Chi Huang's breathing was suddenly heavy, and he rolled heavily on his lips, very blatantly close to the law: "Susu, you did it on purpose."
There was a very faint smell of blood at the corner of his mouth, and Su Lian licked it lightly with the tip of his tongue. It is estimated that the wound from last night had opened again.
"Yes, remind me that there is infrared surveillance here, don't get too excited." Su Lian stepped back half an inch, half leaning on the back of the chair, with a smile in her eyes that couldn't be hidden.
Song Jiaci's sudden accident before gave him a great shock in his heart. When he faced the tragedy directly, his sense of powerlessness would grow stronger.
If there is no time-traveling of that watch, many things may not be done in time, and it will really become an eternal regret.
Just like Lin Yan's love, before he found a chance to say it, he was covered up by the dust of time forever with the accident.
Su Lian thought to herself, the two of them finally broke through the hurdle in their hearts and decided to be together, it was hard won.
I don't know how long Chi Wang can live in this life, I don't know if he can survive the age of twenty-five smoothly, life is short, so enjoy yourself in time.
In the years when he was with Chi Wang, he was always shy, secretive and passive in expressing his emotions.
It is different now, he is learning to open himself up little by little, so that Chi Wan can feel his more intense and straightforward liking.
It's just that at this moment, it seems that he didn't know how to measure it, and it was too much.
Chi Lu coughed lightly, and lowered his voice: "It's hard."
I didn't expect this person to be so straightforward, and the calmness he had pretended just now collapsed in an instant.
Su Lian's cheeks blushed a little, thankfully the movie theater was dimly lit to hide her shyness: "...in public places, bear it by yourself."
"Can you save it for the next time and call it in private." Chi Wang Wuxin watched the movie again, his mind was filled with the soft voice just now, it was playing in a fucking endless loop in his mind, and he couldn't get out at all.
Su Lian raised her hand and wiped her face, suppressing the heat: "Let's talk about it next time."
Chi Wang leaned on and changed his posture, lazily opening his long legs, feeling very uncomfortable.
He forcibly focused his eyes on the clips of the movie, thought about it for a while, and said with a low smile: "Although the place is not right, I like it very much."
"Oh." Su Lian cherished words like gold.
Chi Zhuang clicked his tongue, very dissatisfied: "Brother Ku is so ruthless when he flirts with people? He runs away after flirting, and he is not responsible."
That tone was resentful, like a man from a good family who was prostituted for nothing all night.
"How do you want me to be responsible? Do you want to make social headlines with the surveillance screen?" Su Lian said lightly.
After making up the picture in his head, Chi Jule was happy: "That's not the case, I still have some sense of propriety."
There were not many people watching this movie, except for two couples sitting in the middle two rows, the rest of the seats were empty.
Su Lian suspected that this person had no good intentions when choosing seats, but when they were intimate, his reaction was very innocent, and the conflict was severe.
The two spoke in breathless voices, halfway through the movie, and didn't pay much attention to what they said.
Su Lian enjoyed the space where the two of them were alone. No one disturbed them, and they acted recklessly, as if the whole world belonged to them.
It's just that the fingers were pinched by Chi Wang, and the fingertips slid across the skin, kneading slowly, the movements were erotic.
After repeating it several times, Su Lian finally couldn't hold back and said, "Calm down, can you stop doing it."
Chi Wang felt aggrieved: "I'm diverting my attention."
"..." Su Lian was completely helpless, "Brother Chi, it's almost an hour, so it's not too late."
The pure and pure male high school student is really unprovocative.
Chi Wang tightened his brows, sighed, hating himself for lack of concentration: "It's really so."
He changed his sitting posture again, and put the hem of his coat on his lap to hide his embarrassment.
Regarding the doctor's occupational disease, Su Lian paused for a few seconds, and said leisurely: "Then you are sick and need to be cured."
Chi Wang was completely calmed by this incomprehensible reply, and said with his usual expression: "... Let's watch the movie, it's quite funny."
Su Lian ruthlessly pierced it: "This is a fucking tragedy movie."
A movie was a mess, and when the ending song came out, Chi Wang didn't remember the protagonist's face at all.
The two came out of the cinema side by side with a lot of dolls in their arms, and happened to pass by a small stationery store.
Staring at the colorful covers, Su Lian suggested, "Do you want to buy a notebook?"
Chi Wang was very puzzled: "I still have a lot, including Chinese, mathematics and English."
"No, I used it to write a diary." Su Lian replied.
"Who is a serious person who keeps a diary?" Chi Wang thought it was funny.
