Nonlinear Love

Chapter 58

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After listening to the death-defying remarks, Su Lian's face was expressionless, but he just stared at him very quietly, with undercurrents surging under his calm expression.

Looking back on my shameful chat records, as well as the completely collapsed emoticons and modal particles, I feel ashamed and angry.

The point is, besides Chi Wang, who else did he add in private messages.

Oh, No. 222, Gu Anjiu, the sisters in the chat log match each other, and everything is peaceful.

Thinking of this, Su Lian's face turned cold again.

Chi Wan cautiously said: "Susu?"

"It's probably not good for me to pretend to be a girl, but I can let you feel the power of a boy's fist." Su Lian said, opening his palm and moving his knuckles back and forth. His slender fingers opened and closed, looking lethal. extremely strong.

Feeling that Su Lian was about to go black and run away, Chi Juan quickly deleted the chat history, logged off the trumpet and said, "You pretend that I didn't say anything, and you didn't hear anything."

"I'm not deaf, I hear you." Su Lian emphasized the point in a cold voice as she pressed her fist against her lower abdomen.

Knowing that his little boyfriend is very thin-skinned, especially this kind of joke, saying that he dies once.

I got carried away for a moment just now, and then flirted with the side.

Chi Wang squeezed his fist and moved slowly to the side, squeezed out a forced smile: "I'm kidding you, I'm also pretending to be a girl, and I'm even hotter than you. Brother Su Lian, don't be angry."

"Don't mention it, okay, it's shameful."

"I was wrong, I was really wrong~don't hit me~"

The tone of voice was erratic, without the burden of a strong man, Su suppressed goose bumps all over his body.

It was too embarrassing to lose his vest. He raised his hand and pushed people away, fastened the loose coat buttons, turned and walked out the door: "I'm ready to go home."

"Don't go, our conflict has not been solved yet, I won't let you go back." Chi Wang hugged the man's waist with a faceless face, dragged him back to the wall to suppress, "Susu, I won't tease you anymore, okay?"

"I don't really want to talk to you for the time being." Su Lian pushed the handle of the door, pulling away the hand wrapped around her waist.

Seeing his resolute attitude, Chi Huang lowered his eyes and said helplessly, "Are you really leaving?"

Su Lian hummed, and said indifferently, "Don't look for me these two days, remember to finish the questions circled for you."

At this time, I still don't forget to brush up the questions, as expected of Teacher Xiao Su.

Chi Huang walked over and hooked his hand, and slowly kneaded it in the palm of his hand: "I'm not flirting anymore, and I must think twice before acting. New Year's Eve, do you have the heart to not see me for many days?"

"I didn't kick you because human nature is good." Su Lian raised her eyes and glanced at him, "This time, it's just for you to reflect on what it means to say that disaster comes from your mouth."

"Then I send you a message and you have to reply." Chi Wan blinked and compromised half a step.

Su Lian pursed her lips, without any expression on her face: "It depends on my mood."

"It's okay if you don't want to type the video." Chi Juan said in a low voice, "We will be divided into classes next semester, and you still don't hurry up and get tired of me."

Su Lian was too lazy to tangle with him, so she pushed open the door and walked downstairs.

Chi Bianhai and Chi Qing were sitting on the sofa eating dessert. Seeing them, they asked, "Xiao Su is going back now? It's still early."

"Yes, I've been reviewing for a long time today, and it's almost time." Su Lian simply explained.

Chi Bianhai raised his hand and took a sip of water, and said slowly: "Okay, don't come here for the next few days."

Su Lian's complexion changed slightly, he clenched his fingers tightly, and replied lightly, "Okay."

Seeing that the person's expression was not very good, Chi Bianhai explained: "No, don't get me wrong, we go to the island every year to celebrate the New Year, and the foggy city is too cold, it's uncomfortable to stay here."

After finishing speaking, he looked up at Chi Wang again: "I have booked your air tickets, and I will leave tomorrow."

Su Lian loosened her fingers again, and her heart fell back to its original place.

