that time, probably because of bitter love and sourness, but this person never said.
From this point of view, no matter whether he is in his teens or twenties, Chi Wang has not changed. He always hides those negative emotions very well, looks carefree, and seems to be full of confidence in everything.
In fact, Chi Wang would also be afraid, afraid that he would not respond, afraid that it was really wishful thinking.
Su Lian put her arms around his waist and said in a low voice, "You have worked hard these days, it must be hard."
"If you think I'm working hard..." Chi Wan leaned over and put his ear against his lips, "The one you called me just now, call again, I want to hear it."
This person started to behave erratically again, Su Lian's cheeks were completely flushed, and being hugged by someone, she couldn't move: "You spare me."
"They're all boyfriends, don't they have any benefits?" Chi Wan slightly lowered his head, and gently rubbed against his ear.
After a pause for a few seconds, Su Lian pursed her lips and mumbled, "Brother Chi."
The voice was very soft, completely gone from the usual high-cold posture, hiding a bit of shyness, it sounded a little soft.
Satisfied, Chi Wan said with a low smile, "Call me that from now on, okay? I like to hear it."
Su Lian hummed, and turned her head to look at the gradually darkened corridor: "Let's go back first, we have disappeared for so long, everyone should be anxious."
"Is it cold? Wearing so little." Chi Huang let go of him, and glanced down at the thin shirt.
"Aren't you too? You still have such a big collar open before going on stage, who do you want to show it to?"
Thinking of the unbuttoned black shirt revealing a large area of healthy skin, Su Lian was very upset.
So with his hands in his pockets, he didn't love anyone, and he returned to his former high and cold brother.
"Are you jealous?"
"I don't."
"You are afraid that people will look at me."
"...I'm afraid you're cold."
Chi laughed so badly: "You're just jealous, and you still buttoned me so tightly that I couldn't show it at all."
Su Lian angrily turned around and went backstage, her tone was blunt: "You are so annoying, can you please stop talking."
Seeing that one of the two had a bad expression, and the other was chasing for peace, looking at their posture, it seemed that they had just finished a quarrel.
There was still a lot of noise in the backstage, and several people made eye contact and dared not speak.
The atmosphere was too embarrassing, Gu Anjiu struggled to speak out: "Brother Lian, our performance just now was pretty good, you don't need to blame each other. Besides, although Master Wang performed on the spot, he didn't lose his voice, forget it, forget it ,peace brings money."
Chi Wan: "..."
Su Lian: "..."
Laity, are we arguing? It's called flirting.
"No, it wasn't added on the spot." Song Jiaci retorted in a low voice, "I, we practiced for a long time."
Lin Yan nodded and added, and inserted a knife by the way: "It's just that you don't know, after all, the triangle iron is of no use."
"Fuck, you are building these planes behind my back again, are you trying to isolate me?" Gu Anjiu became angry when he heard this, rolled up his sleeves, very angry, "Let's fight, I'm so angry."
Li Guoqing came out of nowhere, and gave him the back of the head: "What are you hitting? Want to make trouble again?"
Gu Anjiu hesitated for a second: "No, we're just kidding."
"Take your musical instruments back. Chi Wang, how did you get your drum set? It's so big and takes up a lot of space." Li Guoqing pointed to the brand new drum set with a confused expression.
Chi Huang took out his mobile phone: "Just find a moving company, it's easy, I'll ask someone to move it back now."
Li Guoqing nodded and said, "Okay, do it early, today's performance was good, and I'll invite the whole class to have hot pot tonight, everyone come."
Su Lian and Chi Wan looked at each other, their eyes filled with helplessness.
I thought that the relationship had just been established, and the New Year's Eve was an excellent time, which was a chance for the two of them to be alone and romantic, but now it is gone.
"Teacher, can you not go?" Chi Wan bent over to discuss, "I have something to do today."
