The fleet for the military exercise had left hours earlier, and Lux had been keeping her middle finger on the enter button for five minutes.
"I've already made up my mind, why am I still hesitating?" She sighed softly, "It's just that I've become a little more gentle to me, so I can't help thinking that it's good to go on like this, I can't help it. If you want to learn to give up struggling like CC, you can't help it... Lux, you are in the late stage of Stockholm Syndrome."
The data disk containing the Laplace program was put on the computer, and the computer was connected to the network of the Gibraltar base. As long as she moved her fingertips, she could take another big step toward the final goal. It's obviously a simple action, but for some reason, I can't start.
The plan has been going well so far, and Camus's refusal to join the army is a surprise. Even if Xia Ya is lucky enough to die, she still has countless back-ups to use. Ed loses the NT ability and will not be targeted by the apostles. The AT force field and the fruit of life make him fine as long as he is not directly hit by a nuclear bomb. Alice can guarantee that he will be easily searched and rescued afterwards.
"But why?" Lux's wrist trembled slightly, "it hurts so much that I can't breathe at the thought of him getting hurt."
"You are so stupid and cute." Another voice whispered devilishly in her heart, "Does he feel heartache when you are hurt? Do you think he will care about your heartache when you are lingering with An Qi? As long as everyone is still one by one As an independent individual, you can never avoid selfishness, you can't understand each other, and you can't even prove whether he loves you or is possessive."
She knew that these were all auditory hallucinations and delusions, and they were just excuses for her, who couldn't turn back, to feel better, but human beings can only block their ears, not their hearts.
"Ed, please." She closed her eyes and pressed her middle finger, "Come and stop me..."
A large "La+" symbol appeared on the screen in an instant, followed by a string of coordinates. With Lux's knowledge and knowledge, the location represented by the coordinates could be seen at a glance.
"This answer... is really too logical." Lux closed the program and pulled out the data disk. "Ed should be able to guess it? Please, you must guess it."
After closing the computer, Lux got up and washed her face and put on her makeup again. After sitting there for a while, she felt that the air in the room was too oppressive and stuffy. After thinking about it, she decided to go out for a walk. She was a guest in Gibraltar and was assigned an area of activity, but she was also Lingos' legal wife, so she still had a certain degree of freedom.
Not long after walking outside, Lux saw Camus leaning on the railing in a daze. Camus saw her coming and stood up and greeted, "Mrs. Lingos."
Although Lux and Camus had nothing to do with each other, but by taking care of Stella on the hospital bed, her reputation with Asuka rose to respect, and even the reputation with Camus started as a friendly start.
Lux, who was so upset in her heart, just wanted to talk to someone to distract her attention, and immediately stopped and nodded to Camus. She was a married woman, and it was inappropriate to take the initiative to talk to a single man, so she quietly watched Camus waiting for the other party to speak.
Camus was young after all, and he couldn't stand it for a few seconds under Lux's powerful gaze, and immediately scratched his cheeks and looked away: "Well, Mrs. Lingos, I'm thinking about Mr. Covatello. things."
Lux put her arms up on the railing and silently cast her eyes into the distance. The sea breeze was blowing gently, and her beautiful long pink hair was slightly raised.
"I've been thinking these days about why Mr. Covatello speaks more and more like Sirocco." Camus also seemed to have found a target to talk to, and continued naturally, "Is it true that power must corrupt people? Is it possible that Siroc used to be a good person or something, and then I went to ask the real eldest brother and the old man."
"What did they say?" Lux asked absentmindedly without looking at him.
"The old man said that he was very afraid of the doctor." Camus said and laughed. "He said that the doctor was wearing a human coat, but it seemed to be a different species from everyone. Now the doctor has become more and more The more he looks like a human being, which makes him feel very happy. The real elder brother also said similar things. Although the doctor looks the same to outsiders, his inner position has been changing all the time."
"Ed once said that he is very similar to Char." Lux said leisurely, "but that's wrong, he doesn't know himself at all. The truth is just the opposite. He and Char are two completely opposite types. "
"Well, that's what I think too." Camus said with a somewhat complicated expression, "In fact, Mr. Covatello is completely opposite to the doctor, and his position has never changed."
"Yeah, never changed," said Lux calmly. "His only position is himself, doing what he thinks is right, no matter how stupid it looks. Friends. , whether it is enemies, relatives, or lovers, today is like this, and you can change it tomorrow."
"If there is a common enemy that cannot be dealt with now, he can immediately become a friendly partner." Camus said with understanding, "I... don't want to become such an adult."
"But what will people become..." Lux fiddled with the hairpin unconsciously, "...you can't decide for yourself."
"You're not right, ma'am." Camus couldn't help raising his voice, "I want to be as good as the real big brother, to impress the old man and the doctor, and never become a bastard like Char. It's not up to anyone, but It's up to me to decide!"
"It's a good thing to have ideals, I know, but some things are really..." Lux whispered, "Think about yourself, joining the Titans involuntarily, defecting with the flow, participating in the heavens and beings in confusion, and It ended inexplicably. Have you ever thought about changing? Have you ever thought about struggling? But in the end, you will all fall into the quagmire of character and destiny, and you can’t escape or resist.”
"Why would you say such a thing?" Camus asked fiercely. "These are all excuses for the cunning adults!"
"Really?" Lux showed a sudden realization, "So I've become a cunning adult too."
Camus was about to continue his rebuttal when he suddenly heard someone seem to be calling his name. After a while, Emma ran to the front panting and shouted angrily: "Camus! The phone is not on, what are you thinking!"
"Ah, I'm sorry, Captain Emma." Camus shrank his head awkwardly, "Is something wrong?"
"Mrs. Lingos, you are also right." Emma greeted Lux with a nod, "The apostle suddenly appeared and is moving towards the base, just in case the two non-combatants should evacuate in advance. "
"The monster?" Camus asked hastily. "Where's the doctor?"
"The apostles are following very closely. Dr. Lingos has not yet reached a safe distance. Once we have pulled enough distance, we will immediately use the nuclear bomb." Emma said impatiently, "Camus, this is not your concern. , hurry to evacuate!"
"Isn't that just being entangled by the apostles and can't get rid of it!" Camus shouted, "Captain Emma, let me drive the banshee to respond!"
"You are not a soldier now, but a civilian." Emma glared at him, "Make sure what you are talking about."
"I know very well." Camus clenched his fists in both hands, "I am NT, the Banshee is a special machine for NT, the apostle appears, and the doctor is in danger, is this not enough? Besides, using NT to deal with the apostle is Mr. Covatello. the original plan.”
"Camus..." Emma's expression became serious.
"I didn't want to join the Titans at all. Didn't Siroc force me to join? Now I want to help out of my own will, but can't I do it? That would be too funny!" Camus didn't flinch. The ground and Emma looked at each other, "Again, I'm going to strike!"
"The banshee is an asset of the army, and you are not qualified to use it unless..." Emma sighed, "I approve."
Camus was stunned for a while before he reacted, and exclaimed in surprise, "Captain Emma!"
"Don't be obsessed with fighting, don't be brave, we will use nuclear bombs, and come back quickly after receiving Dr. Lingos." Emma said helplessly, "You are already an adult, you must do what you say, and be responsible for your own life and death."
"Yes!" Camus bowed to Emma with a smile, turned to Lux and said sternly, "I don't know what happened, please have a good talk with him after I take over the doctor. . I just wanted to tell you that it's up to me to decide what I become."