Su Lian paused for a few seconds, and said awkwardly: "The notebook of the love diary, which records the daily life of the two of us."
Although the two are very sweet now, from the bottom of his heart, he is still prepared for Chi Wang to leave.
Looking at it now, the memories of those years when she fell in love with Chi Wang are slowly fading, and Su Lian often feels scared.
I am afraid that as time goes by, those details will disappear from memory bit by bit and become blurred.
If, that sad ending really happens again, I can have a thought about living alone in the future.
Chi Wan raised his hand and tapped his forehead: "You said earlier, it doesn't need to be so troublesome, just download an app."
Su Lian squinted her eyes, and said in an interrogative tone, "How did you know there is an app where you can write a love diary?"
When the attack came suddenly, Chi Wan got stuck for a moment: "No, don't get me wrong. I was planning to research the mini program market before, so I searched it by category. I swear to God, I never used it with anyone else. "
Seeing his serious expression, Su Lian didn't hold back his laughter and said, "I'm so scared, you can just choose one to download."
On the way back, the two met head to head to study how to use the love diary.
It's simple, once the two WeChat accounts are bound, they can edit together online.
Chi Wan recalled for a while, then pressed the screen and typed a few lines:
October 7, 2018 /?Editor: Chi Wu
I was studying for the monthly exam, but I had no intention of preparing for the exam, because I suddenly found that my feelings for Su Lian had become subtle. I was not an ordinary friend or classmate, but wanted a closer relationship (thanks to Gu Anjiu and Lin Yan for their guidance)
Standing on the balcony in the middle of the night and smoking half a cigarette, it was only then that he realized that he had fallen in love with him.
So I didn't memorize the English model essay well, and even ran to the bed and grabbed the person's hand, it was really stupid.
But I don't regret it, it's nice to like someone.
Looking back now, I should have told Su Lian that day that I liked him very much.
October 9, 2018 /?Editor: Chi Wu
Beat up a sea king idiot, forgot what it was called, anyway, he was not good looking, at that time he was obsessed with ghosts, and mistakenly thought it was Su Lian's ex-boyfriend.
Fuck, it's embarrassing, it's more demanding than giving a watch to death in public.
But just beat him up, he deserves it.
October 19, 2018 /?Editor: Chi Wu
I coquettishly completed the long-distance running in the sports meeting and won the championship, so I took the opportunity to secretly hug Su Lian.
The waist is really soft, and the hair is also soft, so comfortable to hold, I don't want to let go.
Most importantly, because of the heavy rain, I took off my clothes shamelessly in an attempt to seduce Su Lian.
Judging from the shy reaction of the day, it is quite effective, and this trick can be used repeatedly in the future (mark the key point)
October 20, 2018—November 11, 2018 /?Editor: Chi Wan
I can't remember how I felt that day, anyway, the feeling of having a secret love is really hard, bitter and difficult.
We will meet tomorrow tomorrow, but I will look at the moon every day, and I like Su Lian more every day.
November 12, 2018 /?Editor: Chi Wang
On my birthday, I mustered up all the courage to confess to Su Lian. On that day, the temperature was right, the moon was beautiful, and everything was just right.
I was so nervous that I had never been so cowardly in my life.
It was so hard to express my sincerity and heart from the bottom of my heart, my heart almost stopped beating.
Unsurprisingly, being ruthlessly rejected by someone is a bit upset, but you can't show it.
If you didn't get the birthday gift you wanted, it was wishful thinking.
November 13, 2018-December 30, 2018 /?Editor: Chi Wang
I still look at the moon every day. I didn’t think the moon was beautiful before because I didn’t understand it.
Now I understand, the moon will not respond, but when looking at the moon, you can miss it wantonly.
The people next to him moved quickly, and Su Lian watched the words on the page pop up one by one, and complained, "Why do you write so many words in a diary?"
It's just that a lot of things that I couldn't say in person seemed to be revealed one by one through this method.
"If you don't write in detail, how can you understand it?" Chi Wan touched his arm and urged, "You write too, and I'll see how deep your love for me is."
Su Lian lowered her eyes and typed.
December 31, 2018 /?Editor: Su Lian
New Year's Day show, together, kissed.
Concise and concise, quite indifferent, very cool guy style.
Staring at that line of words, Chi Wang was very dissatisfied: "You have to describe your mood at that time, did you not score 54 in Chinese composition?"
"... It's amazing to have it once?" Su Lian said angrily, "That's how I write my diary."
