Nonlinear Love

Chapter 50

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Chi Wang slightly closed his eyes, and saw that Su Lian's skin was glowing with warmth under the moonlight, like a piece of fine jade, which made people want to touch it.

Feeling the soft tip of the tongue probing slightly, if there seems to be nothing across the lips, it seems to be a silent invitation.

The whole back was numb from the beginning to the bottom at that moment, the impulse that had been suppressed just now spread unscrupulously again, and the breathing became disordered again, hot and intertwined.

Even though she has such a tough personality, her lips are so soft, she really looks like a thousand-year-old fairy, killing people.

Chi Wang sighed softly in his heart, falling into Su Daji's hands, probably worth dying for.

The person he likes is too enthusiastic, and the arm teasing him is getting tighter and tighter, as if to crush him in his arms. So they responded enthusiastically unconsciously, entangled together, and showed a stronger aggressiveness.

Touching the corner of the lip that was bitten just now, he licked it comfortingly, and then probed deeper.

Su Lian thought, Chi Wang is indeed a very good student, with a little guidance, he can learn by himself without a teacher.

If falling in love is a subject, this person will definitely get a perfect score of 10 times 10.

The time was stretched infinitely, until he was a little out of breath, he raised his hand and patted Chi Wang's back: "Okay, stop."

Chi Wan reluctantly rubbed his lips, begging for praise in a low voice: "How is my homework, Teacher Xiao Su?"

"Very, very good." Su Lian stammered back, the temperature on his face was almost boiling.

Chi Wang hugged the man, and hummed with satisfaction: "Next time I will continue to work hard and strive for perfection."

Caressing the corners of his broken lips with fingers, he blamed himself and said, "I'm sorry, I hurt you."

"It's okay, a little injury." Su Lian shook her head with a suppressed smile.

Looking at his expression, Chi Wan repeatedly recalled the fiery kiss just now in his mind, and suddenly felt that something was not quite right.

He let go of his arms, his eyelashes drooped, and he stared firmly at the person's eyes: "Wait a minute, how can you be so proficient?"

Still immersed in the kiss just now, Su Lian didn't turn around, and raised her eyes blankly: "What?"

Chi Wan raised his hand and wiped his lips with his thumb, and said coldly, "Kissing is so proficient."

Imagining Su Lian being hugged and kissed so docilely before, he felt that he couldn't breathe.

That man taught Su Lian to kiss, and Su Lian taught him again. After all the calculations, he was actually at the bottom of the food chain.

Fuck, upset, pretty upset.

"Do you really want to ask?" Su Lian didn't know whether to laugh or cry. How to explain this couldn't be explained clearly.

With a cold face, Chi Wang squeezed out a voice from between his teeth: "He taught you to kiss? How many times have you kissed? Tell me, I'm not angry."

Su Lian looked at his gloomy expression, his eyes were fierce as if he wanted to kill someone, and his whole body exuded an unconcealable jealousy, which was even more sour than the hot pot seasoning just now.

Well, don't be angry, I'm a fool with an IQ of twenty and just believe it.

He replied vaguely: "I haven't counted it, I can't count it."

Countless, that is tens of thousands of times, Chi Wang's heart suffocated again.

His face darkened again: "Aside from kissing and hugging, what else have you guys done?"

"..." Su Lian looked up at the moon, kept silent and pretended to be stupid.

The two had been together for several years before, getting along day and night, eating and living together. When the love is strong, if you don't say anything, it's a lie.

But if he reveals it clearly to Chi Wang now, he suspects that this New Year's Eve may not be able to pass peacefully.

The two looked at each other, and the atmosphere gradually became awkward. They couldn't answer, and they didn't want to lie, so it was better to keep silent.

"say."

"Are you sure you want to settle old scores on the first day of our relationship?"

A breath of suffocation was stuck in his chest, and he couldn't let it go. Chi Wang also knew that it was very naive for him to dwell on the past. After all, he is quite precocious now, and it is normal to fall in love.

But Su Lian was too skillful, so skillful that people couldn't help but think about it, and the resentment towards that idiot ex became deeper and deeper.

When she was obviously not sure about the relationship before, Su Lian always looked shy, and her cheeks were flushed when she took off her clothes before, she never expected...

So bold, so open.

Chi Huang closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and suppressed his emotions: "Forget it, I won't ask if it's okay."

"Still looking at the moon?" Su Lian stretched out her hand and hooked his palm flatteringly.