Chi Wang stood on the stairs, pursed his lips unwillingly, his brows and eyes were full of irritability.

There was a conflict just now, and it's been ten days since I left. Will I wait for him to come back? This relationship has come to an end.

"I don't want to go, the ticket will be refunded." Chi Wang looked down at the living room and refused directly.

Chi Bianhai clicked his tongue, and his expression was very unhappy: "You have recently reached the rebellious period, haven't you? What do you mean by being against me today? You go every year, why did you suddenly change your mind this year? You have to go, there is no need to discuss it .Besides, if the family is not reunited during Chinese New Year, what do you want to do?"

I am used to being strong in the mall, and my tone of voice is one and the same, which makes it difficult to fight.

"I'm such an adult, can I still have some space for myself?" Chi Huang raised his voice and asked back.

Not wanting to hear the father and son quarreling here anymore, Su Lian frowned, bowed slightly, and strode out the door: "Then I wish you a pleasant journey, I'll be leaving first."

Chi Wan chased after him, raised his hand and dialed the driver's phone: "Wait, I'll take you back."

Seeing this situation, Chi Bianhai looked sideways at Chi Qing, very puzzled: "Your brother was so considerate before? I have never seen him send Lin Yan and Xiao Jiu off. Xiao Su came, but he didn't answer It’s really strange to send them home in person.”

"Ah, maybe this is grown up, mature and stable, what a beautiful character." Chi Qing's mind was spinning wildly, desperately trying to cover up, for fear of revealing her secrets.

Young liking is inherently fragile, not to mention that his brother is still playing so wildly, engaging in vigorous homosexuality as soon as he comes up.

Chi Qing took a small bite of the pineapple bun, lowered her head and let out a long sigh, the road was always long and difficult.

At the entrance of the villa, Su Lian and Chi Wang stood side by side, waiting for the driver to come over.

At this time, it had entered the severe winter, the branches outside were barren, and the cold wind was howling, Su Lian wrapped his coat tightly.

"Is it cold? The temperature has dropped recently, so you should wear more." Chi Wang unbuttoned his coat while talking.

Su Lian raised her hand to help someone pull it back, all the way to the top, and said in a low voice, "Do you want to catch a cold? I'm not cold."

"Sure enough, you still care about me." Chi Huang raised the corner of his mouth, and said in a low voice, "Susu, I really haven't seen each other for many days this time, and I will be sad if I don't hear from you."

Su Lian grudgingly hummed: "Okay, got it."

In the end, he was still soft-spoken.

When we got into the Maybach, there was a driver sitting in front. The two dared not be too presumptuous, and sat side by side in the back without saying a word.

In the dark of the back seat, Chi Wan stretched out his hand to hook Su Lian's fingertips, and when the driver turned back to back up, Su Lian suddenly released him, fearing that someone would see him and show his clues.

Talking about a relationship is hidden and tucked away, the palms are empty, and the heart is also empty.

Chi Wan looked up at the rearview mirror, sighed softly, and silently looked at the lights outside the window.

Su Lian received the message from Gu Anjiu, turned on the screen in front of Chi Wang, and complained, "Can I block him?"

Chi Wan came back to his senses, and seeing the conversation message, he didn't hold back his laughter.

[Nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-nine-wits]: Brother Lian, I just realized that the two of us have added trumpets to each other! It's not easy for you, it's hard work pretending to be a girl, I have a deep understanding of this!

[Nine-nine-nine little wit]: But did you lie to me before? You obviously swept into the group, but you still told me no, you are not honest...

[Nine-nine-nine little cleverness]: By the way, are you with Master Wang? How do netizens feel about Mianji? Share the scene

Su Lian pursed her lips tightly and pressed the keyboard with all her strength, the screen was almost shattered.

[SU]: I'm with Chi Wan, I've removed his arm now, are you sure you want to continue asking

[Nine-nine-nine little wit]: Excuse me, I wish you an early year

After the threat from the air was over, Gu Anjiu quickly quieted down. He must have recalled the erhu confession last time, and felt that his life was in jeopardy.