Chi Huang locked the phone screen, snorted coldly: "That's boring, I don't want to write."
The two fell into silence, and the atmosphere in the car was awkward.
Seeing the ugly face, Su Lian tried to explain: "I just have this personality, and it's not like you don't know it."
"Can't you try to open your heart to me?" Chi Wan turned his head, stared into his eyes, and sighed slightly, "When I was chasing you before, I just guessed by myself. Now that we are together, can we Can't you be a little more honest?"
Su Lian pulled her lips: "I will try my best."
"Susu, you can be cool to others, but to me, I want you to be more dependent. You can tell me directly what you want and what you feel." Chi Wang frowned and spoke patiently.
Su Lian hummed, but still said little.
Chi Wang lowered his eyelashes, and his tone was depressed: "I don't want to be the same as before, except for more intimate actions, there is no difference. Falling in love is not only about kissing and hugging, but what I want to understand is your current mood. You Whether happy or unhappy, I want to know the first time."
Su Lian also understands this truth, but her natural temperament is like this, even if it changes slowly, it will take time.
He rarely shows his feelings, especially when it is reflected in written words, and he feels even more shy. I always feel that writing out those feelings is like taking off my clothes and running naked on the street.
The two looked at each other for a few seconds, but neither spoke.
The taxi slowly stopped at the entrance of the alley, Su Lian buckled the door and got out, telling people, "Send a message when you get home."
"Yeah." Chi Wan didn't have much energy, so he replied calmly, "See you at school."
Su Lian didn't want to mess up the first date, but it was obvious that he made Chi Wan unhappy.
The yellow taxi quickly disappeared from sight, mixed with the noisy traffic, and disappeared.
Walking slowly along the alley in the direction of home, Su Lian thought over and over for a long time. This matter was indeed something she did wrong.
He proposed to write the diary, just a few words, in Chi Wang's view, it is perfunctory.
After a long time, at night, he received a message from Chi Wang, the content was very simple: here we are.
Su Lian lowered her eyes, seeing this cold attitude, she was indeed still angry.
How to coax, he really has no experience.
After sending that message, Chi Wan threw the phone aside and leaned on the chair in the study in a daze.
He was also reflecting on himself, whether he shouldn't have forced Su Lian so eagerly. He knew that he had been traumatized in his heart, probably due to an emotional disorder, and it was difficult to express it directly.
From confirming the relationship to now, being very active in intimacy is probably a breakthrough after inner struggle.
Chi Wan grabbed a handful of hair, clicked on the dialog box, and prepared to type an apology.
At the same second, a new diary edit record popped up in the banner.
Chi Yao clicked, and the previous short paragraph was rewritten into a long paragraph.
December 31, 2018 /?Editor: Su Lian
Today is the first performance with Chi Wan on stage, I am very nervous and looking forward to it, I am afraid of messing up and leaving a bad memory for everyone.
What was even more frightening was that he couldn't understand the meaning of those lyrics, which were so vague and sad, and always felt like they would hurt people's hearts.
Every day after his confession, I wanted to rush to him countless times desperately and tell him that I really like it, not wishful thinking, but I dare not.
Because the past period always makes me timid, afraid of repeating the same mistakes and losing again.
But Chi Wang is too gentle, it makes me want to fall apart every moment.
When performing, he even wrote his own lyrics, the kind that hides his head.
He is always like this, expressing his liking very willfully and straightforwardly, I am very envious and moved.
I finally felt overwhelmed and thought to the fucking future, I wanted to enjoy every minute of being with him right now.
I like him, very much.
January 1, 2019/?Editor: Chi Wu
I don't know what the hell the movie is about, but today's brother yelled very nicely, and I will do it next time.
I like him too, very much.
Su Lian stared at the extra line in the diary, raised the corner of her mouth slightly, and dialed the other party's phone in the next second.
After a second answer from the other side, he said in a foggy voice: "I saw your diary, we are so sad."
Chi Wan followed with a chuckle and said, "Isn't it all about being sour when you're in love? You did a good job today, and I'll keep it up in the future."
Su Lian hummed, and looked out of the window, only to realize that the moon tonight is also so beautiful.
The holiday passed by in a flash, and the two of them didn't see each other for a day. Chi Wang almost wrote his diary into an 800-word essay.
When the school met, Su Lian couldn't help complaining, "You can write a diary, but can you control the number of words?"
"Didn't I miss you? I can't stop thinking about it." Chi Wang turned his mobile phone and sat down next to him. "I'm thinking about going to school every day now. Studying makes me happy."