Chi Wang raised his eyes to look at the dark sky, without any mood: "I don't want to see it, let's go down the mountain."

The two walked down the mountain in silence, holding hands, without speaking the whole time.

Chi Wan went into the nearby convenience store with a blank expression and bought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, squatted down on the road, and bit a cigarette with lowered eyes.

He hasn't smoked a cigarette for a long time since he learned about the half of his heart.

If Su Lian didn't like it, he stopped touching it.

It's just that it's really annoying now, and my mind is so chaotic that I can't make sense of it.

Before Su Lian could speak, he said first: "Just one, make an exception today, give me a few minutes to relax."

"Okay, you smoke." Su Lian stood in front of him, lowered her eyes slightly, and looked at him helplessly.

Knowing that Chi Wang must be feeling uncomfortable now, he is very young in his teens, no matter how generous he is, it's the first time he likes someone, and he can't wait for everything to be his own for the first time.

When encountering such a past, no one can accept it instantly.

But, what can I do, that person is him, Su Lian has ten mouths and can't explain it clearly.

With a click, the cigarette butt was scarlet, and the lingering mist was spit out from the mouth, enveloping that handsome face.

Chi Huang bit his cigarette, his temper dropped a lot, and asked lightly: "Can you talk about your ex? What kind of person is he?"

Su Lian blinked slowly, pursed her lips and did not speak.

Chi Wang sighed, and a puff of smoke drifted into the air: "It's true to be jealous, and it's true to be uncomfortable, but I respect your past. I just want to know what kind of person can become your first love, I Want to do better."

These words were very sincere and out of heart, Su Lian finally let go: "He is a very mature and gentle person."

"I guessed it." Chi Wan nodded, and said, "Sounds like a nice person, so why did you separate?"

Su Lian froze for a moment, and said with difficulty: "He died of illness, lung cancer, and passed away at a very young age."

Chi Wang didn't expect such an answer, he was stunned for a while, and then slowly opened his mouth: "This is why you didn't let me smoke and drink, make those health pastes, and get up early to exercise?"

"Well, I hope you are healthy and safe." Su Lian lowered her eyes, suppressing the soreness in her eyes with difficulty.

Chi Huang was silent, and burned most of the slender cigarette between his fingertips. When the wind blew, the ash scattered all over the ground.

He raised his hand to draw out the red string of the safety talisman that he carried around his neck every day, and lightly stroked the embroidered words on it with his fingertips: "So I begged for this, because I was afraid that I would be like him."

Su Lian nodded, looking at him with red eyes.

Chi Huang took half a puff of the cigarette, raised his hand to snuff it out, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

He finally understood why Su Lian was always so preoccupied. After such a life-and-death relationship, who could get out of it quickly.

She also completely figured out why after she confessed, Su Lian seemed to have a heart-to-heart, but she hesitated to step into a new relationship.

The wounds of the past are too deep and haven't healed yet, so how can I have the courage to love again.

The song sung on the Mid-Autumn Festival night, and those sad words performed on the New Year's Eve, everything has a reason.

He felt sorry for Su Lian, and felt sorry for him who had encountered such a thing at a young age. Just by putting himself in his place and thinking a little bit, his heart felt sore.

It's just that her ex was as perfect as a white moonlight, but to me, it was more like an insurmountable mountain.

He didn't know what he had to do to take that position.

"Susu, I love you so much." Chi Wan murmured, "But I..."

He swallowed the rest of the words, which is really hypocritical.

It seemed that at this moment, Su Lian had an instant connection with him and felt his worry.

He squatted down, supported his knees and raised his eyes to look at him: "Brother Chi, I don't know what to say, but you just need to know one thing, I love you more than you can imagine."

He used the word "love", not "favor", not "like", once he said it, it was full of affection.

For someone like Su Lian who always kept his emotions closed, this was already a great psychological breakthrough.

Chi Lu suddenly raised his eyes, and his eyes lit up for a moment: "Do you love me?"

"Well, very." Su Lian raised her hand to clasp the back of his hand that was chilled by the night wind, and said softly, "So, don't doubt yourself, and don't doubt our feelings."

Chi Wanghui held his fingertips and rubbed them gently: "Okay, I know. Just this time, I won't ask about your past again in the future. Susu, forget about those unhappy things in the past, okay, today It’s a new year, it’s a new beginning.”

Su Lian thought, Chi Huang didn't know anything, but he was willing to suppress the grievance and unwillingness in his heart, let him forget the past and start again.