Li Guoqing was short, leaned his neck up and gave him a hard look, and said coldly: "You don't participate in group activities? If today is not New Year's Eve, you have to study by yourself at night, do you know? Why, you want to skip class after two days of peace? "
A bunch of words fell into his ears, and Chi Wan had nothing to say: "Okay, just have a meal, I can't go."
He turned around and took the overcoat next to him, put it on Su Lian's shoulders, and called for a porter service by the way.
When it was done, everyone returned to their seats and continued to watch the New Year's Day performance.
Ever since Gu Anjiu revealed his identity last time, he was simply shameless, and now he is extremely arrogant and presumptuous.
He shook his head and looked at the phone, proud of having mastered the news: "Oh, everyone went crazy with your performance just now, I'll read it to you."
"Ah, ah, ah, it's really hard to end without getting married, absolutely."
"My God, please taste the last words Chi Wan sang. The first word of each line is, I! Hi! Happy! You!"
Su Lian's headache came from the melodious voice, "Don't be so exaggerated, please."
Chi laughed and said: "These girls have sharp ears, and they discovered my Tibetan acrobatics. That's right, the level of sugar consumption is very high."
Gu Anjiu raised his hand to signal him not to interrupt.
"I went to Baidu, there is no such lyrics, it should be written by myself, I am crazy!"
"There is no need to round up, this is a blatant confession!"
"Did you see the eyes of the two of them looking at each other? This is not love. I wash my hair upside down."
Su Lian closed her eyes, suppressing the urge to punch someone: "Say one more word, and I'll glue your mouth shut."
"Look, Wang, you dare to have such a fierce temper. I really admire your courage. Have you ever thought that in the future, you may be subjected to domestic violence every day and kneel on the keyboard every day."
Gu Anjiu shrank his neck and silently threw the phone back into his pocket.
Chi Wang lazily leaned against the back of the chair, and said casually: "That's for you, he is not fierce to me, he is extremely gentle."
After speaking, I felt my palm was pinched severely.
He grabbed the man's hands behind his back and hid his hands in the hem of his coat. When he looked up, he saw Su Lian's shocked expression.
Rubbing his fingertips on the back of his hand, he lowered his voice and said, "Afraid of being discovered?"
Su Lian's mouth was stiff, and his gaze was fixed on the stage: "No."
It's just that there are dense crowds of people sitting around. Although there are clothes blocking it, they can't see the clues, but they still feel exciting.
Because of nervousness, a thin layer of sweat gradually formed on the palms of the hands, and they entangled wantonly in a corner that no one knew about.
It's a wonderful feeling, I can't put it into words, but it's not annoying.
When the two of them were together in the past, although the secular world still maintained some prejudice against homosexuality, they were all adults, and even if they were surprised, they would not say a few words.
Especially in the face of a ruthless brother like Su Lian, no one dared to ask more about his personal feelings.
In those days, the two always showed up openly, never hiding anything.
But it's different now, when you're in your teens, you have to be sneaky when you're in love.
Even if you hold hands, you have to cover it with a piece of clothing, for fear that someone will find a trace of affection.
Fuck, so, do they count as puppy love
Just thinking of this word made Su Lian's heart beat faster.
Chi Wang noticed the gradually warming palm and looked at him sideways: "Are you hot?"
"It's not hot, it's just a little stuffy." Su Lian squeezed his knuckles, not willing to let go, "Maybe there are too many people here."
Chi Wang said thoughtfully: "There is still half of the show, if you feel uncomfortable staying here, I will accompany you out for a walk."
Su Lian laughed, then shook her head lightly: "No, I didn't watch this kind of performance very much before, it's quite interesting to listen to it as background music."
The free hand took out the phone, swiped the screen boredly, clicked into WeChat, and found that Chi Wan had changed his nickname at some point.
It was still "wishful thinking" before, but suddenly it became "wishful thinking".
The rustic obscurity can only be understood by oneself.