The car stopped at the entrance of the alley, and Chi Wan leaned over to say hello to the driver: "Wait for a few minutes, I'll go home with him to get something and leave."

"Okay, I'll stop on the side of the road, just come here." The driver nodded slightly.

Chi Wan followed Su Lian out of the car, and the two walked into the alley side by side, quietly and silently.

Su Lian caught a glimpse of the elongated shadow on the ground, looked back at him, and asked in confusion, "What are you taking? I have nothing to give you."

"I want to stay with you for a few more minutes, by the way..." Chi Wang reached out and grabbed the man's arm, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly, "Give me a kiss, don't be really angry, or I will feel uneasy. "

Not really angry, Su Lian was forced to seal her lips, unable to make a sound.

After struggling for a while, his knuckles grabbed his cashmere coat, firmly grasped it and then slowly loosened it, gradually becoming submissive.

Chi Wan kissed the corner of his lips delicately, the kiss changed from intense at first to gentle and lingering, as if no one wanted to part with it.

How could Su Lian really be willing to fight coldly? This relationship was hard-won, and he cherished every minute and every second with Chi Wang.

After a long time, Chi Juan murmured in a low voice: "Susu, wait for me to come back, be good."

"You are getting more and more courageous." Panting, Su Lian raised her hand to wipe the water on her lips.

Chi Wang stared into his eyes, and said sincerely: "It's hard enough for the two of us, don't create conflicts among us. Today is my fault, and I sincerely apologize to you."

"Understood, let's turn the page. Go back quickly, the driver should become suspicious after a while." Su Lian glanced at the entrance of the alley, feeling very vigilant.

They can no longer be as presumptuous as before, they must pay attention everywhere and be careful at all times.

It was only now that Su Lian realized that he didn't want Chi Wan to become calm and sensible like before, always rebellious, always arrogant, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.

Watching Chi Wang go from a teenager to an adult, going through hardships, smoothing the edges and corners, and becoming mature, this process is too painful and cruel.

Chi Wan sighed: "I can't tell you in person, Susu, let me say Happy New Year's Eve in advance."

"Well, you too, be careful on the road." Su Lian pursed her lips, and didn't say anything more after all.

Seeing the figure of the person disappear into the long alley, Su Lian stood there unable to move.

In fact, he wanted to tell Chi Huang that he would also feel scared, and he was not as strong and calm as he appeared on the surface.

The direction of this life is completely different from the previous one. I am afraid that their efforts will be in vain, and the power of life and death is all in the hands of those experienced parents. He has seen too many similar things in his later life.

Just like the travel ticket this time, there was no discussion, just a notice.

However, he didn't want to pour cold water on Chi Huan again, obviously that person also wanted to work hard towards the future with him.

Saying frustrating words, disappointing or shaking him, I really can't bear it.

Su Lian entered the house with a heavy complexion. Seeing Su Huasheng, she was so restless that she wanted to talk to someone.

It's just that I don't have the habit of talking heart-to-heart at ordinary times, and I still can't open my mouth after all.

Su Huasheng saw that something was wrong, and asked actively, "Why do you look unhappy? Did you quarrel with Xiaochi?"

"No." Su Lian shook his head, and sat down on the sofa, lying on his side tiredly, "During dinner today, his father said that he wanted him to go abroad after finishing his sophomore year of high school."

Su Huasheng was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood the cause and effect: "Children from rich families do choose this path more often. Then what do you plan?"

"I'm thinking, if Chi Wang's grades really don't meet expectations, should I go out with him?" Su Lian's mind turned quickly, and she said in a low voice, "Good schools can apply for full scholarships, and I can still work part-time Don’t feel burdened to earn living expenses.”

"Xiao Su, you don't have to take everything on yourself, it's too tiring." Su Huasheng frowned, with distress written all over his face.

Su Lian raised her eyes and said from the bottom of her heart: "I just want to find a way to be with him. If there is no second option, I will have no idea. I don't have to go abroad, it's just an option."

"You have only been together for a month, if this relationship makes you so unhappy, why not..."