How could this person be so nice, so nice that he didn't know how to respond so that he wouldn't be so sad.

Su Lian pulled him up from the ground, paused for a few seconds, and said slowly, "Brother Chi, do you believe you can travel through time?"

I don't know why the topic jumped here, and Chi Wang looked a little puzzled: "What do you mean?"

Su Lian carefully considered his words and said cautiously: "For example, traveling from the future to the present."

"Did you watch too many movies? How could such a thing exist in reality." Chi Wang felt a little ridiculous, and raised his hand to pinch his cheek, "Okay, let's all be happy for the New Year today."

Su Lian pursed her lips tightly and sighed inwardly, but she still didn't believe it.

That's right, even before I personally experienced it, I would find it absurd.

Even if you show him the watch, it still can't prove that you can really jump in time, because once you go back, the memory of Chi Lu will disappear.

It's just that it's over, those depressed emotions seem to be drifting away little by little with the night wind.

"Let's go to a bar and celebrate the New Year." Su Lian raised the corner of her mouth and thought of a proposal.

Chi Huang nodded, took out his mobile phone and ordered a car, and glanced at WeChat: "It seems that the two-person game has to be changed to a four-person game, and Lin Yan and the little monkey are also coming."

Su Lian relaxed her expression, and slightly bumped his shoulder: "There are two people in this world, what are you doing?"

"It's not done yet, let's help others as an assist." Chi Wan smiled lightly, just in time to see the car coming, opened the door, and pulled people into the car.

Chi Wan let out a little breath, and leaned his head on the seat: "I'm glad you're so frank with me, it's a good thing you said it, anyway, nothing will make me feel uncomfortable in the future, it's really worth celebrating."

"You are quick to explain yourself." Su Lian glanced at him, then changed her voice, "However, I will make an agreement with you for three chapters."

Chi Huan hummed: "You say."

Su Lian thought clearly and said: "From today on, quit smoking and drinking, and exercise on time, unless I take the initiative, you are not allowed to relapse."

"What punishment will there be for breaking the precept?" Chi Wang looked at him with tender eyes.

"Punish you for a week..." Su Lian raised her eyes to look at the driver in the front row, then turned her head and lowered her voice, "Kiss me."

Chi was overjoyed, and jokingly said: "It's really a serious punishment. I will definitely abide by the agreement, but tonight is not counted."

After finishing speaking, he imitated his tone and whispered to his ear: "Because I haven't kissed enough today."

Su Lian's cheeks blushed for a moment, Chi Wang, who was in his twenties, was too stable, and rarely expressed his thoughts so straightforwardly.

Suddenly came a straight ball, which made people's hearts flutter.

He turned his head to look out the window, and after a long time, he hummed.

The four met in a small private room in a very stylish bar. After arriving for a while, Lin Yan ordered a bunch of snacks and French fries first.

Song Jiaci sat obediently on the side, lying on the table, squeezing ketchup on it.

Seeing this scene, Chi Wang couldn't help laughing out loud: "That's really good, are you turning the bar into a Pizza Hut?"

Lin Yan said helplessly, "He didn't eat enough. He said that the group of people grabbed the meat too hard at night, so he didn't eat a few bites."

"Then eat, eat whatever you want, today is your grandpa's treat." Chi Wang unbuttoned his coat, sat down on the other side, pulled out the stool, and motioned for Su Lian to come over.

Lin Yan's eyes were sharp, and his eyes fell on the corner of Su Lian's broken mouth, and he said with a smile: "It was quite intense just now, where did you go?"

"Walking around the mountain, it's too cold outside, but the room is comfortable." Chi Wangruo exchanged glances with him, and mouthed, "Did you confess your love?"

Lin Yan shook his head slightly, his eyes darkened for a moment.

Song Jiaci stuffed a big mouthful of food into his mouth, and said vaguely: "Aren't you called Brother Xiaojiu? Will he be unhappy if he finds out?"

Su Lian, who had been silent all this time, immediately understood the situation and helped smooth things over: "It's too late now, he's gone home to sleep, let's call him together some other day."

"Oh, Brother Lian eats this, it's delicious." Song Jiaci pushed the French fries in front of Su Lian, smiling innocently.

Su Lian took one casually, and said, "You seem to be speaking much more smoothly now than before. I don't think your disease is born with it. It must be something that frightened you when you were young. It should be cured."