Thinking of Chi Wang's words that he was Su Daji, Su Lian's ears warmed up, and he touched him with his arm: "When did you change it?"
"When calling for a taxi in the background." Chi Wan turned his head and whispered into his ear, "Su Daji just now is very attractive."
Su Lian knew what he meant just now, that reckless kiss.
He seldom has such an impulse, probably due to his personality, most of the time he relies on the other party to take the initiative.
But at that moment when emotions came up, tens of thousands of words were stuck in my heart and I didn't know which one to say for a while, so I kissed him regardless.
Su Lian faced her increasingly hot cheeks and said expressionlessly, "Thank you for the compliment."
Chi Wang was overjoyed, and felt that there was probably no cure for himself, and even this kind of answer seemed so cute.
Time passed slowly, the performance was drawing to a close, and the principal was spitting on the stage to give a speech. Probably to cherish youth, happy new year and so on.
A group of staff came over and collected tickets one by one: "Everyone, please choose your favorite performance on the program list, and we will make statistics later."
Su Lian raised her hand, and was about to check the program list of class six, but was stopped by someone: "Student, you can't choose your own class."
"Oh, then I abstain." Su Lian handed over the paper in his hand, very ruthlessly.
After all, he felt quite satisfied with this performance.
After waiting for half an hour, the host finally took the list and announced the popularity award.
Really impatient to wait, Gu Anjiu clicked his tongue: "The statistics have been done for so long, shouldn't there be no suspense?"
"You're quite confident." Lin Yan was holding the guitar, bowing his head to adjust the strings.
Gu Anjiu sneered: "It's not that I have confidence in me, it's that I have confidence in the two next to me. With this popularity, I suspect that all the staff members have CP fans, and not being the first can cause shady things."
As soon as he finished speaking, the host on stage said in a straight voice: "Class 2 and 6 of Senior High School won the Most Popularity Award, with a total of 722 votes."
There was wanton screaming off the court, and there was no surprise for this result.
Lin Yan asked: "How many people are there in our grade?"
Chi Huang complained: "You don't know how to count down all year round? There are more than 900. I guess the 200 who didn't vote are jealous of my handsomeness."
"Shameless." Su Lian let go of his hand, put it back in his pocket, and held it for two hours, feeling his fingers a little numb.
After the results were announced on the stage, the crowd gradually became restless, and everyone started to get up and leave the stage one after another.
Li Guoqing greeted everyone to go out from the side door, and mentioned the address of the dinner by the way, asking not to be absent.
Some people are happy and some are sad, but no matter what, the class party has to go.
A group of people left the school gate, and the atmosphere of the New Year outside was very strong. The street trees on both sides were covered with colorful lights at some time, and it looked festive.
Pedestrians on the road look hurried, but they all seem to have a little smile. The festival makes this cold winter warm.
Lao Li was considerate, he reserved six tables at the hot pot restaurant on such a tight day, occupying the center of the venue.
As soon as the Class 6 students entered, the entire hall was filled to the brim with a group of students.
During the banquet, there was laughter and chatter, the hot pot was boiling, and the sound was loud.
Taking advantage of the atmosphere, Qi Tian finally couldn't hold back and asked Chi Wang: "Who is the person you like? We all guessed a lot, but there was no result, so we scratched our heads."
"Su Daji, I think he changed his wechat name, delusional to Daji, so sour. But when he heard this code name, he was a goblin who would bring disaster to the country and the people." Someone replied with a smile.
Su Lian shook his hands, and the hairy belly on the chopsticks fell into the plate with a clatter.
Liu Youyou, who was always guarding the beautiful love, turned from the next table and frowned: "Can you guys stop gossiping like that?"
"Probably not Banhua, she's in a hurry, she's in a hurry."
Young people are always enthusiastic about this kind of topic, and the crowd starts to boo, gradually making people a little bit embarrassed.
Chi Wan thoughtfully made a rescue: "There's a girl here, what's the trouble? Don't guess randomly, it will scare away the person I like."