Su Huasheng didn't say much about the rest, it was too cruel to say it.

Su Lian shook her head, and explained with difficulty: "No, I am very happy with him, I really must have him."

This is the first time he has made such a clear statement to his father, except for Chi Wang, he probably won't be able to accept anyone else in his life.

"How can there be so many things that must be done by him? Before death, no one can swear that he will love such a person in this life. You are still young, and the relationship matters just go with the flow." Su Huasheng comforted.

Su Lian felt panicked in her heart, Chi Wang loved her deeply even before he died. With regret and deep love, buried in the grave.

But with such a strong emotion, he couldn't share it with others.

All insiders would probably feel that this relationship was just a young whim, and it would be broken at the first touch. Only he and Chi Wang knew how much hardship and affection were mixed in.

Su Lian didn't argue anymore, but just responded lightly: "Okay, I will think about it."

He went into the bathroom, took off his clothes, and turned on the shower. The water droplets fell on his skin, and he felt very uncomfortable.

The sorrows and joys of people are not connected, even if that person is your close father, it is difficult to truly empathize.

After taking a brief shower with an unhappy mood, Su Lian changed into her pajamas and lay down on the bed.

Click on the diary and see that Chi Wan has edited a new record at some point.

January 20, 2019 / Editor: Chi Wu

Today, because of the vest, I had a little conflict with him, and it was all my fault.

Although I have apologized verbally many times, I will solemnly repeat it in writing: I am sorry.

Susu, on the return trip, I googled the photos of Weiming Lake, the scenery is very beautiful. When we are admitted to university, let's kiss there.

Don't worry about the future, sleep well, eat well, everything is up to me.

Su Lian read that paragraph over and over again.

He originally thought that Chi Wang was so careless because he was unaware of his worries and nervousness, and he spoke outspokenly from time to time, making people angry if he didn't pay attention.

But in this kind of subtle emotional fluctuations, this person is always very sensitive, and he can always easily see clearly.

Su Lian blinked, feeling a soreness in her heart, followed by a surge of sourness.

Thinking that there is still one person in this world who can share the pain, this time travel is not in vain.

January 20, 2019 / Editor: Su Lian

I was a little unhappy to hear that he was going on vacation for more than ten days, but I will miss him.

The contradictions are wiped out, there will be no cold war, I am reluctant.

But Brother Chi, remember to send messages every day, and I will reply.

Just after sending it, WeChat received a message: Susu, good night.

In the next ten days, Su Lian really received constant harassing text messages from Chi Wang every day, which almost took up all the free time during the day.

Sometimes it is a pure photo, the person is wearing swimming trunks, with beautiful muscles in the sun, with the blue sea and blue sky behind him, which looks quite different from his outfit wrapped in a ball.

Sometimes it's the voice, blah blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

At times like this, Su Lian would send over some nasty pictures, making people greedy.

Most of the time, it is a straightforward text, saying that I miss him very much, want to go back, want to hug, and want to kiss.

Even though it is far away, the diary is updated every day, and the number of words is getting longer every day.

That person was obviously not around, but Su Lian felt that he was there all the time.

As the end of the year is getting closer, he looks forward to the countdown time on his mobile phone day by day, and when he passes a day, he will forget a day.

On New Year's Eve, Ji Ying came to make trouble again, with a New Year's gift in her hand, but she was mean.

After all, it is still about the house, which is endless.

This time Su Lian became more stubborn, and replied bluntly: "When I graduate from the college entrance examination and get the bonus, I will give you 500,000 yuan, and all the real estate certificates will be changed to my name. We will break up after that, and we will never see each other again in this life."

Ji Ying's expression was mixed, and her voice was sharp: "I don't see you in this life, can you say it? I'm your mother!"

"Other mothers can't do this. I don't want to see you. No matter what happens to the house in the future, it has nothing to do with you. If it is not demolished, this is a worthless little broken house. If it is demolished, it will be Think of it as compensation for me and Dad for so many years. No matter how you calculate it, it's very reasonable." Su Lian said calmly with a blank face.