"Ms. Xiao Su started to consult again. Sometimes I really think you are like a doctor." Chi Wang looked at him with his chin propped up, and thought about it, "Thinking about it, you look good in a white coat, too. I am looking forward."

Su Lian kicked him under the table, with a threatening expression on his face: "Can you please stop flirting."

Song Jiaci explained: "Lin Yanyou, you do dialogue practice with me every day, so it's much better."

Chi Wan drew his voice and said in an ambiguous tone: "Lin Yan has never been so careful with us, as a brother, he is very disappointed."

Su Lian was speechless, thinking to himself, are you a fucking assist

"Because you, you don't stutter." Song Jiaci retorted with reason and evidence.

Chi Wang raised his eyes again and exchanged glances with Lin Yan, brother, it's too innocent to help.

The waiter brought a few glasses of beautifully colored cocktails, Chi Wang was afraid that Su Lian would drink too much, so he specially chose fruit wine with very low alcohol content.

He pushed in front of Su Lian, and repeatedly asked: "Just this cup, drink slowly, don't worry."

"I know, I'm not a child." Su Lian sneered, lowered her head and took a sip.

The taste of the pool is good, it tastes sour and sweet in one bite, much better than the taste of beer.

"Then I wish you all a happy new year and happy every day." Chi Wang held his wine glass and touched each one, "Also, be healthy and safe."

Su Lian nodded heavily: "Well, you must be healthy and safe."

"Okay, cheers." After a few bangs, the cold wine drank into his throat.

Su Lian squinted her eyes slightly, and there was light music from the bar next to her. It was a small Spanish song, and everything seemed to be in a good mood.

As time goes by, he likes the present day more and more, as if every day becomes worth looking forward to.

In the middle, when Chi Wang went to the bathroom, Su Lian finished his own drink, feeling his throat was a little dry, so he took Chi Wang casually and drank half a glass.

When he came back, Chi Wang took a look and realized that something was wrong.

His cheeks were a little flushed, and his pupils were not as clear as before, as if they were covered with a layer of mist, making them look a little slack.

He shook Su Lian's shoulder and said in a low voice, "Did you steal mine?"

"Well, I'm thirsty." Su Lian nodded slightly dizzy, and spoke slowly.

Chi Wang was displeased and dumped the blame on Lin Yan: "Why don't you help me keep an eye on it, I can drink a lot in just five minutes."

"Who asked you to order such a high degree? I can't even keep an eye on the words. Where is the time?" Lin Yan helped another person with a blushing face, and suddenly felt that it was a mistake to come to the bar.

These two people are really amazing, how can one drink worse than the other.

Chi Wang was speechless, carefully supporting Su Lian's shoulder: "Stop shaking, go home."

Su Lian hooked his neck, looked up calmly, and briefly touched his lips: "I don't smell the smoke, very good, I reward you."

Seeing the two of them put their mouths together in an intimate posture, Song Jiaci's pupils trembled, and he was half sober from the alcohol.

When I get excited, I stutter and slur my words: "He, he, they are, are, are...."

"Well, the two of them are in a relationship." Lin Yan helped him answer.

"But, but all, are men." Song Jiaci raised his face, shocked by the impact on his three views.

Lin Yan said in a low voice: "Boys and boys are fine, as long as you like it, there is nothing wrong with it."

He looked up at Su Lian who had a perfect assist, and said sincerely, "Thank you, you are much more reliable than Chi Wan."

"You're welcome." Su Lian shook her hands and stood up unsteadily, "Then you go on, let's go home first."

"Okay, be careful on the road." Lin Yan squeezed Song Jiaci's neck with one hand, took a few candies from his pocket with the other hand and handed them to Chi Wang, "I'm afraid he'll vomit, hangover."

Chi Wang took it over, took the coat and helped Su Lian put it on: "Well, you also pay attention to safety, see you tomorrow."

Fortunately, Chi Wang had the foresight. When choosing the location, he chose a bar close to Su Lian's house, so he could go back on foot without taking a car.

The two went out of the store, and walked back slowly along the sidewalk hand in hand.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Chi Wang asked.

Blown by the cold wind outside, Su Lian's consciousness cleared up half a bit: "It's okay, I'm a little dizzy."

Looking at the drunken man, Chi Huang frowned: "It's a good thing your father isn't here today, if I see you like this, I'll probably be beaten to death."

"How do you know he's not here? You installed surveillance in my house?" Su Lian raised her head displeased.