Gu Anjiu, who didn't know the truth, was still there to force him: "Master Wang is so miserable, I want to cry even if I have to write songs to chase people during the holidays. Come, eat more chicken hearts, and make up for your incomplete love."
Su Lian didn't intend to make it clear, with just this horn, the whole hot pot restaurant could know the name and details of the process within an hour.
So he lowered his eyes in silence, and struggled hard with the piece of county flower that couldn't be chewed.
There were always plenty of topics in the class, and it quickly shifted from Chi Wang's secret love to other places, and the voices were bursting out, making it extremely noisy.
It was almost ten o'clock, Su Lian fiddled with the meat on the plate and said, "I want to go first."
Hearing the hint, Chi Wang followed up and answered: "Then I want to go too, I don't have an appetite today, I want to go home and lie down for a while."
The two stared at each other tacitly for a second, then quickly averted their eyes.
"No, it's a big holiday, how can I let you go home alone." Gu Anjiu pressed the person who wanted to get up, and muttered, "I have to go back after midnight."
Chi Wang was speechless, wondering why this little fat man has no eyesight.
"Let him go back, why are you dragging him by force?" Lin Yan clicked his tongue, "I want to go too, but suddenly I feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach."
Song Jiaci glanced at him and received a message: "Then, then I'll go back and do my homework."
"Are you still doing your homework during the New Year's Eve? It's poisonous." Gu Anjiu slumped his shoulders, feeling hopeless, "Everyone of you has any rubbish excuses. Go, let me go, don't keep any of you."
"Happy New Year." Chi Wan patted him on the shoulder, his tone of compassion for this lonely family.
Several people got up with a smile, put on their coats, said goodbye to their classmates, and parted ways at the entrance of the hot pot restaurant.
Su Lian stood in the night wind and fastened her clothes: "Where are we going?"
"Elope to the moon." Chi Wan raised his hand and hailed a car, opening his mouth to talk nonsense.
Su Lian smiled and got into the back row, jokingly said: "It's not over, Mayday?"
"Probably so, mainly because tonight's performance was so perfect, I'm still thinking about it."
"I also like it very much. Now I am glad that someone recorded it and kept it as a souvenir."
The vehicle drove slowly, and the two looked at each other for a second, but suddenly they didn't speak, feeling that the atmosphere was a bit delicate.
The brief intimacy on the promenade before was because of emotions, but since then it has been joked about by various people and things.
As soon as the relationship was established, now that they returned to the space where they were alone, the air gradually became hotter.
Chi Wan had nothing to say: "Are you full? I don't think you have moved your chopsticks much."
"Mmm, it's a bit spicy, I can't bear it." Su Lian turned her head and looked out of the window. The street lights were lit up and reflected on the car window, like twinkling stars.
Chi Huang pinched his chin and pushed him back, and pressed him on the seat: "Go to sleep, I guess I have to go to bed late again today."
"Okay, call me when we arrive." Su Lian slowly closed her eyes, feeling relieved that the man was holding his hand all the time.
During the holidays, the traffic jam was severe, and the vehicles stopped and went, and it took a long time to reach the destination.
Su Lian raised her eyes, and found that it was the mountain where she watched meteors last time, and the surroundings were completely silent, only the sound of the wind blowing through the treetops.
He seemed to suddenly understand Chi Wang's intentions, and smiled slightly: "Is this a revisit of the old place?"
Chi Wang stretched out his hand towards him, and invited: "Well, there are no meteors or fireworks today, isn't it very romantic, do you want to come with me?"
"Yes, I also admit being abducted." Su Lian smiled and interlocked his fingers, the two of them shook hands and walked slowly up the mountain along the path.
Chi Wan also laughed, bent his eyes and said, "Take you home and make you my wife."
Su Lian glanced at him, her mouth was fierce, but her expression was gentle: "Who is your wife, don't push yourself."