The little boy in front of him seemed to have suddenly grown into a sharp teenager, and was rapidly transforming into a mature adult.

She missed too much time growing up with Su Lian, and for a while, she felt very dazed, almost unfamiliar.

Su Lian said again: "If it doesn't work, I'll lose the five hundred thousand."

After a long time, Ji Ying silently nodded his head in agreement.

"Then please leave, Dad and I still have New Year's Eve dinner." Su Lian opened the door and gave the order to evict guests.

Ji Ying took two steps, then turned around and hesitated to speak: "Xiao Su, are you sure you won't see me from now on?"

"I'll see you again, when we transfer the name." Su Lian's tone was as indifferent as an AI, without a trace of emotion.

Su Lian's heart has already been completely dead when he came to the house again and again just for a house that didn't know when it would be demolished. His relatives will always be Su Huasheng and Chi Wang, and no one else.

Seeing the woman leave the house with an embarrassed expression, and the red overcoat slowly disappearing from sight, Su Lian felt her tense back relax.

When he actually said it, it was not as difficult as he imagined.

Su Huasheng listened in silence the whole time, and then slowly said: "Don't pay attention to her, come and eat."

The older generation of the Su family all passed away early, and there are only father and son for the New Year's Eve dinner every year. Simple meals are prepared, three dishes and one soup, no different from usual.

The neighbors next door hung up Spring Festival couplets and festive decorations, and it was lively, but my own home was still deserted.

The air was so cold that even talking was a cloud of white mist. At the quiet dinner table, Su Lian suddenly missed Chi Wang very much.

That person always brought a group of friends with him, and he was very noisy, filling those lonely gaps to the brim.

After careful calculation, that person has been gone for sixteen days.

After eating out of boredom, Su Lian leaned on the sofa and clicked on the dialog box to send a message to Chi Wang.

His fingers landed on the keyboard, and he didn't know where to speak for a while. There are many Chi family members, and Wu Yangyang's family is probably still having the New Year's Eve dinner, so it seems inappropriate to disturb him at this moment.

The small group of five was giving out red envelopes, Su Lian clicked in and pressed it, and he was lucky to get one.

[Nine-nine-nine little cleverness]: Brother Lian, isn't it inappropriate to post something

[SU]: Fa, Happy New Years Eve everyone

[Shuangmu]: Long time no see, what are you doing at home alone? don't come out to find us

[SU]: brush questions, preview

[Cici]: As expected of a god of learning, so hardworking! I want to learn from you!

[Cici]: @双木, don’t hold me back!

Su Lian was overjoyed, and could comprehend Song Jia's stammering tone across the screen, and was slightly raising the corners of his mouth when he finally saw a private message from Chi Wang.

[Delusion Daji]: If I don't look for you, you would rather Shui Qun not look for me, would you

[SU]: No, I guess you are eating and busy

[Delusion Daji]: No matter how busy you are, there is still time to reply to your boyfriend's message

[SU]: I just had dinner and am going to watch the Spring Festival Gala

[Delusion Daji]: How much lucky money did you receive today? Among other things, my dad was quite generous and gave me 20,000

Su Lian was silent for a few seconds before slowly typing back: I didn't receive it, what kind of lucky money do I need at this age

It took a while before I received a reply message from Chi Wang: There are too many people here, they are calling me, I will go there first, you go to bed early

There was no second reply, it seemed that he was really busy.

"Scumbag, ran away after only replying a few messages." Su Lian cursed and muttered, raised his hand and locked the phone screen.

Originally, I wanted to video chat with Chi Wang for a while to relieve the pain of lovesickness, but looking at this busy man, I guess it was in vain again.

Su Lian leaned her head back on the sofa and closed her eyes to rest. She didn't sleep for a while, but was woken up by the sound of the TV.

"After reading the program list of the Spring Festival Gala, I don't think it's interesting." Su Huasheng raised his eyes and glanced twice, turned down the volume, and made a sound with disgust.

Su Lian raised his hand and rubbed his sore eyes, and said in a low voice, "Speak up, it looks lively."