"A friend of mine has some business and called him over today, and he probably won't be back until noon tomorrow." Chi Wan conveniently peeled off a candy and stuffed it into his mouth.

Su Lian bit it into pieces with a click, and said vaguely: "It's very late, so why don't you go back tonight and stay at my house."

Chi Huang paused for half a second, his eyes were dark and unclear: "Susu, do you know how dangerous it is to tell your boyfriend to stay overnight?"

Su Lian reacted slowly, and quibbled, "I didn't mean that, didn't I sleep before?"

"Were we two in love before? Could I kiss you and hug you before? Huh?"

"...Then you...then you can take a taxi back by yourself."

Chi Huang sighed, hooked his waist and walked down the alley: "I'll get you there safely first."

The two of them struggled for a while before they reached the door of the house. It was almost two o'clock in the morning. Su Lian leaned on the door and looked at the person with lingering eyes.

Chi Huang lowered his head and touched his lips, and said in a low voice: "Have a good rest, go to bed early, I'm leaving."

Before turning around, the palm of the hand was hooked and pulled tightly, unable to move.

He didn't speak, but just stared straight at him, his eyes were terribly seductive.

Chi Wang didn't expect Su Lian who was drunk to be so clingy, in fact, he should have discovered it last time, he insisted on singing, he wanted to see the moon, he acted like a baby and said he was cold.

Now that he is in a relationship, he probably has let go of his heart, and his actions are even more straightforward and bold.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, Chi Huang struggled in vain, and instantly compromised: "You are going to torture me to death."

He followed Su Lian into the door, and raised his hand to close the door. Seeing that the person was walking unsteadily, he carried him directly into the bedroom.

The waiter took off his coat, and before his fingertips even touched the button of his shirt, he was hit by Su Lian. He was drunk, but the strength did not weaken.

"It's so fierce, can you be gentle with me?"

"Rogue, what do you want to do?"

"Change your pajamas for you." Chi Wang had no choice but to close his eyes, "I don't see if it's okay."

"That's about the same." Su Lian stood there, motionless, waiting for someone to take off her clothes and change into comfortable home clothes.

He tilted his head and fell on the bed, his whole body relaxed, hugging the quilt with a comfortable face.

Fearing that Su Lian would catch a cold from drinking too much, Chi Wang stood by the bed and looked down at the person: "Where is my quilt?"

"It's in the cabinet, you can find it yourself." Su Lian closed her eyes and yawned lazily.

Chi Wang turned around and opened the closet, his eyes fixed on the big red quilt, and he remembered that it was a gift that came with him when he bought the bed last time.

He took out the quilt and put it on Su Lian's head with a smile, completely covering her.

After struggling for a while without getting it out, Su Lian got angry and said in a bad tone, "You are so annoying."

"It's like a bride's hijab." Chi Wang lifted up a corner of the quilt, turned his head over, and kissed a short kiss against the corner of his mouth.

It's just that the person in front of him was really puzzled, his breathing gradually became calm, and he fell asleep in a second.

Chi Wang pulled the quilt and laughed dumbfoundedly. In the end, he was really tortured until he was himself.

He took a shower in the bathroom, took Su Lian's T-shirt and shorts as pajamas, put on the quilt, and then slowly lay down on the bed.

He hugged him firmly in his arms and said softly, "Susu good night."

This man fell into a drowsy sleep, yet he was able to reply, "Brother Chi, good night."

It's so cute, Chi Wan tilted his head and leaned over, his heart softened into one piece.

As soon as the quilt was covered, it was dawn.

When Su Huasheng came home from work in the morning, he smelled a very faint smell of alcohol in the room.

Thinking about the New Year's Eve the first day, Su Lian guessed that he had dinner with his classmates and drank some wine, so he didn't take it seriously.

It's just that I waited until ten o'clock, but no one got up, so I opened the door to prepare to wake up and eat.

After a few months, the scene in front of me was very familiar and exciting, but it was even more shocking than the last time.

The two teenagers had disheveled hair, and their hands and feet were entwined and hugged each other. His son had a cut at the corner of his mouth, which looked like a bite mark.

The key is that the body is covered with a red sheet embroidered with two mandarin ducks and golden double happiness, and the whole has a sense of sight of a wedding night in a bridal chamber.

This situation had a great impact on the middle-aged man who had lived for forty years, and he did not say a word for a long time.

Unable to hold back, Su Huasheng lifted the quilt and said coldly, "Both of you get up and explain."