Holding hands and walking quietly for a while, a sudden wind blew up on the mountain, which made the boy's hair messy.
"Su Lian." Chi Wang suddenly called him in a low voice.
"Well, what are you doing?"
"It's okay, I just wanted to call you."
Su Lian seemed to understand this feeling suddenly, and when she wanted to get a response from someone, she couldn't help but want to call his name.
After Chi Wan left, he did the same. In the room where they used to live, he subconsciously called out habitually.
However, there was no answer from the empty room.
It's hard to describe that feeling, my heart is empty, like throwing a stone into the water, but there is no half-circle ripple.
He thought that deep down in Chi Wang's heart, maybe he was as insecure as him.
It's just that he hid it so well that everyone thought he was strong, brave and invincible.
Su Lian squeezed his fingers, and added: "I'm here."
Chi Wang pondered for a few seconds and said: "Should I give you a nickname to distinguish? It seems that you have been called by many names, nemesis, deskmate, teacher Xiao Su, Su Daji... I should call you What are you doing?"
Amused by this series of names, Su Lian had a smile in his eyes: "Think for yourself."
After finishing speaking, Chi Wang really fell into serious thinking, and did not make a sound until he reached the top of the mountain.
The wind was strong on the mountain, and the two of them gathered their coats and stood at the place where they watched the meteor last time. Looking down the mountain, it was so dark that I couldn't see anything clearly. It's just that the bright moon is still hanging in the sky, and it seems to be clearer than last time.
Even if there are no shooting stars and fireworks, and no one is around, this scenery belongs to the two of them only.
Thinking about it this way, it's also quite romantic.
Su Lian turned her head to look at his pensive expression: "Thinking about it for so long? Is this question difficult?"
Chi Wang stared into his eyes seriously and said: "Because it will be called for a lifetime, so be careful."
When I was young, I always felt that it was too naive to say forever.
But they were just lucky, they met a stunning sweetheart when they were young.
Su Lian's heart was caught off guard, and he took the initiative to raise his hand and slowly hugged his waist: "But if you don't think about it, it will be past zero, what should I do?"
Chi Wan didn't speak any more, just looked down at the time on the phone screen, and waited slowly.
The time passed by one minute and one second, the numbers paused, and in the next second, it suddenly jumped from fifty-nine minutes to zero.
The year has changed from 2018 to 2019, the new year has finally arrived, and everything is a new beginning.
Chi Wan bent down and leaned close to his ear, with a soft voice: "Susu, happy new year."
The long-lost address fell into his ears, and Su Lian's heartbeat slowed down by half a beat, and then a sourness surged up like a sea wave, almost drowning him.
He looked into Chi Wang's eyes, with thousands of words stuck in his chest, his heart was so weak.
Long time no see, long time no see, you finally returned to my side.
This night's emotions were too heavy, Su Lian hummed in a nasal voice: "Brother Chi, Happy New Year."
Chi Wan pulled a little distance away, put his forehead against his, and looked at each other, with love that couldn't be concealed in each other's eyes.
He tilted his head slightly and kissed gently.
During the intertwined breathing, the voice became extremely low: "Give me a kiss to make up for the shortcomings of the last birthday."
While speaking, I felt that the seam of my lips was licked lightly, with moisture, like a feather brushing gently, very seductive.
Chi Wang cursed in his heart, and his breathing suddenly became short of breath.
He slid his fingers to the waist of the coat, fastened it tightly, and kissed him back again.
Sentimental and reckless, fiery and intertwined, mixed with deep and shallow breaths, the young boy's movements are jerky, all relying on instinct.
Su Lian hissed and frowned slightly: "It hurts, you bit me."
Chi Lu buried himself in his shoulder and smiled, then raised his head again, and apologized helplessly: "I'm sorry, I'm inexperienced, I'll pay attention next time."
Su Lian raised her head slightly, opened her mouth to enclose his lower lip: "It's okay, I'll teach you."