He leaned on the sofa and chatted with Su Huasheng until eleven o'clock. Su Huasheng couldn't bear it and went into the room to sleep. He was the only one left in the empty small room.

After all, I still have an inexplicable sense of ritual in my heart. After New Year's Eve, after all, twelve o'clock is the beginning of the New Year.

Su Lian pulled a heavy down jacket from the closet to wrap it in, and sat on the threshold of the house to watch the moon. It's just that the clouds are too thick, and the moonlight has become dim.

It's really cold tonight. After sitting for a while, my fingers and toes are almost frozen.

Su Lian propped his chin and raised his eyes to look at the starry sky covered in mist. Suddenly, he felt a coldness on the tip of his nose. He didn't know if it was snow or rain falling.

Immediately afterwards, finer and finer snow mixed with drizzle fell, landed on the ground, and disappeared.

He clicked into Moments, and saw that Qi Shushua was swiping a topic: Snow in Fog City

Although the city is cloudy and foggy all the year round, it is cold and humid, but it rarely snows, not once in several years. Children in the south see too little snow, and they are all excited like crazy.

Su Lian pulled the zipper of the down jacket to the top, to insulate from the bleak winter chill.

The time slowly came to twelve o'clock, and then half past twelve, and then a little closer. Staring at the watch given by Chi Huang in his hand, the pointer passed by round and round.

In the new year, every household in the alley gradually quieted down from being lively, and Chi Wang still did not appear.

Su Lian lowered her eyes and laughed at herself, what exactly was she expecting. Are you expecting him to surprise you by falling from the sky? It seems that this idea is really naive and ridiculous.

Frozen all over, Su Lian took out her phone and sent a message to Chi Wang: Happy Chinese New Year, I guess you are still busy, I am going to sleep, good night

This time, the opposite party came back very quickly: unexpectedly, it was a little faster, and the health-care cool guy’s character set collapsed

[SU]: How many nights have you stayed up since being with you, you tell me this

[Delusion Daji]: Don't freeze, go inside, it's cold outside

[SU]:? how do you know i'm outside

Su Lian raised her eyes suddenly, and saw a figure running towards her at the end of the alley, getting closer, her heart beating faster.

The fine snow was flying in the air, and the silhouette of the man was revealed little by little from the dark place, every time a little bit was revealed, Su Lian's heartbeat became heavier.

When he was completely standing under the street lamp, Chi Wang was wearing an ankle-length coat, his hair was messy from running, and the scarf he had given him on Christmas Eve was wrapped around his neck, and he smiled very softly under the moonlight.

The person who had missed him for more than ten days suddenly appeared in front of him. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was reality or an illusion.

Su Lian blinked slowly, maintained a stiff movement, and froze in place.

"Do you look stupid?" Chi Wan approached slowly, with his toes touching his toes, bending over and rubbing his hair.

Su Lian looked up at the man, reluctant to take his gaze away from his face, stared at him for a while, and then stretched out his hand to pinch his arm.

Hearing the gasp, Su Lian confirmed that it was real, not imagination.

"Why did you come? Were you still on the island just now?" Su Lian stared into his eyes and murmured.

Chi Wan looked down at him, his warm palm touched Su Lian's somewhat cold cheek, warming it bit by bit.

The voice seemed a little tired because of the continuous running: "I bought the latest plane to come back to see you. I will go back at six in the morning. I can only stay for a few hours. I sneaked here behind my father's back."

This man traveled thousands of miles with the snow and cold wind, and he really just wanted to see himself.

Su Lian got up from the threshold, clasped his hand, and asked softly with some distress: "Anyway, I'll be back in a few days, aren't you tired from all this tossing?"

Chi Wang saw that the mist in Su Lian's beautiful eyes slowly dissipated, and there was a very light light in his eyes, and felt that this trip was not in vain.

He raised his hand and hugged him into his arms, took out a red envelope from his coat pocket, and stuffed it into Su Lian's hand.

"Because I want to give Su Lian's only lucky money on the day of the Spring Festival."

"Let him know that he can be a happy kid forever."