Su Lian took out a thermos from her schoolbag and pushed it in front of her: "It's for you."
This scene is very familiar.
"Again?" Chi Huan laughed dumbfoundedly.
Su Lian nodded and explained: "This time it's not so bad, I tasted it."
Really? I believe it.
Chi Huang unscrewed the mouth of the cup, raised his head and took a big sip. The familiar thermos cup was indeed a familiar recipe.
There was a strange smell of traditional Chinese medicine in his mouth, and he said vaguely: "Forget it, I will recognize it as bad."
Gu Anjiu entered the back door with his schoolbag in his hand, and when he saw this scene, his expression was shocked: "Master Wang, you don't resist at all now?"
Chi Wang casually replied: "I am enjoying it very much now."
"Once upon a time, you still said it was poisoning, tsk tsk, it's really useless." Gu Anjiu ruthlessly cast aside.
Chi Wan raised his eyelids: "I am willing, do you care? This is all Teacher Xiao Su's love for me."
Almost nauseated, Gu Anjiu looked at the corner of Su Lian's lips, and asked suspiciously, "Brother Lian, what's wrong with your mouth?"
Su Lian raised his hand to wipe the wound, and made up an excuse: "Probably got angry from eating hot pot that day."
"Fuck, it's so serious, it's all broken." Gu Anjiu bent down slightly, and was about to take a closer look when Chi Wang grabbed the back of his neck.
Chi Huang rudely carried him back to his seat: "You're so close, what are you looking at?"
While staring at the two fighting, Su Lian saw the grade director standing at the door and waved at him.
"Su Lian, Chi Wang, you two come out."
Hearing the movement, Gu Anjiu was stunned: "Director Cheng came to arrest people himself, what are you doing? Lord Wang, are you causing trouble again?"
"No, I haven't gone anywhere these two days, I'm staying at home." Chi Huang shook his head, got up and followed Su Lian out.
The two stood side by side in the office and looked at each other with blank faces.
Director Cheng drank his saliva slowly, and after a while, he said slowly: "The performance of the two of you on New Year's Day a few days ago was very popular."
Chi smirked and boasted, "That's inevitable, it's at the level where trainees want to debut."
"Well, but how should I put it, the two of you are so close, it will have a bad influence on the students." Director Cheng's words were like eighteen bends in the mountain road, which made people puzzled.
Su Lian said lightly, "Just say what you want."
"I heard in the past two days that many students in the school are knocking on the CP of the two of you. Last time, classmate Chi Wang even wrote a love letter to confess his love, which caused a lot of uproar. Of course, I am not saying that there must be something between you two, but the current situation has affected When it comes to the classmates in the whole school, I have to take care of them."
Director Cheng paused, then insinuated, "You know what I mean?"
Chi Wang stood upright, with his hands in his pockets, with a speechless expression on his face: "They want to smash, what can we do?"
"Well, it's really uncontrollable, so I thought about it, and because of Su Lian's excellent grades, I plan to transfer him to the experimental class." Director Cheng smiled lightly, "After all, he is so good, he stays in the sixth class. It's also Qu Cai."
"You want to transfer him? No, I don't agree." Chi Huang refused bluntly.
Director Cheng's eyes fell on Su Lian, and he said slowly, "Student Su Lian didn't say anything, what are you in a hurry for? I heard from Teacher Li that Su Lian applied for a school scholarship, and as long as he ranks first in the final exam, he will be approved. Of course, there is a major prerequisite for this scholarship, Su Lian must go to the experimental class."
Hearing this, Su Lian shook his head resolutely: "If that's the case, I don't want the scholarship."
It was not easy to get acquainted with everyone in the sixth class, not to mention Chi Wang was there, so I didn’t want to change to a new environment and adapt again.
If the shift is transferred, I can't imagine how difficult it is to be in a brand new environment.
I didn't expect Su Lian to be so stubborn. Director Cheng's tone became more serious: "You are a smart kid, and a scholarship is a nice word. If you affect other students' studies in this way, when the parents make a fuss, no one can stop it. Taking advantage of this The semester is coming to an end, and we will transfer classes next semester, which is justified."
Chi Wang understood what he was doing, and the purpose of abducting and abducting them was to separate the two of them.
He stared at the person expressionlessly, exposing the truth: "So, you are not here to discuss with Su Lian, but to inform."
"You don't have to put it so harshly. As Su Lian's good friend, don't you want him to have a better future? The experimental class is much better than the parallel class in every aspect, which is also a good thing for him. Even if you contact the parents , I believe that Su Lian's father will not have any objections."
Director Cheng smiled and said, "Student Chi Wang, if you have excellent grades, of course you can go. But I heard that you studied hard last time for a long time, and you only got about 600 in the exam, which is still far away."
It is also certain that Chi Wang's grades are poor, and he puts it nicely on the surface.
"If I can get into the top 50, I can also get into the same experimental class, right?" Chi Wang pressed his phone to record, and said softly.
Director Cheng nodded, with a somewhat contemptuous tone: "In theory, it is, but our school is a key city, and the top 50 go straight to Qingbei, don't you know?"
Chi Huang gritted his back molars, ignoring the ridicule: "Okay, you'd better do what you say."
"Then it's settled, student Su Lian, I look forward to your extraordinary performance at the end of the semester." Director Cheng moved his gaze up and landed on the boy's face, "Don't mess up the exam on purpose, it's useless."
With the threat at this point, there is no need to say more.
Su Lian and Chi Wan walked out of the office in silence, and stood by the corridor, staring at each other silently.
There was a bang outside the teaching building, the rain poured down, and the cold wind swept the raindrops into the aisle, which was chilling.
With a cold expression, Su Lian couldn't help swearing: "I don't want to be separated from you."
"I don't want to either, but Susu, think about your father, we can't embarrass him anymore." Chi Wang stared at the pouring rain, his eyes gradually blurred, "It's only one semester, you wait for me, I'll try my best to pass the exam With you."
With a dry throat, Su Lian said with some difficulty: "It's not as easy as you think to improve by a few hundred."
"You used to count down, but now you can do it too? You can do it, and I can do it too." Chi Wang stared into his eyes and said, "Susu, trust me."
"Brother Chi." Su Lian didn't know what to say, and was very annoyed.
It is true that I slowly got to the top of the exam from the bottom, but those days when I forced myself to burn the lamp to study at night were so hard to bear, and I only knew the pain after experiencing it once.
Chi Wang is a person who is used to being wild, and if he has to calm down for a while, it will probably be even more uncomfortable.
Thinking of these, Su Lian couldn't bear it.
Chi Huan comforted in a low voice: "It's just a test for us. It's just a class division, and it's not a different place. We can meet each other after and after school. It's nothing special. You take the exam well at the end of the semester and try to get the scholarship back."
Su Lian's nose was sore, and she hummed with difficulty.
A sense of rebellion arose in his heart, and he was so childish that he wanted to fight against him, but Chi Wang was far more stable than he thought.
Su Lian raised her hand and hooked his wrist: "Have you brought the watch you bought before? Give it to me."
"I'm wearing it." Chi Wan pulled the cuff, revealing the watch, "Are you sure you want to wear it? Maybe everyone will know that this watch is from me."
The implication is very clear, probably no different from coming out in public.
"If you know it, you know it. Can it be worse than now?" Su Lian raised her hand, took off the strap on her wrist, and put it in her pocket.
Reached out and handed it to Chi Wang: "Help me wear it."
Chi Wang understood what he meant, and knew that this juncture was not the best time, but he was willing to indulge him.
I don't want to hide anymore, I want to be open to everyone, guessing or curiosity, it doesn't matter anymore.
Chi Xuan lowered his eyes, carefully helped him put on the watch, rubbed his fingertips on the back of his hand: "It looks good, it really suits you."
Su Lian smiled faintly: "I will wear the watch and bracelet carefully, and wait for you to come to see me next semester."
"Well, definitely." Chi Wan raised his hand to rub his cheek, looked towards the classroom, "Let's go, enjoy the last time at the same table."
The two entered the classroom one after the other. The evening self-study had not yet started, and the classroom was very noisy.
Su Lian's cuffs were still rolled up on her forearm, revealing a large section of her smooth wrist, and that watch was particularly attractive.
Someone booed: "Why does this watch look like the one Gu Anjiu brought back last time? What's going on? I can't understand it."
Su Lian nodded slightly, her expression quite calm: "It's the one from the lost and found. It was originally given to me, but I just found out now."
Chi Wang was about to say "I gave it to you", but before he could say anything, Gu Anjiu quickly preempted him.
The little fat man was thinking that his grandpa hadn't caught up yet, so he couldn't reveal his secrets, so he tried his best to help cover the cabinet door to death.
So he sacrificed himself and said tragically: "I gave it away, yes, I thought it was wrong at the beginning, it was my fault. But you don't have to worry, we are pure brotherhood now."
Chi Wang: ... Are you polite? This also grabs
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